06.08.2024

06.08.2024

.

Not gonna lie I am lowkey dying because I am falling behind because my teacher went from covering half a topic a seminar to randomly covering 2 whole topics in one seminar.

I am just trying to work at my own pace and not burn myself out trying to catch up because my mental health is more important than a degree.

Day 100 • 100 Days of Productivity

well y’all i did it! i made it to 100 days! did i start this challenge almost exactly a year ago? yes. but did i do it? fuck yeah!

anyway, i went to a local café and some local shops today and worked on my french from my old high school textbook. i’m also at 609 days on my duolingo streak lol, im doing great.

i’ve started doing yoga in the morning to wake up and in the evening to wind down. i got STRETCHED this morning but it’ll get easier with time. i know that because i can bench press 115lbs and i remember not being able to even press the bar by itself (45lbs). skill takes time and i’m ready to build this one

also, i will be doing another 100 days challenge, but this time it will be 100 days of french challenge, where i’ll be talking about my day in french. this one will be harder than just the productivity one lol. wish me luck!

🎵 505 - arctic monkeys 🎵

3/100 days of productivity - 03.07.24

― French: 40 min, basic adjectives (small, big etc, and their declination, how to concord them with the subj.)

Ex. petit (small)

le petit verre (m.s.) - les petits verres (m.p.)

la petite tasse (f.s.) - les petites tasses (f.p.)

― Reading: re-reading some passages from 101 essay to change the way you think by Brianna Wiest.

Whenever i lack inspiration or i'm feeling stuck, i read some passages from this book. Particularly searching for the one essay that best suits my situation.

― Word/idiom of the day: bound up

closely connected or involved.

“The survival of whales is intimately bound up with the health of the ocean.”

― Quote of the day: “Happiness is not how many things you do, but how well you do them. More is not better. Happiness is not experiencing something else; it’s continually experiencing what you already have in new and different ways.” ― Brianna Wiest

🎧 "Storie Brevi" by Italian singers Annalisa and Tananai

6th July, '24

day 59/100 days of productivity

got up around 8 am, had to attend Amazon summer school sessions from 9 am today...

Today's tasks

Attend the session on Supervised learning

Solve at least 4-5 problems on linked list

Work on my React project, not let it become a blocker...

Look up things for deploying the PII masking project

Yesterday's accountability

I couldn't do anything for most of the day yesterday and I was just feeling sooo lazy and unmotivated to do anything

BUT I started solving leetcode problems in the evening and solved around 5 linked list problems, and now that I have solved a few problems it seems quite easy

Had an interview around 9 pm, which left me soo tired and it went well but the internship isn't worth the effort so yeah that's that...

Remarks -

Feels good to realise that I can feel so lazy but motivate myself to work even a little bit, I think that's the concept of no zero days working for me! The future doesn't seem too daunting now that I am working on things that I can control and honestly I feel too tired to overthink at the end of the day so yeah, that's good i suppose...

🎧 Walking The Wire - Imagine Dragons

📖 The Brothers Karamazov - Dostovesky

~ avid!

10.08.2024—back in hospital but trying to keep productive. watching the ballad of songbird and snakes while i take some notes

Here's the link to my college fund gofundme. No pressure, nothing like that. I appreciate this community. If you guys can reblog this post, I'd really appreciate it. I wouldn't make a gofundme if I wasn't stressed and a little desperate to be able to stay in college. My degrees and education mean the world to me. I love you all.

https://gofund.me/772b73e9

here's my post describing why I made a gofundme:

🩷