Intp Problems - Tumblr Posts

How do you think... Is it ok to be aloof on the outside but on the inside want to have fun with people and make friends?

I mean, logically i understand that it is my introversion mixed with sensitivity and lack of self-confidence which are pretty usual traits but... This knowledge doesn't make the situation much better. I still feel uncomfortable talking on the phone and i never initiate friendship with smn myself. And i don't actually want to take these social actions. When i have to, it feels like a burden.

How can i want to be a more social person if i don't? Sounds like a paradox, isn't it? Maybe the problem isn't right here but nearby.

What comes to my mind right now is that i could be a little more sociable if dealt with my complexes.

By the way, writing this post helps me to structure this problem better 😊

How do i deal with them? ... *thinks for a minute* ... Wow, i didn't expect this question to make my head so empty. *"thinks" for 2 more minutes* i guess i have to come up with something already. Now i know: this topic is very uncomfortable because my mind is currently blocking thoughts and ideas. Which means i have a lot to work on.

I often have a feeling which feels (yes sounds great) like my heart is under chains (or holds some weight), it's not like a knife put there or too depressing, no (I'm glaad its not), it's more of a slow weak wall stopping you from being happy, easygoing, communicative and emotionally expressive (i behave like this with my best friend). I really don't know how to stop it or even should i try to do it?...

Nah I'm tired of discussing bad things, let's talk about music. I love music. Keypad has even automatically replaced love with live)). My favourite genres are rock, hard rock, metal and classic music. I like a lot of music except pop music. I rarely find pleasant songs there. What about you?🌠

Could you advise something on my issue or do you have some similarities?🙁

Fun Facts About Me (Part One):

- I am most certainly a heartbreaker, but I always feel bad about it

- I wear my heart on my sleeve

- Sometimes if you listen closely, I'm singing

- Catch me walking anywhere and I'm also singing

- I also randomly dance

- I drink a lot of water. A lot.

- I have a scar on my left hand from clawing myself with my own fingernail

- My fingernails are pointed upwards on purpose

- I have an iconic fashion style

- And by that I mean I only wear black, purple, and blue

- I have tiny arms

- I have tiny hands

- I'm really smol

- Smoller than most. It looks kinda unhealthy

- I have an awkward hunch

- My eyes are very intimidating