Anti Endos Dni - Tumblr Posts
Our headmate list in our intro post is sooo out of date but between updating our simply plural and our pluralkit stuff we just can’t be bothered lmao
Maybe instead of a long ass tumblr intro post we should have like a google doc with basic info about headmates
That’d make it easier for people to navigate it idk
We’d probably forget to update it though…
-Angel Dust (he/him)
Fuck it, let’s do this, I ain’t got anything better to do since our D&D game was cancelled.
🍄 Well when we started out, we had a lot of people associated with birds. Emyr’s a corvid, Lerian’s a heron, Strix and Stolas are owls, and although Strahd isn’t a bird he’s heavily associated with ravens. The birds are no longer the majority (now it’s the fnaf fictives), but the name stuck since that’s just what we call ourselves. It’s a historic name.
👾 Damn dude idk, we write down a lot of funny quotes in our friend group discord server. Just scrolling through that channel I found this between Emyr and Michael:
Emyr: Huh, I guess human hands really do look like Lego hands
Michael, looking down at the object he’s holding: ???
🎉 Probs Halloween. Cool costumes, cool aesthetics, and free candy. What’s not to love?
🌙 Yep, Sun, Moon, and Eclipse are a subsystem and can switch between each other quickly and easily.
☕️ It’s like shifting camera perspectives, if that makes sense.
💫 Yeah, we generally enjoy the same video games, for the most part. Everyone has their own preferences, of course, but we seem to share interests pretty well.
💾 Currently we’re at exactly 40
👻 Absolutely! Most of us just talk at different pitches, but Michael is British, Strahd has some sort of accent we can’t really identify, and Pure Vessel can’t speak at all.
🎨 Yep, it’s a fun way to pass the time! We draw very slowly though so we rarely finish works. We’re currently drawing our Flight Rising dragonsonas- the dragons meant to look like us.
🥀 It used to be pretty picky, only taking one or two characters from a given source, but recently it just split five characters at once to “complete the set” so??? Idk
🦖 VERY fictive heavy. Our brain latches onto relatable characters easily so that’s why it prefers interjecting fictives over factives or making up its own people. We have a few non-introjects, and no factives.
🎵 Well, any song associated with them. I know that’s a bit of a cop-out but it comes to mind when we have characters from musicals who have their own numbers about them!
But aside from that, people will relate to songs unrelated to their sources. Like Pure Vessel really relates to End-World Normopathy. There’s so many lines I could use to explain why it relates to that song so well but I think this is the most blatant:
“Our hands embodied roles to automate / To never feel, to never break.”
Sounds a lot like “No mind to think, no will to break, no voice to cry suffering.”
Our headmates also sometimes make their own song playlists of any songs that speak to them or that they enjoy.
❓ We share memories but the trade off is that our shared memory is super shit and foggy. We all remember events just as well as any other, but we’ll barely be able to tell you anything about it unless you prompt us. It’s really annoying, but could be worse ig.
🎮 Play video games, work on D&D campaigns, sing, draw.
🪐 It’s a little village, with a park in the middle with a stone path and a fountain. This fountain is the dead center of headspace and actually the first thing imagined about it, with everything else being formed around it.
Our front room is its own building, close to the park. It’s pretty basic inside, just some furniture to sit/lounge on and a screen to watch the outerworld from.
Outside the village is mostly forest, but Strahd plonked his castle on a nearby hill so it looms over everything else.
I think there’s a beach nearby.
There’s also a cave full of crystals that can be used when people willingly attempt dormancy, and it turns them into a stone statue.
🍐 LOTS of them. We only have 7 human headmates, though that number increases by 4 if you include headmates who are formerly human but aren’t anymore (in all cases it’s due to dying and becoming something else, like a demon, ghost, or vampire). Everyone else is not a human.
🪫 Vibe in our room and watch YouTube
🌧️ We have a bad habit of just avoiding shit that stresses us out until it goes away on its own, which isn’t great because the shit doesn’t get resolved. If we HAVE to we’ll get one of our more responsible headmates to be confrontational and resolve things.
🔦 Emyr was studying for finals one year of college and realized that the voice in his head taking to him wasn’t his own. That was Strahd.
🌟 All the time. People like Dipper and Pure Vessel are really good at helping with work that requires focus (which is hard for our adhd). Dipper’s a nerd and enjoys that kind of work, while Pure Vessel is good at pushing distracting thoughts out of its head to press on with work.
In an emergency (like we can’t focus and NEED to get something done asap) the robot (unnamed headmate that rarely shows up) will take front. It has very limited emotions so it WILL get things done because it genuinely doesn’t care about doing anything else.
Link seems like he’d be good with physical work. As a soldier he’s trained to ignore physical discomfort and just keep going.
🌊 Emyr and Michael are considered our hosts. Past that, it’s not very consistent who fronts a lot and it’ll vary over time.
🎁 Yeah, all the time- mostly plushies because we like those. Mimic has its tiger plush, Evan has his “Fredbear” plush (actually Golden Freddy bc the Fredbear one was limited run so we missed him :(), and Michael once stole a rabbit plush for his sister Vanessa. She was annoyed at him for doing that but she really appreciated it.
☘️ Media we enjoy, so a lot of fantasy genre stuff since that’s usually what we’re into. Also yeah, we enjoyed Hazbin Hotel- but we’re not gonna act like it’s perfect. We actually love critiquing it and discussing its flaws, that’s fun for us.
💬 Ah fuck I’m bad at these
Um
We have a Lucifer but he’s not based on any media depictions of him. She’s just straight up Lucifer from Christianity (or at least how our brain chose to interpret them)
So that’s kinda neat
Anyway yeah that was fun to fill out
-Angel Dust (he/him)
system ask meme
🍄 - how did you get your system name?
👾 - funniest out of context system quote?
🎉 - favorite system holiday?
🌙 - do you have subsystems?
☕ - what is switching like for you?
💫 - are there any hobbies you all have?
💾 - what's your headcount?
👻 - do your alters/headmates have different voices or speech patterns?
🎨 - does anyone in your system like art?
🥀 - how easily does the system split?
🦖 - is your system fictive-heavy? factive-heavy? neutral?
🎵 - what songs remind you of your alters/headmates?
❓ - how much amnesia do you experience?
🎮 - what do your alters/headmates do in their free time?
🪐 - what is headspace like for you?
🍐 - are there any non-human alters/headmates?
🪫 - what do you all do to recharge?
🌧️ - how does the system cope with stress?
🔦 - how did you discover your system?
🌟 - do any alters help out with school/work?
🌊 - who are your frequent fronters?
🎁 - have you ever bought your alters/headmates things?
☘️ - what are your introjects/fictives usually sourced from?
💬 - free space!! tell me about something!
Us with Hazbin Hotel
Is it flawed? Very. Is its humor funny to everyone? No way.
But we enjoyed it and we split a few headmates from it. But we’re not gonna like get out the pitchforks if we find you don’t like it or want to critique it- in fact we love reading critiques of it and joining in sometimes.
-Emyr (he/it)
we seriously need to bring back the concept of “despite its flaws i still enjoy it” instead of ‘cancelling’ every fuckin thing in sight
Every fucking time man
-Adam (he/him)
sigh.
*opens simply plural*
*taps new member option*
[ID: an emoji with an exhausted expression fiddling with a cell phone. /end ID]
Some of us use any/all but not including that we have:
He/she/they/it/xe/glitter/sparkle/trick/illusion/star/nebula/galaxy/wire/bytes
All of our pronouns put together :D
He/She/They/It/Hy/Clown/Glorp/Pink/Xe + any neos
Could other systems do this as well it'd be funny to see how many pronouns there'd be lol
-🐤
It kind of goes both ways for us. Our headcanons affect the exomemories our introjects wind up with early on, and the exomemories they get later on to fill in gaps often affect our headcanons for their sources.
-Emyr (he/it)
pinned thing
read before interacting ^_^
uhhh we're bodily a black minor and we like homestuck, dan vs, and spooky month. expect some vent/rant posts
F/O LIST (selfship)
(old) the rainbow system
this was back when i thought they were just ocs (silly me)
more info about us here
one of my biggest pet peeves is when people say "u need trauma to have DID/OSDD" in response to endogenic plurality. like..no shit you need trauma for those but you dont need those disorders to be a system
getting really sick and tired of sysmeds in the plural tags
i feel like the whole world is just crumbling atp
what
i keep seeing people be pro system but anti endo and its confusing
WEEED MOMENTM,
Okay, w/ all of the like anti-endo stuff I've come across today, I want to say that although we use traumagenic to describe our system, I personally don't feel like it's the only reason we've formed.
Every headmate in here has a different reason for forming, whether it is traumatic or not. But the whole reason I found my headmates in the first place, and how they were able to fully form, was not because of trauma. Our system is so much more complex than that.
We are not one-dimensional. Our trauma isn't the only reason we've come to exist. It's also nobody's business as to why or how we formed!
So yes, this blog is endo safe. Yes, this blog is non-traumagenic safe. You are welcome here, and I love you. Please take care. (/g) >> Damien
(Literally do not even bother interacting if you are going to fakeclaim my system or endogenic/non-traumagenic systems. Or if you're a singlet. I've seen wayyyy too many singlets being disgustingly comfortable inserting themselves in syscourse lately.)
Yall, imma become a willogenic system (thanks to @flooferbutt for helping me with this) and I have almost a full idea of who I want to will into existence, but I have no idea what to name him, any ideas?
Here he is
(top image most accurate)
Name: ???
Pronouns: no pronouns preferred, but he/him is fine
Genders: transmasculine, boyflux
Sexuality: cupio-aroace, pansexual, hypersexual
Personality traits: flirty, kind, outgoing with friends, reserved/defensive with strangers, dark/stupid humor
Features: warm dark tan skin, black hair, red streak at front, black earrings, fluffy hair at front, red eyes
His name is Maxwell (Max for short)
help me your post about wanting to become a willogenic system just came up on my feed and its so embarrassing 😭😭😭 yeah okay for sure man, now make one of your alters lay in the middle of the road for me
it seems to me like you didnt read my dni
if you are gonna harass me about becoming a system then
FUCK OFF
if you don’t like what you’re seeing then just fucking block me, dont just come and harass me about it
and if you are gonna send me asks like this then dont ask anonymously, fucking pussy, show yourself
why couldnt you have just simply blocked me? is that really too hard for you? you really dont have a life, huh? spend your time on something productive, like, idk, being a functioning being -_-
from now on i won’t answer any harassment, unless it is just the person who sent this when they aren’t anonymous
yo, im Maxwell, but jvst call me Max, idk what to pvt here, bvt hey, this is my first post
ig ill list some random things
likes: dogs, mvsic, food, the color red, video games, dark hvmor, drawing, bloody stvff, comfy clothes, pvnching stvff ig? idk what else to add
dislikes: people that are rvde for no reason, the color green, anti-endos, svnlight /j, cant think of anything rn
vhhmmmmm, more random stvff im trans, pansexval, cvpioaroace, i vse no pronovns, and im pretty chill most of the time, jvst dont aggravate me
welp, this is me, feel free to say hi
Hey, so you guys are a willogenic system and you willed your system to exist and ive had these charecters in my head for the past couple of years and there identities and personalities have grown to the point where i can hold a conversation in my head with them but i was kinda like ''both parts'' like i knew what she was gonna ssay next but it was her own will. I may or may not have accidentally created a system without me knowing. I wanted to get both of yours opinion on this. Sry 4 the shitty grammar btw.
i think that is awesome! pretty sure that u are becoming a system, yeah. If you want any tips or help or just have a question about anything, just ask us! and dont worry abt ur grammar, half the time i dont speak in full sentences :3👍🏼
We wish every system that celebrates it a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every endogenic system a merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every traumagenic system a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every mixed-origin system a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every parogenic system a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every hallucingenic system a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every intentionally created system a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every tulpa and tulpamancer a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every quiogenic system a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every median system a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every fictive-heavy system a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every young system member/system littles a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every persecutor a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every caretaker a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every system with 100+ members a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every system with 500+ members a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every system with 1000+ members a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
We wish every type of system member a very merry Christmas ❤️🎄
{ Sysmeds/anti-nontraumagenic DNI }
That moment when you accidentally say "We/Us" instead of "I/Me" to someone that doesn't know you're a system - Dr. Bright
Finally started creating a thoughtform. Reading abt it, it seems fun as hell. Using our BAA/BAH template to help write abt them, which is helping a lot.
Me and some of my headmates love yapping and creating characters, which should help a lot when talking and creating our thoughtform.