So Far Nothing Much Has Happened, My Heart Was Beating In A Normal Rhythm, Until Unexpectedly Yesterday

So far nothing much has happened, my heart was beating in a normal rhythm, until unexpectedly yesterday afternoon I received a message from him.

O m g.😵‍💫

WARNING! DRAMA! DRAMA! GIRLS😤

I'm so fucking a naive girl, hoped so much that I would have a PEACEFUL semester. BUT NO...

Guess who showed up for R's other class AND!?! Guess who did R pair me up with for a joint project? WELL OF COURSE WITH THE RIVAL GIRL.

THANK YOU SIR THANKS!!! WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!😭

Dear my diary - Summary post. HI GIRLS!!! <3

The opening of the year is over and the new semester begins! The Tc community is back again!💋 Hell yeahhh I can't wait to read everyone's blogs, and I can also write my nonsense to you, since this is my diary, so I try to write things out of myself better.

There will be drama for sure girls!!😵 What do I have to face this semester?? Hmm.. Well, looking at the new students, there are a lot of beautiful girls…(well, all girls are beautiful to me) lol Some of them look like very girly tumblr girls, so khm: if anyone follows me, I'll let you know that the "literature and art" teacher is booked! OKAY??😭 I hope no one wants to start a fight with me!! (pls nooo)

There are also pretty boys, but since none of them are crisp 30-40-50 ahem..sooo not really interested. (sorry guys oops)

Next: There is a new teacher. (female OF COURSE) I hope she has a partner because I'll go crazy if she is single.🙂 She will be my biggest enemy if she doesn't behave, and it would be unpleasant because I'll have a mandatory class with her. T-T I'm trying to stay positive!!

I want to do many things differently. Learning from my mistakes not only about R, but about everything. I will have double class with R, which Im very happy about, and it seems that I have many more practical hours, which means that I will be in school more. I hope to see more of R. Also, I took up a subject that he teaches, Idk exactly what it means based on the name, but I'll be curious. So one more hour when I can see him!! Yippie :3

I hope that I'll do better at school this semester and that I'll make many memories with R. Soah gives the best!! Love yaaa girls

How can I calm down? Maybe if I sit on his lap? hmm and we make out for hours?? hmm

It's okay to feel sad or empty sometimes.

You’re human and you have a soul that needs rest.

my two moods