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hi umm, I’m so sorry if I’m disturbing u, or anything, but COULD U PLS DO dating Fukuzawa moodboard? He’s from Bungo stray dogs

Dating Fukuzawa Yukichi <3

=͟͟͞͞ ⌧ : I’ve been gone for so long I’m so sorry!!! I’ve been on holiday but I’m back again! >:)

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◆Osamu Dazai

⇝Pm!Dazai Dating Osadaku's Younger sister

⇝Dazai having an s/o whose ability is similar to Megumi Fushiguru's from Jjk

⇝Dazai with an s/o who has a sensitive neck

⇝Dazai with an s/o who's giving birth to his child

⇝Smut Drabble

⇝Love Like Cherry Blossoms (Fic)

⇝"Are you gonna kiss me or not?"

⇝"Are you enjoying yourself, Belladonna?"

◆Chuuya Nakahara

⇝Chuuya with a fem!reader who is a great match for him

⇝Chuuya with an s/o who has a personality similar to Dazai

⇝Rest with me (With Fem!reader)

⇝First kiss headcanons

⇝Relationship Headcanons

⇝Finding s/o's sex toys

◆Atsushi Nakajima

⇝Atsushi with a sweet and shy s/o

⇝Atsushi with a melodramatic s/o

⇝Atsushi and the reader being his older sister

⇝Atsushi with a nonbinary s/o who seems out-going but is actually insecure and quiet

⇝Wedding headcanons for Atsushi and his s/o

⇝Making out headcanons for Atsushi and fem!reader

⇝Finding his s/o in his clothes,trying to imitate him

⇝Meeting a flirty reader for the first time

⇝When the reader sees him as a tiger for the first time

⇝Being with an affectionate but insecure s/o

⇝Being with a female s/o who can turn into a wolf

⇝The misunderstanding (Ft. Fem!Reader)

⇝With an s/o who's quiet in large crowds

◆Ryuunosuke Akutagawa

⇝Akutagawa being friends with a reader who's got sweet but sassy personality

⇝Akutagawa with a Fem!reader who looks up to him

⇝Akutagawa Dating Atsushi's twin sister | Part 1 & Part 2 & Part3

⇝Wedding headcanons for Akutagawa and fem!reader

⇝Akutagawa with reader being his younger sister

⇝Cuddling with his s/o after a long day

⇝The reader has a crush on him so she messes with Higuchi

⇝When hes sick and refuses to rest (Ft. Fem!Reader)

⇝Getting to be your first time

◆Fyodor Dostoevsky

⇝Fyodor teaching his s/o how to play the cello

⇝Pronouncing his last name incorrectly

⇝Thigh riding with Fem!Reader

⇝Reader sitting on his lap

⇝Cuddling with Fem!Reader

◆Nikolai Gogol

⇝Out of condoms? Not a problem

⇝Brat taming his S/O

⇝Mornings with him

⇝"Do you need to use your safeword, Darling?"

⇝Thirsting over his body

◆Sigma

⇝"When I wake up,you'll still be here; right?"

◆Motojiro Kajii

⇝First kiss scenario with fem!reader

◆Various Characters

⇝How would bsd men lick pussy | Dazai & Chuuya & Atsushi & Akutagawa

⇝With a s/o who got genderbent into a guy | Dazai & Atsushi

⇝With a s/o who has suicidal thoughts due to severe depression | Dazai & Chuuya

⇝Reacting to their s/o squirting | All Characters

⇝When their s/o is cold | All Characters

⇝With a shy,nonbinary s/o | Akutagawa & Atsushi

⇝When they witness their soon-to-be girlfriend kicking out her cheating ex-boyfriend | Akutagawa & Atsushi

⇝Telling them "I hate you" while being intimate | All Characters

⇝Kissing them in the middle of an argument | Chuuya & Kunikida

⇝Their reaction when you say youre pregnant while talking to your friend on the phone and then leave the car | Chuuya & Atsushi

⇝Things that BSD men would cheat on you with | All Characters

⇝When you fake an orgasm | All Characters

⇝Being colligeaues with a Shy fem!reader | Atsushi & Dazai & Chuuya

⇝With a shy, soft spoken s/o | Atsushi & Dazai

⇝Giving their friend headpats after a tiring mission | Part 1 & Part 2

⇝When you bite their cheek | Dazai & Chuuya & Atsushi

⇝Fellas grab your ladies trend | Dazai & Kunikida & Atsushi & Akutagawa & Chuuya

⇝Comforting their s/o when she feels down | Higuchi & Dazai & Atsushi

⇝Platonic headcanons in high school Au | Dazai & Fyodor

⇝What their sexuality might be | Dazai & Kunikida & Atsushi & Yosano & Tanizaki & Ranpo

⇝Pretending to give them head | Dazai & Chuuya & Atsushi

⇝Texting them "He's gone you can come over" | Dazai & Chuuya & Atsushi & Sigma & Fyodor

⇝Giving them head | Dazai & Chuuya & Ranpo & Nikolai & Tachihara

⇝Being jealous of their child | Dazai & Chuuya & Ranpo & Nikolai & Fyodor

⇝Going down on you | Dazai & Tachihara & Chuuya & Yosano & Fyodor & Nikolai & Ranpo

⇝Feeling sore the morning after | Dazai & Nikolai & Ranpo & Chuuya & Mori & Tachihara & Fyodor

⇝With a chubby reader | Nikolai & Atsushi & Akutagawa

⇝Teasing them | Dazai & Fyodor & Nikolai & Ranpo & Chuuya

⇝Sitting on their lap | Dazai & Kaji & Ranpo & Nikolai & Chuuya

⇝Sitting on their face | Dazai & Ranpo & Chuuya & Nikolai & Fyodor & Tachihara & Mori & Jounou & Atsushi & Sigma & Poe

⇝Messing up his meeting with your dad | Dazai & Kunikida & Chuuya & Tachihara & Tanizaki & Ranpo & Nikolai & Sigma

⇝Calling them "Daddy" | Dazai & Chuuya & Akutagawa & Atsushi & Fyodor & Nikolai

⇝Getting to be your first time | Dazai & Chuuya

⇝Worshipping your boobs | Dazai & Nikolai & Chuuya & Ranpo & Jouno

⇝Drunk confession | Dazai & Chuuya & Fyodor

◆Incorrect Quotes

One ⇝ Two ⇝ Three ⇝ Four ⇝ Five ⇝ Six ⇝ Seven ⇝ Eight

To be added...

┊STORMY CALLS┊˚✧

┊DRABBLE┊DAZAI OSAMU X GN!READER┊

Words: 244

Warnings: ooc (?), cringe, thunderstorms

requested

(A/N) I'm very picky when choosing which stuff to post on Tumblr so maybe that's why I barely publish here 🐺

Rain clouds covered the sky where the sun was supposed to shine. The thunderstorm had been going for minutes now, covering the world in a rather depressing gray. God, you hated the noise. The loud, repetitive drops of rain. The flash of lightning followed by a fierce crackle of thunder.

Stormy weather was the bane of your existence.

You decided to sit in your bed, going to work was the last thing in your mind when the weather is as shitty as this. The rain is making you feel gloomy. But you didn't need the negative thoughts. No one does.

His number was on speed dial, on the screen was a name you’ve long gotten used to.

Dazai picks up almost instantly, already prepared to talk with you. You would be lying if you said his voice didn't bring comfort to your weary thoughts, soft words calming your nerves.

The call was the sanctuary you needed. It was like a peek of sunlight shining through the vast, bleak storm that was seeping into your mood. 

The rainy morning turned into a fleeting thought. No main thing to chat about, just a bunch of topics in one bundle, stringing from one to another. But that was more than enough.

Maybe it was how his voice sounded so pleasingly soothing when he tried, maybe it was simply his presence, but whatever magic was laced over this simple phone call brought a sense of tranquility over you.

divider credit: @/cafekitsune

Hey! Can you do ranpo with a reader who likes spicy foods? since ranpo like sweets it would be a cute idea to see how would ranpo react!

-Anon ☘️

A/n:I have no idea how this is gonna turn out, but here you go nonnie!! (Haven't written for Ranpo before, so bear with me)

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"Alright I'm gonna go to the store. Does somebody need something, because i am not going again later?" Kunikida quickly said before taking his book.

Ranpo was currently sitting on his desk in the Ada while you were next to him doing some documents. Dazai has asked Kunikida to grab something for him from the store and he didn't have a choice.

"Hokkaido Potato Chips!" "Mochies and Daifuku!" You and Ranpo both screamed at the same time, then looked at eachother? "You want THAT? Do you have any idea how spicy is that?!?" "Yeah i do, that's why i want it!" He opened his eyes to look at you. "Why would you want something so spicy instead of something sweet??" "Because i think spicy is better?" There was a moment of silence between both of you.

"No." "What do you mean no?" "Spicy isn't better than sweet!" "Well I don't think like that" "Think again then! As the world's best detective, i know what's best!!" "That doesn't even make sense?!" "It does!! You just don't get it!!" He pouted and crossed his arms, while Dazai was just standing there looking at what's happening.

You rested your head on your hand. "Ugh okay you know what, yes sweet is better, happy?" He smirked. "A lot actually." He said as he stood up walking out of the room. "Kunikida-kun get me the chips, please" "Understood"

"But you just yold him-" "Shut up Atsushi." "But you-" "Yes i did told him, but otherwise he would keep telling me otherwise, would have liked to just here and listen to a conversation about which is better, sweet or spice, hm?" "No..." "Then don't say a thing"

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Can you write dating headcanons for Fyodor,pls?🥺🥺😗😗

A/n:No, I can't./j lmao girl i love you, but those are soo many reqs anyways here you go<3

Warnings:uhm none? Genre:fluff Type: headcanons

Anime:bsd Pairing:Fyodor

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So, let's start with this Russian man

Dating him feels very classy. Like in a way of speaking to you and in general, affection and all of the things that there are in a relationship

Most likely acts at least a little bit more open when he is only with you. BUT in order for that to happen he has to really trust you, even though only to start dating him would take a loooot time

Love language? Meh probably words of information or act of service

Speaking of act of service, he will give you whatever you want and ask him him for. Doesn't matter what it is. You name it? It's yours, he doesn't care if he has to kill for it

Now complimenting you is part of his routine, because you are just so perfect, how can he not compliment you?? Like what is he gonna do then??

Just sitting with him in silence while he does his work. Doesn't matter if you are laying your head in his lap, hugging him, clinging onto him or just sitting beside him in general. It can be rather calming

Yes, Fyodor does gives you nicknames, but just a little bit more ✨classy✨ and probably Russian

Taking you on fancy dates at least once a week is part of his job as a boyfriend for him. Of course he does because he wants to, but he also does it, because he thinks you deserve it.

Eye contact with him is so overwhelming and calming at the same time. Like it's easy to hold eye contact with him, but at the same time it's so hard. I don't think i can explain it better than this.

Would sometimes says something in Russian and then makes you guess what he says. Like a game. If you guess it right, he's taking a break from work to spend time with you. He always gets so surprised wehn you actually do guess something right

This guy is a light sleeper so if you ever wake up in the middle of the night, because of a nightmare or just can't sleep, he'll wake up right after you. Ask you what's wrong and if he can help with something.

Speaking of nights he looks so peaceful while he is sleeping. Like there are a few guys in bsd that would look ten times more beautiful while they are sleeping and he is one of them.

Honestly not a big fan of PDA. Like if you ask him for something? Yeah okay, he's alright with that, but don't expect him to start something first.

Wearing his ushanka >< even if it's just to mess with him. He will be like "Give it back to me right now" but at his mind he would think how cute you look wearing it.

Honestly i know it's Fyodor, but he is the type of guy to let you do that one tik tok trend with the lipstick kisses. Do i know why it is like this? No.

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@dazailoveschuuya

Tecchou is the type of guy...

Tecchou is the type of guy that would let you stab him in the chest with his own katana and apologise for being in your way. lmao

Tecchou is the type of guy to actually be a very good cook when he is making normal dishes.

Tecchou is the type of guy to pick you up out of nowhere and throw you on the bed to cuddle.

Tecchou is the type of guy to hold you like the future of the world dependents on it.

Tecchou is the type of guy to keep something (little) yours whenever he goes on missions, so that way you can always be with him.

Tecchou is the type of guy who his favourite way of physical touch is when you cares your fingers on the three marks on his face.

Tecchou is the type of guy to have your hands interlocked whenever you are out somewhere, because he fill like you'll slip out.

Tecchou is the type of guy to speak soft to you even while you two are having an argument.

Tecchou is the type of guy to use you as a weight while he is training.

Tecchou is the type of guy to be so gentle when he touches you as you are made out of glass, because he feels like he'll break you.

Tecchou is the type of guy that would let you get away with anything you do, unlike with other people.

Tecchou is the type of guy that needs to be real.

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Can i get a kiss, and can you make it last forever? (Bungo stray dogs man)

A/n:Why am i doing these? I have no idea. Do I have 10 reqs? Yes. Do i still decided to write this instead? Also yes.

Context:Type of kisses with bsd men

Warnings: Slightly suggestive at Dazai's part and maybe Jouno's? Chuuya's part is longer. (Can you blame me?)

Genre:fluff

Pairings: Dazai, Chuuya, Atsushi, Akutagawa, Tecchou, Jouno, Fyodor, Nikolai, Sigma

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Dazai Osamu

Dazai's kisses are flirty. He likes to pull you in your lap while you kiss and it often turns inot make out sessions. His hands are always wondering around your body any chance he gets. He often smirks in between kisses when you squirm. He also loves quick kisses, because he catches you off guard with them. If you get flustered easily, he would do it even more often than usual.

Chuuya Nakhara

Chuuya's kisses are passionate. He doesn't like quick kissed more than the normal ones. Of course, he still does them. But he would always prefer to take his time when kissing you. He puts a lot of passion in every single one of them. One of his hand is usually between your cheek and collarbone (somewhere in the area) and his other is on your waist. Most of the time if he doesn't takes his hat off it bumps to your head and falls to the ground. (At first he was embarrassed about it happening, but not anymore.). He also likes when your legs wrap around his waist, because that way you feel closer, while you kiss.

Atsushi Nakajima

Atsushi's kisses are sweet. He puts all of his love into a single kiss. He loves giving you quick kisses, but he also likes the long ones, either way, he will actually show you how much he loves kissing you. His hands usually everytime have a different place, because he can't even decide where to put them. Every time after he kisses you, he tells you he loves you. Just to remind you. (Not that he didn't with the kiss.)

Akutagawa Ryonosuke

Akutagawa's kisses are careless. At first he was scared to kiss you. And to be honest, he kind of still is. His handa never have any idea where to go and he usually doesn't say anything particular after the kiss. He still kisses you so careless tho, because he knows that you love it when he kiss you, and trust me he loves it too. Would he ever admit that? Absolutely not. But you can feel it in the kiss, so.

Tecchou Suehiro

Tecchou's kisses are gentle. Let's be real, this man is strong asf, but he is also oh so gentle with you. His hands are always around your waist, even while kissing you. But is his grip tight? Nope. He holds you like you are a made of glass. Don't let me started on the kissing itself. Teruko once even asked you if you are scared of him doing something. He just is so gentle.

Jouno Seigiku

Jouno's kisses are rough. Yes, the complete opposite of Tecchou's. He bites on your lips, hands squeezing your body, pushing you against a wall, you name it. He's a sadist, what do you expect? Of course he never does it enough to actually hurt you, maybe just a little. But that's for your own pleasure trust me. He almost never kisses quick, because if those reasons.

Fyodor Dostoevsky

Fyodor's kisses are cold. Not exactly in the aay you're thinking of. They are full of love trust me, but his hands and his lips feel a little cold on your skin and when he puts more pressure onto your lips and his grip, you might squirm a little. He will wonder around with his hands, not because he doesn't know where to put them, but because he loves your reactions to it.

Nikolai Gogol

Nikolai's kisses are funny. He smiles, giggles against your lips, tickles you while you kiss all of a sudden, pick you up out of nowhere, all kinds of different stuff. Quick kisses are soooo common with him, he does them often and out of the blue so it catches you off guard. If you do them to him tho, ohh be prepared to run, cuz he's already trapped you and showering with kisses.

Sigma

Sigma's kisses are simple. He gives the most normal kisses out of everyone, but somehow they always feel different. It sounds cliché, really, but you can feel the love through his kisses. Both of his hands are usually around on your cheeks or resting on your neck. Quick kisses are also common with him, but for the same reason. He likes them, because he thinks it's cute that every time he kisses a different place on your face.

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@transmascaraa @dazailoveschuuya

Sigma instagram series

Sooo, that's for @luvfy0dor, the final one from their request. Sweetie, I'm so sorry this took so long, like genuinely i had no motivation, but here i am

@velvetyvoyage

Warnings: swearing, kys jokes

Bsd masterlist

Liked by Casino-owner, Koliaa and 65.3k others.

Caption: The gang is here🖐🏻

Comments:

Casino_owner: Oh boy, who's here except you?

↪Koliaa: MEEE 😆

↪Dostoyevsky: Present.

↪Suicide_miniac: HEREEEE (+Kunikida and Atsushi)

↪Doppo_Kuni: For the record, i was dragged here.

↪Nakahara_Chu: Me

↪Casino_owner: The only one i can bear is Chuuya. God protect me.🙏🏻

Suicide_miniac: Let's spend some money🤪

↪Nakahara_Chu: What money?

↪Suicide_miniac: Your money ofc

↪the.one_and_only: LMAO

↪Nakahara_Chu: fuck you.

↪Suicide_miniac: Bet. Here?

↪Casino_owner: ABSOLUTELY NOT.

Liked by Casino_owner, Nakahara_Chu and 56.7k others.

Caption: I did the eyeliner btw.

Comments:

Koliaa: MINE NEXT!!😆

↪the.one_and_only: okay

↪Casino_owner: No.

↪Koliaa: WHY

↪Casino_owner: Leave my partner alone😞

↪Suicide_miniac: But they're pretty

↪Casino_owner: I know that better than you

↪the.one_and_only: Awwww

Nakahara_Chu: Okay but that's amazing.

↪the.one_and_only: Gin though me

↪Gin_Akuu: :)

↪Nakahara_Chu: You gotta teach me too then

↪Gin_Akuu: I will!!!

Liked by Koliaa, Dostoyevsky and 73.8k others.

Caption: You can't tell me it doesn't remind me of his hair.

Comments:

Dostoyevsky: It's the same colours, indeed.

↪the.one_and_only: RIGHT??

↪Suicide_miniac: Awww they're also heart shaped.

↪the.one_and_obly: Ew. No one asked you

↪Suicide_miniac: Why do you hate me? :((

↪the.one_and_only: You danced with my bf bitch. Kys.

Koliaa: THOSE ARE MINE CONFETTI

↪the.one_and_only: I know, that's why i took them

↪Gin_Akuu: LMAO

↪Koliaa: And where was Fedya??

↪Dostoyevsky: I was there. Watching them take it.

↪Nakahara_Chu: pf.

Liked by Casino_owner, Koliaa and 105.6k others.

Caption: MAJESTIC. MY MAN IS MAJESTIC.

Comments:

Gin_Akuu: Awwww, it's so pretty

↪the.one_and_only: I know, i know😫

↪Koliaa: The clothes are pretty😄

↪Casino_owner: Thanks.

↪Higuchii: The hair looks soo braidable.

↪Koliaa: Mine also does😄

↪Casino_owner: Why you gotta burst into every convo??

↪Dostoyevsky: 🤨

Nakahara_Chu: Gotta hire you as a photographer.

↪Gin_Akuu: Real tho

↪the.one_and_obly: Thanks babes.

↪Suicide_owner: Is it babes cuz Chuuya is short??

↪Nakahara_Chu: Kys.

Liked by Koliaa, Nakahara_Chu and 89.5k others.

Caption: Which one??

Comments:

Suicide_miniac: HOW MANY CARDS?? EVEN A BLACK ONE??

↪the.one_and_only: Poor ass.

↪Nakahara_Chu: Lmao. I also have a black one

↪Suicide_miniac: WHAT?

↪Higuchii: I love his confusion.

↪the.one_and_only: Same

Gin_Akuu: With who are you going and where??

↪the.one_and_only: Investigation or something?

↪Gin_Akuu: Noo :( not what i meant

↪the.one_and_only: I know, i know😂 anyway I'm going with Sigma out

↪Suicide_miniac: AND YOU BRING ALL OF HIS CARDS??

↪Casino_owner: Those aren't all my cards?

↪Suicide_miniac: KDHEJKSJSHDVX

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Now, I don't write for Atsushi but.. there's just this sick part of my brain that goes, yandere Dazai and Atsushi in a poly with reader and, in pure Dazai fashion, he just puts all these fucked up, corrupt thoughts in Atsushis head about keeping you to themselves.. that the world is dangerous and filled with ugly, vile human beings that want too harm you... take you away from them.. and poor baby Atsushi, he's already had so much go wrong in his life.. so much trauma in that head of his that he constantly has flashbacks of.. he loves you.. and Dazais never lead him astray before, he must be telling the truth, that the only way too keep you safe is.. with them.. Atsushi's so sorry, but it's for the best..

Same People, Different Hearts

summary: you were one of chuuya's close friends when you both were still in sheep. when he left, you decided to leave and unexpectedly is part of the decays of the angel now. you deciced to meet him again.

characters: chuuya nakahara, you, nikolai gogol, fyodor dostoevsky

word count: 1,070

a/n: let's say first time writing? english isn't my first language, slight ooc, not canon, cringe bye

It's been few days since Chuuya left the sheep. Your life was even emptier and lonelier. He was the reason why you continued to live, but he? He left sheep, he left you. You knew you didn't have the rights to stop his decisions. After Chuuya left, you deciced to find a new path, leaving the sheep. They knew how you feel, the feel of being left by someone precious, someone who was your everything. They appreciated and accepted your decision. You deciced to leave Yokohoma and went somewhere else.

few years later

You landed your foot once again, in Yokohama, your hometown. But this time, not for a visit, something much more, fun. You walked into the cafe trying to spot the purple-haired male, wandering your eyes around to spot him and there he is. You walked directly his table, and bowed your head. He looked up at you, signaling you to sit down. He gave you a soft smile, sipping his tea. You smiled back, “Great to see you again, Dos-kun.”

“Great to see you too, Lyubimaya. How have you been?”

“Still trying my best, may I know what am I supposed to do?”

He chuckled at your question, his purple eyes glaring at you, “Just follow me, and i will give it to you soon.”

"Am I going to kill people, Kolya?!”

“Yes? Unless, you don't have the heart to kill that ginger hat guy. Just kidding! We won't kill anyone, yet.”

“Haha, very funny. Kill yourself.” you replied forcing to yourself laugh, walking away from him, when Nikolai mention him? him! him. You have sudden flashback of the past that happened, but it was in the past now, right? why would you even care about him anymore? why-

“Name-chan! Dont you wanna do a suprise of your arrival? Like let's bom a place! And it was you who bom it! And we let people see a powerful woman you are, and maybe let some of your old friends see you!” he explained, snapping you back to reality. His face was full of ideas and excitement, you didnt want to destroy the clown’s excitement.

“Sounds a bit too much for an intro though.. can I just blow up a car? Bombing something sounds tiring.” you replied, stretching your arm up against the air. He looked at you, tapping his chin, “Alright, blowing up a car it is! Also dove, do you have any plans to meet someone before your introduction?” he asked giving you a wide smile, hugging your shoulders. You coughed, looking at him in confusion, “No? Oh. You meant him? Now you mention it, I wanna bom the Port Mafia so bad..” you sighed shaking your head. “Bom it then~ No one is gonna stop you, well other than him!” he said winking at you, yeah Nikolai definitely want you to meet him.

Yes, you are indeed trying bomb the Port Mafia with Nikolai Gogol. You sat on a bench near the Port Mafia building, waiting for action. The moment you blinked, an explosion happen infront of the place, it was action time!

You slowly fly up trying to locate where the clown is, he was nowhere to be seen, I guess he has more plans to come out with. You landed your feet on the ground, slowly walking infront of the building. Before even reaching up, you were met by a hundreds of guards holding guns. It was according to plan, and it turns out he was infront of the guards. Him. Him who was the reason for you to live, now he's just no one to you. His eye widen in disbelief seeing you, his old friend, his partner. You could see him trembling, not expecting of your arrival. You only chuckled at him, not showing any sadness nor happiness to him, just pure hatred and madness. Why did he left you? Weren't you enough? What did you wrong? What did you do to deserve this? You hate him, you hate him with your whole heart, he left you without any single goodbye. What a jerk.

He slowly walked to you, but you told him to stop there. He didn't deserve you, you didn't deserve him either. You could see tears forming in his eyes but you didn't care. “N-name, is that, really you?”

“I will let you guess that.”

You both were having an eye contact with eachother. His eyes fill with sadness and guilt, while yours filled with hatred and madness. Same people, different hearts.

“Suprise, I guess?” you chuckled, leaning closer to him, twirling his hair.

He took both of your hand, and palm it with his. His eyes was filled with tears.

“How are you? Are you okay? Where have you bee-”

“Shouldn't I be the one asking you questions?”

“What..? What do you mean-”

Before he even finishes his question, you let out your feelings, your pain because of him.

“Chuuya. Do you ever fucking realized that you left me? You left me! I don't give a shit what reason you have but leaving me was too far. You were the reason, t-the reason I continue to live! And you fucking left me? Seriously?” you stuttered those words that are coming out of your mouth, your tone trembling, a tear leaving your eye. You couldn't handle the pain, everyone keeps leaving you. Leaving you to the point that you don't even trust anyone anymore, everyone is just a bunch of liars. You tried to let go of his grip of your hand, but he continued to grip hard your hand, not letting go. His eyes were widen in shock of your words, he didn't knew what you felt. He didn't mean any of this.

“I'm sorry, I'm really.. sorry. I didn't mean to leave you. I swear I didn't mean that at all. I didn't want to lose you-”

“Shut up! I don't need your bullshit! You’re too late to apologize now, don't you think?” you forcefully let go of his grip, and it worked. Tears were flowing out of his eyes, he felt guilty. His heart was broke into pieces, but yours already broke first. Before you turn around to leave, he hugged you, not wanting to let go. He hide himself on your shoulder, mumbling sorry’s to you. This time you didn't force to let go of his grip, you allowed him to hug you. Tears ran out of your eyes, and you finally hugged him back. He felt you embracing him, tears continue to flow out of his eyes.

thank you for reading <3 IM SO SO SORRY IF IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE LOL (i was bored)

Close Friends?

pairings: fyodor dostoevsky x reader x nikolai gogol

contains: fluff, crack

wc: 370

a/n: RAWWHHH made this sily fic for a friend, also 'mas' means bro (it's javanese)

When Fyodor was sitting while reading and drinking his tea, surprisingly appeared a portal and a confetti 'popped' directly on his left face. He doesn't show any expression and continues what he's doing. Shortly after appeared another one on his right side. Fyodor doesn't respond, because he's used to both of your behaviour. Without any warning, the door to his room opened as if it had been broken into!

“MAS FEDYAAAA!”

Fyodor was looking at you full of revenge, but he only gave you a soft smile.

“Don't call me 'mas', name-san.”

“Oya? whatever you say..”

You let out a sigh, while Fyodor continued reading his book. You walked to his side and wrapped your right arm around his shoulder.

“What are you reading? Seems interesting,”

“Fedya-kun?”

“Mas Fedya?”

Fyodor clicked his toungue as a sign of annoyance. Afterwards, a man with white hair in braids appeared, Nikolai Gogol.

“name~ why are you here? you left me..” uttered with his dramatic face and tone. He immediately ran beside you, hugging around your neck. His face was full of envy and jealousy.

“Are you.. cheating?! You rather choose Dos-kun over me..?”

“If they preferred me, what's wrong?”

Fyodor joins in on the conversation too, holding the hand you clasped around his shoulder. You, who is currently between them being sandwiched is just silent, don't know what to answer. Your face immediately becomes red after what Fyodor said. You and Nikolai didn't have any relationship other than being close friends. Even though you both were really close and always flirt with eachother, but there wasn't anything special. It's the same with Fyodor, you guys are just close friends. The three of you are just close friends sigma too.

Well, it's normal that they both fight over you for their interests, but you didn't expect this

“Kolya, Fedya.. haha..”

“Look at their face. What do you think?”

“Waaa! Name-san, you're adorable!”

Nikolai immediately embraced tighter, and trying to release you from Fyodor. Fyodor realized what Nikolai was going to do, he immediately wrapped his arm around your waist, holding it. You just stay silent, let them both fight over you. You softly smiled and gave up.

“God, thank you for everything-”

“MY NAMEE!!”

“Name?!”

thank you for reading mwah mwah <3

a date?

pairings: dazai osamu x reader

contains: fluff, crack

wc: 355

a/n: an old dribble i made for the same friend! chuuya next?

“oh my belladonna~ is this a date?”

“w-what?! no..” you commented while blush spreading across your face. The brown haired guy left out a chuckle. How did this happen, you asked?

First, you wanted kenji to help you on a mission or whatever the president gave you, but he can't. he can actually but he's full You wanted to ask ranpo, and you remembered he wasn't allowed by the president. The others were busy and it left you with a choice, Dazai Osamu. He's just there, in his desk, playing with his paper airplane. He was making Kunikida irritated, so you chose him. And did you regret it? Absolutely.

“Who knew, dear name would choose me?” he said with a smirk on his face. You decided just to ignore his bluffs, and continue to walk side by side. He started to poke your cheeks while walking beside eachother. this little shit You became slightly annoyed by his antics, and continue to stay ignorant. But it sure didn't stopped him to continually tease you.

(time skip after the mystery hehe)

You stretched your arms upwards against the air and let out a sigh. You were finally free from the work you had, even though.. you continued getting tease by the bandage waster bastard. You turned around telling Dazai that the work is gone, but he was no where to be seen. You titled your head in confusion, looking around to spot the brown haired, you didn't found him around the area. You started pacing your walk still looking around to find him, once again he wasn't on the sight. Right before you turn around to check again, bandaged arms wrapped around your neck, and it was indeed the Dazai Osamu. “Oh, there you are.. I thought you got kidnapped or something,”

“Aww, were you searching for me, dear?” he replied with a smirk on his face. You chuckled holding his forearm that's hanging around your neck, “Am I? Who knows. To be honest i’ll be rather happy if you got lost, so there will be no one who will continue to tease me.”

“Ouch, quite hurtful Belladonna.”

thank u for reading hehe <3

like what?

pairings: chuuya nakahara x reader

contains: fluff, slight suggestive/smut

wc: 256

a/n: in my entire life i never wrote anything suggestive..

You're sitting on a stool at the bar, accompanied by your boyfriend. Your boyfriend, Chuuya Nakahara. You don't dare to drink too much because if you get drunk and your boyfriend does too, who will take you both home? You saw your boyfriend who was drinking heavily and drunk too. The bar wasn't crowded like usually, every night. You saw Chuuya who was sitting beside you drinking another bottle of alcohol again, again and again, when will he stop drinking? Chuuya brought his glass of alcohol to his lips, looked at your face then smiled like someone who just won the lottery. His gaze made you nervous, because of that you covered your face with your hand and peeking a little.

“Stop looking at me like that, chu..” you whispered, eyes trying to avoid his gaze.

“Like what?” he asked, with a smirk forming on his face.

Before you replied, he suddenly took your hands who were covering your face and kiss you. He starts wrapping his hands around your waist, moving your figure closer to his. The kiss was filled love and passion at first, few seconds later the kiss turns heated, filled with sudden lust. His hands start to caress your body, making you moan on the kiss. You broke the kiss, getting some air. He connected your lips with his again, but making the kiss even deeper. He bit your lower lip where his tongue gain access inside your mouth. You wrapped your arms around his neck, breaking the kiss again, saliva connecting.

could you pls do a sigma x reader?

im right here?

pairings: sigma x reader

contains: angst teehe

wc: 338

a/n: ofc anon!! sorry i deliver u it kinda late i was trying to think of fluff but angst is controlling me💔

Just a normal day at the Sky Casino, it wasn't crowded like usual because it wasn't night time. He looked at the time, and went to a certain room. As he walked in, he slowly sit down and took a rest. It's not normal for Sigma took a rest from the Casino, but since he ever met you, he did. Sigma and You have been friends for awhile, at first he actually did mind your company but surprisingly now he enjoyed your company. It took you alot begging and work for him actually take a rest, even though it's only like 3-5 minutes. He took a deep breath, and sighed, slowly standing up again to go work again. As he starts walking to the door, he felt someone right behind him.

“Sigma! Finally taking a rest, huh?” it was you, you were behind him just few steps away.

He slowly turn around to look at you, a small smile slowly forming on his lips.

“Didn't you see there. Also I was forced by you to take a rest, remember?”

“Mhm, glad you remember your routine now!”

You slowly approached him, waving at him. “Should’ve have invite me next time you know?” you chuckled, shooking your head. You were wondering, why does he looks so sad now? Did something happen at work? Right before you asked him about it, he said something first.

“I miss you.” he muttered under his breath, his eyes looking down.

“I'm right here?” you replied to his words, tilting your head to side in confusion.

You could see his eyes were slowly filled with tears, his lips forming a sad smile.

“No, you're not. Not really.” he said, his voice slightly cracking, a tear fell out of his eyes.

Right, you were gone. You are just his imagination, he is being delusional that you are with him but you’re not. Tears starts flowing out of his eyes, his heart is filled with guilt and sadness. He can't forget about you, he really just can't.

as a silly apology, i'll write sigma fluff!! <3

horribles memories

pairings: chuuya nakahara x reader

contains: angst, bad memories

wc: 371

a/n: based on a haikaveh animation i saw, where they used the song “christmas kids”

“I'm leaving this place. It's just full of horrible memories, I hate it.” you explained, immediately start walking away from your friend, your partner.

You looked behind, his eyes filling up with tears, his face full of sadness and anger.

“n-name, it's not your fault.”

“It is, isn't it?”

“No i-it's not, so please don't leave me here alone.” he cried, avoiding your gaze by looking down.

Chuuya wanted to stop you from leaving him, leaving his life. But he knew he didn't had the right to stop you, it was your decision. You start walking away from him, your heart slowly filling with guilt. Were you supposed to feel this?

“I'm sorry, Chuuya.”

Few years has passed, your life was better, and you deciced to go back to Yokohama. You wandered around in the streets of Yokohama, seeing how different it looks from back then. You decided to buy some snacks, and you did! While on the walk you weren't focus, and accidentally bumped a person. You immediately stand up to your feet, picking up his hat and gave him a hand. Why does this person feel so familiar? Who is he?

He gladly took your hand and stood up. Before you hand him his hat, he looks at you, face full of shock.

“Name, is that you?” he asked looking at you closely, his eyes widening. Your face was full of confusion, wondering how the hell did he knew you? You guys never met before??

“Excuse me, do i know you?” you replied by giving another question, where you see his slightly change of emotion on his face, an annoyance look and slight sadness. Every word was a knife, and every cut stabbed the heart. The sudden of realisation that you always forget horrible memories, and in which you forgot about him. He's one of your horrible memories. The realisation made his heart aching, hurting.

“S-sorry about that..” he stuttered, his tone was breaking, his face was filling with tears. Before you even reached his hands to pull him, he ran away. You were gonna ask why was he crying? What did you do to him? Is he someone to you? Is he one of the memories you forgot?

angst is just to nice im sorry😞 also upcoming dazai ones hehe.. :D

I love your work! I'm not going to be oddly specific so... Chuuya pure angst :) Thanks and take your time ❤️

the reason?

pairings: chuuya nakahara x reader

contains: angst haha

wc: 374

a/n: of course!! im sorry if it's not that pure angst, and thank u for the request! mwah mwah <3

The place was filled with smoke, bodies of agents dying, blood everywhere, and both of you. Chuuya stared at you in anger, holding himself to use his ability.

“Open your fucking mask.” he groaned, slightly in pain on his left forearm. He didn't knew who was under the mask, he wanted to kill you.

“..name? Is that.. really you?” his voice was cracking, he couldn't process any of this. Didn't you die? No, you're supposed to be dead. You got stabbed, there's no way you're alive. His thoughts were filled with it, he really didn't know what to do.

You laughed, slowly opening your mask revealing your face. His eyes went wide, looking at you in horror. His body was trembling, tears was forming his eyes.

You looked at his face, you didn't know what to say either. He was supposed to be by your side, comforting you, protecting you, stay with you. And guess what? He didn't. He broke your so called ‘promise’. You took a deep breath then sighed, walking to him. He was about to cry, fall into tears, falling into his knees.

“T-there’s no way you are alive! I-i saw you died..” he sobbed, trying to hold your hand. Before he did, you slapped his hand away from you, looking at him in anger.

“Watched me die. You.. watched me die!” you screamed, your voice cracking since you're about to cry aswell. You couldn't hold your anger, you really couldn't.

“What? N-no.. I saw you..”

“You watched me die and did nothing, is that what you meant?”

He couldn't give an answer, he broke into tears, now falling into his knees. He didn't mean any of that, he.. had a reason, right? Seeing him you immediately kneel down too, gripping both of his shoulders.

“You stood there, watching me slowly die and didn't even think to fucking help me? There must be a reason, right? What is it? What is it, Chuuya!” you cried, tear welling in your eyes finally rolled down on your cheeks. His mind was blank, he didn't think about it, about the incident that happen. He didn't even know what was the reason, the reason to leave you to die. Did he even have any reasons?

why do u guys love angst so much... (me too :3)

happy birthday.

pairings: dazai osamu x reader

contains: fluff, kissing, mention of alcohol/wine

wc: 439

a/n: HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY FOR MY BANDAGE WASTER!! also do u guys miss me hehe

That night was your partner’s birthday, Dazai Osamu. It was expected that Port Mafia came in party today, since your boyfriend was a Port Mafia former executive, well you wouldn't say a former maybe, a traitor?

The place was crowded, filled with chatting and so on. Wine, Food, People, everywhere. You like to be a part of this celebration but you weren't a fond of alcohol. That's true, you weren't fond of it but somehow you're in a drunk state. You walk out onto the balcony with a bottle of wine in your right hand, the cool breeze hits you, the moon is shining, the night is sure beautiful. Your gaze met a tall, brown haired figure whos leaning against the railing. His face was blurred, you couldn't see well who is it.

“The moon is beautiful, isn't it?” the figure chuckled, his eyes meeting yours.

You blinked few times, slowly taking your steps to him. His face was shown unblurred, under the moonlight making him look.. better. Words couldn't rate him, he really is your everything. His gaze changed looking at the wine you are holding.

“Name, I think that's enough wine for today-” before he finished his sentence while trying to take it from your hand, your body lean closer to his, your head falling on his chest. He looked down at you, your eyes half opened. His lips forming a smile, hands wrapping around your waist. He hummed, resting his chin on top of your head, enjoying this small moment. Few moments later, he decided to bring back inside since the weather was getting colder. His hand wrapping around your shoulder, walking you to the door. Before both of you reached inside, you pin him against a wall. He was a little startled at your action, but he was fine after. His brown eyes looking at you while you return looking at him. The wine that was at your hand was gone, and right now your hand are now holding his chin, caressing his bottom lip. The brown haired was speechless with your sudden boldness move, but a smile forming on his lips. You slowly moves even closer to him, until your lips eventually touch his own. His smile seems to grow as the two of you share a soft, warm, loving kiss with each other, his hands once again wrapping around your waist as the two of you share a very sweet and romantic moment together. Both of you let go of the kiss, where your face was even redder then earlier. Your head resting on his chest, mumbling out a sentence.

“Happy birthday, dummy.”

dreaming

characters: dazai osamu, oda sakunosuke, ango sakaguchi, you

contains: fluff totally

wc: 390

a/n: im currently sick but hey it's holiday:3 ALSOO inspo from a scara+ei tt i saw where nahida controlled his dream~ (by that means nahida = reader)

An ordinary night where Dazai, Odasaku and Ango hang out together at the Lupin Bar. Talking about their work activities that they done today while drinking together. Dazai always look more ‘alive’ when he’s with them. Life never felt much alive when they are together, chattering, drinking together. Dazai smiled looking at Odasaku and Ango talking about work, suddenly he joins in the conversation.

“Wanna know what I did today?!” he asked to them, his amber eyes beaming full of excitement to tell.

Seeing this, Odasaku and Ango looked at eachother then nodded their head as an answer. Dazai’s smile widen seeing at their answer, starting to ramble about it.

“I got a partner for now and he's Chuuya Nakahara from-” he explained to them, which Odasaku and Ango is interested in hearing. Dazai has never been this happier seeing someone, no, people willingly to listen him ramble about his day. He wishes the night could continue and never stop, he doesn't want this moment to stop. After he rambles about his day, Ango talks about his, so did Odasaku. It was the best night ever.

Dazai sighed, which got the attention of both of them, they looked at him slightly concerned. Dazai smiled at them,

“I wish the night continues. I never had anyone listen to me talk..” he sighed, suddenly Odasaku’s hand on his shoulder, patting it.

“I’m glad I listened to you.” Odasaku replied, softly smiling at Dazai. Ango seeing them having a ‘father-son’ interaction, a smile formed on his lips. Why couldn't the night just last forever?

Odasaku looked at Dazai, his hand still resting on Dazai’s shoulder.

“But it's time for you to wake up.”

Dazai hearing those words, his eyes slightly widen, his face giving a confused look.

Before Dazai asked what Odasaku meant, his eyes opened, his body waking up from his sleeping position which is on top of his desk. He looked around, he was in the office, it was all a just dream. You were sitting beside his desk, a smile on your lips.

“Ah, you’re finally awake!”

“Did you do that..?”

He asked, looking down, tears forming in his eyes. You could only smile at his question, shooking your head.

“Who knows?” you replied, seeing his tears finally flowing out of his eyes.

He could only cry knowing it was just a dream. Happiness doesn't stay forever, huh?

a wish.

pairings: dazai osamu x reader

contains: angst, death

wc: 1,229

a/n: haii~ :3 ill start posting weekly now!! also this request from the (same) friend <3

The night appeared, the sky was dark, while the moon and stars were shinning brightly. You were walking up a hill, which is a favourite spot of yours to stay and enjoy the view. While you were walking, you saw a boy with brown hair, bandages wrapped over his right eye. He was wearing a black trench coat, under it was a white shirt and a black tie.

Your mind was deciding the choice between leaving or just ignore him. You know what? Just sit beside him, and ask who is he! You agreed to your ‘totally smart’ choice. Your figure sat down beside him, looking at him not in a creepy way. He was enjoying the view he saw, but then you came. You took a deep breath, before bravely asking him.

“Um.. hai! who are you?” trying your best not to come off rude nor suspicious.

His gaze turns to you, brown eyes that looked dead and empty.

“I'm Dazai! You must be name, right?” he asked, a smile appearing on his lips. Dazai knew you because you had a nickname, people said you were a strong ability user, a young one. He searched informations about you by asking people around the place you lived at. Your expression changed getting slightly suspicious of him. How did he knew your name? Dazai sounds.. familiar. You stood up to your feet, taking a few steps back from him, just to make sure.

“Get to the point, what do you want?” you asked in low tone, preparing to use your ability.

Dazai seeing you step back can only smile until he stood up aswell. He sighed, “No violence, please. My right hand is broken right now..”

Believing his words wasn't easy, he could just use his other hand or something. You groaned, putting your hands on both side of your hips, clearly waiting for an explanation. Should’ve left, instead staying.

“As you can see, I'm here to bring you.. to Mori, Port Mafia’s boss.” he explained, with a smirk on his stupid face.

Mori Ougai, Port Mafia’s boss. He used to be a doctor from what you heard but somehow he’s the boss of port mafia.

“What does he want?”

“He wants to meet you, name.”

And now, you’re the member of the Port Mafia. You didn't understand yourself why did you accept his offer, you were supposed to be a hero. Sometimes, a hero change their mind. After years working under the Port Mafia, being partnered up with Dazai and Chuuya was the happiest thing to ever happen to you.

But, happiness doesn't stay forever.

You never saw Dazai for days, weeks, months, and now years. After he left, no, betrayed Port Mafia including you and Chuuya, you never saw him ever again. It just like he disappeared from this world. Dazai leaving did made you feel miserable. Chuuya felt the same thing, because of that he celebrated by opening the 89’ wine. You could only join and watched him, the person's memories will always be remembered by the person who got left behind.

——

How did things go south? Why is he, trying to take your life away.

Your eyes went wide seeing Dazai infront of you, after years of disappearing. Finally, he decided to show himself to you. But, the reunion wasn't the one you expected. The person who left you behind, he who left you behind is trying to take your life away.

You tried to use your ability against him, but he managed to nullify it. Heavy breaths, fog everywhere, everything gone wrong. Dazai didn't want to do any of this, but it's part of his mission, his stupid mission. He would sacrifice you just for the world.

“You used to say to me that.. it's us against the world, but now why are you with the world?” you laughed at him, preparing to use your ability again. The only thing you can do is laugh at his ‘words’ that was from the past, sometimes everyone is just bunch of liars. Also sometimes, a villain changes their mind.

Dazai stood still for awhile before slowly walking closer to you, preparing to end you. Raising your hand again to the sky, fire particles appearing. Throwing fire orbs and particles non-stop at him, and somehow he always managed to nullify or dodge it. Burn marks starts appearing on your skin which is a result using your ability too much. You didn't want to stop, you didn't want to lose, you can't. But, fate said otherwise.

Your body became weak, burn marks everywhere. Right after your half-consicous body fell on the ground, he ran to you, fast. Dazai kneel down, holding your figure close to him, embracing you. He knew he couldn't save you, just like how he couldn't save Odasaku. He could only cry, watching you die on his hand. You can only smile seeing him again, even though this is the last time you will meet. Your body was burning, it hurts, but you could only hiss at the pain.

“Name.. please, tell me-”

You cut him off before he finishes his sentence, looking up at him,

“Can we..”

Telling the promise you both made.

Both of you were on top of the same hill you first met, having a peaceful moment while watching the sky, moon, and stars shinning brightly. It was rather cold but both of you were wearing coats. Dazai was enjoying every moment with you alone, until–

“Psst– ‘samu, we should watch the shooting star together!” you mumbled, hugging him tight from behind his neck. The brown haired boy sighed,

“Shooting star? For what?”

“For a wish, dummy! Don't you have a wish?”

“I don't believe in those. But, I guess we can..” he mumbled, trying his best to show that he’s not interested but failed anyways.

Watching the shooting star with Dazai was your last promise. A smile formed on his lips, he nodded his head before carrying you into his arms. It took some time before going to the same hill, the hill you first met, the hill where something started.

Dazai slowly sat down, with your body in his arms. The night was beautiful. The sky, the moon, the stars were shinning brightly.

After a few moments, shooting stars started to appear. He looked down at you,

“Hey look, it's the shooting star! Quick make a wish.” he said, pointing at the sky, where there was stars.

You looked up at the sky, before looking at him back.

“My wish? Please promise to not tell anyone, okay?” you muttered, letting out a sigh before telling your wish. I hope, my wish became true. He nodded his head as an answer.

Before you told your wish, your hand came to cup one of his cheeks, caressing it. You smiled for the last time in your life,

“My wish is.. I hope we’ll meet again in another life.” you told him your wish, before your life was taken away due to blood loss. His eyes went wide, he tried to say your name out but you didn't say anything back. Finally, tears were rolling down his cheeks.

Dazai hugged your dead body, while tears continuesly rolls down his cheeks. He was muttering sorry’s on your ear nonstop.

“We will.. meet again, love.”

Why does this have to happen to him, twice?

Hi!! I hope everything is going well for you!!

I was wondering if I could request a Ranpo or Poe x reader. Like maybe the reader drunk calls them and confesses in the middle of the night? Only to try and play it off the next day. Only for the reader to be horrible at playing it off?

drunk confession

pairings: edgar allan poe x reader

contains: ooc, fluff, mentions of alcohol

wc: 850

a/n: HAI ANONN!! so sorry if im late </3 also sorry for not posting, i've been really busy+ writers block but I AM BACK~ (not proofread)

Poe and You were simply just friends, a close one to be exact. Some people might think you guys are dating because you tease or flirt with him too much, but you just like doing it did you?, Poe knew about that.

The bar was a bit crowded, drunkards everywhere. You were out late at night, sitting alone. You brought the whiskey to your lips, taking a sip of it.

After drinking a lot, you're a bit tipsy now– well, drunk actually. You continued to drink more releasing stress you have in your mind.

Everything was spinning, you couldn't comprehend what was happening at this point.

“My head fucking hurt so bad..” you murmured, bringing out your phone.

Scrolling down your phone, you found his number, Edgar Allan Poe.

Not realising what you're doing, you called his number which he answered.

“n-name? it's 11PM, what do you need?” Poe stuttered, a bit worried why you were calling him this late.

“Wanna– hic hear something?”You muttered, taking another sip.

'Oh, the bar.' Poe thought to himself.

He does know about your alcoholic side.

He muttered a 'yes', holding the phone with both of his hands now.

Your lips turned into a smirk, before confessing something–

“I love youu~ did ya hic know what?” you confessed with confidence, the whiskey still in your other hand.

You swore you heard him let out a 'yelp' in shock. Was he not expecting this? Or your stupid teasing was not enough hints?

“U-um.. I– I dunno how to confess but hic yeah.. I love you.. a lot, Poe. Night–”

Before Poe replied to your confession, you hung up on him first. He was a bit disappointed that you didn't wanna hear his answer. On the other hand, you stood up, waving goodbye to the bartender before leaving the bar.

In the morning, you woke up and continued your morning routine like everyday except you took some meds to freshen up.

On the way to work, you opened your phone to see a message from Poe.

[23:54] Poe: Goodnight, name.

[07:35] Poe: Don't forget about the meeting today, see you.

'Pfft- why did Poe say goodnight, what happen–'

Right before you thought about something else, a sudden realisation hits you. Poe? Like Poe you confessed to last night? Yeah, you're definitely not gonna see his face today.

Upon meeting him, you didn't even dare to see his eyes nor face.

'This is just embarrassing, imagine confessing to someone and not even dare to talk to them aga–'

Your mind snapped back to reality, hearing someone called out your name.

“N-name, are you okay?” he asked sounding a bit worried.

He was worried that you didn't look at him at all, and because of last night. Should he be the one bringing this up?

You nodded your head, looking at anything but him.The tension was awkward, both of you sitting in front of each other not saying a word. It was always you leading the conversation but this time was different.

Poe took a deep breath preparing himself to ask you about last night, before you stopped him.

“So.. um, about your novel yesterday? Have you finished it? Haha..” you chuckled awkwardly, eyes still not on him.

“Ah, yes! About the novel, I almost finished writing it, would you perhaps be the first one to read?” he said in excitement, bringing out the novel which was half done.

Nervousness was still with you, thinking of a way to dodge talk about last night. You agreed to read his novel mystery, and he gave you it.

Right before you read it, Poe spoke about it. About last night.

“name.. a-about last night..” he murmured quietly, while your body tense up a bit hearing it.

Putting down the book, you brace yourself to look at him that got him a bit nervous. The tension was sure getting more awkward.

“Right, about last night. I- uh..” you tried to think of the right word for it, not wanting to make a misunderstanding.

While thinking, you felt soft hands intertwined with yours, it was Poe’s.

“Look, I– feel the same as well..”

Within a moment your eyes went wide, a bit shocked by his answer. Did he really love you back or was it just a pity?

While thinking, you felt soft hands intertwined with yours, it was Poe’s.

“Look, I– feel the same as well..”

Within a moment your eyes went wide, a bit shocked by his answer. Did he really love you back or was it just a pity?

“So, does this make us official now or?”

You asked bravely, waiting for his response.

You didn't want to force Poe into a relationship with you, you know there's always the right moment.

Poe gulped before mumbling out a small 'yes'.

Poe swore he could feel the happiness through your eyes and when you gripped on his hands more.

“Ah– I'm also sorry for uh.. trying to dodge about last night.”

“It's okay, name..!” he gave you a soft smile, that gave you butterflies.

He was just too perfect for you.

live laugh love poe guys (THANK U ANON FOR THE REQUEST ILY U REMOVED MY WRITERS BLOCK BLESS YOU.)