Alternative Black Girl - Tumblr Posts
Fuck it
Two of best friends won't pick up the phone or look at my texts and I was supposed to hang out today but I guess not
"I don't wanna fucking be here
Cause all i do is nothing"
Song ATM: i hate it here - p4rker/osquinn
Gif: tumblr
I'm trying to feel better and I feel better :)
Song ATM: One Summer's Day - Smyang Piano
Image: pinterest/instagram edit
I got off of work like @ 12 something and I go in tomorrow @9
And best believe I ain't gonna get no sleep cuz I'm up stuffing my face with alfredo and cookies thank you for coming to my Ted talk
Song ATM: Flyday Chinatown by Yasuha
I went to work, it wasn't that bad and I hung out with one of friends straight after :)
I feel great right now and I think I'm doing okay :)
Song atm: Ai wa Energy (Love is Energy) by Miki Matsubara
I hope so, I don't want to be sad anymore.
"Butterfly, butterfly Take me on your wings and fly (oh)
Wish I was just like you, Maybe then I'll see the light"
Song atm: Butterfly by Umi
πΈππΈππΈππΈππΈππΈππΈππΈππΈπ
May your January be filled with love and healing.Β
πΈππΈππΈππΈππΈππΈππΈππΈππΈπ
Disclaimer: I'm ranting again, ignore this if your irl friend on here, it's 100% not about you, I love you
my year already feels like shit and it hasn't even been 24 hours yet. I think I'm just done with having friends, I don't need them, I don't deserve them, I'm better off alone. "But it hurts me. That you could be the one that deserved this, even more...I guess that's what happens to the best of us the best of us." (beabadoobee)
"Enetitled βSorryβ, Beabadoobee said her new track is about 'confessing [her] mistakes in a friendship and watching someone who [she loves] breakdown and fade away as a person.' She added: 'Itβs the idea of dismissing something because it felt too close to home and a personal reminder to never take for granted what that person could have had.'" - NME
and I'm experiencing the same thing
song atm: Sorry - Alternative Edit by Beabadoobee
Image: pinterest
I have had this playlist for a really long time and I would like to share it with you guys cuz I believe crying is a great way to let out alot. It's on spotify, lo I forgot how long it is but vibe if ya want
If has artists like: dodie, beabadoobee, billie eilish, mxmtoon, red velvet, bts, chole moriondo, Umi, and so much more (even those beautiful underrated artists bruh)
fav song on the track atm: Call Me by Aretha Franklin
Image/gif: tumblr
This reminds me of that Hayley Kiyoko mv.
Hayley and the girl of her dreams are bathing in a milk tub together, admirably gazing at eachother from across the tub, though it's Hayley's fantasy of her best friend being her girlfriend.
"Even when you're next to me. It's not the way I'm picturing. I'm just feeling low, feeling low. You wanna be friends forever?I can think of something betterβ¦"
Throughout the mv, you travel through her fantasies as she express her desire for her best friend with the realization that she can't be with her
"Sleeping here right next to me...But at least I got you in my head..."
.
.
.
Song atm: Sleepover by Hayley Kiyoko (MV recommended, 16+)
Me after listening to Wash by Miki Matsubara for the 5th billionth time today:
This song slaps!! It's needs as much hype as Stay With Me gets.
I'm in tears, this song is go fucking good. I'm jamming while I'm on break
AS WELL AS SOME ANRI!!! I'VE GROWN FOND OF HER MUSIC
This song has been stuck in my head all fucking day :))
Also I hope you all have a fantastic February
Aishite~ aishite~ aishite~ motto motto
Just chilling, listening to my jams of 2019 on Spotify
and omfg, past Momo had some great taste
Like, fuck
ITS THEβ¨VIBESβ¨FOR ME
Song ATM: Look by Red Velvet
Not an identical copy of my brain rn
"Not inside your mind
Love and communion, there's nothing better
Cheeks get redder
There's nothing better"
Than looking at you, Willow
WHY IS SHE SO PRETTY!!!!
Me. Right. Fucking. Now
"Princess or queen, tomboy or king... Divine feminine, I'm feminine"
WHAT A WOMAN AHHHH
SIMONE BILES byΒ Kennedi CarterΒ for Glamour, July 2021.
FUCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKJJJJJ
Simone Biles Covers WSJ Magazine, July 2021
WILLOW IS A GODDESS
Willow Smith performs with Travis Barker on The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon (2021)
Me. 100% me
satm: summer depression by girl in red
pure of heart... dumb of ass.... bi of sexual....
Just tryna find some newβ¨ lockscreensβ¨
It's been a hot min
art by stephanie
like/reblog if you save