Bad Day - Tumblr Posts
Final Destination
Today’s six sentence story is late, and if you read it, you will get an idea of why. Follow our narrator who is just trying to have something good happen today, when life seems to want to get in the way. This one is based on the word truck. If you had asked me this morning where I was going to end up, I can guarantee you one thing, and that is that this wouldn’t have been on my list, let…
View On WordPress
Out of Balance
Hello hello and welcome to this week’s six sentence story based on the word BALANCE. I missed last week’s trying to do too many things in too little time, but I am back this week, working on NaNoWriMo, and that includes writing ALL the words! Follow out narrator as they have a bad day serving breakfast. There is a balance to everything, except for her, she was entirely unbalanced, or clumsy,…
View On WordPress
Was having a HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE, AWFUL, EXTREMELY FRUSTRATING DAY
But good music helped soothe myself .
Here’s the loop of great music, for my not so good day 🙂
why do i feel so lonely ？Why is nobody there for me when I feel bad but I have to be there for everyone?
Alam mo yung feeling na gusto mong iuntog yung ulo mo sa pader??
Well, that's how i feel right now. Feeling ko i did the worst thing ever and i am so disappointed sa sarili ko cause i embarassed not only myself pero pati groupmates ko in front of the whole class. Anu pang mukha ang maihaharap ko sa kanila next time na magkikita kami. Ugh i really hate this day! Oh and again, pinahiya ko na naman sarili ko sa harap niya. I saw him looking at me while i was doing it and probably ngayon he's laughing at me. I will never look good in his opinion.
One of my roommates decided I had "disrespected" his mom, the landlady, and got in my face screaming for twenty minutes even though the woman herself wasn't bothered by me, in her words, being "snippy". Her son most certainly *was* bothered. After a few minutes of me trying to calmly talk to him while he screamed threats at me, my wellbeing, and the wellbeing of my belongings, I started shaking uncontrollably. Apparently my trauma response is "chihuahua". And this piece of shit *makes fun of me for shaking* in the moment.
One of the most stressful and upsetting things that have happened to me for a while, if you couldn't tell I don't really do confrontation and it's so much worse when there is no solution, just a wall of rage coming at you.
I've moved all my stuff into my room in the basement and have chosen to not interact with anyone in the house to not even chance something like that happening again.
I cried today in front of a friend. it wasn't on purpose, and I didn't want to. I was feeling depressed, trying to say something when I trailed off and my eyes started watering. we were just hanging out.
we sat in awkward silence for a few minutes before she started strumming her guitar that was in her lap. I started crying more, quietly. and we continued like this for a while.
"is everything alright?"
and I said, "yes, this is pretty normal" in a very small voice.
she stared playing a song for a while, and made a few jokes that I tried to smile at. she also offered me a tissue from her bedside table.
I ended up sitting in her room quietly crying for an hour. when it was time to leave I tried to explain in as few words as possible, "I don't know if I've told you this before. I try not to mention it. but I've struggled with depression for a long time and I didn't realize I'd feel this way when we said we'd hang out yesterday." and after more silence, "did you know?"
"yeah, I figured."
and then I got up to leave. we said goodbye and I walked to my car and drove home.
I sat in her room, crying, for an hour.
she didn't ask to talk about it. or acknowledge it until the very end.
and I know it's terribly unfair of me to feel this way, but I'm angry. I'm so upset that she didn't even say anything. she tried to cheer me up yeah. but- but it wasn't that kind of a day.
and now my head hurts, and my heart hurts, and my eyes hurt because I've been crying all evening.
so... I don't know how I'll face her tomorrow (we're going to an event together.) because I'm angry and hurt and it's so incredibly unfair of me.
Rain Cloud above My Head
You know today is going to be a bad day when you can't even get one eye to look as good as the other
Had a pretty bad day today. Got hit with the random depression and space outs. Tf did I do 😭
Might be relapsing cuz fucking anorexia