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Can I ask for a ex!skz x reader where they find out the reader is pregnant when they weren't supposed to know?

Like maybe there was a miscommunication and they weren't picking up her calls or she still talks to another member platonically and it's found out through there

I haven't really out much thought into it tbh I just wanna see some angst and this seemed niche to me lol

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cs 👀 so ominous haha. I tried to write little blurbs for each boy - again from different perspectives in time. I hope this is alright! (Also each scenario isn't exactly the same situation, so.) There IS - Mentions of miscarriage in Chan's scenario for added angst, so please be aware of that.

Pairing: Ex!SKZ OT8 x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Mentions of pregnancy, toxic relationships, mentions of miscarriage (Chan)

ex!skz ot8 + them finding out you're pregnant after you broke up

Bang Chan: Reaction: Concern, Sorrow

"Y/N?" Oh, no. No. No, no. He couldn't be here right now. Not now - Not right fucking now. "Were you ever going to tell me?" "Why," you start, closing your eyes. Tears had already been clinging to your lashes prior to him coming into your shared apartment. The two of you had started renting it out together a year or so into your relationship, but now that you were split Chan had been letting you stay there while he moved back to the dorms with the boys and found himself a new place. Begrudgingly, because he did not want you to be alone right after your relationship ended. And it hadn't ended on bad terms. It was a mutual understanding that he was busy, you were lonely - and a month after that ending - you were pregnant. And.. then you weren't. You hadn't had the courage to tell him considering he was constantly working or sleeping (on the off chance) so you'd confided in Minho instead. You couldn't just keep it to yourself, and the boys were still your friends - even if Minho had gone against your wishes and told your ex-boyfriend about it. (Though apparently he left one crucial detail out.)

"There," you start once again. A sob echoes against the bare walls of the apartment as you break down for the umpteenth time that day. "There's nothing to tell you about anymore."

Chan swore he'd never felt so many emotions in one day. Joy, Potential. And then.. Anger, at the world. For deceiving you - For giving you something so precious and then ripping it away even if you were terrified of the possibilities. You can't push him away when he makes his way over to you, embracing you in firm arms and cradling the back of your head as you practically wail against his chest. The crown of your head grows wet and cold as his eyes slip shut, the two of you letting the sorrow and grief wrap around your bodies like a blanket that in the end, would hold you together.

Lee Minho: Reaction: Frustration, Confusion

"Get out, Minho!" "Why did you feel comfortable enough to tell Seungmin about it but not me?" "Because Seungmin's not my ex-boyfriend who constantly brushed me off and made me feel like I wasn't good enough for him." Minho stops his pursuit in the hallway of the apartment, staring you down with parted lips and sharp eyes. You'd turned to glare at him, hands clenched into fists at your sides in frustration. Who did he think he was, chasing you around the apartment demanding answers? Why couldn't he have asked calmly after you had dinner? Or when you weren't actually busy with something? "How far along are you?" "Why do you care? You're not my boyfriend anymore." "Because it's still our baby!" "No - It's my baby. You aren't going to be around, the child won't even know of you until I feel they're ready to be aware; Because I will not let you treat our child the way you treated me. Ever." His eyes twitch in sync. Lips shutting and throat tightening as he swallows, that seems to seal the deal. There was no hopes of you potentially wanting to mend things between the two of you - No hopes of a future together with a family of your own. You really weren't letting him in. And you sure as hell weren't letting him in the bedroom, slamming the door behind you and locking it. He can sleep on the couch. Seo Changbin: Reaction: Relief, Concern

Felix's hands twitch at his sides. "Five months? Really, it's already been that long?" His accent is thick as his eyes stay focused on the swell of your belly, bump prominent but precious under the cherry pink sundress.

You can't help your smile. You know he's itching to feel but too nervous to ask, so you nod your head lightly towards your bump. "You can touch it if you'd like."

"Yah - Really?" But he's crouching down before he knows it and he's so gentle, pressing both hands to the bump with a grin. He's giggly; Honored, really, that you were letting him touch such a precious moment when you were... well, his groupmate's ex-girlfriend. "It's warm," Felix comments. "Like, it knows I'm here or something. Do you think it can hear me?"

You're about to answer with a 'I'm sure everyone in the building can hear how excited you are,' but someone enters the room that makes every hair on your body stand on end. You hadn't told him. Showed him. Let him see at all or be aware that he would have a whole ass child in just a few months. It was just... terrifying.

"You're," Changbin seems to start, sentence dying off the moment he lays eyes on the Aussie currently feeling over your bump. Your bump, that he'd been the cause of. (Wrap it before you tap it.) "Pregnant." "I.. sure am," You manage a soft laugh. Your eyes fall back to Felix, who'd tensed a bit and turned to look over at Changbin when he came closer. The older of the two crouches as well and looks up - and with a nod of shy permission, you let him rest a hand on the bump as well.

Changbin breathes heavy, brow crinkling in surprise, worry, and relief that you'd been kind enough to let him do such a thing. "Oh my God..."

Hwang Hyunjin: Reaction: Indifference, Unresponsive

"So this is..." "Yeah."

You hadn't really had a choice in showing Hyunjin the ultrasound pictures. Jeongin with his big fucking mouth had let it slip that you were pregnant to all of the other boys - which included Hyune. He'd practically demanded to see any proof of it being true, surprised and a bit relieved it wasn't some ploy to get his attention when you'd come over, tugged the photos out of your purse and dropped them on the table in frustration.

Which, at the current moment, had all of the boys surrounding their table and peering down at them. They seem to be smart enough to give Hyunjin space to look at them on his own - but they were staring over his shoulders. He was holding onto the pictures so tightly that his knuckles had paled, bone defined and thumbs swiping over the images as if caressing them. It was hard to read his expression - as even he wasn't sure how he was supposed to react to the information.

"And it's mine?" He questions in a softer tone, one he'd really only used with you and (on occasion) Felix. "Sure as Hell isn't anyone elses," you reply quietly, sitting in a seat and wrapping your arms around your belly. Jeongin peeks over, ever the excited and giggly younger. He was going to be a big brother again - if you decided to let Hyunjin into your child's life, that is...

Han Jisung: Reaction: Worry, Frustration

Jisung's never typed so aggressively in his life. He was so mad - so pouty, upset, and curious. Why would you keep something like this from him? Yeah, he's your ex-boyfriend, but you still talk often and get together for lunch and GOD, is that why you've been wearing dresses and sweaters and overalls and--

"When did she tell you about this?" Jisung whips his head to look at Chan. The older just purses his lips, staring his friend down and staying silent. He was not getting involved any further. "Sung," He murmurs after a moment, "She only told me because she needed someone to drive her to an appointment."

"Appointment?!" "Relax - It was just that monthly check-up thing. She's okay, but I think you should call and talk to her about it yourself."

Meanwhile, you'd sat for the last hour and twenty three minutes staring at your phone as it pinged over and over with messages and missed calls. You weren't ready to talk to him about it yet - and with the way he was blowing up your phone, you just knew he'd found out somehow. When you'd gathered the courage to type up a reply, he's not too fond the answer he gets but he'll take it.

'Meet me at the cafe tomorrow morning? We can talk about everything. Promise.'

Lee Felix: Reaction: Joy, Relief

"I didn't want you to find out," You whisper into your palms as Felix stares you down only a foot away, his head tipped forward so he can hear you properly. His brow is crinkled and he's so scared you're going to break down in front of him. You can't do that - He'll break down, too.

"Baby," His eyes soften in response to your saddened words. "I'm happy I found out - Even if we aren't together. I want to be there for you, I want to be there to support you even if it's not directly. And I do want to be a part of our child's life."

"We're too young," You sob in reply. Felix lifts his hands to your wrists, gently prying your hands from your eyes so you had to look at him when he shakes his head. "We're young but we've got this. And you know I'm not someone who gives up this easily. I would've found out sooner or later and I would've fought to be in this baby's life tooth and nail."

Your hands shake, sliding down slowly to hold onto his. He lifts them to his lips, pressing kiss after kiss slowly over the bridge of your knuckles. And you just watch as you conjure up another excuse and reason as to why you hadn't told him about it. God, you should've changed your address a while ago. Of course he'd seen the medical bills for the appointments...

"You're busy," Is all you've got. And he just chuckles, a soft smile raining on defined lips. Felix leans in to press a kiss to your forehead and you know you're done for, melting into his arms when he pulls you carefully into a hug. "I'm never going to be too busy for you two."

Kim Seungmin: Reaction: Aggression, Accusatory

His hand practically slaps against the bedroom door when you try to swing it shut. "You can text and call Changbin about it but you can't talk to me?" Seungmin snaps the words in a harsh manner that he hopes you know he doesn't intend to use. He's tired; Practice went rough, his throat was so scratchy it'd turned his voice hoarse, and now he'd found out you're pregnant via Changbin's phone being open in the studio with your text messages. "Are you into him?"

You'd never felt your blood run cold this way. You turn, staring your ex down with a glare so bold and he feels a tingle run down his back. "Excuse me?" "Are you--"

"Shut. The fuck. Up!" You bite. You'd slap him if you could reach him from here. "I'm not into him - But right now he is the only thing keeping me grounded in this fucking... Hell of a world! He's gone with me to all of the appointments, brought my meds to me, treated me to craving foods - He is all I have!"

"You have me!" Seungmin snaps again, angry this time. Why wouldn't you just give in and see that he was all you needed? You could have the world - Have a family, have whatever the Hell you wanted if you'd just give in and go back to him. But you're so tired, and you are not taking his shit right now. Now is not the time to be begging for you to go back to him. You want to lay down and close your eyes, and feel nothing but peace as you drift to sleep for the first time in two days.

"I don't want you!"

Yang Jeongin: Reaction: Anxious, Overjoyed

Jeongin's hands jerk in anxiety. His lashes flutter as he looks down at the ground between his feet, sitting in one of those awful little hospital chairs. He'd begged to be here but now he felt like he was going to throw up. After finding out you were pregnant through some texts meant for Seungmin, he'd seeked out your apartment for the first time in nearly half of a year to ask if he could go with to find out the gender of your baby. Your baby. He'd said it was yours - even if it was also his. But you didn't want him around, and now he- "Thank you," You smile to the nurse as he nods and heads off down the hallway, seeming delighted with the way the appointment went. As you waddle your way towards the man in the chairs, his head lifts and he stands in anticipation. You let out a small breath in thought. Running a hand over the bump, you peer up at Jeongin.

"I've been thinking about it a lot. I... do want to try and work things out, between us, and I do want you to be a part of her life."

Jeongin feels time slow down. His eyes widen as he stares down at you, lips parting and tongue clicking in his mouth as he tries to form words. You'd said it. You'd said what he'd been hoping for, for the entire duration after he'd heard you were pregnant.

"It's a girl?"

Your nod of confirmation is all it takes for him to wrap his arms around you tight, settled against your back as he picks you up and spins you in a circle with a grin. It's a girl - He's going to have a daughter. And he's going to spoil the Hell out of the both of you.

Figured I'd end it with at least a little bit of fluff since this was indeed. a doozy to write. Hope you enjoyed!~

in middle school i had a friend who liked to smell my hair. most of my friend group agreed that my hair smelled good? (which was actually a nice compliment in a kind of weird way)

anyway, the one who liked to smell my hair would mess around with it, usually behind me. i turned around once and she had the end of my braid in her mouth.

it was very wet.

:,D ✨middle school✨