Unlikelyherogirl - Let The Water In My Lungs

The production team asked Rain why he never talked about his past in detail.  Rain explained, “People used to think of me as a proper and charismatic person, but one day, those thoughts became distorted.  However, I did not think that this was unfair. Even if it were unfair, I did not want to show this.  I thought that whatever I did, I should just endure it, thinking that the truth would be revealed at some time or another.”

He continued, “It is not like I could just be applauded forever.  There has to be ups and downs.  Long ago, I used to think, ‘What am I doing,’ but these days, I accept good criticism and I let other criticisms like ‘I just don’t like you’ go in one ear and out the other." Rain said, "I am working harder for those people who love me.  The public are my parents.  They gave birth to me and allowed me to eat and live.  The people who created me as ‘Rain’ are the Korean fans.  They definitely have the right to criticize me and they also have the right to like and love me because I have enjoyed a lot of happiness over the years.”

Uninhabited cluster. I wonder if Jesus ever felt like this? open. vast. loneliness. So much uninhabited space, empty and yet an incredible amount of clustered pain. frustration. confusion. uneasiness. anxiousness… I have a mother and a father, under the same roof. A sister and brother, who moved 386km away because that is how far their hearts and minds desire to live from mine... But I am...alone...abandoned...’ (via - Sequoia Red)

-- Sequoia Red

My biggest regret is having spent too much time trying to please other people. I spilled apologies left and right, carving them in my skin so everyone could witness my self-destruction. I apologized for occupying too much space. For breathing out sorrow. For existing. I gave others the knife and stood stoically as they did their worst.

absentions (via absentions)

Wow. It is hard not to choke on these words as I try not to breathe them in. The truth of how I am so aware....

I’m losing this battle. I ache…even the cells in my blood burn. How am I going to make it through today.  - ‘Th’end’ @sequoiared - http://www.twitter.com/feelsgoodtogasp

Th’end by Sequoia Red

Don't tell me you love me and then try to control me.

- Sequoia Red