Im Just A Girl

i’m just a girl

CW: Domestic/Parental Ab*se

My abusive mother threatened to kill my beloved familiar, my kitty Max. So I walked away.

Had a night out, and my bf got me a motel so we could hook up. He had to go home this morning to his kids ofc, so I got an Uber home.

Changed and left again, and walked down to my favorite coffee shop/skate park hangout to just vibe.

Did you know that you can just go to the park and swing on swings and it's free? And no one even knows you're stimming!

hot pink is the sexiest color

I have just recently had a major realization, or set of them. I was in denial about the fact that yes, I have more of a complex dissociative disorder than I had originally assumed or believed.

Seems I may have OSDD-1 rather than just DRDP alone. I have strong, strong reason to believe this.

My best friend is heavily, heavily plural, and I run in circles with high concentrations of plural folks. People have always been like, "Are you sure you're a singlet?"

Yeah, they were right lol.

Traumagenic, in my case. I had a severely abusive mother. (However, I believe the experiences and self-reports of endogenic people too, and I am of the opinion that while very rare, that is indeed a thing. Their experiences are presumably rather different from ours, due to the lack of trauma being a factor, but theirs are valid too.)