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How do you think... Is it ok to be aloof on the outside but on the inside want to have fun with people and make friends?
I mean, logically i understand that it is my introversion mixed with sensitivity and lack of self-confidence which are pretty usual traits but... This knowledge doesn't make the situation much better. I still feel uncomfortable talking on the phone and i never initiate friendship with smn myself. And i don't actually want to take these social actions. When i have to, it feels like a burden.
How can i want to be a more social person if i don't? Sounds like a paradox, isn't it? Maybe the problem isn't right here but nearby.
What comes to my mind right now is that i could be a little more sociable if dealt with my complexes.
By the way, writing this post helps me to structure this problem better 😊
How do i deal with them? ... *thinks for a minute* ... Wow, i didn't expect this question to make my head so empty. *"thinks" for 2 more minutes* i guess i have to come up with something already. Now i know: this topic is very uncomfortable because my mind is currently blocking thoughts and ideas. Which means i have a lot to work on.
I often have a feeling which feels (yes sounds great) like my heart is under chains (or holds some weight), it's not like a knife put there or too depressing, no (I'm glaad its not), it's more of a slow weak wall stopping you from being happy, easygoing, communicative and emotionally expressive (i behave like this with my best friend). I really don't know how to stop it or even should i try to do it?...
Nah I'm tired of discussing bad things, let's talk about music. I love music. Keypad has even automatically replaced love with live)). My favourite genres are rock, hard rock, metal and classic music. I like a lot of music except pop music. I rarely find pleasant songs there. What about you?🌠
Could you advise something on my issue or do you have some similarities?🙁
what is like… the most on brand, stereotypical zodiac sign trait is true for you?
This artist really needs all the support. ;)
Kieran is an aloof vampire with nobility roots. He's my type of vampire that I've worked on - some facts about them:
They are double fanged
Their pupils are in a shape of a cross
Their eyes glow
This piece was made for my uni assignment where we had to make a beastiary card, so I took it as an opportunity to draw my boy.
Feel free to support poor artist (me).