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Dear Namjoon | 20

✧ Pairing: kim namjoon x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,slow burn ✧ synopsis; You're sent to live with your father and older brother. only that your older brother is in a band called BTS. you meet jimin's friends and automatically get tangled with one of his band members. you're relationship has to be kept a secret but for how long can you keep it that way?

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He sat on jimin's chair as he watched my naked body laying on the bed. "Is this what you want" he says sternly, his eyes following every curve of your body as he had to use everything inside him to stop himself from pressing you down on the bed as he took you from behind. 

"namjoon" I whimper, my core throbbing for him. 

"tell me something y/n, why is it that even after you broke up with me. You always seem to end up at my door step begging me with those eyes to fuck you senseless" I turn my head to the side, hands gripping the sheets as my face heats up from his intense stares. 

"look at me" he speaks up but I couldn't look his way even if I wanted to, I wanted to just tell him everything that was going on in my mind. Tell him how I never wanted to break up but I felt pressured by his whole career not to include jimin who I felt the most guilty to. 

"why am I the only one naked" you look his way. "isn't this what you came in here for?" the distance in his voice made your heart ache each time, he sounded uninterested or displeased with you. "I wanted to talk" you respond with attitude only to have him chuckle as he pokes the side of his cheek with his tongue clearly done with you. 

"all i've done is look at you and you're dripping wet already" he says amused "but all you wanted to do was talk?" 

"you're one to talk, I can see how hard you are from here" you grin 

"tell me babe, how do you keep your horny ass under control when you don't have me here to pleasure you huh" he smirks as he watches you shift in your position, the name calling got you each time. pressing your thighs together made you whimper at the sudden friction. The affect he had on you made you angry, you wanted him to beg for once.  gathering the courage you could as you look at his dark brown eyes not letting him intimidate you. "you really wanna know"

there's a silence in the room, you began to feel embarrassed. It was your turn to eye his body. the toned arms that would hold onto you, you wanted him to just hold you again. 

spreading your legs, he raises a brow as he looks at you not breaking contact once. slowly dragging my hand down my body, as I reach my nipples. The small buds are hard and swelled up the slight touch making me squirm. closing my eyes I imagine the one touching me is him, I can feel like light kisses he would leave on my body, just as he's pulling and rubbing them. I harshly pinch my left one, imagining it's him taking a bite out of me like i'm some sort of delicious desert. 

Completely forgetting namjoon's presence in the room, ignoring how I could hear him clear his throat. the moment I slightly open my eyes catching a glimpse of him, I see how he doesn't look away even once. My body screaming for more pleasure made my hand unconsciously travel down as it reaches my pussy. And he was right, I was fucking soaked. My fingers slipped past my folds into my entrance wasting no time I immediately curl my fingers as i thrust them into myself. 

"what's fucking you right now, my fingers or my cock?" he smirks as he hears me whimper the moment he spoke up. His voice made my walls clench around my fingers. he hums as if waiting for a answer only making me arch my back as a moan slips my trembling lips. turning to look at him, he was in the same position as the last time I saw him. I needed him inside me, "fingers" you manage to say - only to earn a chuckle from him. 

"cause nothing can satisfy me like that thick juicy cock of yours" his smile disappears into a thin line. you didn't know the sight of you touching yourself, the little whimpers that left your throat as you tried to please yourself and every single thing you said was taking a toll on him. he clenches his jaw, and you knew it was game over. you won. 

"fuck" he growls as he gets off the chair making his way to the bed as he pulls the shirt over his head. Knee on the bed he pulls you up as his lips crash into yours, eagerly. You can't help but tangle your hands in his hair as you pull him down to hover over you, the feeling of butterflies erupting in your stomach making your lips tremble against his. bitting on your bottom lip trying to get you to let him in only to receive a laugh from you. 

"I thought you didn't want to" pulling on his dark strands he groans as he stares down at you. "don't fucking treat me like that again, or I won't be the one begging at a door step" pushing him off of you as you get up. picking up your clothes from the floor you don't turn back to look at him at all as you get dressed. 

Namjoon sat at the edge of the bed as he watched you get dressed. Fucking asshole, who does he think he is, he waits till you get to the door for him to get up and close it right when you had just seen outside. A strong force took a hold of your chin, "you started something, shouldn't you finish it" he says 

you glance down at his little problem and grin "i don't know, you don't really deserve it, now do you?" pushing his hand away, you pull on the door knob and quickly went down the hall to your room. locking the door. 

"how did you sleep" your dad asked namjoon, the three of you having breakfast together once again. "yeah did you rest well" you smile at namjoon, serving him orange juice. 

You could tell he was still pissed about last night. "I didn't sleep much, I was busy writing a song but got distracted...so I had to work till morning" he sits back as he takes the cup of juice you served him and gulps it down in one go. "if you excuse me, I have to finish composing it" giving you both his signature dimple smile he gets up, picking up his plate as he walks to the kitchen. "y/n try not to bother him, since he'll be working" 

"what makes you think i'll bother him?" 

"you kept asking about jimin yesterday, he'll be here for tomorrow and monday morning. let him work" he tells you as he gets up to leave 

"i thought he was on a little break" you mumble, looking at your plate of food. 

______ "how's it going" yoongi tells namjoon over the face time call. both decided to call and talk about how the lyrics were going as yoongi was producing the music. "I haven't gotten much done" namjoon groans. yoongi looks up at the computer as he sighs, "I knew it wasn't a good idea for you to go there" 

"what? why?" 

getting up from his seat he walks over to the door shutting it. "i'm not fucking stupid namjoon, I know you're dating y/n" namjoon looks up from his notepad, "you're wrong" 

yoongi's brow raises as he looks at namjoon "whatever just don't fuck up, we need this done in a week" 

"i'm serious we aren't dating...anymore"

"what did you two break up and that's why you've been distracted?" yoongi stops what he was doing, Maybe if namjoon just talked to someone about what happened then he'll let it go or move on, is what he thought. "i guess...i don't fucking know" 

"look namjoon, get off that fucking chair and go talk to her. i'll buy us more time, but when you get back from there on monday. You better be a hundred percent back" without giving him a chance to answer he hangs up the call.  the only thing yoongi caused was for him to get more irritated. 

"yes he's in your room, doesn't leave it at all to be honest" you tell jimin, who was calling namjoon to check in on him but he wasn't answering. "he's lame, the break was for him to go out and have fun. the fuck is he working for" he whines, still angry he didn't win. 

"shut up, you know you'd be practicing non-stop if you had won" shaking your head as you laugh. 

"yeah but I would've had you to distract me" and as if the most brillant idea had just came to him he gasped "y/n go distract him, don't let him work" 

"yeah i'd rather not" you shake your head 

"please" he tries a pathetic attempt at a puppy face causing you to fake gag "please stop, fine i'll go see what I can do" you hang up. 

"as if i'd go talk to him..after what happened last night" you roll your eyes, jumping into your bed to take a nap. 

Sleeping in the whole day, you finally step out into the world to see what there was to eat. getting to the staircase you could hear music coming from jimin's room, "unbelievable he really is working huh" shaking your head you go downstairs to make yourself something to eat. 

troubled. You stood at the kitchen counter staring at two sandwiches, debating if you should go in there and give him one. "I shouldn't let him starve" you mumble remembering that jimin told you when he gets into his writing he forgets to even eat. letting out a sigh you grab the plate and walk upstairs to jimin's room. 

the music was loud at the other side of the door, no matter how many times you knocked there was no answer. "This fucking idiot" you curse, turning the knob of the door you let yourself in. opening your mouth to tell namjoon you had been knocking you stop at the doorway. "y/n, i'm busy" namjoon says, clearly pissed at the moment as someone stops the music.

You couldn't even say something back "HEY Y/N" jimin yells, namjoon was face timing the guys since he finished a part of the lyrics and yoongi finished producing his part. "hey jimin..." you softly say. walking to the desk you give him the food you had made and the bottle you had brought with you "sorry I barged in, You didn't come down to eat so..." it was silent, namjoon kept looking at you with a face that said "can you leave" you could hear jimin giggling with taehyung and you stare at the screen, sticking your middle finger at him "fuck you jimin" 

not looking back at them you leave the room just how you had entered, slamming the door behind you. 

"fuck i do?" jimin keeps laughing 

"can we just get back to work already" namjoon speaks up. "i think this the best chorus we've done" yoongi starts to talk "let's stick to this and build around it, alright namjoon now you really can rest. thanks for working on this" 

"yeah what ever, i'm going to sleep now" 

"don't forget to eat" jin says 

looking at the food you had left on the desk he sighs "yeah sure"

Dear Namjoon| 21

✧ Pairing: kim namjoon x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,slow burn ✧ synopsis; You're sent to live with your father and older brother. only that your older brother is in a band called BTS. you meet jimin's friends and automatically get tangled with one of his band members. you're relationship has to be kept a secret but for how long can you keep it that way?

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Clearly there was tension between us, dad was starting to catch up as he saw us being distant with each other.

"do you guys wanna go out later? i don't know watch a movie...what do you young kids do these days" he chuckles awkwardly.

"I can't right now, i started a new project. I don't think leaving it aside would be a good idea right now" namjoon speaks up, not giving you a glance at all. you felt irritated, he was suppose to be resting but he's working. Jimin told you he should relax and think about something other than work, and asked you for help to make it happen. but how could you when all he did was ignore you, at breakfast. even when you saw him as you passed each other in the hall.

"thank you for the food" he says, getting up from his seat he grabs his plate. looking up at him you expected at least some goodbye but he ignored your presence till the end.

what did you expect, you wanted this. you wanted to put some distance between the both of you to avoid destroying  what he had, in return you both are nothing. grabbing the rest of the dishes you walk to the kitchen, namjoon was drying his dishes. you stand beside him as you place the rest of the dishes in the sink. turning on the water you begin to wash the dishes, giving him the silent treatment as well.

"thank you" he says after a while of just staring at you, leaning against the sink as he looks out towards the dinning room where your dad was taking a call. "for what" you tell him nonchalant. "the food, but i'd appreciate it if you don't enter the room from now on"

"do I bother you that much" you place the last dish on the rack, turning your body to face him as his elbows are pressed against the sink. you stand in front of him as he stares at you. "or what? you can't control yourself when i'm around?" you're close, too close for his own sanity. clearing his throat he looks away and stands straight, placing his hands in his pockets. he looks over at your dad who had left the dinning room.

"you know y/n, isn't it funny how after you broke up with me. you've become so bold" his hands made their way to your waist, pulling you closer to him. you bite down on your bottom lip, trying to keep a straight face and not show how much effect he has on you.

"why?" he combs your hair back, placing it behind your ear "why is it that when you had me you we're scared but now" he chuckles, closing all space between the both of you he bends a little and leans in, his breath hitting your ear. "now you provoke me in your kitchen with your dad one room away...what? you aren't scared anymore?" you were about to answer but only let out a gasp as he bit on your ear lobe before pushing you away "it's my last day here, don't cause trouble and stay away. and don't come to my room unless you wanna get some" he says touching his crotch with a smug look.

ever since jimin left the house had been quiet, but the moment namjoon came to stay over there was music playing at every hour. you could hear how he'd walk out of the room and pace in the hallway. sitting in the living room with my dad we'd look up at the second floor when we heard him curse out loud or say it wasn't right.

"it must be hard" dad says as he shakes his head "not everyone can write music" i chuckle. he nods, but it was as if he had more to say "but at that age? you shouldn't be stressed like that" i agreed with him, reason why I broke up with him was because of all the stress i was afraid our relationship would cause. looking at his watch he gets up and grabs his coat "well i have to head out, try not to stress him out" he chuckles as you pouted.

taking out your phone you dial jimin's number, right away when he answers you complain to him how namjoon's only been working and just completely in a bad mood.

"he's currently on the phone with yoongi and hoseok...they're writing a song" jimin sighs "if i had gotten time off all i'd do is sleep" you roll your eyes "lies, you would've been dancing all night long with the worst anxiety" you tell him earning a guilty smile from him.

talking for a little longer you end up hanging up, after coming up with the plan to go and interrupt their conversation. while jimin on the other side will get taehyung to barge in on yoongi and hoseok.

walking up the stairs you hear the same song from yesterday, and you felt privileged to hear their music without it even being released. without knocking you enter once you hear yoongi call taehyung's name who barged into the room. namjoon turns to look at you, already annoyed. walking up to the table, you push his chair away as you take over his computer "bye guys, it's his last day here and he's going to actually rest and not work" with one click you cut the call before yoongi could curse at you.

"what the fuck, i told you i started a new project" he scoffs, brushing his hair back. you look at him, eyes drawn to his broad shoulders. his shirt tight on his arms showing off how muscular they are.

"come on, you should take a break, you're frustrated and how do you expect to make music that way"  he groans leaning his head back on the chair "what ever, just get out"

"don't you remember"

"remember what" he sighs, not caring to look at you as you talked. now it was you who was angry, he keeps making you feel as if you didn't matter to him, yes it was you who broke off the relationship but this wasn't fair, when is he gonna understand why you did it.

getting on your knees you place your hands on his thighs "you said not to enter unless i wanted something" he was shocked, looking down at you as you kneeled in front of him just the sight of it he was already getting hard.

reaching up for to his nape, you pull him down crashing your lips on his giving him no time to react. not letting you win he takes control over the kiss the moment his hands are tangled in your hair, as he tugs your head back to deepen the kiss. you waste no time, as you press on his harden length underneath his shorts making him groan. pulling away from the kiss, he presses his forehead against yours "y/n, where's your dad" he says out of breath

"he left" you respond, not giving his member any relief as you tease him. "fuck, you haven't changed, you're still a chicken" he chuckles "shut up and lift your hips" you tell him as you smack his hand away

without arguing he does as you say, pulling down his boxers revealing his long, thick veiny cock full of precum you look up at him, his eyes filled with lust "all the way baby girl" without arguing you obey, opening your mouth he slips himself inside my mouth his lower lip tucked between his teeth as the moan leaves his chest as your lips wrap around him.

you began to work on him as his head fell back "fuckk..that little mouth of yours" he grunts, not holding back as he bucks his hips forward forcing me to take more of him "you always have taken me well" the compliments you make you feel wet down there, you wanted him.

opening your mouth wider, he thrusts deeper until he feels his tip hit the back of my throat. swirling your tongue around his harden length. doing everything you could to hear him moan your name. his head leaned back, sweat running down his neck the view was perfect. he could feel that he was close, not wanting to finish he holds onto your hair as he himself out of you "shit...each time you give me head, you get better and better" he chuckles. lifting you up he sits you on his lap, one leg on each side.

immediately he kisses you. there was something different about this sex, the after sex. while you both were dating he was different, now there was a feeling.

it made you feel sick in your stomach

you gasp as you feel namjoon slip his index and ring finger into you "really? you're thinking about something else right now?" he growls "w-wait namjoon" you moan as he thrusts his digits into you not caring.  "have you been waiting for me to fuck you since i got here?"

"what" you can bearly speak out

"hmm"

"no..."

"liar, look how wet you are" he says pulling out his digits out, lifting you up he walks to the bed, lips connected. he lays you down without breaking the kiss. you begin to undress each other, the clothes ending up at some corner of the room. "are you sure you wanna do this, it' your brothers room" his face dips to your neck as he leaves trails of kisses "why bring him up right now of all times" you say sarcastically

irritated with your attitude he bites on your neck causing you to groan "cause that's all you care about, your brother" taking your nipple between his teeth he tugs on it before sucking on it "namjoon" you let out his name in a desperate tone "what?" you can't help but just whimper.

fixing himself between his legs, you waited for him to just enter you but he was only staring at you "namjoon" you say in a questioning tone "tell me you don't feel anything for me" he says, gripping your thighs "what?"

"tell me that after this we're over" and there you saw it, this was the feeling. you both we're clinging on to each other but trying to stay away at the same time "i would be lying if i said that" you respond, fingers tangled in his black locks as he hovered over you. "then kiss me" pulling him towards you, you lips met his for a slight kiss. "you're driving me crazy" he says

"just for tonight, can we forget about everything"  sitting up you reach over to jimins drawer, taking out a box of condoms "do they even work" namjoon says, taking the box as he checked to make sure "our luck, they do" i'm propped up on my elbows as i watch him slip it on, rubbing it on my folds before aligning himself to my entrance.

with a single hip movement he was inside me. the gasp that left my lips made him grin, "i missed being inside you" he groans, pulling my legs closer to him. gripping my thighs he chuckles "these juicy thick thighs will always be my favorite" giving you no time to answer he lifts your legs over his shoulders as he thrusted into you deeper than before causing the both of you to moan loudly. you wince at his size, since you both hadn't had sex for a while. he pulls out slightly and slammed his hips forward making you scream out.

"fuck...harder namjoon please" you screamed out digging your nails onto his forearms. wasting no time he carries on thrusting as fast and hard as he could, while watching your small fists  clench onto the sheets while you moaned his name at the feeling of him inside you. namjoon claimed your lips again, you lift your hips to change angle only to have him groan loudly. "shit y/n  hold on" he grunts as he reaches for a pillow, lifting your hips to place it underneath "shit" you whimper as his thrusts became more erratic, namjoon slammed his hips into you as you held onto his shoulders "fuck i'-" you couldn't finish your sentences from the euphoric feeling you felt inside your stomach as you came all over his cock.

"shit" he hissed, as your walls clenched all around him. thrusting into you through your orgasm he holds onto your waist giving you no attention as you cried out due to the over stimulation. his thrusts became sloppy before he released his orgasm. "good thing you're dad isn't home or else he would've heard that" he smirks

"pull out" you whimper, placing your hand on his lower stomach as you try to push him away. your eyes widen as you feel him getting big once again. "stop, are you serious?!" you panic. pulling out he takes off the condom. grabbing the box that was tossed at the end of the bed "there's three more. i don't think jimin will be coming back anytime soon" he takes another one out "wait we can't go again" you hit his chest as he hovers over you again "why not, you never had a problem with it before"

you're heart starts beating fast as you see him dip his head between your legs "these thighs girl, i think i'm addicted" he begins to suck on your thighs, leaving hickeys all over "w-wait i'm serious na-" you let out a moan when the tip of his warm tongue moves in a  circular motion against my clit, making shakes go to every part of my body. your hands right away going to his hair, he doesn't complain.

"namjoon, please" you cry out "i want you" lifting his head, he licks his lips "want to feel good?" he says, you nod right away

"turn around, and i'll make you feel great" doggy style, he loves it. but you love seeing his face as you make love.

"now" he smacks your thigh, causing you to yelp

leaving kisses on your back as you get on all fours "did you like that" he says landing another slap on your ass, your hands gripping the sheets "I guess we're still learning about this beautiful body of yours" he kisses your cheek, before spreading your ass as he enters you from behind

after the second time, it took you everything to stop him from going a third time. now you were straddling him with his shirt on. both making out. pulling away from the kiss, the both of you had the widest smiles on your faces. "feel better?" you tell him, earning a laugh "sex is the best stress reliever" you laugh as he wiggles his brows at you.

"but you aren't allowed to have anyone else" you wrap your arms around him. "i wouldn't want anyone else" he steals a kiss from you making you giggle. "y/n, please. lets just get back together" he pleads

"we ca-"

"do you know how much worse it'll be if jimin finds out we are just some fuck buddies, i think thats worse than finding out we're dating" turning your head to the side to avoid his gaze, cause you knew he was right. "babe please, i need you" grabbing your chin, he makes you face him

fine

who cares if jimin knows

i can't be without you

that's what you wanted to tell him. that's what was about to slip from your mouth. "namjoon-" both your heads snap towards the door as you hear a sudden knock "y/n, namjoon. both of you come downstairs" you're eyes widen in shock, your dad was back. for how long? what did he hear ? you stare at namjoon in shock as he swears under his breath before looking back at you, his hands caressing your waist as he kisses your forehead "it's going to be ok" helping you off of him, you both dress up.

"maybe it's better if you stayed up here, let me talk to him" you stop namjoon before he opens the door. "yeah no, it takes two to tango" throwing a arm around your waist he opens the door, pulling you with him.

your dad was sitting in the living room rubbing his forehead "dad.." you say softly

he sighs, before looking up. "sit down please"

there was a awkward tension in the air, namjoon though. he looked like he was proud to get caught by his girlfriends dad. he had no shame what so ever "do you at least use protection"

"yes" you respond

"are you both dating?" another question

no, was going to be your answer but namjoon beat you to it "yes"

"namjoon" you say his name quickly "what, want me to say we're fuck buddies or something to your old man?" he shakes his head, "we're dating, it's just complicated"

"why is it complicated" my dad speaks up

"because jimin doesn't know" and as if my dad right away caught on he rubbed his forehead "y/n..really"

"you see i'm starting to get irritated with this whole situation" namjoon speaks up "this obsession with his sister, that he doesn't even let her date who she wants. not even if he wants to date one of his friends. which in my opinion is better than some random guy" your jaw could touch the ground as you heard him "so tell me mr.park, do you disapprove of our relationship? you're the father here"

you glanced between the both of them, not knowing what to say or do

"no, you're a good kid. what reason do i have to interfere. the thing is jimin-"

"there we go again with jimin, who fucking cares. why can't y/n's happiness come first. maybe if he wasn't always so possessive of his friends and sister and would just accept it we wouldn't have to hide. i'm planning to tell him, not now but soon" he speaks up

"wait, you can't" you stand quickly making your chair fall back "do you want to be with me y/n?"

you stare at namjoon, tears in your eyes.

fuck you, for making me choose.

"no" turning away from him you make your way up the stairs, not looking back as they called your name.

Dear Namjoon| 22

✧ Pairing: kim namjoon x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,slow burn ✧ synopsis; You're sent to live with your father and older brother. only that your older brother is in a band called BTS. you meet jimin's friends and automatically get tangled with one of his band members. you're relationship has to be kept a secret but for how long can you keep it that way?

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"this whole brother shit you got going on has to stop" namjoon chases after you as you made your way up to your room. wanting to shut the door before he could catch up but failed as he pushes the door open shutting it behind him. "y/n, i'm serious why are you being like this" he was angry you could tell by how he his eyes narrowed as he looked down at you. his jaw clenched, trying to control himself from yelling.

"you don't understand" you yell which made namjoon's brow lift "enlighten me"

"we can-" 

"y/n, if you come out with all the bullshit excuses you've been using then don't even open that mouth of yours" his voice loud at first before he lowers it, controlling himself. you mouth left agape since you had nothing to say. he was right you were starting to ask yourself why you had been having such a hard time just accepting everything that was happening and also just telling jimin. 

"you know what" his voice was filled with annoyance, he reaches for the door knob. leaving the door wide open "i'm just gonna be some fuck buddy y/n, it either you choose now. and let me tell you, it'll end here i'm not taking this shit anymore" you stare at him in disbelief, there he goes again making you choose. does he not care about his friendship with jimin? his loud voice and tone made you have goosebumps knowing that your dad was probably hearing this conversation as well. namjoon watched you as you stood there completely frozen and he felt as if he knew the answer. namjoon's scoffs "this isn't even about jimin anymore, it's just you. you're the problem" turning his back towards you he grabs the handle as he steps out the room ready to shut the door. 

but your feet moved on their own. one minute you were frozen lost in thought the other minute you fulled on the door handle and crashed into namjoon's chest hugging him as tight as you could "please don't go" you cried. 

"y/n-"

"no, listen ok..i'm sorry" you step back, but held onto his arms "I don't know why I'm scared of telling him, at first it was because of the whole group and your friendship. I didn't want to be the cause of you guys fighting" and then there was jungkook who made me even more worried. 

"if you think our friendship is so weak that something like this would make us stop being friends then you're seriously stupid" you were shocked. he'd never talk to you like that but you could still feel how angry he was. 

"you're right.."

"i'm going to tell him once I get back" he suddenly says, waiting to see your reaction. hearing does words leave his lips you stared at the ground. "can't we tell him together" 

"and wait another month? No i'm tired of waiting" he moves your hands away, walking into your room as he takes a seat at your desk. "You're just gonna run away from the whole situation again" he shakes his head, saying no to your request. you shut the door and sit on the bed "please, I promise next time the three of us are face to face i'll tell him" he just sighs, rubbing his temple "fine" 

"and the other gu-"

"most of them know" 

"what?" you gasp 

namjoon grins "well let me just tell you that maybe fucking you in a house filled with friends isn't the best idea" he laughs

"who knows" your face beet red

"Jungkook" you knew that...

"taehyung" he rolls his eyes, annoyed by the younger friend who would always give him the side eye when jimin would talk about you. "hobi and yoongi" he shrugs as if it was nothing. "you're lying" 

"no"

"and no one's told jimin..."

"it's none of their damn business" 

jimin's going to be pissed when he finds out everyone knew...that's for sure. 

saying there wasn't a sense of relief for you after hearing what namjoon had to say, would be a lie. here you were sitting next to him, head leaned against his shoulder as you watch him scribbling on his notepad. 

"is it harder for you guys?"

he stops writing on the notepad, placing it on his lap "more or less, not really worried enough to care. anyways having them with me makes it all easier. if it was just me then it'll be a different story for sure" he sighs resting his head back as he closes his eyes. 

you liftt your head of his shoulder, looking at him. he glances at you after the silence filled the room. fidgeting with your hands, as you stare at him guilty eyes. namjoon groans in annoyance, "babe, don't start or even of going off about how our relationship could ruin things." taking my hands in his he massages my hand that was left red due to my fidgeting. "but jimi-"

before you could continue he shuts you up by quickly taking your lips with his, biting down your bottom lip enough to make you whine. "next time you even think of mentioning him again, i'm going to call him and tell him without hesitation without caring about your opinion" he was annoyed. grabbing his notepad he makes his way upstairs. 

"namjoon-"

"i'm going to pack" you watch him head upstairs, not turning to look at you once. 

"make sure you take care of yourself, don't work so hard" your dad pats his shoulder before the two pull into a short hug "i'll keep that in mind"

"and watch over my son, he can be hard on himself at times" they laugh. then the silence filled the room again making your father turn to look at you and then namjoon before clasping his hands together "well then, i'll let you two say your good byes" he clears his throat, leaving to another room of the house. 

"i'm sorry"

"for"

you nibbles on you lower lip, feeling the bimp he had left there. his eyes fell on you lips as he watched, looking up to your eyes. 

"for mentioning it over and over after we already talked about it" he picks up his suitcase, steping towards you to kiss your forehead. "behave y/n, and make sure to come when i call you. the faster we get this done the faster I can hold you whenever I want and not have to hide" he gropes your ass, giving it a good slap before kiss your lips 

"will it be soon?"

"a month, we are getting ready for our next album. i think it's best to wait until after our release" you nod, he was right. right now there is more important things than their relationship. "but don't disappear completely come visit" 

"i will"

"good girl" he winks at me, pulling the front door open. "alright i have to go, go in" he smiles waving before stepping down the steps, shutting the door I pull the curtain back and watch him walk to his car. "a month" you felt goosebumps with just the thought of both of you telling jimin in a month. 

shoving his suitcase into the car he looks up as he shuts the door, he gives you his dimple smile before entering the car and driving away. 

=======

It had only been a week, and things were getting crazy. There was posters of BTS in the subways and bus stops. you'd enter the stores and their song was playing. They were doing good for rookies but then there was the media who like always liked to bring down people. Picking on the members 'flaws'. 

you'd comment under hate comments whenever you saw them on any BTS article. 

"y/n i'm doing fine" jimin laughs "they're just comments, I don't pay attention to them" he tries to convince you. But you knew that this was affecting him, for some reason people kept picking on him and he had become a huge target for haters. 

namjoon told you that he caught jimin crying one night outside the dorms, since he was trying to avoid any member from knowing but taehyung caught him and went for namjoon after the third night with tear filled eyes because he didn't know what to do anymore. 

Namjoon gathered the boys the next day and set the rule that only namjoon could monitor the comments, since not only jimin but also hobi became a target for hate namjoon stepped up and decided to take all the hits. 

"they don't even know you, those words don't matter alright!" you speak up, ignoring his words about him being fine and just trying to get him to understand.

"y/n, I get what your saying. But.."

"but what? just don't read the articles!" 

"it's easier for you to be on the phone and tell me this, but you aren't the one getting all those things said to you" he yells into the phone, shocking you and all the members around him. he was sitting on the opposite end of the practice room, since he was letting you do all the talking no one would know what the conversation was about and at this point making a numb face had become second nature to him. taehyung looks up and stares at jimin who right away caught his eyes and they stared at each other. 

"Jimin..I didn't mean to-"

getting up he brushes his hair back "just forget it, Put yourself in my shoes for once" that was the last thing you heard before the call ended. taehyung and jimin stared at each other before he walked out of the practice room with taehyung right behind him. 

"j-hope, if you need to have a outburst like that to feel better then do it" yoongi tells his friend who was watching jimin with pitiful eyes. "i'm doing fine, anyways he gets more hate then I do these days" he clears his throat, showing jin the next step to the choreography. Jin nods and quickly follows j-hope as to not make him explain it more then he needed to. 

"yeah but it's still happening to you, don't compare it to jimin. you're feelings matter too" getting off the floor yoongi walks past j-hope, patting his shoulder "get all the members together later on the roof, I want to do something" 

you walked into the classroom where you found all of BTS's fanbase watching their most recent interview. They began to fangirl over their biases and how cute they looked. glancing over eunsooks shoulder you look at the members but unlike them you knew how they really felt under those smiles. setting your back bag down you continue to watch the video with them. 

the crowd of army behind the boys were cheering and chanting their names, something that should make them feel at ease and relaxed but it was the opposite. Jimin of all the members felt the need to act more masculine and flirt with the fans. 

at some point the members decide to walk around and give some autographs to the fans who had photos or objects they could sign. jimin walks along the left side with jungkook, all the members trying to cover as much area as they could. Jungkook reaches over some girls to get a iron man action figure someone was trying to hand him over the crowd, jimin began to laugh at the maknae who was trying with all his might to reach it. but his smile disappeared  the moment someone in the crowd pulled on jungkook's arm and made him slam into the barricade. 

ignoring jungkook's painful scream people began to pull on him. there were no security present inside the circle that BTS were walking in. Jimin immediately grabs onto jungkook's arm that was being yanked by some girl who kept screaming his name. it became complete chaos the moment jimin gave them a chance to also grab his arm, namjoon and hoseok running to their section as fast as they could to pull them out of the grips of the fans. 

everyone in the room gasps, watching the struggle between the two members and the crowd who had no respect for them. your hands tighten into fist, as you watch. "where the fuck is the security" eunsook yells 

jimin manages to get jungkook free of crowd, pushing him back. but with all the thrashing someone hits jimin with a banner making him fall back tripping as he falls to the ground. jungkook rushes to him, grabbing his arm as he lifts him up. "hyung i'm sorry I didn't think they'd grab onto me" jimin looks behind jungkook seeing how namjoon was already on his way to them. 

"let's just move on to the other side" jimin whispers loud enough for only him to hear. bending down to get his hat that fell when the girl hit him with the banner, someone from the crowd decied to grab onto his shoulder once he got closer and that was when he lost it. 

"GET YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF ME" jimin yells on the top of his lungs, slapping her hand off of him, facing her as he yells. the crowd becomes silent, everyone watching jimin who just lashed out at someone. namjoon grabs jungkook whispering something into his ear, making the maknae run off to where jin was. "jimin" namjoon says his name in a stern voice, but the boy didn't move. He stared at the girl who not only touched him without permission but held onto jungkook and pulled him against the barricade. his breathing became fast, the girl just stared at him in shock. not knowing what to do since he clearly couldn't go anywhere and jimin was staring her down. 

"jimin" namjoon speaks up louder this time. with one last glare he turns to namjoon "i'm sorry" he mutters before walking past the leader and making his way to the other members. namjoon and j-hope went up to the crowd and was talking to them probably trying to fix what jimin just did. even if he had all the right to lash out at them he shouldn't have. 

"does it hurt" taehyung hands jungkook a water bottle. the maknae was sitting on the bench shirtless, a bruise covering his stomach from when he slammed against the barricade. "not really, i'm fine" there were scratches on his arm, jin was putting some medication on them. "is jimin alright? this wouldn't had happen if I didn't try to reach over for th-"

"jungkook stop. it wasn't your fault people shouldn't just grab onto you or anyone just because they want to" taehyung stops him before he could blame himself for what just happened. but it didn't stop him from feeling guilty. the door slams open and a pissed off namjoon walks in with jimin right behind him, the two arguing about how he could've handled the situation better. 

"i fucking blew it alright, I know!" jimin yells at namjoon, he was frustrated. first the comments and now this? he was bound to blow up and namjoon knew this but he wasn't angry at jimin. he was angry at the people who pulled on jungkook, at the people who grabbed onto jimin, the people who wrote those mean comments to the members, the and himself because he felt like he could be doing better. 

yoongi walks up to them "namjoon, we can fix thi-" 

"can everyone just shut the fuck up!" namjoon yells throwing his phone, making it hit the mirror in the practice room causing it to shatter. everyone frightened by what just happened stare at namjoon, who was crouched over and covering his face. 

"i can't do this, i'm not good at this leader shit" 

no one knew what to do or say, they just stared at namjoon. 

"jimin, i'm not mad at what you did" jimin was now crying, jimin only nods as he looks at namjoon who just liked him was also crying "i just don't understand why people can be like this" 

yoongi kicks a shard of glass that had fallen by his foot. "everyone go to the roof top right now" he says, catching everyones attention as he continues to kick the shattered pieces into a pile. "NOW" he yells. jin stays behind with yoongi, the two oldest talking about something they had planned. 

jin and yoongi finally join the other members on the roof top "clearly shit is getting hard, and we all forgot that we are a team" jin speaks up 

"we started this together, we have to stick together" yoongi speaks up "jimin, hoseok. I understand that right now is a hard time and maybe you feel people won't understand how it feels. but you two aren't the only one getting hate comments we all are. yeah you two are huge targets to the hate but namjoon already took the pressure to monitor the comments." yoongi takes out the phone from his pocket, it was jimin's "but yet you continue to look at comments and read them, then what is namjoon doing all that for?"  jimin head drops as he wipes his tears "he wants to protect you from it and you don't even let him help you" 

"we are a team aren't we?" jin asks, everyone nods their head. "well we need to start acting like it, no more secrets. no more of this" yoongi lifts jimin's phones refrencing how he sneakily checked the comments and social media. 

"now everyone got to the ledge" the members turn to look at the ledge and looked back at yoongi with confused eyes. sighing the older member walks to the ledge and climbs up. "well are you guys gonna do it?" jin and hoseok follow, standing next to yoongi. who took their hands into his, the other members following them. 

"now on the count of three we are gonna yell, as loud as we can"

"1"

"2"

"3" 

all seven boys yelled into the night, tears in their eyes. 

"now we are gonna scream again, but this time we're gonna say. we are BTS and we will not let anyone tear us down. So fuck everyone who gets in our way" 

"1"

"2"

"3"

all seven boys yelled the phrase into the night, holding hands. 

"we are BTS. and we will get through this" namjoon speaks up "together" 

Dear Namjoon| 23

✧ Pairing: kim namjoon x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,slow burn ✧ synopsis; You're sent to live with your father and older brother. only that your older brother is in a band called BTS. you meet jimin's friends and automatically get tangled with one of his band members. you're relationship has to be kept a secret but for how long can you keep it that way?

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Jimin has been avoiding my calls, and only exchanges dull messages. I  stopped texting him completely my last message was me telling him that I'm waiting for him to want to talk to me. 

Namjoon was also unreachable, it seemed as if everyone was too busy or bothered  to even acknowledge me. I were planning to visit this week but no one answered me in time to even plan the visit so it didn't happen. It was scary how the deadline namjoon had set to telling jimin was approaching and you weren't anywhere close to making up with him over this trivial matter. 

but this time it wasn't you who postponed telling jimin, but rather namjoon. "it's fine, it's not like I visit very often these days" you nibble on your bottom lip as your boyfriend tells you that jimin still isn't doing great and with the next album approaching it just didn't seem like it was a good idea. 

he was frustrated, with work and the backlash of what had happened had not quiet down at all. people are really good at reminding you of your worst moments. but everything he was saying was only adding to your reasons of ending this relationship with him. he was adding to the fire without knowing and the flames were getting to the point to where it will be impossible to tame. 

"namjoon, I-"

"Give it to jungkook" namjoon yells to jin from across the hall as he was sneakily talking to you. "sorry babe, we're just so busy...what were you going to say?" you felt bitter. 

"nothing, I have to go. let's talk later alright" you try to sound as cheerful as possible but it was in vain, his attention was somewhere else completely he didn't notice you weren't ok, or maybe your expectations are just to high. 

"alright" 

that's all he said before ending the call. 

Namjoon was laying on the floor of the practice room, he could not sleep and decide to just practice since he should do good with any free time he had. he stared at his phone screen, his finger hovering over your photo. glancing at the corner of his screen 3:30am, he lets out a sigh turning off his screen. 

You both haven't seen each other for a long time now, and he was feeling like a jerk about it.  He kept thinking about how you might've been right about ending it, but he didn't want that. He knew how much this relationship was stressing you and that you thought there were more cons than pros.....but he wanted you. 

sitting up he stared at himself in the mirror before looking down at his phone again. 

"fuck it" tapping on your photo the phone rings. 

and it rings

and it rings

and it rings

"hello?" her soft voice making his beating heart calm down as he exhales. 

"hey" he says slowly 

"are you alright?" he hears shuffling in the other end and knows you were sleeping but his selfishness didn't let him feel bad for waking you up. "sorry I woke you up" he lets out a chuckle.

"no it's alright, I was just surprised you called" 

"I know..I haven't been there for you a lot lately" 

"it's fine, i understand" 

laying back down on the floor he stares at the ceiling, so many thoughts flooded his mind and your silence didn't help him with keeping rational thoughts. he was starting to see what you meant, how this relationship right now could cause so much trouble and he thought he couldn't be as confident as he was before. 

"can you just...what have you been up to" his voice shakes, but you were too tired to notice.

shutting his eyes he holds his phone up to his ear and hears you talk about the stuff you've been doing, he wanted you to tell him everything you had not been able to these past weeks but what he really just wanted was to hear your voice.

before he could respond to you he hears the door to the practice room open automattically he sitting up he faces the man who walked in. 

"jimin" he says quietly, your voice freezing at his name

"what are you doing here" the younger member says, walking to him. 

"practicing"

"i see you on the phone" jimin laughs 

"yeah...it's y/n" namjoon says, eyes never leaving jimin. as if to read his reaction but jimin didn't do anything, he put down his bottle and stood in front of the mirror, looking at namjoon's reflection. 

"this late?" 

"yeah" 

jimin stared for a moment then reached for the control on the floor and turned on the music. his body moving to the choreography they learned earlier as he ignores namjoon's stares. "are you planning to never make up with her" namjoon speaks up. 

"that's none of your business" jimin continues to dance, jumping he lands on his left foot as he leans forward. 

everyone was silent, he tried to concentrate on the phone against his ear as he tried to hear you but noticed that you weren't saying anything either. 

"I'll just hang up now...it's late so" you're voice was small, his eyes never leaving jimin as he thought how much of a jerk he was for how he was treating you. 

"alright, i'll call you later" he says into the phone before hanging up. 

placing his phone in the bag that laid near him, he gets up and joins in on the choreography. it didn't last long before jimin who had the control in his pocket suddenly turns off the music. 

"since when are you close with my sister?"

wiping his front, his eye brows creased at the hostility in his voice, "we became friends ever since you introduced her to us" trying to avoid eye contact he walk over to the bench that had a 24 of water bottles. 

"yeah? just friends huh" he scoffs 

"yeah, just friends" 

"close enough to be calling this late?" 

"she had called me yesterday and I didn't see until now, you know how busy I am after what happened" 

"for what"

"to ask how her brother was doing" sitting on the bench he clenches the bottle in his hand as he talks to jimin, the real answer as to why he called you was at the tip of his tongue but he couldn't say it. the way jimin was treating you made him want to just tell him that you guys were dating.

"it's not her fault you know, and i'm not saying it's yours either but still. the way you're treating her isn't right" gathering his things, namjoon pats his shoulder as he makes his way out the practice room. 

"I didn't get to talk to her like i wanted" he mumbles. 

he was pacing in the dorm, his thumb nail between his teeth as he stared at the screen "jimin?" jungkook calls out his name 

"whats wrong?"

"my sister" is all his says but those two words still made jungkook feel his heart beat race "what about her?" 

"I've been acting like a dick and now I wanna call her but I don't even know what to say to her" he put his phone on the counter and takes a seat. jungkook stares at him before glancing at his phone "just call her, thats it"

"since when is namjoon close with her?" jimin looks at jungkook, after yesterday the whole conversation replayed in his head. "did you guys also get close?"

jungkook swallows before chuckling "your sister is a really friendly person. it's not like she isn't unlikeable" 

"yeah but...i don't know..forget it" he laughs making jungkook feel even more uneasy. 

a little over a month passed and the announcement was released for the next album. Namjoon and you talked more, since jimin had seen namjoon that night talk to you and he didn't say anything in the matter the two of you thought it would be fine. 

but you wouldn't say that everything was better, jimin still had not contacted you and well the secret was still there. Namjoon said that it'll be better to not say anything until we talked again but i'm not sure I want that. 

how can I tell him right after we make up, he'd stop talking to me all over again. 

but it didn't matter how much time I thought I had, I should've known with this luck of mine that nothing would've gone my way. 

entering the building you looked around trying to find someone you recognized but there was only one person in the lobby. 

bitting your lip you take a deep breath as you head for the elevators... it was his birthday, of course he wouldn't kick you out...would he? walking down the hall as you exited the elevator you stood in front of the familiar door. 

your hand hovered over the door bell as you hesitated to press and confront your brother. 

"what are you doing" startled by the voice behind you, you turn quickly looking at a more mature jungkook. holding your breath you bit on your lip "i'm here to see my brother" 

"then why not enter" his brow raises in question, stepping forward he leaves no space between the two of you as reaches next to you sliding up the cover to enter the code. you could smell his cologne from how close he was standing "he's in his room, exhausted from practice" he pulls the door open "even if he is your older brother, lecture him will you? he doesn't take care of himself as he should and if someone points it out he" frustrated just thinking about jimin's recent behavior he stares down at you "why aren't you entering"

"you're in my way" breaking eye contact he steps back and you enter the apartment "right" jungkook mutters behind you as he enters after you. 

"he stares at his phone a lot, debating if to call you or not. honestly I didn't think he could drag it out this long but then again the work he does doesn't give him the luxury  to sit around and call people" setting down the bags on the counter he turns to look at you with arms crossed against his chest "you could've also called instead of following his stupid childish tantrums...you both really are siblings" he rolls his eyes. 

"all you ever do is blame me for everything, brat" 

"yeah well" shrugging he begins to unpack the bags. you glare at his back for a second before walking down the hall towards his room. turning back you call out to him "hey, who else is here"

"if you're asking for..him. he's not here, he's at the studio recording" you give him a small nod, turning the door knob, the dark room gets a bit of light from the hall. 

closing the door you sneak up next to the bed, hearing his small snores you couldn't help but smile. the little light that manage to enter the room from the curtains let you see his face that just like jungkook's had changed significantly. 

so much was running through your head, how'd you try to make up with him. tell him about namjoon, and hope he doesn't kick you out in the spot or fight namjoon. but seeing him sleeping made you also realize how petty he had been towards you. who cares if what jungkook said was true, he was still being a dick towards you. 

so you did, the only thing you could've done as his sister. 

pulling on the sheet slowly, you climb onto the bed. grabbing a good grip on him you push him with all your force off the bed his body slamming to the ground made him yell. 

 "what the fuck" jimin curses, groaning as he held his head. 

sitting up he pulls at the curtain, the window not so far from his bed he lets light come in. "sleeping in this late? you're lazy" jimin who had been rubbing his eyes stops, and stares at you. "oh it's you" he mumbles as he lifts himself off the ground to sit on the bed next to you. "I'm not lazy, i've just been working hard" 

"i've heard" you roll your eyes as he tries to lay back down, pushing you as he gets comfortable. not wanting him to ignore you or feel awkward because of the distance that was obvious between the both of you. 

sighing you pull the covers up and lay next to him, the two of you are silent as you both stare at the ceiling. usually he would apologize first when ever there was a fight but he was silent and you thought he had fallen asleep. 

turning to face him he slightly looks your way before clearing his throat "what"

"are those wrinkles" you jokingly touch the corner of his eye, swatting your hand away 

"stop" he scowls 

"you have to stop stressing brother, it's starting to show. mom has a good anti-aging cream maybe if I ask her she'll send a ba-" sitting up he chuckles "you really are so annoying you know that" you smile at him and shrug your shoulders as if you did not care. 

"i'm sorry" you both say in unison 

"no, you shouldn't need to apologize. it was me who took my anger out on you" scratching his head he sighed "you were just there and I blew. I didn't know how to..."

"I understand, I was being rather annoying too wasn't I" shaking his head, you both smiled at each other awkwardly. 

"I should thank namjoon" 

"namjoon? why?"

"just for checking on you and well reminding me- doesn't matter...but you both are just friends right?"

he shuts his eyes, leaning against the head board as he yawns clearly still tired. opening his eyes he looks at you and raised a brow. 

"jimin-"

"yeah just friends" you felt your body jolt at the voice that came from behind you. turning around you see your boyfriend leaning against the door frame "as much as I'm happy you both finally reconciled the food is here and we're all hungry" walking into the room he stops beside the bed "and you know that if you're not fast enough there won't be any more food" placing his hand on your shoulder he smiles "how have you been?" 

you chuckle at his acting and stand up to hug him "good, and you" jimin who didn't give the action much thought makes his way to the door "well lets go then" you watch as jimin walks out the room with the two of you close behind him. you kept giving namjoon glances, inside you were screaming so happy to finally see him. 

leaning down he whispers into your ear discretely "i've missed you"

It's a sign | mini chapter

A part of Dear Namjoon series

✧ Pairing:Kim Namjoon x reader ✧ Chapter 7 side story ✧ warning(s): explicit language ✧ word count: 323 words a/n: each mini story will have to do with a chapter and usually of another characters point of view and these are sometimes if not all the times extremely short.

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Taehyung's pov

"seriously dude" jimin throws his arm up, as he yells at the phone

Taehyung continues to eat his sandwich as he looks at him hang up the phone, frustrated

"Now what happened" taehyung speaks up

"Nothing it's just I told namjoon to watch y/n, cause she's out with some guy and I just don't like it" he sighs as he ruffles his hair

"Bro you said your dad was being too controlling over her but look at how your acting. People might think you have a thing for your sister" taehyung wiggles his eyebrows as he snorts at what he just said

Jimin glares at him "shut up, I just don't want her to mess up or get taken advantage of"

"But why you yell at namjoon for?"

"He said he's out taking care of his needs" jimin scrunches his nose in disgust but taehyung just laughs "dude first your sister and now namjoon, maybe a sign that you need to get laid"

"Oh shut up"

"Shit who knows maybe it's your sister helping him with his needs" taehyung grins

"Ha ha very funny, I told him she's off limits. He wouldn't betray my trust like that" jimin rolls his eyes

"I don't know, your sister is hot" he shrugs "Shut the fuck up and gave me a bite" he gets up from his seat to take a bite out of his sandwich.

Taehyung just watches jimin, I saw how they looked at each other when he held her. That was definitely a look you give to someone you like or fucked. This is interesting.

Taehyung smiles at jimin.

Pink Dior Box | mini chapter

A part of Dear Namjoon series

✧ Pairing:Kim Namjoon x reader ✧ Chapter 7 side story pt.2 ✧ warning(s): explicit language ✧ word count: a/n: each mini story will have to do with a chapter and usually of another characters point of view and these are sometimes if not all the times extremely short.

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after dropping off the letters to jin and yoongi i headed home. My parents were never home, so it was always just me alone. 

it's always just been the guys coming over, i never brought any girl here. until y/n. 

i open the front door. taking off my shoes i look at the closet from the side. i open it and look for a empty box. I find a pink Dior shoe box. grabbing it, I walk upstairs and head to my room. 

I grab the letter y/n sent me and  toss my back bag to the side of my desk after closing it . putting the box on the desk, i open it. i place her letter into the box, a huge smile plastered on my face 

"oh one more thing" i walk to the laundry basket by my door. rummaging through the unfolded clothes i finally find her underwear i had taken from her and the ones she left here. 

walking to the desk i toss them in the box chuckling as i think about how she went home like that. 

opening my closet i move my boxes from the top, putting it last i put everything else back to where it was.  "if she ever needs an underwear i'll just give her one. she's probably gonna die of embarrassment that i have them" closing the closet. 

i walk over to my desk, sitting down. 

BANGTAN CHAT 

hobi

let's all hang out this weekend yeah? 

* hobi starts a poll* 

hang out this weekend 

Yes or No 

SIX YES COUNTED  hobi

at namjoons place 

Namjoon

wait why mine 

*hobi starts a poll*

Hang out at namjoon's house

Yes or No 

FIVE YES COUNTED, ONE NO COUNTED

yoongi

majority wins 

Namjoon

that's bullshit on a stick 

jimin

you guys are hanging out too much with my sister

taehyung

some of us are ⁵ ᵖᵉᵒᵖˡᵉ ʳᵉᵃᵈ

tossing my phone on the desk, i change into joggers and a white t-shirt. laying in the bed i decided to get a small nap before starting to work on the new song. 

Jungkook | mini chapter

A part of Dear Namjoon series

✧ Pairing:Kim Namjoon x reader ✧ Chapter 9 side story ✧ warning(s): explicit language ✧ word count: a/n: each mini story will have to do with a chapter and usually of another characters point of view and these are sometimes if not all the times extremely short.

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I walked in to tell namjoon to come out, we were planning to play against each other but hobi didn't wanna play

"namjoon" I call out the moment i walk in but he wasn't in the living room 

I walk into the kitchen to get a bottle of water.  

"where did he go?" wiping my chin I clean the water that was dripping from how fast I was drinking. 

I walk to the living room, to find the game on. I see his jacket on the sofa so I knew he didn't leave. 

"maybe he went upstairs?" I walk towards the staircase, going up to see if he was there. But I got a phone call making me stand on the second step. 

"hello?"

"what's taking you so long" yoongi yells over the phone 

"sorry, namjoon is upstairs in the bathroom" or somewhere 

"damn bro, did the pizza do him bad" he sighs "ok just come out" hanging up I walk down the two steps I had taken 

I walk pass the couch, about to enter the hall to go to the back until I heard something I think I shouldn't have. 

 I look back at the stairs. "the only people that would be in here is namjoon and..." my eyes widen 

"no maybe i heard wrong" i shake my head, I was about to take a step to the stairs before I hear the door opening. I hear someone start going down the stairs, and I see namjoon fixing his hair. 

"hey bro, what happened" 

"uh, we need one more person to..play"

"alright let's go" he walks past me, walking down the hall

I stare at him in shock

"are you y/n's secret boyfriend jimin is always talking about?"  I meant to say that inside my head but instead I said it out loud 

he sighs before turning to look at me "yeah I am, and just as you said. it's a secret" and there it was, his cockiness was pissing me off

we stared at each other, both of us looking up when we hear as if something had fallen 

"I guess I was a bit harsh on her" he chuckles "jungkook it'd be better if you just forget about what happ-"

"what about our group" I cut him off 

he ruffles his hair "dammit what about it" he says annoyed

"jimin said n-"

"i know what jimin said alright, I was already into her way before jimin said anything. Look we are gonna tell jimin at some point alright. Just leave it until then"

I look at the stairs again 

"jungkook seriously don't be so damn curious about everything. fuck, at least not this" 

I didn't know what to say to him, the reason why I joined this group was because he heard me singing once as he passed the music room. he asked me to come to a practice and said I could join their group if i wanted. 

I watched them practice, I heard him rap. I joined because of him, but now he's doing something jimin warned us not to do. something that can destroy our group cause jimin is one to hold grudges. 

But i wasn't just angry at him, I was angry at y/n cause she knew that could happen but only cared about getting fucked by him. 

cause i know damn well the man standing in front of me is so fucking bad at relationships, there isn't anything he's good at but sex

"this just isn't right" i whisper and he just stared at me 

walking past him I grab my jacket that was on the chair and head to the front door 

"jungkook seriously? Wait!" I rush out the front door and get on my bike 

"Jungkook hold the fuck up, your making this more serious than it is" he runs beside my bike as i put my helmet on 

"i don't know namjoon, I think it's you who doesn't see how serious this is. jimin is trusting not just you, but all of us with his sister. taehyung once said that maybe you were the one who was the secret boyfriend but he responded saying he trusted you" 

"ok i understand but get off the bike yeah? i'm sorry I was inconsiderate of how you could take this all" he held onto my arm 

"tell jimin, right now"

"i can't" he groans 

"why not"

"because she said not to tell anyone, and i already have taehyung on my ass about all this"

"taehyung knew?" i take off my helmet, to look at him clearly 

"I didn't fucking tell him, you know how he is so fucking good at seeing shit" namjoon takes the helmet from me "now get off the fucking bike and lets just talk. don't take off like this"

putting my helmet down i stare at him "talk then" 

"I talked to her in the club before jimin introduced her"

"the time at the wall, where yoongi and I left her" he nods 

"the moment i met her, i kissed her and shit happened. I was already attracted to her before jimin came and said what he did, I wasn't gonna keep going after her but" he groans, he didn't want to tell jungkook that y/n texted him by taking his phone number from jimins phone. he didn't want jungkook to hate her even more. cause that's what he saw in his younger friend's eyes earlier, hate.  brushing his hair back "It just fucking happened ok, i know what you might be thinking alright, but i'm not doing this for the sex I actually like her, alright" 

"did you explain this to taehyung"

"fuck, no alright. I don't even know why i'm explaining it to you. You had this look in your eyes and I didn't like it" jungkook didn't know namjoon had a soft spot for him. if there was someone who could hurt namjoon, it was jungkook. 

"I'm sorry alright, I'll tell jimin soon. just come back inside yeah"

"y/n is wrong for wanting to keep this a secret" 

"i know, i know. but she had just gotten here. I have to admit it's my fault he found out. but she isn't to blame completely" 

"it's fucking stupid that jimin is being like this with his sister" namjoon was frustrated at this point 

"fine, but you have to tell him" 

"ok" 

The Party| mini chapter

A part of Dear Namjoon series

✧ Pairing:Kim Namjoon x reader ✧ Chapter 14 side story pt.2 ✧ warning(s): explicit language ✧ word count: a/n: each mini story will have to do with a chapter and usually of another characters point of view and these are sometimes if not all the times extremely short.

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After calling y/n for the third time I walk back to the group of guys who were trying to calm jimin down from bursting out the door for y/n.

we were prohibited of going to parties, in fact we were told to avoid all social gatherings if possible. "i'll go get her" i tell jimin who was being held down on the chair by jungkook

"no, i'm going to go. she's my sister"

yeah but she's my girlfriend.

"i know" he sighs as he passes his fingers through his hair "but you might make a whole scene"

"i'll come too" hoseok stands "just incase"

we decided to just go while making sure to keep jimin in check, and not cause some scene that can get all of us in trouble.

but the moment we got there, and I saw y/n being held by someone else. I really wished I had been the one who had stayed in the car. Jimin rushed to y/n and was yelling nonsense, I couldn't bring myself to stop him as I stared at y/n and her way of dressing.

but who cares about how she dressed, what pissed me off was that he touched her when she said no.

thankfully y/n got in and separated jimin from him, i would've let him beat the guy to a pulp probably would've joined in myself.

"it's not what it looks like.." y/n whispered to me. Hearing her voice was enough to make him calm down.

The Spy| mini chapter

A part of Dear Namjoon series

✧ Pairing:Kim Namjoon x reader ✧ Chapter 16 side story pt.2 ✧ warning(s): explicit language ✧ word count: a/n: each mini story will have to do with a chapter and usually of another characters point of view and these are sometimes if not all the times extremely short.

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"Dad it was amazing" taehyung says with his boxy smile on display as he talks on the phone with his parents. once everyone came home he went to sleep and didn't have a chance to talk to his parents. He worked harder than the rest of the members during training, since his nerves would kick in and make him forget everything.

"yeah, I couldn't even think of anything else. it all just came naturally" his smile getting wider as he remembers the fans chanting his name. "it was better than I thought it would be, it felt more real than when we would practice at the club" he laughs.

taehyung had dragged his chair by the window as he hid behind the curtain trying to keep quiet and not wake anyone up.

"the rest of the members are doing great, dad you should've seen it in person"

"yeah next tim-" taehyung's body jolts as he hears the door to a room open abruptly and he peaks out from the curtain only to see y/n dash out of the room quickly heading to the opposite hall.

"i'll call you back" he says as he was about to get up to go check on y/n since she looked upset but he quickly sat back down when he sees namjoon come out of the same room shirtless and calling out her name.

what the fuck is going on? he wondered. looking at the time he sees how late it is and begins to connect the dots as to why they couldn't find namjoon before going to sleep. sitting patiently behind the curtain hoping to stay unseen he stays there waiting for something to happen or actually hoping nothing happened.

after waiting for a long time he finally sets his feet down, ready to sneak back to his room. pulling the curtain to the side he starts to slowly walk to his room that he was sharing with jimin. walking as quickly but slowly as possible keeping an eye out for a very upset girl. 

"bitch it's 5am, can't we just go to sleep. i'll take you once we wake up and that way you can say bye to everyone" taehyung hears jimin and y/n talk making him stop mid hall. in panic he looks around to see where he could hide, finding a near by closet he stumbles towards it as he hears the two siblings walking out the room as he barely made it to the spot.

I'm too tired for this, he sighs irritated.

why am I even hiding he shakes his head, watching the siblings leave the hall he speed walks to their shared room and closes the door behind him

"seriously when jimin comes back i'ma have to tell him all this dram-" stopping mid sentence he stands in the middle of the empty room "fuck, i can't tell jimin"

rubbing his forehead he lets his tired body fall on the bed as he drifts to sleep, hating the fact he wouldn't be able to tell anyone anything that happened.

"but then there is jungkook?" he says before his heavy eyelids win.

Dear Namjoon | 24

✧ Pairing: kim namjoon x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language ✧ genre: angst, fluff, smut, slow burn ✧ synopsis; You're sent to live with your father and older brother. only that your older brother is in a band called BTS. you meet jimin's friends and automatically get tangled with one of his band members. you're relationship has to be kept a secret but for how long can you keep it that way?

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you paced around the room, since you ended up staying late jimin asked you to stay at the dorm. you're eyes glanced at namjoon as he gave you a slight nod. There were things you wanted to talk to him about as well so you agreed. Jimin bunked with taehyung and jungkook  who had taken the biggest room, giving you his room to stay in.  namjoon messages you saying he was going to sneak into the room, you looked around the room. Seeing all of jimin's things you purse your lips,

no, ill come to your room - you message him. sending you a thumbs up you waited for about 30 minutes before slowly opening jimin's door, your heart falling to your ass when the hinges began to creek. you walk down the dark hall, knowing which one was his room saved you the trouble of accidentally walking into the wrong room. opening his door was less trouble than jimin's, you were greeted with darkness, did he fall asleep? you thought, turning to leave the room before you could take another step his arm wraps around your waist as another covers your mouth to stop you from screaming. "shhh, it's me" he whispers to your ear. shutting the door you turn and hit his chest "what the hell was that" you say in a whisper but loud enough to voice your annoyance. 

His wide smile revealed his dimples and you couldn't help but smile. You hadn't seen him for months, yet here he was in front of you. A sudden urge came as you pulled him by the nape, your lips against his. taken back he freezes for a split second, his skin burning where she touched him. hoisting her up he presses her against the wall and began to kiss her passionately. gripping his shoulders as he deepens the kiss you know that starting this was a bad idea. 

as he breaks the kiss, both of your chests heaving as you try and gather air "we need to tal-" forgetting to whisper, instead of reminding you his lips ravage yours. pushing at his chest he groans and leans back "we need to talk" you say in a whisper, quickly. "can we talk later" he whines "I haven't seen you in forever, why can't we just lose our selfs in each other for now" his voice sounding like a plea. feigning resistance you sigh giving him a small nod. grinning he holds you tightly, walking to his bed while your grip tightens around him.

 maybe just maybe it was only you who was hoping for more to happen, you're cheeks blushed, warm as you lay on top of him, you chin against his chest as you look up at him. "what" he says softly, twirling a strand of your hair around his finger. you just smile, pecking his lips which initiate another passionate kiss. that's all he was giving you, long passionate kisses. as if sensing you're frustration he caresses your cheek "don't worry no one walks into my room"

"oh..that's good"

"is that not what got's you- wait were you-" covering his mouth you sit up, straddling him "stop, I just thought..."you could feel his lips curve into a grin as he sits up hugging you. "babe, as much as I would want to we can't. not here at least" he tried to look at your face but you hid in the crook of his neck. "what did you want to talk about" he rubs your back, trying to change the conversation for his sake. "jimin" you mutter 

the mood in the room completely changed, he chuckles "what is there to talk about" bitting on your lip you face him "I think we should...take a break from each other...have you focus on you're caree-" letting go of you he crosses his arms "we aren't doing this again y/n, why don't we just tell him. he'll get over it. this is getting annoying at how we have to walk on egg shells around him. if we want to be together he should just let us" namjoon speaks loudly, your hands automatically trying to cover his mouth but fail as he pulls them away.

"okay" you repeat till he calms down, not wanting him to be angry you peck his cheeks, chin, and forehead making him smile. "i'm sorry, i just don't know what to do.." the two of you sat on the bed in each others arms kissing or talking as your head laid against chest you drifted to sleep. 

"what the fuck" your body jolts as you wake up to someone's else's voice. someone's voice you recognized immediately, namjoon and you were laying in each others arms. Jimin's eyes widen as he stands at the door way. 

"jimin" you say, pulling the sheets off yourself, namjoon sits up quickly. cursing under his breath as he also gets out of the bed "since when" jimin says, staring at you with eyes filled of a rage of emotions "jimin, let me explain" your voice cracks as you get near him but he steps back "I asked since when" he says sternly "since I met her" namjoon speaks up, he was now standing behind you, he too had a serious look on his face. "namjoon, let me talk to hi-"

"fucking asshole did I not tell you not to approach my sister" his eyes glaring at namjoon as he raises his voice "she can do what ever she wants" namjoon answers. you try to talk to jimin but he ignores you, taking a few steps towards namjoon. "you're the bastard she's been dating?" he laughs with a cynical smile. "I can't fucking believe it, this whole time. I was talking to you!" he was now yelling, only two feet away from namjoon "all that time I kept complaining about the dick she was dating and you" scoffing he pulls at his hair "you must've thought I was a fucking idiot" he wasn't even talking to you, but yet there you were with tears in your eyes. 

"and you" he turns to face you "my friend?" your lips part but no words came out. "I told you that he doesn't take relationships serious-"

"it's different with me" you cry out "jimin do you know how hard it was for me not being able to tell you!" snickering at your words he raises a brow "not that hard since you still fucked my friend behind my back, throwing yourself at him like all the other sluts" namjoon moves faster than you could react, gripping the collar of his shirt "don't disrespect her" he says through clenched teeth "don't you fucking dare disrespect her" 

"and you're no better, you just needed to get a hand on my sister as well. can't help but get your dick wet as long as the other person is willi-" jimin stumbles back as namjoon's fist makes contact with his cheek. you hear gasps that weren't your own, your eyes connecting with jungkook's who along with taehyung and yoongi were watching. you try to walk to him, but namjoon pushes you back, giving you a stern look. Jimin doesn't let it slide, swinging his fist at namjoon face catching him off guard. you begin to yell, telling them to stop as namjoon tries to hold him down but jimin doesn't give him the satisfaction. jungkook and taehyung run into the room pulling them apart "fucking bastard" jimin spats, "you can say what ever you want about me but respect your sister!" namjoon yells, jungkook holding him back. "fuck this" jimin says, pushing taehyung's hands of him. 

there was a silence before jimin laughed "taehyung did you know?" you were looking at namjoon when he said this, your eyes snapping at the two friends. taehyung had a hint of guilt in his eyes that gave him away right away. in disbelief he looked at jungkook, but he received no response from him as he lowered his head. turning he looks at yoongi who was not in the hallway but inside the room "don't look at me like that" yoongi says "you're sister isn't my problem" as if trying to clean his hands from this mess. jimin glanced at everyone in the room before pushing past yoongi. you try to run after him but namjoon grabs your arm "leave him, if you go now all he's going to do is yell and insult you" 

"That's better than not talking to me at all!" you yell but his grip didn't loosen no matter how much you pulled "this is why I told you that we-"

"what?! we what?! we can't date because your brother-"

"because my brother was looking out for me when it came to assholes like you!" you yell, regretting your words as he scoffs "assholes like me?"

"I meant-"

"I know what you meant" letting go he crosses his arms "if that's what you think, and not that he's possessive then go."

"you didn't have to hit him!" 

"even if that was your father standing there disrespecting you I would've done the same thing" he says sternly "not only because he's you're brother means he can run his mouth how ever he likes" wiping your tears you shake your head "this is all wrong" you don't let him respond, rushing past yoongi as you run out the apartment. it was raining, you looked around but didn't see him anywhere. you remember there was a park near by and started running. You didn't care that your clothes were drenched but it was in vain. 

you waited at the dorm for him to return but a day passed and he was not back. namjoon tried to get you to sleep in jimin's room or his but you insisted in staying in the living room. you had to go back soon, and you somehow knew that he was waiting for you to leave before returning. "don't beat yourself over this" taehyung hands you a cup of tea, worried you might catch a cold from running in the rain the day before. "I made things.." you didn't know what to say, you made things hard for them? you ruined everything? 

it was all true, no one talked to you but taehyung and namjoon. everyone else went about their day as if you weren't there. making you want to yell at them that they knew too, but you couldn't, they we're dragged into this by your carelessness. They chose not to pick sides and minded their own business. 

"eat" namjoon says, placing a plate of food in front of you. reluctantly you take a few bites before putting down the plate. "he's fine, our manager called..it's all taken care of" he reassures you. you give him a slight nod fidgeting with your hands. "y/n, things will get better now" you scoff "please, don't say things like that. I need to talk to him. or else nothing will get better" groaning he grabs your hand "i'm sorry ok, I should've held myself back and let you talk to him but he just kept running his mouth and I..I just acted before thinking"

"you shouldn't have to apologize" both your heads lift to find yoongi displeased "he shouldn't have said what he said. you weren't in the wrong, although there were better ways to approach the situation..." glancing at you he sighs "stop feeling sorry for yourself, aren't you suppose to leave today?" 

shaking your head you wipe the tears from your cheeks "I know he's waiting for me to leave, he'll be back tonight" shrugging he walks away. "are you gonna wait for him?" 

"i have to...we have to talk" you could see the reluctance on namjoon's face. he was uncomfortable with leaving the two of you alone but didn't say anything on the matter. 

Moving from the living room to his room you waited all day until night fell. your assumptions were right, he came back. standing from the bed as he opens the door you call his name "jimin" , he looked up at you and you could tell he wasn't suprised.

"I don't have anything to say to you" his tone gave you goosebumps "we have to talk" 

"y/n" he shuts the door, rubbing his temples "please...leave" 

"jimin I know you told me that I shouldn't get near him but it happened before you even sai-" his face scrunches in confusion "hold on, you're telling me the day you met. you had already-" inhaling he walks past you sitting on his desk "get out" 

"we are in a serious relationship" you say, which makes him purse his lips as he looks away "if that's the type of relationship you want then that's your business" he says. "jimin don't be like thi-"

"Y/n I'm begging you. please leave!" he pleas "all my friends knew, do you understand? Everyone knew but me. and you" he scoffs, standing from his seat as he walks towards you "my little sister didn't even think it was important to let me know" you shudder under his glaring stare.

"you dating isn't the problem, it's the person you're dating. I've seen how the girls who have involved themself with him cried and how he treated them. but if that's what you want...I'm done" 

"it's not like that with me"

"whatever"

"jimin listen to me, he's chang-"

"leave y/n, and i don't want to see you back here. date him, do what ever you want"

"but i-"

"mom should've never sent you here" your eyes widen, he didn't look as if he would take his words back "I never wanted to come here either" holding back a sob you walk out the room, taking your luggage with you. ignoring the rest of the guys sitting in the living room you leave the apartment. 

When you  finally arrived home, you had to deal with a rather upset father who was not happy with you arriving later than you had promised. after hearing his lecture you leave to your room, lay in your bed in total darkness. 

wiping your tear stained cheek you dial a number on your phone. 

"what's wrong?" her voice alerted as she heard you sniffle. your silence causing her to step out of the crowded room she was in "y/n, what's going on?" but you couldn't bring yourself to say anything and started crying, flustered she walks into the crowded room and asks for another phone from a friend "I'm calling your dad" she says. 

"No..I'm sorry I just needed to let it out" she tries to ask once more what had happened. but you didn't know where to start nor what you should and shouldn't tell her. So you said the one thing that you had been thinking about for a long time. 

"Mom can't I just go live with you? please?"

END OF PART ONE: The Siblings

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Message to you | Dear Namjoon

Part of Dear Namjoon Series ✧ Y/n sits at the airport, phone in hand as she writes a farewell message to namjoon. but can't seem to know what to write. index | next

Tying her hair back she looks up at the time on the screen, she had thirty minutes to write her final message to namjoon.

Namjoon,

I never wanted it to end like this. We both knew this would be hard, but I didn't expect for it to be like this. I care about you so much but everything has gotten so messy.

I need to be with my mom for now. Maybe some distance will help me figure out what's next for us, if there's even a 'next' after all this. I'm sorry for everything. Please take care of yourself.

her eyes skim through the message, finger hovering over the sent button. exhaling she erases the message, her eyes flick up to look at the time left once more.

Message to you pt.2 | Dear Namjoon

Part of Dear Namjoon Series ✧ Y/n sits at the airport, phone in hand as she writes a farewell message to namjoon. but can't seem to know what to write.

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She wastes no times to start typing once more, this time determined to not overthink it and press send. 

Dear Namjoon, 

I wish things were different. Loving you has been the one thing that felt right, but now it's causing so much pain for you and jimin and I don't want to be in the middle. I don't know what to do anymore. 

I hate leaving like this. But I can't be the cause of things going wrong with the group or anything in your life in general. I'm going to live with my mom, maybe things will calm down and then we can talk again. 

Please take care of yourself. 

cursing she erases the message, she knew that jimin and him will be at each others throat, she couldn't let him blame jimin. 

Message to you pt. 3 | Dear Namjoon

Part of Dear Namjoon Series ✧ Y/n sits at the airport, phone in hand as she writes a farewell message to namjoon. but can't seem to know what to write.

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Namjoon,

I know you’ll probably hate me for this, but I can’t keep pretending that this will work out. I’ve caused too much trouble between you and Jimin, and it’s all my fault. If I hadn’t gotten involved, things wouldn’t have ended up like this. It’s better if I just leave now before it gets worse.

she turns the screen off from her phone and leans back on the seat. there were twenty minutes left before she had to board the plane. gathering all the courage she could muster she picks up her phone one last time. erasing what she had written she begins to type, determined  to make this the final message. 

Message Sent | Dear Namjoon

Part of Dear Namjoon Series ✧ Y/n sits at the airport, phone in hand as she writes a farewell message to namjoon. after sending the message she boards the plane, turning off her phone. index

Namjoon,

I can’t do this anymore.

Whatever we had, it’s over now. I’ve ruined everything—between you and Jimin, and between us. There’s no point in dragging this out any longer.

I’m leaving to stay with my mom, and I think it’s best if we don’t try to fix this. It was never going to work. You should have known that.

Don’t try to reach out. Don’t wait for me. I’ve made up my mind.

This is goodbye.

delivered

switching her phone off she gathers her things, walking to her designated gate.