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Someone send this to Lucifer, he’ll lOVE THIS

I love them so much, please 😭

Someone has a little mental breakdown 😅

Hfjshfjs 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵

Blitz’s part of the duet

it's so cute seeing having so much fun in the booth.

If you don't want to hear it, just don't unmute ok. 🙂

FUCKING THANK YOU 🙏

Queer secondary adolescence and Stolas

(I keep forgetting to put this up here)

Ok, so Stolas being teen dad is one of the reasons I get annoyed when people say he's too horny with Blitz. Or that his relationship is too dramatic and teenager-y.

He's a queer guy who never got to be a teenager, didn't get to have a first boyfriend, or explore who he was. Or do any of the normal stuff most straight teenagers get to do.

His family stuffed him in the closet, forced him to have child, and gave him an abusive wife as jailer.

(He around 36, with a 17 year old daughter. 36−17=19 when Octavia was born. Likely married at 18).

He's got some chatting up to do.

Up till now his whole life's been about Via, and mitigating Stella's abuse to hid it from Via.

That's left him barely hanging on, taking an increasing amount of antidepressants; and singing lullabies about not being sure he'll make it till Via's grown up.... 🙁

There's this thing called second adolescence that alot of queer people experience, when they come out later in life.

It happens when they're weren't allowed to do normal teenage things at the right age. So things like having crushes, go on first dates, have extremely anxious dramatic relationships. As well just be a normal horny teenager.

Stolas got to do none of that. So he's doing it now.

He's also pretty obviously an autistic guy (separate post), who didn't get well socialized as a child.

Blitz appears to have been his first and only really friend.

Stolas is not great at social cues. (He's so happy to be able to help with his special interest, but does realise his tone is upsetting Ozzie).

Even with Via he struggles to understand her. She needs to tell her dad flat out what she needs.

When she tries to be subtle, and snark he assumes it's just her being a moody teen. And that she'll enjoy loo loo land when she loosen up a bit.

Because of this lack Stolas mostly fills in gaps in his social experience with masking.

Such copying Gabriel hairstyle from helluva novella to get ready for his first ever date.

Following Blitz's lead of what to do in an uncomfortable situation.

And trying to match the energy of how Blitz first came on to him.

(He's definitely getting better at it from Blitz reaction).

There's also an idea in CBT called reparenting your inner child. Which about giving yourself some the support, and experiences you missed out on because of abuse.

Stolas needs to go through his secondary adolescence as part of his recovery from his abuse.

So let Stolas be a little horny weirdo. 😛

PS this one will brake you heart. Stolas is standing fully in both these pictures.

You can see how much he's grown by her light switch.

Kid hasn't even reached his full adult height yet when he had to have a kid.

PLEASE HE LEGS WERE SHAKING—- THIS MAN MAKES HIM WEAK AT THE KNEES, THEYRE SO IN LOVE, I LOVE THEEEEMMM

Mentally I'm still here

HDHSHFJSBDJSK 😭

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I find this both hilarious and extremely sad.

The fact that he straight up is having a break down AFTER finding out he’s out of meds— like his entire mood change- poor baby 🫂

After obsessive rewatching the Stolitz duet and laughing at Stolas's switchup from "Tonight's gonna be great!" and having the in love disney princess vibe to "I'LL FUCKING DIE ALONE" having a panic attack in the fridge crying on the kitchen table is because he had no happy pills and now the depression & anxiety is settling in 😭

Canon. I was there, I was the dead rat on the floor-

Paimon: That's it, you're grounded! Get in the fridge, get in there!

Stolas: This house is a FUCKING NIGHTMARE!

FR LIKE WHAT MORE DOES EVERYONE TO DO TO GET IT THROUGH HIS HEADDDDD—— STOLAS MAKES IS SO FUCKING OBVIOUS, PLEASE

AND WHATS WORSE IS THAT STOLAS SEEMS CONVINCED BLITZØ HATES HIM TOO, AND YOU HAVE TO SIT AND WATCH ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SCREEN AS HE SOBS OVER THIS STUBBORN MOTHERFUCKER, LIKE BLITZØ- TALK TO HIM- PLEASE- GIVE HIM A FUCKING BREAK ON THE WHOLE HOPING AND WONDERING IF YOU LIKE HIM GAME AND TALK 👏TO 👏HIM👏—-

Shipping Stolitz is frustrating bcuz like- Blitzø, pookie bear, my brother in CHRIST. That bird absolutely ADORES you!

And it's not like a secret thing either. EVERYONE knows about it. Call it Hell's second worst kept secret because holy shit.

Moxxie told you, Mille told you, Fizz told you, your God damn subconscious told you, FUCKING STOLAS TOLD YOU, and you're still out here girlrotting on the couch eating ice cream and crying about he doesn't love you. SIT THE FUCK DOWN AND LISTEN TO THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU, YOU IDIOT

THE REPRESENTATION, PLEASE-

And this is why I’m in love with him 😭

(Not my edit, all credit goes to clowtw0 on TikTok)

If Vissago ends up dating Stolas im gonna actually cry, I swear to god

STOLITZ HAS BEEN THROUGH WAY TOO MUCH FOR THEM NOT TO GET A HAPPY ENDING—-

LIKE VIV— PLEASE— LET THEM TALK— LET THEM WORK IT OUT PROPERLY—- 😭😭😭😭

OH BOY I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE CRIPPLING ANGST BETWEEN THESE TWO

D e a r l o r d

My three girlfriends. And yes, they smoke weed.

GUYS WAIT, WE FORGOR ABOUT HIM FACE 😭😭😭

Black cats are lucky. (via leahweissmuller)

Would anyone like to do a Stolitz Roleplay! I would like to play Stolas, personally. I mainly roleplay on Discord! Please message me on here and I will give you my discord!!

-I do not roleplay with minors, please be 18 or older

-I do lit-novella depending on what I’m given, if I’m doing the starter, I likely will give a super long starter.

-There are certain things and ships I do not feel comfortable doing. Please keep that in mind. I primarily do bxb, I don’t feel comfortable gender swapping or at least not for the whole time, there has to be a reason… and I CAN’T TOP FOR SHIT, DONT ASK!!😭

-I have lots of headcanons, I freaking love headcanons, but please try to keep your character close in personality as possible. If you’re playing someone, make sure they still sound like themselves. You can still have headcanons, but I do like to keep characters at least close in personality to their canon.

- Stolitz if the main focus, but I would also love a chance to do Fizzmodeus! I would like to play Fizz. If there are any other ships you want to add, please don’t be afraid to suggest any, just no changing those two ships.

-please be lit to novella. My responses will vary depending on what I’m given. No one liners, I know typing can be hard, but please try to put more effort behind your responses :c

More rules will be discussed in dms!! Message me if you’re interested!!

I fucking— love this????

FINALLY DECIDED TO USE THIS SITE AGAIN‼️‼️‼️ anyways I will post all my hh content here kkkkk

Yummy

what is up scollace nation

I feel targeted, how dare you—/j

Venti players be like..