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3 years ago

Inspired by a real life fail.

Drabble. Inspired from life, as usual lol. Hopefully no one experiences this.

You had been tossing and turning all night. Summer this year was no joke. You thought wearing lighter, cooler clothing was the way to go but the heat was too much. Your air-conditioner probably gave fighting the heat too. You had only somewhat managed to fall into a light sleep one hour before your usual alarm. Not to mention, the overall feeling of stickiness from perspiring all night left you feeling disgusted.

As you made your way to work, a new notification pops up on your phone.

Boss: Morning. Meeting at noon regarding the new proposal. C U.

Great. Your workaholic boss had been struck by sudden inspiration and had been bombarding you with ideas the entirety of Sunday morning. You had looked through them but you knew how unfeasible and impractical they were. Not to mention, the additional unnecessary effort it would take to implement all those ideas. If you were running on a full night of sleep, you might be able to respond to your boss respectfully during the meeting. However, as of now, you were not even sure you could reply to this message cordially. Also what was with the last part of that message?

There was only one thing left to do. Text your sibling. They did not live too far from you or your office and their air-conditioner was definitely working. It was all they were bragging about over social media for the past week. Plus sleeping over meant that you could be distracted from unnecessary thoughts and worries. With your mind resolutely made up, you text your sibling.

Almost immediately, you get a reply. It normally took your sibling longer to reply and they were definitely not a morning person so they would not be awake even at nine in the morning. Another reason why you were seriously contemplating switching to a job that gave you more freedom and allowed you to work from home more often, like your sibling.

Huh?

You read what you had typed.

You: Hey dude

You: It's way too warm at night in my room.

You: Can I crash over for the week?

And then your eyes flit up towards the recipient. Jeon Jungkook (BH Recruitment)

FUCK.

A second message pops up.

Jeon Jungkook: Morning.

Jeon Jungkook: Is this... Y/N?

FUCK.

FUCK.

FUCK.


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3 years ago

Innocent jungkook being corrupted

Thank you 😁

No problem love!

Im sorry for being late im a big procrastinator😭!

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Innocent Jungkook Being Corrupted

~inocente

Pairing: jungkook x reader

Genre: smut, lovers, fluff

Warning: virgin kook, smut, unprotected sex, vocal kook, cherry popping, etc

“Me dejas tocar tu piel mientras te beso la boca”

“Bunny” you smiled calling out to him he looks at you with a blush on his cheeks. You lift his chin up as you bend down to kiss him. Jungkook always gets nervous and shy when you kiss him and right now he surprised you with the way he’s kissing you back. His tongue wrapped around yours instantly making you blush. You pulled back pecking his lips.

“____” he stuttered your name making you smile there you innocent lover. You hmm as he grabbed your hand pressing it against his clothed cock to feel his hard member. “Did the kiss turn you on” he blushed nodding “____ please touch me” your heart is literally jumping in excitement. This is turning you on much he has no idea what he’s doing to you.

Not so long ago jungkook could barely hold eye contact with you and now you’re slowly making him your horny little mess to take care of. You get your knees pull him closer to you. He slowly caressed your head you look up at his flustered face, his finger slowly touched your bottom lip. “You’re so pretty ____” you smiled “my pretty girl” you touch his tense thighs, your fingers brushed against his throbbing cock. Making him gasp, you tap on his side he lifts his hips up, you pull his sweats and his boxes down his hard cock curls touching his stomach. You’ll never get used to seeing his cock.

You stare at it making jungkook more flustered hes quick to lift you chin to look at him “d-dont look at it like that” you smiled as your hand touch his cock. “Why not” you lick from the base of his cock to his tip sending chills through out his body he gasped “b-because I will cum” he bits his lip as your licked his tip slowly “but I want you to cum” he moans as you let his pre cum land on your tongue. “f-fuck” you pushed his cock down your throat. Moaning as you try to take him whole. He leans against his chair with his mouth open and scrunched up eyebrows as he watches his lover such on his throbbing cock. He squeezed your hair no wanting to push your head down, you slurp the juices trying to escape your your mouth quickly looking up at him moaning at his taste.

“O~oh fuck” youre so turned on right now his moans make you a horny mess. He makes your heart race. You grabbed his hand pushing your head deeper, he looks at you dumb founded. You pop his cock out of your mouth “kook use me” his eye darken “are you sure” you nod you licked his tip before taking him in my mouth. He licked his lips before placing his hand on the back of your head. Both of you look at each other you wink at him making him smile.

He began push your head in to match his thrusts his fingers lock around your hair as he moans your name. His thrust deepened hitting the back of your throat with no mercy. You eyes tear up as you gag around his cock. His moans come out shaky from your vibrating throat. He looks down at you “I-Im sorry please I need more” he wiped your tear as he pushes his whole cock down your throat “0~Oh yes” thrust get sloppy throwing his head back “fuck right there” you swallowed him making his legs thrust roughly as he came in your mouth. You pulled away making him hiss.

You put your hands on his thighs, you open your mouth stick your tongue out, he pumped the rest or his cum on you painting your face and mouth white. You licked his tip clean before swallowing his cum.

I lick my lips clean as he wiped my cheek licking his finger. “How did I do” he asked nervously as he helped you up. “You did amazing bunny” he smiled. He pulled me in for kiss as he deepened the kiss tasting himself. “____ i want you” he pulled back tugging on my shorts. He smiled, im wearing the black panties he loves the most on you they make your booty look so good. He kissed up my stomach as I play with his hair. “Are you sure” he nods as he cups my breast making him blush. “yes” he tugged on my shirt looking up at me “take this off”.

You pull your shirt over your head as he leans back to look at your pretty body. You touch your panties about to take them off when he stopped you “keep them on please” you smiled nodding. He takes off his shirt off wanting feel your warm body against his.

He watched as you climbed on top of him “if you want me to stop dont be afraid to tell me okay” he nods as his hands slowly touched your legs “I trust you” he pecks your lips making you smile. You grabbed his cock spitting on it. You watch as it slides down his cock, you pump his length spreading you spit all over him. He bites his lip hiding his whimpers.

You push your panties to the side slowly sliding down on him, he tightened his hold on your waist pulling pulling you closer. You kiss his head, kissing him warm cheeks he looking into your pretty eyes “I love you” you smiled “I love you kook” he rubbed his nose against yours as you bounce down on his whole length making you both gasp. “Tell me when to move” he nods as he kissed down your breast his tongue licked your nipple before sucking on your tit. You moans as his cock throbbed in you. “Please move” you began to bounce on him, his groans fill your ears you bite your lip as you watch him get lost in pleasure. You bounce down as far as you can swallowing him whole “mm fuck” mhm pussy got magic.

You lift his chin moaning against his mouth as you fucked the both of you “baby am I making you feel good” he nods slowly kissing your neck as his hand touch your back. You grind your hips making hid cock hit your g spot. “O~Oh fuck yess yess” you throw your head back as pleasure is written all over your face. Jungkook stares at your face wanting to please you so bad. “Do you like this” you look down at him as he rubbed on your clit making your back arch.“mmm yess sooo good” you kiss him desperately making your pussy throb. His cheeks blush as he kissed you back. He pulled back kissing your pretty lips.

“Baby can i fuck into you” you nod as he grabbed your ass pushing into you “s-shit ____” you moan against his face as you tug on his hair you meet his thrust moaning against each other mouths. Hearing his moans and whimper is drinking you so crazy “j-jungkook dont stop” he smiled boosting his confidence. You look down at him admiring your beautiful boyfriend.

“_____ this feels so good” he gets lost in pleasure burying his head in your breast as his hands tightened squeezed your ass helping you hit deeper into you. “F-Fuck ____ let me cum in you” that’s your vocal man. Your pussy clinched around him “bebe fill me up” he bites on your neck as you fucked into him “u~uh I’ll c-“ you smiled as he filled you up. “Baby I want you to cum” he rubbing on your clit making you scratched his back as you came. He smiled as you fuck yourself through your high.

He pulled you closer wanting your arms on him. “How did I do” he asked hiding his face in between your breast “you did amazing” you kissed his head making him hug you closer. He looks up at you with hooded eyes smiling, you peck his lips. “Round two” he kissed your neck smirking.

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7 years ago

Undercover Heart (Prologue)

Words: 1240

Main Pairing: Yoongi x Reader (ft. BTS members, GOT7 members, sub-pairing: JinYoung x Reader / JiMin x Reader / HoSeok x Reader)

Genre: Fluff, angst, undercover!AU, mafia!AU

Summary: He’s not supposed to fall for you, all he had to do was doing his job to finish the mission and got out from there. But the moment he first saw you, everything he’d planned was crumbling, he didn’t know what to do with you. He’s never in this situation before in his life. Yet, you’re the one thing that became his mission now, to rescue you from the family life that you once knew.

Author’s note: This is my first writing that had been publish. I’ve been working on several before but always stuck in the middle of the story. Either I was wondering to another plot of story and it became irrelevant with the one that I wrote or I was totally not into it in the middle of writing it. So, bare with me and please leave your comment whether I should continue with this story or not. Since English is my second language, please pardon any mistake, misspelling and grammar on the story line. Thank you.

It’s not hard for Yoongi to accept this next mission. He’s too familiar with undercover job for the past 4 years now. But mostly for a small part and not so important missions. This time was different, that what his superior told him. The next mission was a big one since they’re targeting a few big family businesses known as the Big 4 that suspected doing an underground, mafia, black market and illegal business despite their public, well-known business. They’ve been eyeing this particular families for a long time but no evidence whatsoever that could bring them down. That’s why they needed someone to penetrate into their business from the inside, so they could have evidences to provide them with a warrant and eventually an arrest.

That’s where Yoongi’s came into play. He’s been assigned to one of the Big 4, the Kim’s family. Owner of the Kims & Co. also Kims & Sons. Partial ownership of the entertainment company calls BigHit and several others restaurant business in South Korea.  He would be introduced as a reliable, savvy-tech, skilled bodyguard to the Kim’s family where there was some rumors that spread within the big business community that there’s a silent war going on between them. Mostly because of the territorial issues and business influences to the public. Merging, aquisition and other arrangement were made to meet their personal goals. But there were also some concerns regarding the safety for each of their family members, so most of the family were seeking a highly recommended security and bodyguards company that could provide them the secure and safety of their well-being. Yoongi knew that there’ll be other undercover officers like himself within other family, but he wouldn’t know, not unless of course they revealed themselves to him. Of course in this line of job it’ll be too risky since you didn’t know who was your friends or your enemies.

“Yoongi, I want you to study the Kim’s family thoroughly. They’re one of the most influential family in Korean business right now. Make sure that you can gather as much information as you can within this family. Gain their trust to make sure you can get involved in whatever business deal they’re dealing with.” Yoongi nodded his head while scanning the files that had been given to him for review.  There were recent pictures of the family members, along with informations about their characters, personalities and daily activities. He needed to memorized these and became familiarized to each member so he could at least made a good inside connection.

The Kim’s:

·         Kim AnHwa         -              The Father

Firm but a fair person. Loved amongst his employees because of his fairness. No nonsense kind of man. He adores his wife and daughter. Quite tough to his sons. He believes in Yin-Yang philosophy, balance life.

 ·         Bang ShiGeum -                The Mother

Loving and caring mother to her children but never spoiled them. Her opinions matter to the family. A kind-hearted lady and love to do lots of charitable works.

 ·         Kim SeokJin        -              The Eldest

Sensitive guy who likes to give jokes to those around him. Love to cook and hoping one day he will have his own cooking show or a reality show that covers his love for cooking and eating. A little disappointment to his father since he’s a very soft hearted guy, but nonetheless he’s the balance to his brother, NamJoon, when talking about characteristics. Currently in a relationship with a Japanese-born singer, Sana.

 ·         Kim NamJoon    -              The Genius Leader

Eventhough he’s the second son but he’s been leading some of the business that his father’s own. He’s been groomed as the next Kim’s leader since he was a kid. Good natured, passionate but a player kind of guy. Never underestimate his dimpled smile, he may be nice on the outside but watch out when someone cross him. Those dimples will be the last thing that the person sees. Protective of his family especially to his sister, Y/N. Currently in a relationship with a well-known solo artist, Minah.

 ·         Kim TaeHyung   -              The Baby Boy

Player, hardly serious about anything. His motto “YOLO”, which make his father give up on him. But he can be reliable if given serius tasks. Can be gullible sometimes but menacing when crossed. Never try to be on his bad side. No particular girlfriend at the moment but rumor has it that he’s in an on and off relationship with Taiwanese-born artist, Tzuyu.

 ·         Kim Y/N                -              The Baby Sis

Most loved and protected in the family. Mix characters and personalities of her parents but add stubborn to the equation. If her brothers are players, she is the opposite of them but done a lot of damages to guys’ hearts. Been in a relationship with one of the heir from the Big 4, the Park’s, JinYoung (Junior).

Additional family members and aquintances:

·         Bang ShiHyuk     -              The Brother-in-law

He’s the uncle, brother from the mother side. Owns an entertainment company calls, BigHit. Very successful in introducing some of his K-Pop bands internationally. Humble and kind-hearted just like his sister. The most trusted guy in the family by the father besides NamJoon.

 ·         Jeon JungGook -              The Golden Guy

The right-hand man of NamJoon. Close friend of TaeHyung, especially for party. Young and energetic fellow. The go-to guy for any tasks. Practically a family since he’s living in their house since he was a teenager. Menacing when provoke and it won’t be a good sight to see.

 ·         Sana                      -              SeokJin’s girl

Real name Minatozaki, famous name Sana. Born in Japan. Came to Korea to become an artist. She’s been in a relationship with SeokJin for 2 years now. Shy, nice, a typical girl next door. Approved by the mother.

 ·         Minah                   -              NamJoon’s girl

Full name Bang MinAh. Korean solo artist. Been in a relationship with NamJoon for 3 years. Hot-headed and temperamental girl. Not a favorite to the mother, but she gets NamJoon wrap around her finger. Rumor has it that he already proposed to her to marry him but since there’s no approval yet from the mother, the wedding’s still undecided.

 ·         Tzuyu                    -              TaeHyung’s on-off girl

Taiwanese-born artist with real name Chou TzuYu. In the same K-Pop group with Sana. Since TaeHyung is a player, nobody knows for sure whether their relationship is exclusive. But in every special occasions or events, she is the one that accompany him. Likeable personality, another typical girl next door. Welcomed by the family members but since there’s no exclusivity between her and TaeHyung, the mother simply just acknowledge her as TaeHyung’s friend.

 Those were the names that Yoongi needed to become familiar with upon entering the family. He needed to strategize his move and calculate the necessary precaution in order for this mission to succeed. He didn’t want this to be his first mission to fail. So far when dealing with men in this kind of field was very easy. He never had to deal with women in his missions, but this time he could see that his determination would be tested. He really didn’t know how to deal with women in general, so he’s just hoping that this time, it would be an easy breezy for him to finish his mission.

Oh, how he was so wrong about that and how he’s not prepared of what came to him in the next chapter of his life. Would he be succeed in finish this mission or failed miserably?


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3 years ago

You know that music which comes right before Tae sings the last two lines in Blue and Grey? That part always tears me up, it perfectly brings colour to sound, that part is so Blue and Grey. It's sad and has a void but still carries that intensity.

That part sounds like the feeling when you have felt numb since a long time and after a while you finally breakdown into tears, your grey starts turning to blue.

And you finally can feel all the emotions and let yourself just be free, free to feel and to cry.

Blue and Grey


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5 years ago

Jin: You know, today I worked my butt off for you ok. I cooked, I cleaned, I tended your garden, did your laundry, and all I get are complaints.

Person: seriously, who are you and WHY are you in my house?!

Jin: *sigh* no one appreciates hard work anymore. . . .


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4 years ago

to all those people who've said that bts' fame is getting to them

You know why I continue to deeply admire BTS? Its cuz despite their immense popularity and how rich they are they still humble and show genuine respect not just for the cameras. They are kind to junior idols despite the fact that they themselves got treated like trash by their seniors when they were younger. Rookies all saying how shocked they were by how kind BTS are hurts. It means there’s asshole idols/celebrities out there. All those people who later said they wished they had treated Bangtan better when they were broke and less popular. BTS aren’t classists. They never let their success get in their heads. They ain’t snooty. They ain’t lazy. They are passionate about what they do. They handle their business. They actually learn from mistakes instead of doing shitty apologies and repeating mistakes all over again. They have the best music ever. The best personalities. The realest friendships with each other. They don’t treat army like just a source of income. Yeah BTS are going places alright and I’m a proud stan 💜


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3 years ago

the chills they give me

bts performing twice, the crowd chanting for nobody but bts, bts winning all 3/3 of their awards all before headlining 4 sold out 90,000 capacity stadium shows. they deserve this. nobody deserves this more than bts. im honoured to be here with them.


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2 years ago

Stars to my moon | chapter -6 |

Stars To My Moon | Chapter -6 |

Genre: Soulmateau! Idolau!Angst;fluff;drama;romance, polyamorousAu!

Pairing:ot7×f!OC

Summary: He took big strides, halting right in front of me as he bends to my eye level, causing me lean back a little. I could feel his breath fanning my face, looking into his eyes, I could see a storm of anger into them.

"We have been nothing but considerate of you and your feelings, while all you've given in return is rejection and cold shoulder since day one." He grits out.

when Selene's 22nd  birthday doesn't go as she expected,  her world turns upside down, making her resent her soulmates. Will she ever come to accept them in her life or will she continue to run away holding onto her past love?

Word count: 7.5k

Taglist; @effielumiere

Stars To My Moon | Chapter -6 |

Pacing around my room, I was trying to process the fact that Namjoon knows about my past which means he probably has already told the other members. How could I have not remembered that it was Namjoon, now I know why his name and voice were ringing a bell. 

I trusted him, he knew I was their soulmate, he told them my name, made me confide in himself, all just to betray me like that, to tattle behind my back to my soulmates. 

I need to confront him, he told me to trust him, to trust a stranger but he wasn't one, was he? he knew me. He knew what I looked like, he knew my relationship with his member, and yet he showed himself oblivious, to me and to the situation. He feigned nonchalance. 

Without thinking further my feet moved towards his room, I had no patience for this guy anymore. Showing himself trustful just to go stabbing behind others' backs. I need to know what he told Jin and Jimin. 

I knock impatiently, not caring if I ruined his sleep. I needed answers, and I needed them now. 

Namjoon opens the door, rubbing his eye with one hand as he looks at me, "Selene? what are you doing here?" 

Pushing past him, I enter the room, "I had to talk to you,"

"Yeah, of course, what is it, what about?" he asks, closing the door.

"Why didn't you tell me we've met before," I ask, watching as his eyes go wide. He didn't expect me to know. 

"I... I didn't think you'd remember me," he says,

"I didn't. Jin told me you met me at Han river." I tell him, "I trusted you that day Namjoon, I confided in you, and you represented yourself as a stranger. You betrayed me. I bet you couldn't wait to tell everything you learned to your members. How much have you spilled, huh? That my boyfriend of six years who was my childhood best friend left me just like that in the blink of an eye? Did you guys have a good time making fun of me?" by the time I finish my ranting, I was breathing heavily not because of lack of air no, I was angry. No scratch that I was furious and hurt.

"Selene, listen to me. calm down," he says gently, trying to calm me down. "I didn't tell anyone anything. Just your name and that I met you."

"You're lying! why would I believe you?  you already knew who I was, why else would you ask me to trust you, to tell you my troubles, if not to pass it down to them." 

"I didn't know who you were when I asked you your troubles, Selene. While I was leaving, I saw the mole under your left eye, so I asked Jin about it, and coincidently you turned out to be their soulmate. Trust me, Selene, I didn't tell them anything besides your name. I asked for your trust then, and I would lose a limb before losing that trust." he says sincerely, making me want to give him the benefit of doubt. Maybe he didn't tell them, maybe he kept his words.

"even if you didn't tell them, how does that benefit you?" I ask him skeptically.

"I don't need to be benefited from it, Selene. I am a man of my word, and once I give it to someone, I don't go back on it. I told you, your secret is safe with me, and it is. Unless you tell them yourself, they won't find anything out from me." he promises.

I look into his eyes, watching them pleading for me to trust him, to give him a chance. I nod, "Okay, I believe you." I give in. I know I shouldn't trust him, but I can't help but do. My heart is telling me to listen to him, to trust him.

"But you better not make me regret it," I said before storming out of his room. Even if  I trust him, I will not let my guard down easily. 

Tired, I fall into slumber as soon as I lay on my bed.

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Everyone left before I woke up. Walking into the kitchen, I found a post note stuck on the fridge door, 

"We had an early schedule, didn't want to wake you up. Breakfast is ready, Jin-hyung made pancakes. Have a lovely day, and eat well. We'll be back by 5. 

Jin & Jimin~ <3"

Well, that's a good thing they did, not waking me up. I'm really not an early riser, I wouldn't have been surprised if I cursed at them. 

Having breakfast by myself now seems not normal, I miss the chatter, the commotion, their bickering. I should be scared by how soon I got used to these guys. 

After finishing my breakfast, I thought to continue my research of the guys I was doing before I was interrupted yesterday.

Maybe, I should track their journey from the start. I watch their debut music video, No More Dream. The song has a completely different vibe from the ones I watched yesterday, the boys look young too. Based on the release date, they would just have been teenagers. They must have worked so hard to execute this song perfectly at such young age. From the lyrics to the dance break, everything was mind-blowing. 

Going further into their discography, I watch every single video of theirs by the release date. You could really see them improving with every comeback. I thought these guys were around for just a couple of years, but they have been in this industry for seven years already. Why did it take them so long to get the recognition they deserved then? 

Having seen the music videos, I click on a fan-made documentary about how they become, to be where they are now.

I don't know if this is real, but it does look legit. I can't believe the past they endured. The amount of injustice and struggle they had to face was heartbreaking. I still don't know these guys well enough, but I can say with a guarantee that they did not deserve it. The hard work, the patience these guys put into their work. But because the industry was feeling threatened by the potential they had, everyone did them dirty. 

My heart broke when they showed poor Jungkook being shamed, for thinking good for people. He bought him lunch, and them being the heartless mindless assholes, they did not just reject his gift but also disrespected him. If I could, I would throw hands with this man right now. I never want to see those pretty eyes glossy with tears again. 

Not having the heart to continue, I shut down the laptop and get up to do some cooking to clear my mind.

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I look around the kitchen, trying to find the ingredients for pasta, which weren't hard to find, thank god. It's been a while since I had something that tasted like home. 

It doesn't take me long to make the pasta after getting everything ready. But after it was cooked, I realized that I made more than enough for one person. Deciding to leave the rest in the fridge, I take my plate and move toward the living room. 

Whenever I can't eat alone, I eat on the couch with the T.V on. It makes it less lonely. 

I put on Brooklyn 99, I needed something light after what I had seen before. 

Getting my stomach full, I move to load in the dishwasher. I don't want them coming home to a messy kitchen. Looking at the clock, I see it's only three right now. There's still time left till they come back. 

Deciding to sleep to kill some time, I go back to my assigned room, not before stubbing my toe on the large lamp in the hallway. motherfucker! 

Lying in bed sleep doesn't come so easily, especially with so much going on in my head right now. All the information I just got to know about their past. Now that I think about it, the question Jimin asked about not choosing between him and Jin makes sense now. The guy had been insecure, thinking everyone was better than him, always estimating his worth less than theirs was something he struggles with since he was a trainee. That time I thought of his question as silly, but now it makes sense to me.

Another thing I learned from the video was how close the guys really are to each other. Always caring, supporting, and loving the other members but also not lacking to tease each other. Their dynamic is magnificent, to be honest. 

Another thing I found through the video was the reason why everyone was so ecstatic when I defeated Jungkook in the match. The guy was the Golden Maknae. He is good at everything he does, or so the video said. And he is pretty competitive too, so he doesn't let anyone win easily. And when I won against him, the guys were happier to see Jungkook lose than me winning. They had something to tease him about. is it wrong to say that I'm jealous of their friendship at this point?  I never experienced something like that except with eric and now I've lost the only best friend that I had.

Thinking about the boys, I don't even realize when I fall into the dreamland. 

Lounging in the living room with all the boys, I was sitting in the middle of the sofa with Jimin and Taehyung on both sides, and jungkook was sitting near my feet. yoongi and hoseok on the lover's seat and namjoon and jin on the other sofa.

I was massaging kookie's head, while the boys were talking about their music. More like bickering and teasing each other on their new choreography. 

"Did you see v-hyung's expressions? he was so extra," kookie said laughing, his bunny teeth on display.

"me? did you see Jiminie with his antics again?" Taehyunng counters, not wanting to be the center of the teasing.

"yah! jungkook-ah, you've gotten enough attention from her. move now." Jin says, tired of waiting for his turn.

"Five more minutes, hyung, please," Jungkook asks, pulling out his doe eyes. 

Sighing, jin gives in, "okay, but only five more minutes, after that she's all mine." my cheeks turn scarlet at his words.

I feel a finger poking in my side, "jimin!" I say, turning towards him. 

"I couldn't resist," he says, raising his hands up in surrender.

I feel a finger stroking my cheek as soft, plump lips are pressed beneath my left eye. I flutter my eyes open as I see midnight blue hair greeting my sight. 

"what are you doing?" 

Hearing my voice, he sits up straight, "I...I..umm. You call my name in sleep." he stutters.

"Okay, but what were you doing just now?" I ask again,

"umm.." not meeting my eyes, he says, "your mark? down eye is so pretty. I see more close,"

"Seeing it up close huh?" I raise an eyebrow.

"Sorry, I couldn't resist," he mutters in Korean. The words make my cheeks go red. Not wanting him to notice, I change the subject.

"When did you guys come back?" 

"one hour before," he answers.

"Alright, since you've already freshened up, you go out, I'll come in a few." he nods, leaving my room.

I step into the kitchen, finding Jin behind the counter as usual, 

"Oh, there's some pasta in the fridge," Jungkook says, as I take my seat.

"Selene must have made it," Jin answers.

"Can I eat it hyung?" he asks, pouting,

"You should ask her first," Yoongi chimes in, Jin nodding.

"Selene?" listening to his hyungs, he calls me.

"yeah?" I ask, looking over at him, pretending not to know anything. 

"Pasta, can I eat?" he asks, cutely as if I would say no. I won't, but they don't know that. It's better that way.

"Sure," I nod. "Just be careful, I made it a little spicy." 

Heeding the warning, I watch as he tastes a little of it before diving into it full force. Eating with an angry frown, "mmm... Mashita" 

I smile, looking at his reaction, not just me seeing his reaction, but Jin and Jimin running over to him, asking for a bite.

"This is not done, I want to eat Selene's food too!" Jimin says, pouting when Jungkook refused, teasing his hyung.

"yah! let me eat!" Jin scolds the maknae. 

"Selene, me too eat." after having been declined by the maknae, Jimin comes to me in hopes that I'll tell jungkook to give him some too. 

Instead, I just shrug. Not wanting to meddle in between their business, I say, "Do not drag me into this. It's his choice now." raising my hands up in surrender.

After many pleas and making Jimin act cute and Jin make a monkey sound, the maknae finally let the duo eat some of the pasta with him. 

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Jimin was in his studio when Jin came to visit him asking him to be a guest on his Eat Jin today. Bickering and telling him not to mention something embarrassing, the last time Jimin appeared on Eat Jin was a year ago, that too without any prior notice. 

The guys were just talking when their manager peeked into the studio,

"Oh good, you're both here," he says, fully stepping into the room.

"What is it, Hyung?" Jimin asks,

"The deal of the apartment you guys requested for Selene has been finalized. It will be ready for possession in a couple of days." Sejin informs them both. 

"Wahhh! hyung! Thank you so much." Jimin says, smiling widely at Jin, who was mirroring his happiness. He knows she can't stay with them for more than a week now that she and Jin hyung are all better. 

The day, Selene, came to the dorm, both the soulmates decided to buy an apartment in the same building and floor for her. They didn't want her to be a part of the headline of a scandal if she ever were to be caught with either of them. They knew introducing her to the public was inevitable, but they wanted to do it on their own terms, not under the pressure of a scandal and certainly not this early in their relationship.

After sejin left, Jin turns to Jimin, "Guess we can push the vlive for tomorrow, we should go home early today." 

Informing the other members about their plans, both the boys leave for their dorm, excited to share the news with Selene. Granted, it was only an hour early than the rest of the boys, but they couldn't wait.

Entering the dorm, they found Selene on her laptop, watching something with her AirPods on. They call her but got no response. They go to stand behind her couch, trying to peek into what she was watching with such concentration and the answer had them cringing. 

Jimin reaches out to shut her laptop, not wanting her to see his past self. He still didn't understand how did he have fans back then while looking like that. 

Selene turns her neck towards them, a hand on her heart. Startled from the intrusion. Jimin watches her cheeks turning red at the sight of them both. 

"what are you doing here?" she asks them.

"We come early. what are you doing?" Jin asks in return.

"I..um. I was bored, so I thought to watch some videos online." 

"not look old videos. I show you new." Jimin says. 

"Why?" she tilts her head,

"We look bad. fat," he replies. He doesn't want her to watch him chubby and fat. 

"You don't!" She counters. "Anyway, was there a special reason for you guys to come back early, or you just finished your work early." 

"Oh, yes yes. wait. we come and tell." Jimin says before they both shuffle down the hallway to freshen up.

Showering, Jimin decides it's time for him to give back Selene's necklace now. He has held onto it quite long for her. Putting the necklace into his pocket, he heads out. He just needs to find the perfect timing for it now. 

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Both the boys settle into their seats across Selene. Silence hangs in the room. She raises an eyebrow in question,

"Alright, enough of the silence. Can one of you tell me what it is already?"

"You have to go," Jin utters, and before he has time to explain further, Selene speaks, 

"Are you kicking me out?" frown crowning her face.

"Aaaniyaa~" "No" both the boys choke out at the same time, panicked.

"Then?" 

"Don't take wrong but, we buy you an apartment in building. this," Jin proclaims cautiously.

"What! why? This is absurd. Why would you buy me an apartment, I already have a place." She says, 

"We know, but we can't be see with you in public," Jin tries to make her understand. One thing they figured about Selene in this week she's been here was that she's strong-headed and very stubborn. She will do only what she thinks is right. 

It was essential for her to understand the reason behind their step.

"So? It's not like we will go out or something. You can just come to my place, or I can come here whenever we need a recharge." her words sting at their heart. They know by now that Selene has agreed to be even friends with them because they need each other and not because she wanted to.

"Selene, listen. We can not. Dispatch follow. They watch, they spread. We do not want it," Jin calmly explains to her.

"Well, I don't want that either, but I can't just let you buy me an apartment. And I just rented a place with a year's rent paid. what will happen to that!?" 

Jimin knows her point isn't invalid, but still, her safety comes first, and they can ensure that if she stays near them.

"You want, you keep that place. But for your safety, you stay in this," Jin tells her, and surprisingly she nods, not arguing further. Shocked, both boys school their features.

"Good. I told Namjoon bring take-out." Jin informs them just as the bell rings. 

Opening the door, Jimin is greeted with a fighting taehyung and jungkook. He sighs, taking away what he's sure is the root of the fight, and placing the take-out food on the counter.

He stalks into the living room to call Selene and Jin for dinner, stumbling into the side table on the way. Jungkook, who came just in time to witness another one of Jimin's clumsy moments laughs at him, earning a curse in return. 

Getting up, he brushes off the incident as if nothing happened. Not bothering to acknowledge his fall, he moves ahead to call His Hyung-nim and Selene.  Quickly telling them to get their asses to the kitchen table, he goes to taehyung, calling him from his room.

"It's alright Taehyung, You can send it to me. I'll have a listen." Jimin promises his friend, taking him out to the Kitchen for dinner.

His friend wanted to do some more work on his mixtape and skip dinner, but Jimin was having none of it. He didn't want his friend to get ill, So when Tae asked him to give some feedback on his song, he immediately agreed.

Skipping down the hall with his arm around Taehyung's neck, Jimin was humming the tune of scenery, when he heard her voice. 

Bolting towards it, he found an astounded Selene, glaring at namjoon for some reason but as soon as she opens her mouth again, Jimin looks down at her hand, and the reason behind her expression becomes clear,

"What is this doing here?" She was holding her starry necklace.

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Buying me a new apartment is absurd! but their reasoning is... well, reasonable. Just as much as they don't want to be caught by the media with me, I don't either. They are globally recognized, high profile, musicians. Almost everybody knows them, and if I got caught with them, I'll have to plan a funeral for my private life. Getting associated with them will totally destroy my privacy and peace. I never wanted to be a public figure, and neither do I want to be able to be recognized by so many people. 

Lost in the river of my thoughts, I stub my toe into the sofa. Cursing, I sit down, grabbing my toe. Jin is by my side, wanting to inspect the damage, but I don't let him. It's nothing big, I know, but fucking hell does it hurt like hell. 

A minute later, as the pain subsides, I try to get up when something shiny catches my eyes. Taking the object out from under the side table, I hold it in front of my face. Several emotions pass through me, confusion, hurt, shock, happiness, and memories before finally settling on one, Anger.

"How did this come here?" I ask nobody in particular. Not having gotten a response, I look around the room, catching Namjoon's eyes as I ask again a little louder, 

"What is this doing here!?" 

"Uhm, I..." Namjoon starts before getting interrupted by a voice. 

I turn towards Jimin, "It fall by me," he admits,

"What was it doing with you in the first place?" I ask, but it doesn't make sense. 

"Busan, market. We hit when we connect. I find it there," He explains,  trying to get my temper down. I know I should be happy right now that I finally found it back after all this time, but the point isn't that.

I had searched for this all night and morning before finally giving up on any hope of ever finding it again, but now it turns out, all this time I cried over losing the last memory of my first love,  it was lying in the pockets of my 'soulmate'. 

"And you didn't bother to at least once mention that fact to me or give it back in this past week?" I spat at him sharply. "Not even after our truce that day? Just how many mistakes can a person make in a mere week, really?" he flinches, opening his mouth to say something, but I don't give him a chance, 

I turned to Jin, "Did you know about it?" 

I get my answer when he hangs his head, looking back at me with a guilty expression. 

I chuckle menacingly, turning back towards Jimin.

"Tell me, did you ever want to return it? or you just wanted to keep it as a souvenir of the big moment in your life, huh?" I laugh, "It would have been one hell of a souvenir, the gift from the lover of your soulmate."  

First, shock then, hurt flashed across his face, but that's what I wanted. To hurt him, the way I've been hurting, hurting from the guilt of having lost the most precious possession of Eric, the person I claim to love more than the world. If he had just given it to me when I came here, we both could have avoided the hurt, but he brought it on himself.

"You wanted to know who Eric is, right?" I tilt my head to the side, "He's the person I love, the person I wished for to be my soulmate, my best friend, my boyfriend of the last six years but guess what? The day I got the mark tying me to you, he left me. He left me because of you. That's why I never wanted to meet you, that's why I didn't want you. You, both of you, are the reason for my misery. If I could-"

"Enough!" a voice hollers, interrupting my ranting.

I breathe heavily before facing the owner of the voice. 

He stalks towards me, bending down to my eye level. Eyes steel hard burning me with their glare. I lean back a little when he comes too close to my comfort.

Although a little intimidated, I don't let it show. Still, meeting his glare with my own.

"You have spoken enough, now shut your mouth and listen. I know you can understand Korean, so I won't bother with English. We have been nothing but kind and considerate to you since the day you came here while all you've given in return is cold shoulder and attitude," he says before continuing, shutting my attempt to speak anything.

"Listen and understand well, Your lover leaving you was on you and your lover. It had nothing to do with Jimin or Jin-hyung. If he didn't want to be with you after finding out you weren't his soulmate, that was his decision. Do not put the blame on them. Even after all the silent treatments and shutting out, they cared for you and treated you kindly. Did you even pause to think that maybe Jimin was just waiting for the right time to give it back after all the alone time you've been demanding? no? guess, you're not just a bitch but also a dense one at that." 

"Taehyung!" Jimin shouts, before coming and standing in front of me as if to protect me from his friend, "what the hell are you saying!!?"

"She's being delusional, I'm making her see straight." I scoff. 

"You can't talk to my soulmate like that, It's a matter between us, that you have no right to say in between!" putting Taehyung in his place, Jimin moves to turn around to me when Taehyung chuckles,

"I think I do," he says, removing his ring, and showing his hand.

I gasp in shock at what I'm seeing right now, as I stumble back into a hard body, hands grabbing my arms, supporting my weight.

Not just me, every other person in the room which was the rest of the boys, gasps. Too shocked to say anything. On his ring finger can be seen the same soul mark that does on Jimin and Jin's.

"Wha- ho- when!?" the question comes from jimin.

"The next day, she came here," he reveals. 

What the actual fuck!

"No! NO! This isn't real. He must have copied it!" I say, jolting towards him as I grab his hand, trying to rub off the tattoo but, instead it starts to glow. Jerking his hand away, I slide down, the fat pearl of tears sliding down my cheeks, a pair of hands coming around me to comfort me. 

How could this be happening to me right now? How many more surprises are there for the universe to keep rubbing on my wounds? How am I going to handle three soulmates!? There are millions of people dying to be their soulmates then why did it have to be me? 

"For six days! For six fucking days you kept it to yourself. why didn't you say anything." Jimin blows out at Taehyung. 

I can't do this! not right now, No. I need to get out of here. 

Not paying much mind to the boys, I get up, stepping out of Jin's grip, and leave the room. I step into my shoes and leave the dorm quietly.

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"For six days, you kept this to yourself. why?" Jimin questions.

In the heat of the moment, he revealed that Selene is his soulmate too, but how is he going to explain the reason for not telling it sooner?  

The moment he felt the subtle electricity passing through his hands when he touched Selene, trying to keep her from falling, replayed in his mind non-stop for the past six days. He knew at that moment; what had happened and what that meant.

As much as he wanted a soulmate, he didn't know how to broach the subject. His hyung-nim and Jiminie were already struggling to establish a relationship with Selene. He had witnessed the days after Selene and Jimin's argument. He saw how much his friend was hurting inside. He had seen the looks of jealousy on both their faces, and he knew somewhere within he was feeling the same.

Though, However much he wanted to stay away from her. Resent her. He couldn't. Seeing her hurt his members, his eyes would glare at her but in his heart was longing. Longing for his soulmate.

But despite the pull and longing, he would not accept a soulmate that would hurt his members. And that's what Selene did just now. She didn't think the impact or consequence her words would bring to their heart. No. She was furious over her former lover leaving her, and she just went ahead and put the blame of it on her soulmates, instead of bearing it herself or putting it on their fragile relationship.

Don't get him wrong, he was glad her former lover left her; otherwise, they wouldn't have been able to find her, but that doesn't mean he'll wait in a corner listening to whatever bullshit she spits out of her mouth towards his brothers.

The fury he felt towards her when he saw Jimin's glossy eyes, hurt by the words directed towards him. He never wanted to see Jimin hurting, or crying. His friend was a true angel, he couldn't hurt even a bug, for his heart was so pure.

He knew he shouldn't have said those words to Selene, it hurt him too, of course, but someone had to set her straight. Make her see rationally. She was far gone into her own misery that she knew she was hurting them but still doing it, even aiming to do it.

"I... I didn't want to cause more problems. She was struggling to accept two soulmates, how could I have said that she needs to worry about three soulmates instead?" I decide to go with the truth.

"Also, I didn't like the way she was treating you guys, If I had revealed myself to be her soulmate, she might even have gotten colder towards us."

"This doesn't work like that, Taehyungie. Do you think telling us like that was better?"

"No, of course not. But what would I have done? watch from the sidelines as she accused you of absurd things? How can I let someone go without consequences; who hurt you both? even if it's our own soulmate."

"Even if she is your soulmate Taehyung, that doesn't give you the right to speak between us," Jimin states, relentlessly.

Taehyung knew Jimin was mad at him because he hurt Selene, he couldn't bear to see his soulmate hurt, and neither can Taehyung himself, but his brothers were far more important to him than the soulmate with the nasty attitude he met with a week ago.

"She wasn't just saying that for you, Jimin-ah. She was cursing out her soulmates, and since I am one, even though she didn't know, it hit me too. I had to make her see reason before she said anything she would regret in the future." listening to this Jimin's eyes soften. He understood now. It wasn't just about him, Taehyung was protecting himself as well as Selene.

As the tension died down, Jungkook questions, "How did you know she understands Korean?"

"I have seen her reacting whenever one of us would remark something in Korean, she thought no one was looking, that she was being discreet," he shares.

He wouldn't admit it to everyone, but whenever he was in the same room as Selene, his eyes would never leave her frame; Watching, Observing, Drinking her in. Every move she made, every step she took, every expression that graced her face, he was scrutinizing everything.

There were moments she thought she was fooling us successfully, schooling her expressions but the way her cheeks would turn scarlet when Jin would compliment her in Korean and Jimin would cheekily throw a flirty comment towards her, thinking she wouldn't understand. She obviously did a good job since none of the other members caught onto her act, but her ears and cheeks betrayed her, showing him, her actual reaction.

There were times that he selfishly wondered what it would have been like if she was only his soulmate. And he knew he wasn't the only one that must have had those thoughts.

Truthfully, he still didn't know how he felt towards her. On one hand, he didn't like her one bit simply because of her actions and attitude towards the members, but on the other, the pull he felt towards her was like gravity. The attraction he had to her was like iron to a magnet.  

He knows Selene isn't ill to her heart, he understands that she is going through a tough patch, and he would help her heal from it, he knows they all would, but only if she lets them in, and for that to happen, it was necessary to peel the curtains off her eyes. She still had some hope of getting back together with her ex-lover, and she had to be willing to move on from him.

Just thinking about the guy makes Taehyung's eyes grow red. He wasn't there that day when Jimin and Selene had the argument over that guy, or he too, like Jimin wouldn't have been able to tame his jealousy, asking questions about him, revealing himself to be her soulmate right then.

It's been two hours, and Selene still hadn't come back. They thought she went out for a walk to clear her head. But It's almost ten, and she isn't anywhere to be found. Her phone is switched off, and there is no way for the boys to contact her.

Jimin, Jin, Jungkook, and RM decide to go out to look for her.

"The four of us can cover more ground and find her faster." Namjoon states.

"I am coming too," Taehyung announces, determined. He could not leave his soulmate out on the cold streets while being cooped up in the warmth of the apartment himself. She didn't even take her coat for God's sake.

"No." Namjoon retaliates. "You should be here for if she comes back."

"But-"

Whatever he was going to say died when Namjoon spoke, interrupting him.

"Do you think she would come back with you after what happened? It's best if you stay here, taehyung-ah."

His shoulders sag visibly. He was right. Even if he found her, she would not come back with him. He had said so many hurtful words to her today, even called her a bitch. How could he call her that? He got so carried away in his anger that he lost his mind about what he was saying.

Now, he just wonders if she will ever forgive him. If they will ever be able to build a relationship.

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I don't know where I am going. I just let my feet carry me out of that place. I could not for another second have been in there, listening to taehyung.

All I wanted at this moment was to run away. Run away from my problems, my feelings. The ache I feel in my heart; that has been there for the past months.

Even if I wanted to ignore his words, Taehyung was right. I was holding onto the hope of getting back with Eric. I thought if we could keep our soulmates around as friends, we could be together, and no one would be facing the consequences of rejecting a soulmate.

Through my teary gaze, I recognize the path I was walking on; I moved in the direction of the only place that could calm me down right now.

Ever since my and Eric's break up, everyone has told me to accept my fate and give my soulmate or, in this case, my soulmates a chance. But how could I when my heart was not ready to let go? It was still grasping onto the memories Eric and I made, Our moments of comfort, love, and fights. All this seemed too hard to disregard and move on in just a matter of a couple of months.

Maybe in a year or two, I would be able to move on, and make new memories but, right now is too early to do so; the wound is still fresh.

Reaching my destination, I take a seat on a bench nearby, looking up at the sky.

Taehyung thinks I will go back to Eric if he accepts me, but it's not true. Even if it's true that I still hoped to get back to him, I was hurt. Angry. Eric threw our relationship away in just a matter of seconds. I needed him when my world was lost from its axis, not as a boyfriend but as a friend. My best friend. We had been friends long before we turned into a couple. But he showed me his back that moment. He not only disrespected me and our relationship, but he disrespected our friendship.

I used to put him on such a high pedestal, but the way he cut all his connections to me that day broke me. It broke my trust. On love, on friendship.

So no, no matter how much I want him, I will not take him back just like that. He will have to face the consequences of his actions.

And the way Teahyung spoke to me, called me a dumb bitch. How dare he? He doesn't know a thing about me, and he dares to judge me.

How did UNIVERSE even deem him, to possibly be a match for me? All he's done, this past week was give me stink eyes and glares from across the room and then lectured me right before announcing that he's my soulmate.

Seriously, how many soulmates can a girl even have?  Even if I accepted them wholeheartedly, how would I have juggled between them? Just thinking about it seems like a lot of work.

Too lost in my thought, I don't register the footsteps approaching me until I hear the voice,

"Finally! there you are." Namjoon comments as he comes to sit beside me.

"what are you doing here?"

"Looking for you, what do you think?" he sasses me.

"Why? I wanted to be alone, that's why I came out here,"

"It was getting late, everyone was worried for you. So we decided to go look," he informs me.

I turn towards him, "oh yeah? they were worried? It's barely past ten."

"It's going to be midnight soon, Selene. And yes, WE were all worried."

At his comment, I check my phone only to find it out of battery. Catching on my actions, Namjoon shows me his own, and sure enough, it was 11:42.

I sigh, mulling over my thoughts; I totally lost the track of time. Just then, the words he just spoke registered in my brain.

"We?" I ask him,

"yeah, we were all worried, Selene. you live with us that means you are under our care, and we can't let anything bad happen to you, also the members care for you."

"How did you find me here anyway? and where are the others?"

"We split. I thought you might be here. When I'm in need to calm myself or need comfort, this is the place I go to. And after seeing you here that day, I thought it might be the same for you too. I didn't tell the others because I thought you needed time before facing them, but I couldn't let you be by yourself as well."

"If you've come here to take me back, then I won't. I'm not going back there just yet. If this is too important, Jin and Jimin told me that the apartment next to yours will be ready in a couple of days, I'll move into that directly. I am not going to live under the same roof as them again," I tell him bluntly.

I know he's their friend, and he would want the best for his brothers, but I can't do this right now. I can't face Taehyung or the others. I didn't want so many soulmates in the first place, It's not on me.

"I didn't," Namjoon speaks.

"What?" I ask him, confused.

"I didn't come here to take you back Selene. I came here to see if you were alright. We can go back whenever you want." He clears.

"We?"

"Yes, we. I told you I can't let you be by yourself like this. And if you won't go back, where will you stay?"

"You know I have a place right? I rented an apartment not long ago,"

Namjoon nods, "So are we going to head there, or do you want to stay here a bit longer?"

"I will stay a little while longer. And Namjoon, I might be a foreigner, but I can take care of myself, you don't need to stay with me." I assure him.

While his offer was more than kind, and he's proving to be a friend to me right now, I need to be alone. Thankfully he understands as he gives me a nod, telling me it will be fine.

"But I'll need to know where you live. I swear I won't tell the boys, but I need to make sure you're okay." he counters, and I give in.

I appreciate his efforts and thoughts of course, but I need time to think. And the peace of these couple of days will be all I will have. After that, I will have to face them again; all three of my soulmates, with a decision. The decision of- if I can let them in my life or will I call it quits after sealing our bond.


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