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CHIRON IN THE HOUSES:

Chiron in our chart shows where we feel weak, where we feel powerless and damaged. Its our ”achilles heel” and our weak spot. It shows a place where we feel we will never be number one. Its where people can hurt us the most and where we need to heal in this lifetime. It also shows a place where we can heal others and where we have the most empathy. It shows a place where we might be experts at helping others but cant help ourselves. ❤️‍🩹

CHIRON IN THE 1ST HOUSE:

These people are usually very competetive and their competetiveness can be taken to far which will result in competing with everyone. This can make them behave very intense around people who have what they dont have, especially when it comes to personality and appearance.

A lot of them were bullied as children, even by family members and usually for something with their appearance which makes them super self conscious and impacts their self esteem negatively for the rest of their lives.

They are afraid of being viewed as weak and act aggressive to make up for how unsafe they feel, even tho other people view their actions as embarrassing they wont stop because they want to show how ruthless they can be.

They are very good at seeing other peoples true nature since they are very sensitive.

They have a healing presence that makes people want to be close to them. Really good at comforting others.

Women with this aspect are usually extremely fixated on other womens appearance and will often point something out.

Men with this aspect can have extreme issues with masculinity and might start a lot of physical fights.

Some of them are afraid of going anywhere alone and needs to be surrounded by friends if they are going somewhere(mostly in their teenage years)They might even feel nervous going to the store or the gym alone even tho they know everyone else does it.

CHIRON IN THE 2ND HOUSE:

They might have moved to a new country where they didnt fit in because they didnt have money and because of that they couldnt dress like the other kids at school.

These people will have to work really hard to get over the feeling of not being good enough because it feels almost natural for them to see themselves as less

They might experience problems with their skin, teeth, lips and weight.

The 2nd house rules our moral values so these people can have values that are not accepted by others

Since the 2nd house rules our physical body it will make them very insecure about how their body and face looks.

They could feel like they were born in the wrong body and like their body is their prison (Caitlyn Jenner and Timothy Chalamet has this placement)

CHIRON IN THE 3RD HOUSE:

These people can have a really painful relationship to their siblings if they have any. There might be extreme competetiveness between these people and their siblings. A lot of people with this placement experiences horrible betrayal by the siblings which they will never get over.

They have a sibling who they are constantly compared to. Might have grown up with everyone talking about this sibling being more beautiful, talented or educated than them. A sibling they can never live up to.

They might have a diagnose that makes it hard for them to understand others.

They were probably bullied or had a really hard time during their early school years. Their early school years might have been hell.

They might have grown up in a bad neighbourhood or a neighbourhood that was far away from their friends.

These people will experience a lot of problems with communication and might have a hard time communicating their feelings. They might stutter or just get really uncomfortable when talking to others.

They might prefer to stay silent our of fear of being judged or misunderstood.

CHIRON IN THE 4TH HOUSE:

This placement can make someone the black sheep of the family,they might have been treated worse than their siblings.

One of the parents were probably very manipulative and might have used them to manipulate the other parent.

Most of them wanted to leave their childhoodhome early.

These people experience issues with femininity and women and probably had a mother who had issues with her own femininity.

In women this can be someones whos a ”tomboy” or the opposite someone who does everything to be extra feminine.

In some cases the mother of this person has traits of Narcissistic personality disorder.

These people can grow up to have a very bad attitude towards women.

CHIRON IN THE 5TH HOUSE:

Might go trough a really hard custody battle and lose custody of their kids.

These people feel a strong need to express themselves and to be the most creative, they might cut their clothes and sew them in a new way to be creative

They are very sensitive to rejection.

They will experience some kind of problems with children. Either with conceiving or issues with the relationship to their children.

A lot of these people could pass on their own trauma onto their children.

They can become addicted to partying and especially drinking.

CHIRON IN THE 6TH HOUSE:

These people can have a lot of enemies at work and experience so much conflict at a job that they have to quit the job

These people experience issues with routines and can easily fall into a habit of ordering food directly to the door because they cant get out of bed, having a healthy routine feels impossible

Some of them do the opposite and becomes obsessed with having the perfect routines

They can experience issues with food addiction, drug addiction or an eating disorder.

They might have diabetes or some other illness that make them have to take a syringe everyday.

CHIRON IN THE 7TH HOUSE:

These people might never been in a relationship and because of that they feel different because they see everybody else in happy relationships.

Might feel like they dont understand social codes and feel like they are weird or dont know how to behave socially which makes them overperform by being too nice

They might feel like relationships always ends in pain or conflict

There can be an attraction to wounded people with a lot of baggage, people they think they can save.

Most of these people are afraid of being left for someone else so they try to be the perfect man/woman.

CHIRON IN THE 8TH HOUSE:

These people have a wound when it comes to their sense of power. They probably have something that make them feel powerless and this makes them seek power where they can. These people have in common with Chiron is the 1st house people that they like to be a big fish in a small pond.

Most of them experienced a huge loss when young which traumatized them, most likely because someone they loved died

They grew up with someone who always had power over them it could be a stepmom or a sibling who made them feel powerless

There is a wound when it comes to sex they might have been the last one of their friends who lost their virginity or lost it to someone who hurt them.

They are drawn to situations where they can feel that they are the ones in charge

There is something that makes them insecure when it comes to their sexuality. Something that also hinders their sexlife, it can be that they feel unattractive or just a low sexdrive.

CHIRON IN THE 9TH HOUSE:

These people might have been bullied for something that has to do with their ethnicity or religion. They might have been the only one in the whole school with their etnicity or religion. Talking about it might be very painful. Sometimes they feel like their whole identity is linked to their ethnicity.

They have a very complicated relationship with spirituality/god and might see everything that happens as a sign from god.

Talking about their school years might be extremely sensitive to them. Their school years might have been like hell for them. The might have changed a lot of schools or dropped out because it was so horrible. This is the placement of the poor kids who went to a school with only rich kids because their parents only cared about them getting the best education.

These people feel an intense need to always be learning more and more and more. Many of these people are probably into astrology since the learning never ends when it comes to astrology.

They will experience issues with their in-laws because of religious views. Their inlaws might not accept them if they dont convert.

Many of them have never been outside of the country they were born in and dreams of traveling but something is standing in the way.

CHIRON IN THE 10TH HOUSE:

These people could suffer from agoraphobia or just be really uncomfortable in public.

Might have been humiliated in public when younger which traumatized them.

There might have been tension with the father for as long as they can remember

The father might not have been in the picture or in worst case died when they were young

Men with this placement could experience issues with their masculinity.

Feels a need to be someone with high status

Could have grown up in a family who was known for something bad and had to grow up with a bad reputation and being shamed by society

CHIRON IN THE 11TH HOUSE:

Might have been targeted by a group of people. In worst case even r*ped by a group of people.

They attract wounded friends, most of their friends probably had hard childhoods

Might have gone trough a period where you had no friends and were outcasted and felt like you were on the outside looking in.

They can feel a strong need to belong in a social group

Might lack social awareness or feel different from other in their age group

If they have stepchildren they will experience a lot of issues with them, their stepchildren might refuse to accept them.

CHIRON IN THE 12TH HOUSE:

Might be addicted to drugs or alcohol and feel like they have no control at all over their physical bodies.

They experience people breaking their trust a lot and their darkest secret always gets out.

Most time there is something they are painfully afraid that others will find out, a secret that is extremely hard to keep.

Might hide their sexuality and spend their whole life ”in the closet”

The public can be very fixated on exposing these people so celebrities with this placement are often involved in public scandals. Might even be known because of a scandal.

They can experience addiction to drugs or alcohol, might even be hospitalized because of this.

© 2022 Zeldas Notes

in march 1 rn, and i picked this exact pile when i first saw the 2022 general reading pac

and i can say.. wtf its actually happening and true how is this even...

⊙ Le Chaos

2022 PAC

Welcome to your reading pile 1, I wish you the best for the year of 2022 and hope this reading will help you. Remember to read the intro on the main post of this PAC in order to understand how it work and just get the general info.

• Your Major Arcana from the Egyptian deck is The Chaos

Chaos, it destroy in order to create, it is the most primordial energy in this univers. During 2022, you’ll be protected and guided by the Divine, your higher self and spirit team will be more talkative than usual. During this year you’ll experience the end of multiples cycles but also see new and better one begin. Your desir will become reality if you’re ready to trust your intuition and your inner strength but remember to be careful about what you wish for. This last part was very important so be sure to take time and ask for advice from your Guides if you ever feel stuck, before taking decision or if you try to manifest something.

” By managing to dominate yourself and the Chaos that lies inside of you, Ô Child of this Earth, you’ll become the Master of your life and you will be able to achieve your dreams. For that you have to keep your distance from Greed and Possession. ”

⊙ Sun, The Self

3 of pentacles, Hanged Man, Get outside

During this year you’ll understand that success is outside of your comfort zone, you’ll evolve into someone who is more sociable in general you’ll be ”out” a lot this year and it is for the best because I feel like a lot of you were like hermit during the last year(s) or someone very lonely, during this year you’ll meet new people for the biggest part you’ll find amazing friends or roommate(s) for some people your soul tribe will be waiting for you. Some of you will probably get out of the (toxic) familly house or at least try to and it is amazing for you ! During 2022 you’ll understand how important it is to put yourself first and stop all of those sacrifice for people who often don’t deserve it. You are the main character and never forget it.

Moon, Healing and Emotions

Page of Pentacles, The Moon, Feel your higher self

”I don’t care anymore” was the first thing I heard when I was reading your cards. In 2022 you’ll litteraly say ”fuck everything” the society who wants you to work just in order to get money ? ”fuck it I got passion and it’s going to be my job”. You parents who wants you to have this specific life ? ”fuck you i’ll live MY life with MY OWN path”. You’ll stop caring about fear and the unknow and you’ll litteraly jump into it, during this year you will fight your insecurities and doubt because those things are taking to much space and time I heard ”im done with that shit”. You’ll make peace with your shadow, embrace the unknown and evolve into a true rebel ! Don’t forget to take care of yourself and don’t ignore your intuition and true calling.

Mercury, Career and Study

Hierophant, Emperor R, deception, the end of a cycle

Oh yes this year will be a deception... For the things and people who wanted to control you because you’ll fly away, toward your passion(s) but you got an other cycle to close here and it is bad habits. Once you’ll reach this nice place some stuff won’t change, you might still procrastinate or your hopes will go up and down because the task is hard or litteraly avoid work. Spirit are reminding you that your work life needs more structure and a stable foundation, you can’t do things in a ”chaotic schedule” you’ll have to push yourself a bit for the begining but don’t worry because by ending this cycle everything will feel better with healthy habits. I heard ”but i’ve never learned to dance” you might not very experienced in that new thing you chosed but don’t see it at something bad ! Talent is created after years of hard work look at Da Vinci you think he was able to draw like that on the first day he drew ? Hard work doesn’t mean ”work until you fall out of exhaustion” Your schedule should include breaks, self care day, don’t neglect yourself it will ruin everything. ”push yourself” doesn’t mean ”destroy yourself”.

Venus, Love

Temperance R, 10 of swords + knight of cups, Your dreams

” You’re going to be spoiled but first...” said the Spirit. It’s a wonderful year for manifesting The One but only if you’re willing to work on yourself (I won’t elaborate because all of the advices can be found on all the other part) the knight in shining armor himself will probably come to you during this year or very soon. You’ll meet This person after the end of a cycle during this period of adaptation while you’re working on bringing back balance and harmony in your life, it will be a period full of fear and adaptation but you’ll show your strenght and prove how amazing you are to the world and the univers. Remember that you shouldn’t overthink about romantic relationship during this year you might want to avoid FS themed pac or just read less than usual, get readings and prediction about yourself and not about this futur partner you’ll see who they are when the time will be right.

Mars, Strength

5 of Swords, 9 of Swords R, Knight of Swords, It’s a good thing for You

” Don’t be that peasant who is just sitting here, waiting for something surrounded by swords, be that knight and take the sword in order to go and fight.”

New beginnings aren’t easy but you’ll find strength in mouvement and courage, inaction and procrastination are your enemy for this year. Yes it would be difficult but you shouldn’t fear loneliness, you should push yourself to stay optimistic you can’t stay in that dark mindset all your life you need to move on but don’t blame yourself when you feel like not doing everythingin in one day or if you need a lazy day as long as it’s not taking too much of your time. I heard ”should I really go to work ?” like I said before try to avoid those day where you are just stuck in bed try to go out or at least do a little something. During 2022 don’t be seducted by Sloth.

Jupiter, The Divine

5 of Pentacles, Strength + Justice, This situation is necessary

Well... You might hate spirits or the univers in some point, mostly because they promised you peace and at the end you get massive struggle in the begining. Actually here they are telling me ”Peace is the reward for those who will fight in order to evolve” so this period of struggle is here because the univers is testing you ”prove me you really want it” just know it won’t last forever and you’ll have a beautiful reward (more than what you asked). One last word from Spirits ”If you win, you’ll get reward, if you lose it will be a bit longer but you’ll get the help and advices you need from the divine in order to achieve this test” I don’t know if some of you are into kemetism but I felt like this last message was from Ra himself ?

Saturn, Obstacles

Page of Cups R, Ace of Swords, Your heart is pure, Leave this situation

” You’re better than that but you don’t want to accept it. ”

When I got into this part of your reading the candle went out, the playlist ended playing it’s last song, it is the end and you have to accept it. All of this was meant to be, the cycle is done there is nothing more for you here you have to embrace and work for this new begining, fly away and accept the change I heard ”it is done !”. New beginnings are both scary and full of good things just like growing up, adult life got problems sure but can you see all of the freedom you got now ? This new begining bring a lot of new opportunity and positive things but if you refuse to see it how can you be happy if you only look for the negative side. I put an other song and I think i’ll end this reading with that lyrics

” And in this endless night, in despair, He can see the dawn that will awake him in the next morning ”

- ⊙

Tropical - Saturn, Sun, Mercury

Vedic - Mars, Saturn, Mercury

that's so interesting i have my mars as my dom planet in my sidereal one (only 0.1 percent higher with saturn) 😭

What are your dominants in Tropical and Vedic?

Tropical - Venus, Uranus and Jupiter

Vedic - Venus, Saturn and Mercury