WARNING! DRAMA! DRAMA! GIRLS

WARNING! DRAMA! DRAMA! GIRLS😤

I'm so fucking a naive girl, hoped so much that I would have a PEACEFUL semester. BUT NO...

Guess who showed up for R's other class AND!?! Guess who did R pair me up with for a joint project? WELL OF COURSE WITH THE RIVAL GIRL.

THANK YOU SIR THANKS!!! WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!😭

Short story time hey-hey! <3

One day when I was with my dad's house, R came through. Meanwhile I studied for the exams in the kitchen. (Dad helped me by listening to me when I learned the exam tasks) and when I heard the front door open, I thought it was my dad, so I said out loud to him:

"Dad, will you help me please? I'd like to tell you about this exam assignment!"

Girls.. who would have thought that it was not my dad but R???😵😭 Then I didn't get an answer right away and I kept writing in my notebook bla bla bla and didn't even look up when this omg sentence burned into my brain:

"Of course I'll help you angel!"

I obviously noticed that it wasn't my dad's voice and I immediately raised my head and saw R jokingly smiling at me.😱 I honestly felt like my head was going to be red, not just because he was here, but mainly because he called me angel. Okay, I know he was joking and he was trying to imitate my dad, but damn this situation made my heart skip a beat...😳😳

btw R really wanted to help me study, but then my dad came and pulled him away from me lol *sad*

Dear diary - I love him.

R's birthday was this month. Yes, I didn't write about it, honestly because I didn't know what to do. I didn't buy him anything, I couldn't think of anything. I feel a little guilty for not being able to express my gratitude and love to him somehow. >< I've made it a point to try to approach him carefully this semester so there aren't any problems. Am I doing it right? I don't know. Will this be progress? I don't know. However, I didn't leave him without a word, I went up to him at school and said with a big smile, "Happy Birthday!" And he just looked down at me with a cute smile, then caressed my face and said "Thank you dear". He actually gave me a present that day, not me. He caressed my face and my heart was not beating properly.

So far nothing much has happened, my heart was beating in a normal rhythm, until unexpectedly yesterday afternoon I received a message from him.

O m g.😵‍💫

Dear my diary - Summary post. HI GIRLS!!! <3

The opening of the year is over and the new semester begins! The Tc community is back again!💋 Hell yeahhh I can't wait to read everyone's blogs, and I can also write my nonsense to you, since this is my diary, so I try to write things out of myself better.

There will be drama for sure girls!!😵 What do I have to face this semester?? Hmm.. Well, looking at the new students, there are a lot of beautiful girls…(well, all girls are beautiful to me) lol Some of them look like very girly tumblr girls, so khm: if anyone follows me, I'll let you know that the "literature and art" teacher is booked! OKAY??😭 I hope no one wants to start a fight with me!! (pls nooo)

There are also pretty boys, but since none of them are crisp 30-40-50 ahem..sooo not really interested. (sorry guys oops)

Next: There is a new teacher. (female OF COURSE) I hope she has a partner because I'll go crazy if she is single.🙂 She will be my biggest enemy if she doesn't behave, and it would be unpleasant because I'll have a mandatory class with her. T-T I'm trying to stay positive!!

I want to do many things differently. Learning from my mistakes not only about R, but about everything. I will have double class with R, which Im very happy about, and it seems that I have many more practical hours, which means that I will be in school more. I hope to see more of R. Also, I took up a subject that he teaches, Idk exactly what it means based on the name, but I'll be curious. So one more hour when I can see him!! Yippie :3

I hope that I'll do better at school this semester and that I'll make many memories with R. Soah gives the best!! Love yaaa girls

I hope he thinks of me when he looks at his dick :)