it's my drama. appreciate my flaws & learn from my mistakes. it's okay to cry your heart out but don't forget that there's always a second chance. be strong but don't forget to be yourself. you can be wild and carefree but don't forget to be serious at times. oh remember to laugh too! life is amazing and unfair at the same time... deal with it even if it's not the reality that you wanted!
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If Only I Can Be His Woman... I Know I Wouldn't Ask For More. He Is A Sweetheart. He Knows How To Make
if only i can be his woman... i know i wouldn't ask for more. he is a sweetheart. he knows how to make his woman happy. he's proud & thankful to have her. god his girl is so lucky to have him... meron pa bang kagaya niya na nag-eexist dito sa mundo?
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11-11-11: that special moment i had with my Umpe
I got to talk again to the most important person in my life. I missed her a lot and how i wish i can hug her and tell her how much i love her. But i don't want to worry her abt me so yeah we just talked about how life here is and how she's doing back home. Whenever i talk to her i tend to worry about her alot and how she is coping back there without me by her side... It breaks my heart to know that i had been selfish to her when i made the decision to leave her alone back home. I feel so guilty & I really regret it especially whenever i hear her cry or even her sad & weak voice or like when news that she got sick... It feels like it is my responsibility to take good care of her yet i can't do anything. I feel so helpless and worthless whenever that happens. It makes me want to run into her arms as fast as i can and ask for her forgiveness... And do anything to compensate for all the times i was not able to spend with her. Oh how i missed hearing her voice and being by her side all the time. I missed how she takes good care of me... how she prepares my meal... how she would give me allowance and extra money to buy whatever i want... how she attends to me whenever i am sick... how she would ask me if i already ate lunch or dinner... how she would worry about me whenever i go to vacations... how she lets me do everything that i wanted to do even if that means she will need to do extra work... how she treats me so well even if i sometimes shout at her or give her attitude... how she'll tell everyone how proud she is of me and how good i am... how she would shower me with lots of care, understanding, praises and love. I miss everything about her! And now that her birthday is coming up, i can only wish her good health and long life. Well that has always been my wish for her. I remember i would always pray to God that hopefully one day we will be spending our days together again. Just like the good old times. It's just sad that it has been four years since the last time we've seen each other. How i wish i can surprise her in her 77th bday this coming november 17th. *sigh* I know she knows i love her a lot. And hopefully, as she grows older, she won't forget our memories together, both good and not so good memories we had. I hope the distance between us will not be the reason for her to forget me, her favorite granddaughter. I love my Umpe so much and my love and gratitude for her will never fade nor be forgotten and taken for granted just by anyone. This special relationship and love we have for each other can't compare to anything. Only the two of us can understand its true and deep meaning... I am really thankful to God for giving her to me and making me a part of her life. I feel so blessed to be loved by Umpe. I don't know how am i going to be able to give back for the kindness and love she gave me. I can only think of spending my whole life with her, loving her, providing her whatever she needs, giving her everything she wants and working harder so she can be more proud of me :) Umpe, thank you for everything and i love you so much.
coz Taymee can make my day complete just by a simple reply from my tweet...kekeke he's really nice to reply to my tweet. I hope i don't scare him or creep him out with my mentions. i just like how sweet and cute he is. i was smiling the whole day in school because of this. i even sent him a thank you pic at IG lol :) aigoo i think i am starting to act carelessly again since he made my heart skip a beat. I just wish there's still someone like him in this universe that is meant to love me and be with me forever. 10-10-11
Alam mo yung feeling na gusto mong iuntog yung ulo mo sa pader??
Well, that's how i feel right now. Feeling ko i did the worst thing ever and i am so disappointed sa sarili ko cause i embarassed not only myself pero pati groupmates ko in front of the whole class. Anu pang mukha ang maihaharap ko sa kanila next time na magkikita kami. Ugh i really hate this day! Oh and again, pinahiya ko na naman sarili ko sa harap niya. I saw him looking at me while i was doing it and probably ngayon he's laughing at me. I will never look good in his opinion.
short call
i called back home and was able to talk to my godmother. god it has been a long time since i talked to her. it was cool that she didn't changed at all. She was the same woman who inspires me coz she is a fighter and she is really smart. I can't help but shed some tears coz i felt her effort to encourage me and guide me. I really look up to her an i am thankful she is my godmother. I wish i was able to hug her and tell her miss her. It was nice catching up with her. I felt like she cares about me and she really wants me to e successful. Maybe i should call her often then. I have to tell her that i am thankful she's there for me...