Weww...my Heart Just Skipped A Beat Reading This.

Weww...my heart just skipped a beat reading this.

My biggest regret is having spent too much time trying to please other people. I spilled apologies left and right, carving them in my skin so everyone could witness my self-destruction. I apologized for occupying too much space. For breathing out sorrow. For existing. I gave others the knife and stood stoically as they did their worst.

absentions (via absentions)

Wow. It is hard not to choke on these words as I try not to breathe them in. The truth of how I am so aware....

I don’t like needing anyone for anything.

Jackie Robinson (via li-berum)

Sometimes I wish, my mind wouldn't allow me to dream. Waking up is the hardest, as you visit me only in my dreams, that's only 8hrs a day.

Sequoia Red 

“My family, they ‘love’ me But neglect me and consistently beat out my passion, inspiration, self-belief And are usually quite successful As I have grown tired. I have to learn to not need the love of people. To just accept that when it comes to ‘that…’I am alone. When I cry for hours, they can’t hear and when I am in unimaginable pain, it seeps through my pores They still cannot see it. They cannot feel it Unless it is their own And even if I beg them to try They choose not to It’s time for me to go, to be fearful To shudder, And ignore it.”

- Sequoia Red