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Bad Day - Dean Winchester

Dean Winchester  x daughter reader

Warnings: Angst-ish

Word count: 737

Summary: Dean is feeling like giving up Reader talks to him trying to cheer him up a little and make him feel less like he’s alone

Authors Note: based off of “sometimes I feel like giving up. Then I remember I’ve got a lot of people to pissoff.” 

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“Where’s Dean?” I walked into the kitchen to get lunch. Even though it’s like 2 in the afternoon, but it’s hard to tell time in the bunker.

“Your dad is moping in his room.” Sam answered looking over to me

“Do you know why?” I asked my uncle. Who of course was making rabbit food for lunch.

“No, just that he grabbed a case of beer and a sandwich, he hasn’t left his room since.” he gave a tight lipped smile

“Ok” I replied as I let out a deep breath and headed down the hall towards my dad’s room.

After of course getting food.

Once I got to Deans room I knocked on the door. I heard a silent ‘come in’ and opened the door.

He has his back kind of turned so he doesn’t see the doorway, where I’m standing.

“Sam how many times do I have to tell you I don’t want your idea of a meal.” he said putting his face in his hands, leaning forward resting his elbows on his knees.

“Well I agree with you there, But I’m not Sam.” I responded biting my lip to contain my smile. Funny he thought I was Sam and gonna force him rabbit food.

“Hey kiddo” Dean said looking over shocked to see it was me

“Hey, Why you hold up in your room?” I asked him as I entered the threshold

“Felt like it” he shrugged

“Oh come on! You forget, I’m your kid, and we” I pointed between us “are exactly alike, so I know that's not it.”

He smiled slightly, nodding a little.

“Yeah, yeah we are just a like” he agreed

“So, tell me what’s up” i sat down next to him. As he moved to sit on the floor. I nudged him with my shoulder.

“Just - just not a good day”

“Bad day?” I asked looking at him. When he nodded. So I continued. Hoping I wasn’t pressing him to hard.But if he isn’t going to talk to Sam I hope he will maybe talk to me “What happened?”

“Sometimes this life, it’s just a lot. All the losing people and all the dying. It takes a toll… Never wanting to let people in because just by knowing you they could get killed. Then living with that. Its just a lot.” he let out trying to hold back most of his tears. Looking anywhere but me. Probably to not seem weak.

“I get that, I really do actually. And I’m not just saying that to try and relate.” I started. His head snapped to me, looking confused.

“I’ve uh lost a lot of friends, to the point were I don’t even try making any anymore. I’ve lost people to monsters that I considered family. . . before I met you and Sam. Yeah you guys lose people to - I still lose people being with you guys. But you’ve always had Sam. That makes things a little more bearable, right?” I told him. He hasn't been in my life for more than 5 months. So I knew that all this new information probably shocked him. Hell were still getting to know each other.

“Your right. Having Sam has made things better.” he admitted

“Through all the shit?” I giggled

“Yes, through all the shit.” he smiled but looked at me seriously “I’m sorry kid, about all you went through before you found us, and before we found you.”

“Its alright. I have you guys now. And I’ve met some awesome people through you guys.” I smiled at him before looking forward again.

“Plus I’ll always he here for you. You know that right?” he asked me, nudging me with his leg to get my attention.

“Yeah” I smiled turning to look at him. “I know”

Sam and Dean take care of family. An family don’t end with blood. I could tell he was still a little down so I nudged him back. And he turned to look at me.

“Hey, sometimes I feel like giving up. Then I remember I’ve got a lot of people to pissoff.” After I said that we both started laughing uncontrollably.

“Come on.” he stood up, reaching out to help me up

“Where we goin?” I asked him

“For pie and burgers. We need real food.” he raised his eyebrows with a goofy smile on his face. Grabbing his keys and we headed to the garage.