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Bit of a weird post - This isn't so much for the few followers I have, and they are free to judge me if they feel like doing so.
Something i've been thinking about since I've seen some of the 'animal hrt' things and the resulting people coming to terms with being therian or otherkin. I wanted to reach out to the otherkin community because i've been questioning things.
I'm not otherkin, at least I think, and tbh I had a negative view of the community growing up due to ignorance and cringe culture - I appologize for that.
But I have been thinking introspectively and it's made me think of some things I dealt with for a while.
When I was a kid I was at my happiest being as hyper/wild as I can, as loud as I can, picking up anything I thought was cool
with age that was tempered out of me, I was yelled at for being too loud, I was taught that I needed to adhere to social norms and act "normal" I knew this all pained me then, but I never thought too much into it.
Around when puberty started I developed gender dysphoria, but there was something deeper as well - Growing taller was absolute hell for me, I remember distinctly someone measuring me at 5'7 and I started crying, when that's not really that tall. I felt like I was meant to be short, I didn't want to be tall, I still don't. But I chalked it up to the gender dysphoria of growing tall and being seen as a 'man'. All the while growing into an enforced "mature and stable adult"
I always hated having these arbitrary rules for normalcy that I have to adhere to. I have a huge issue with authority and dispise the notion that anyone is capable of being over another
Now that I've transitioned, the gender dysphoria is gone, I feel happy for the most part. But, there's always been something more. I know i'm a girl in the sense that that's my perferred presentation. But I always felt like gender is an arbitrary thing that isn't for me aside from she/her, but outside of that, I guess I never really had much of a relationship with being human. For me it was always "this is what I'm stuck as for life so might as well get used to it" When I look in the mirror and I see a girl, I see me, yeah, but the me I have to be - but not the one I would choose to be if given the choice.
I have always had a intense love and relation with characters that are goblinesque or feral, short or hunched skrunkly beings with chipped teeth or fangs, unkempt appearances, beautifully unashamed of their ugliness.
I often joke with friends that if I could shapeshift i'd spend like 99% of my time as a short feminine ambiguous goblin creature, acting however I please. This is why my profiles everywhere but here are plastered with goblin pfps
Thing is, it feels like it is beyond a joke, I feel like I am supposed to be that, that if my soul had a shape it would be that, that if I could press a button and be that, I would in a heartbeat- I would be short, wild, ugly, and love every second of it.
I'm unsure if this means i'm otherkin, and truth be told i'm still pretty lost on the concept. I could just be longing to be in touch with my inner child and as far as I know everyone probably experiences it. But I feel like there's more to it.
Any advice/insight/affirmation would be helpful, thank you, you beautiful critters/beings
I plan on making one! even though I can't draw very well, I am a fairly good writer so I plan to write mostly with a few drawings in between.
Mine will cover Goblin HRT 😁❤️💚
yall am i too late to hop on the animal hrt bandwagon? not that i draw any good but like, i wanna catch on
It honestly really helps to hear you'll do yours in late August, my anxiety was thinking I was too late for it too, but this makes me feel like I have time,
and oooh! sounds amazing!
yall am i too late to hop on the animal hrt bandwagon? not that i draw any good but like, i wanna catch on
Goblin HRT day 1
Knock!
kNOCk!!
knocK!!!
Dr Erian looked up from the piles of documents on his desk, confused at the unnecessary noise "Um... Come in?" The door slammed open "Ma'am you can't jus-" <lemme through!> "It's alright, Nurse, let her in" Dr Erian mustered, pushing his glasses upwards. The nurse sighed and shrugged before leaving a short disheveled girl in her place. The girl stomped forth excitedly "Ah. you must be Maxin-" <Monkey.> "Right to it, eh? Well, monkey would be a very easy transition process. Afterall, Humans are Prim-" <No, my name, Monkey!> Dr Erian cleared his thoat "Okay... Well, Monkey, how can I help you today?" Monkey sat in the chair awkwardly and grinned as she steepled her fingers on the doctors desk <Goblin. No matter how hard, Goblin.> Dr erian pulled off his glasses and rubbed them with his coat "this is getting out of hand... Okay. But I must warn you, races from a more fictional realm make for a significantly harder transition. You must also realize there are many risks, including but not limited to - Lowering of intelligence, worse attention span, inability to blahblahblahblahblahblahblah." Monkey stared off into space, drool falling from her mouth slightly.
"Did you catch that? I - Miss Monkey?" Dr. Erian softly laughed in disbelief "Nevermind... I see you'll fit right in. Sign here! Wait - did you live as your perferred species for at least 2 y-" He trailed off, returning his sight to Monkey, who was still distracted "Nevermind, a silly question." He snapped his fingers at Monkey and she snapped back to attention "Sign here, Miss" <Oh! that easy... Really!? I'm so happy! You're a life saver Doc!> She squeeled and flapped her hands. Dr. Erian returned the glasses to his face and mouthed 'wow' before responding "Don't mention it. But we're gonna have to take bloodwork before we can prescribe these medications as to prevent complications." <Hey, I said no matter how hard, didn't I? Go for it.>
Monkey entered her home and rubbed her sore arm before quickly kicking off her boots and replacing her clothes with an oversized hoodie, her height always felt wrong, anything that made her feel shorter helped.
She let out an exhausted sigh and layed down amidst her pile of stuffed animals, she greeted every one of them and rolled to stare at the cieling. Pausing for a time before her lip started trembling <babies~ i'm... it happened. I'm... i'm gonna be me!!> She screamed ecstatically, tears flooding her eyes before she pulled a pillow over her face and squeeled into it.
This won't be easy, she knew it, and this would be a long road with difficult changes. But even still. It felt like a massive weight has been pulled from her shoulders. Like she has been running towards something unreachable for years and can finally rest.
She is to pick up her new prescriptions the day after, and she couldn't contain her excitement. With her friends all by her side, she sobbed into the night.
[Thanks for reading! I genuinely hope you enjoyed. This is part one of Goblin HRT, a concept that means a lot to me since realizing my identity. In it's essence it is a lot more comedic in tone but there will be parts that get a bit graphic or gloomy.
Bonus info! This story if it wasn't clear focuses on Monkey, a stand in for me, but I excel at Third person pov. The pov switches between Erian and Monkey to get the full picture, though i'm used to writing limited 3rd person. The arrows '<>' are a callsign Monkey uses online that are meant to look like the outwards facing ears that Goblins are usually depicted with, it became such a main stay that when she thinks or speaks in sentences she imagines the arrows around them.
Also I will likely reupload in the future with art attached and when I make another part but I wanted to get this out sooner rather than later.
If you're willing i'd appreciate if you would repost! , Follow for more, it helps me spread reach! ]
Fink i'll make Monkey HRT soon
I think I’m gonna make a cat HRT series??
or maybe a wolf HRT series?
i can’t choose rahhh choose in the comments :<
When your brother's friends ask about you because you used to hang with them all:
"So how's your brother"
"Oh, she's a fat cow now."
"Dude one, happy for her, but also isn't it rude to call your sister a cow?"
"No that's literally what she is now. She takes pills for it or something."
"No I get that but why are you calling her a cow that's rude"
"NO she literally takes pills to be a fat cow! And she's happy about it!"
"Pfft man never thought you were a bigot dude. Imma send her a message and say I'm proud of her"
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"See?"
"Oh she is literally a fat cow my bad"
This post is mostly just kinda thinking out loud about stuff I want to draw.
Every time I decide I want to do an Animal HRT comic series I keep getting stuck on what animal and keep winding up with apes again.
Which is perfectly valid of course, apes are awesome, I mean look at this guy
But they look a LOT like humans already. Know what I mean? Unlike dogs, bats, or dragons, these guys are pretty much 90% human already. So I feel like it would be a lot less of a transformation in comparison to the many other animal (and the one human HRT) comics that have been posted to the site.
Standing out in the transformation aspect may not be the only way I can make stuff or interact with this concept. I believe I can find a way around this and play to my strengths, I think I may have an idea already. Which may render this entire post obsolete but I typed a lot so no way am I deleting it all!
Eldritch HRT part 2
Consultation
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I knew it.. I shouldn’t have come…
I don’t know what I’m doing.. I should’ve done more research…
How stupid am I? To assume that something ‘Eldritch’ can be possible..
I should’ve listened to my friends.. I should go..
I need to think…
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