Moodboard 2

moodboard 2

"He looked at me as if I gave him the whole world, who knows perhaps I'm his own whole world and letting him into my own personal little bubble of books made him as happy as I am to let him in."

- dreams to reality

moodboard 1

"We danced the whole day, at least that's how long it felt, as if the time stopped for us to get indulged into each other's eyes, to love each other with only our eyes. I didn't know I could love someone I couldn't even see."

- dreams to reality

The Last Summer Dairies

To my someone :

You..

What have you done to me?!

For, you're not all the perfection of the universe, nor the most beautiful of all 8 billion!

When I first saw you..

Thought you are good and kinda 'reserved'

I don't quite remember it but I must've judged you, you too!

After all I'm a just a human and definitely not the best of my kind, who got both good and the bad nestled inside them..

You're not perfect either..

Nobody is..

But it's your imperfections that shined bright, flawed but real is what you are.. to me..

The love that's gradually filling up my heart - for you - has crushed all yours flaws, my eyes can only see you if it is to adore you and love you.. i thought the love made your flaws invisible but no, it made them look even more beautiful, every flaw, every scar, every tear, they're beautiful and pure.. for, judging you has far left my dictionary..

Idk how you do it, still, the same magic tricks. Every. Freaking. Day.. I'm spellbound.. it's that little smile of yours that does all the tricks i guess.. that smile, that gets all the butterflies in my tummy to flutter wildly.. you're a witch..

Your presence feels like a whole firework display during my darkest of nights..

Whenever I look at you, I feel like those hero's in movies or soap operas, gawking at the female lead, her sight alone played a 100 drums in his hearts along with a background song and suddenly everybody in the street is a undercover dancer. The heavy breeze that surprisingly never makes her hair frizzy but let is flow beautifully making her look the prettiest. And the 'full teeth display' smile is suddenly so beautiful?? How?? Love?? All of this.. which I once considered cringe is now my reality. The irony! The audacity! Love again? Goddamn you!!

Whenever I see you, I felt like the time's tricking me. As if it halted for a moment, a brief moment to admire you.. woah now I'm officially mad?! In love..?! Cheesy! But real :( the time stopped for a moment, for my eyes to capture your every detail, every flaw, and still adore you. The time, it feels painfully slow but awfully fast wherever I'm with you..

The voices inside me always taunted me, but when I'm with you they sing classic romantics?! The worse singers became the enchantress, the sirens, the muses, the nine circes. See, look at what your presence made me. What is so special about you?? To love you so deep and mad.

But then, I realised, you're not special, you're just YOU. A normal, joyous, chaotic yet adorable you! A human, like me. Cause what are you to be so special and flawless??? A doll? That I can choose beforehand, for how you should look and behave? A doll I can pick out of several others, pick the flawless one, the best of all from the carefully displayed showcase?? But you're not a doll.. you're a human, like me, in flesh and blood, with a heart that pumps and a mind that wanders around, with scars that glimmer gold and flaws that flaunts in silver. I have not chosen you because you're best of all, I haven't even chosen you to begin with, I just love you.

You're not stood out of the crowd but among the crowd caring everyone.. You're not ace of everything but jack of all trades enough to survive.. You're not a popular celebrity nor a high profile officer.. for now.. under every thing, beneath every layer, You're just YOU.. a normal human, fighting her own battles, loving her people while living her best life as she possibly can.

As selfishly as it might sound to you but I'm glad you're not special, for, I'm just as average and normal as you are, a typical human, so if you are special then I wouldn't have met you ever! You stayed as YOU, nothing special but also just specially you.. and so it was easy for me to have met you and be with you and find the lost lights of my life within your warmth.

You were never mine to begin with..

You were never unrecognizably special..

You're just YOU and now..

You're just mine..

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Dreams to reality (teaser)

isn't it just a dream? Or is it ?!!

She woke up in a world she couldn't name.. She woke- did she though?? Is she even awake?? or she's just dreaming?? But.. it felt real.. it 'almost' felt real.. He felt real.. He is real.. But the world isn't.. Right??

When she wakes up in different dreams one after other and he was there with her in every one of them, she couldn't see him tho, if she tries the dream ends.. and another one starts.. will she see him before she wakes up?? Who even is he?? Isn't it just a dream?? Or is it??

moodboard 1

moodboard 2

moodboard 2.1

moodboard 3

moodboard 4

moodboard 4.1

Dreams to reality (the story)

(p.s. I don't own any pictures I used for the moodboards. All the pictures were from Pinterest, I only edited them!)

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moodboard 2.1

"Whenever you read you go somewhere forgetting about the reality, so at least nourish yourself for your new journey" were the words he said while bringing me a cup of coffee and some deserts. He's too good for me!

- dreams to reality

moodboard 4

"you gotta stop reading those books, you got a real boyfriend why are you still obsessed with these book men" he teased. "Cause they're far better than you" I teased back, but added "don't sulk now idiot, it was you that I always dream about, happy?". "So it's only me?", "Only you idiot!", then he held my hand firmly as if to never leave it. I did the same because I don't wanna leave him either. Never.

- dreams to reality