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So, after my exam, I went to the class where R exams the students. To be honest, I was a little nervous while I was waiting for them to finish. After everyone left the class, I looked in and R was packing the tests, then I waved to him and said that I would wait for him outside. He was just on the phone when he came to me, but he smiled kindly at me and after he finished he asked if I wanted to have a coffee. I said of course and we went to the nearest cafe, which was next to the university.
Haha it's a date isn't it? *delulu on*π
He was so cute, invited me for a coffee, told me to choose what I wanted. Then we sat down at a table opposite each other and it was all so romantic, it really was like a date, but of course It's just in my head. T-T I know I'm starting to think too much about it, but I can't help it when he spends time with me and specifically invites me to coffee to talk.
He asked how my exam went and I told him that I thought I would pass and he said that he didn't doubt it for a minute and that he was proud of me. π after that we didn't talk about studying anymore but like two adults about normal things. He asked if I was planning the holidays and he also told me that he was going to visit his parents but would be home between two holidays.
While we were talking, our feet touched each other under the table several times AHHH ππ
We were there for an hour and we talked and laughed a lot and I felt so good.π It feels like I've won everything π
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I'll continue yesterday's update! c:
So I got a taster of the blueberry cheesecake, which was very delicious, and then I asked if he would like a bite of my pie. (or maybe a bite of me?) lol Then he quite brazenly imitated my polite question "may I taste it?" as if he was teasing me...π Anyway, we had such a good talk afterwards, luckily I managed to calm down, you know at the beginning I'm always very embarrassed, but then I see how direct he is with me and he makes nice jokes, so this helps me to calm down and try to give myself. I also told him that I don't have to pretend to myself with him and I'm glad to have such a person in my life. I meant this as a compliment, but he looked at me so seriously and said to me: "You shouldn't pretend to be anyone, because you're good the way you are, I like who you are and I'm sure others people would like it too."
I know he didn't say it in a romantic way, but it felt so good and I just said it: "I like who you are too, I think you are a wonderful teacher and a great person, I like your classes!"
I would have actually said that I love you, but I couldn't do that. He ruffled my hair as usual like a little child while saying that he would end up blushing if I said such things to him. (ohh..ohπ³) We sat in the cafe for about two hours after he had to go on, so we walked out of the cafe and thank goodness I remembered the gift in time, bc that's actually why we met, so before we said goodbye I quickly gave him and I said: "Merry Christmas and Happy New Year, thank you for your support and thank you for everything"
After that, I watched excitedly as he looked into the package, then I saw him happy and looked up at me and said: "A bracelet?"
I nodded violently and said that since I could see that he liked to wear jewelry, I thought he would like it.
and guess what, the end is THE BEST!π€§π€§π€§ Everything happened so fast that I couldn't even react in time, but suddenly he walked towards me and hugged me and said thank you very much and happy new year. He smelled so good, as did his hoodie, which I still have in my room. After that, I turned back several times after we said goodbye and I think everyone on the bus looked stupid bc I was grinning so much.
I think it was the best way to end the year and I can't wait to see him again next year. <3
OH MY GIRLS!!! Guess who drove me home today? Yes, it was him...π³
HII GIRLS I brought the update! <3 First of all, I want to tell you how much I love you girls, that you always wait for my little stories. π luv u all
So, like every year, there are university events for high school students where they can get a comprehensive picture of the universities. I also participated in this event and together with a couple of my fellow students I helped at the school's stand and handed out flyers, etc. It was damn tiring, but R was also there, so I'm not complaining, bc I could see him all day. Of course, I liked it less that we couldn't talk much, bc he was constantly talking to students or parents. (I would add that mainly women went to him, pff) but I understand that he has a strong charm that enchants people.
But it gave me a very good feeling that I could be around him and help him with his school affairs + when I brought him a coffee, he looked at me so gadly and our hands touched for a moment when he took the cup from me. AHHH
Also, I was able to meet a couple of old friends who also participated in the event representing their own university! :3 So the whole thing took quite a long time, everyone was quite tired and bored, of course nothing was mandatory, so a few students left earlier and I felt that R didn't appreciate this.
He so care about school events and the students' further education, development, etc. were always important to him. But I love and respect this person so much, I couldn't let him down, so I distributed the papers and promoted the school twice as enthusiastically, hoping that it would go well for him.π
So at the end I sat down on the chair dead tired but I was satisfied, I hope that our school has piqued the interest of many students and the little artistic souls will enroll with us! Since these "open days" are several days long, luckily we only had to pack a few things, but the rest of the people who stayed with us did that.
Just imagine, here comes the cute part of my story! Because while I was packing my things, R came up to me and pressed a soft drink into my hand and said:
"You haven't been drinking all day, have you? Drink it!"
It's a small thing, but his care made me so happy, so I accepted the refreshment with a smile, which I'm sure I won't throw away and will keep as a memory haha
After that, when there weren't many people around, I thought I'd talk to him a little before I left and I told him that I think many students were interested in our university today and I hope He and our school will do well on the other days as well. (unfortunately, I was only present on this day) I saw that he was also tired, but he could still smile at me so kindly that it made my stomach tingle. After that he said:
"Yes, I hope so too, I saw the potential in many students and I would be happy if I could give them something with my classes"
do you know what I said right away??
"Because of your classes, I would enroll at the university a second time"
Honestly, it just slipped out of my mouth and I was surprised, I hoped he wouldn't take it as a flirt, because I didn't mean it that way, but then I calmed down when he just grinned at me. AND!!! now comes his sentence, after which I screamed inside:
"You're sweet, thank you, it's time to go, can I take you home?"
He asked so naturally, while picking up his things, that I couldn't even react properly, I just said that if it wasn't a problem for him, I would thank him.. SO GIRLS THAT'S HOW IT HAPPENED!!! I sat in his car and I felt like a "passenger princess".
My heart was honestly racing the whole way, seeing him driving, sitting in his car, smelling his scent everywhereβ¦it was just..I don't know, it was magical. We had such good conversations the whole way and I really feel that we have become good friends, he understands me, supports me and always makes me laugh. And now he officially knows exactly where I live (I won!!!) I felt special at that moment, because after all, he was taking me home and not others! When we arrived, I gratefully thanked him for bringing me and wished him a nice evening, but before I got out, his last words to me were:
"Thank you for being there with me all today and helping me! You did a good job. I'll see you next week! Good night"
So I barely slept all night, just tossing and turning and grinning like an idiot that he complimented me and dealt with me.
Please laugh with me because I'm cryingππ
I wrote to him yesterday u know girls and we had such a good talk that I wrote to him even today and then during the day I sent him a random picture of me while I was at the store. But girls, I'm so stupid arkjhsewtghfhres
because he just wrote this on my picture: "Oh, I like your sweater! :)"
and at first I didn't understand and then I realized that I WAS IN HIS SWEATER AND I COMPLETELY FORGOT!!!!! π«
it was so embarrassing oh my god WHYYYY GOD WHY *blushing*
Today we had lunch together at school!!!π³
It was lunch break and I bought a sandwich in the cafeteria and he just asked for a coffee, and when he saw me he greeted me and asked if I wanted to sit down for lunch with him. (he brought food in a box with him) and I say yes sure! (WTF SIR???!) Anyway, I would have eaten with my friends and they looked at me quite surprised when I sat down with R at one of the tables. lol
I was a bit shy but R just talked to me casually. He talked to me a lot and showed me some pictures of the little kitty, which I said was the cutest. Then he asked my opinion about keeping the cat. It seems that he is quite serious about adopting the kitty, he was so cute and enthusiastic about it.
(oh and I might add that he's still wearing my bracelet!) <3
Imagine girls, you know I didn't go to school for a few days because I went to visit my mother (I promised her that I would visit) and during the trip I was completely depressed that I wouldn't be able to see R.
THEN! AHHH I got a message a few hours later and He wrote to me!!! I quote what he wrote:
"Where are you young lady?" SIR EXCUSE MEEE??!! ππ
I almost died here and everyone on the train looked stupid when I just grinned like an idiot. lol I wrote to him that I won't be going to school for a few days because I'm visiting my mother and he was so kind, he told me to have fun and take care of myself. AHH I MISS HIM SO BAAADπ₯Ί
I did it girls! I finally hugged him!!!π€π₯Ίπ₯Ί
As I write this to you, my heart is still pounding and I have butterflies in my stomach thinking back on it all. AHHH
In the morning, I got ready so excitedly, I woke up even earlier to be beautiful, bc I hadn't seen him in a while and I wanted to make it memorable. (u know hihi)
I knew that he was already at school early, so I hurried to catch him in the corridor in the morning. I was so excited, I acted like a love-struck teenage girl in a romantic movie. Although I didn't find him right away unfortunately, but during one of the breaks I finally saw R in the corridor, then I excitedly looked at my bestie, who knew my plan, that I wanted to hug R, and immediately told me "don't run away now, go hug him, girl" she said laughing and she didn't even have to ask twice.
I didn't care about anything, I didn't care what anyone would think and I didn't care what R would react either, when he saw me he waved at me with a big smile and I ran towards him with a grin and then when he saw that I didn't really want to slow down he stopped a little and that's when it happened that boom I hugged him. Girls, you can't believe how good it felt to hug him and smell him again. Then he stepped back a little, I think because of my momentum, so that we wouldn't fall backwards. lol
Then I felt him lovingly hug me back and greeted me like this: "Ohh Hey dear!"- he told me laughing and caressed my head. But I wouldn't put him in an uncomfortable situation, I quickly let him go but when I looked up at him he was so close and ahh I almost died.π and and listen girls....
"Didn't you just miss me huh?"- he said jokingly and pinched my cheek and I just confusedly told him "yes and?" then I pushed his hand away. He just laughed at that and then rolled his eyes at me and told me to "go study now, the vacation was enough, we'll talk later." and with that he left, and Im just like: *blushing* *giggle* *blushing* *die* ππππ
Anyway, that's my little story, I was so happy that I did it. I REALLY LOVE THIS MAN <333 AHHH ππππ
Every day he asks/says: "Have you eaten today?" "Come eat with me" "If you don't eat properly, you will lose even more weight" "I'm worried about you"
R is like a grandma and damn I'm in love with this old (granny) manπ₯Ί
So far nothing much has happened, my heart was beating in a normal rhythm, until unexpectedly yesterday afternoon I received a message from him.

O m g.π΅βπ«