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Andrew “all I’ve ever known is yearning” Minyard and Neil “all I’ve ever known is longing” Josten falling in love

Andrew “I am a wall of stone” Minyard and Neil “I am a dozen invisible personas” Josten falling in love

Andrew “I had to learn how to stand my ground” Minyard and Neil “I had to learn how to run” Josten falling in love

Andrew “violence kidnapped me as a child” Minyard and Neil “violence was my inheritance” Josten falling in love

Andrew “I will become a weapon to come to their aid” Minyard and Neil “I will become a shield to come to their aid” Josten falling in love

Andrew “learn my language” Minyard and Neil “I will learn your language” Josten falling in love

Andrew “I’ll offer you anything to stay” Minyard and Neil “you are my reason for staying” Josten falling in love

Andrew “I see you” Minyard and Neil “I see you” Josten falling in love

Indie animation is not a competition. It should never be that. End of the story. You can't compare this to sports. Especially when it takes time. And for the record this is hh/hb account but this goes everyone.

We are receiving unconfirmed reports that it is bedtime. Citizens are advised to get into their pajamas and remain on high alert

What does it take to teach a bee to use tools? A little time, a good teacher and an enticing incentive. Read more here: http://to.pbs.org/2mpRUAz

Credit: O.J. Loukola et al., Science (2017)

Is it canon that Guardians Rub Cayde's memorial statue's horn for good luck like how ppl rub dog statues for good luck?

I simply never learn…

Too many assignments, not nearly enough time…

This is quite a common occurrence in Savanaclaw that literally no one bats an eye anymore

And by that I mean, Lala being able to carry almost literally anyone in her arms even if the other person has a large height gap from her 

It’s just that Jack is her most common victim  target (well besides Leona who literally couldn’t give a shit except for his own pride)

Bullet-point trivia/facts about Lala:

Lala was born into a clan of (tiger) warriors who strongly valued and adhered to the idea of "The weak are meat; the strong eat.”, with her being basically their “princess” due to her parents being, essentially, the “rulers” of the clan.

She was actually really sickly when she was a child; so sick that even she couldn’t even walk on her own without quickly falling to the ground in just 3 seconds.

Or even coughing up blood every so often. Even opening her eyes proved too much too hard due to the pain of her entire body and being too weak to move.

Thus she always had to rely on her older brother, [Shir-Kani], who was always by her side and would protect her from anything.

He vowed to always stay by her side no matter what even if the others had already long given up on her due to her condition. It even got to the point that even their mother, as was typical of all the women in their clan, who was extremely loving and protective, sadly resigned to her daughter’s fate of an early demise (whilst blaming herself for birthing Lala a weak body).

Her condition has actually existed since long ago within their clan’s history, though it was extremely rare and as a result, no one really knew what the cure for her illness was or how to combat it.

Also, due to her condition, she’s the only one who has albinism in her entire clan after the last one who existed a few couple centuries ago, while the rest have the normal (bengal) tiger fur/hair color. (EDIT: Ok, so, mod suffered a brain fart and slightly forgot she drew what if!Lala still with albinism skdljakdjasd) 

EDIT: Albinism in her clan is a trait not exactly tied together with the condition Lala is currently suffering from, so it doesn’t always mean that that Tigris is inflicted with the illness and it could just be from the recessive genetics.

When Lala turned 5, and Shir turned 9, however, Lala was able to stand up on her own and beat the ever-loving shit out of a group of kids (they were all around 11 to 12 yrs old) who had been picking on her older brother for quite some time now due to Lala’s condition. 

Having had enough, Lala lashed out and ended up sending the kids near death with the sheer brutality of her attack, with even their resident doctor stating that the kids will bear literal scars all over their bodies for the rest of their lives and that it was a miracle even that they managed to survive.

Conveniently, it was also due to this event and a recent discovery regarding Lala’s condition that, while her physical growth WILL be drastically slowed down, in exchange her body and muscles amplifies itself greatly to the point that she could just as easily have killed the kids with only a couple of (good) blows to their faces or chest area (specifically, where their lungs are at). [note: currently, she’s strong enough to easily carry Malleus, with little to no effort, and is practically a one-woman army).

Double conveniently, her weak physique stopped after she turned eight and she proceeded to get stronger from then on. (Though not long after, she left the clan all on her own without telling anyone...)

(Aaaaaand I’m going to stop there before this goes out of hand and becomes WAAAY too long lol. If any of you want the full backstory, then I might just finish it sooner or later; that is, IF any of you actually want it....)

(What she looks like  VS  What she COULD have looked like)

Me at 1am: ...

My brain: ... 

Me: *sighs* What is it THIS time?

My brain: How ‘bout we draw Cerna(the original Cirnu)?

Small facts about Cerna:

It IS possible for Cirnu to revert back into Cerna... only and if she gets thrown into despair and then dies quickly thereafter. Though, I don’t know WHY you’d want this to happen, since it would spell the literal END OF THE WORLD.

Their height is estimated to be around 2,800 or so meters-- which is roughly about 9,000 feet. Meaning they dwarf literally everyone in the entire cast.  (to reference, Cerna is as tall as Mount Triglav-- the mountain which is used as inspiration for the Bald Mountain in Fantasia and the place where Chernabog resides)

If it looks like Cerna is a dude, then that’s not wrong but also not right. Cerna has no gender-- they don’t even possess certain male or female, ehem, organs. The only reason Cirnu is a woman of the current timeline, is nothing but coincidence-- Cerna/Cirnu just so happened to be born as a woman currently. Simple as that.

Cerna’s wings are actually formed from their hair, and each wing is capable of spanning out and engulfing the entire mountain they reside at.

They were “born” from “nothingness” and have a single purpose: [To wreak havoc, tyranny, and evil across the entire world]. They had no emotions or feelings towards anything, if at all. They only had a cold apathy towards life, with an insatiable desire to see the suffering of everything and anything; Cerna most certainly felt “enjoyment” in seeing the terror that they caused onto populace after populace, but it was rather... hollow, as you can call it.

Cerna is among one of The Gods but doesn’t get along with any of them due to their respective natures, and the fact that Cerna doesn’t even seem to actually care about anything else besides their life’s purpose.

Cirnu is their reincarnation, that much is true. Although, the entire thing is a tad bit complicated. See, while Cirnu IS genuinely a reincarnation, Cerna STILL exists in some capacity outside of Cirnu. They are merely “dreaming”-- and by that I mean, Cerna has merely gone into a deep deep DEEP slumber within the mountain they reside in, letting themselves “reincarnate” over and over again (thanks to their and Lilia’s planning of this).

“Let’s sing a melody together, shall we~? Alright! And a one, and a one, two, three…~~!”

Name: Viviane Genov

Dorm: Octavinelle

Year: 2nd Year

Like/s:

Singing, musical instruments, vocal lessons

Children… which extends to the entire 1st-year student body

Learning and seeking knowledge

Interacting with other and new people

Dislike/s:

Restrictions

Running, being in a hurry

Stingy/“mean” people

Pain

Twisted from: No one (she’s based on a Beluga Whale)

Short Description:

A 2nd-year from the Octavinelle dormitory. Known as the “Undersea Songbird (of the Octavinelle dorm)” with perfectly good reason, as she always likes to hum a tune or outright sing— combined with her voice and personality, she’s quite popular and gets along with a vast majority of the student body. She doesn’t look like it, but she’s actually far more cunning than anyone gives her credit for.

Personality:

Viviane is genuinely cheerful, lively, sociable, and just an overall nice girl. She’s considerate enough to warn of the potential risks and consequences that might occur to any student who wants to make a contract with Azul, Jade, or Floyd— though she mostly whispers it to the poor student, or when those three aren’t in earshot. With that being said, she still willingly aids them with anything they need simply because she genuinely wants to help, along with the fact that it allows her to interact with a variety of people and do plectra of interesting tasks. Viviane also has a lot of hobbies, with most of them being related to the arts— music being her biggest interest, ranging even to playing musical instruments such as the piano; though she tells everyone her older brother is 100x better than her in playing musical instruments, even calling him an “instrumental genius”.

Though despite her near-genius level when it comes to arts and languages, she’s actually lagging behind on “common sense”, well, rather, “sense of self-preservation”. She’s air-headed and blasé to the point that she will talk to even the most sketchy-looking of people without a shred of ill-will or even fear on her face… though it sort of stems from the fact that she’s just reminded of her folks back at home, so she doesn’t think much of it; that and the fact that she’s too much of an optimist who doesn’t like to think badly of other people. However, it doesn’t mean that she’s lagging behind when it comes to grades… well, that much is true when one looks at her test scores, as they’re all in the B ~ C score range. That being said, she’s not dumb, and is actually a curious girl who likes to learn with enough interest— as such, if she really does try, then she can get straight As with flying colors. Viviane is also not actually that daft or stupid, as she quickly and very easily catches on to anything shady, and depending on her relationship status with that person then she’ll either outright ignore it or “plan it out”.

While she is a very kind if a bit ditzy girl no doubt, Viviane also displays some rather… “troubling” demeanor at times. Despite her honest and upbeat personality, she’s fully capable of lying as easily as she breathes and is 100% capable of manipulating someone to sway in her favor; the latter at times she does it subconsciously without realizing it, and at times she does consciously do it— but when she does consciously do it, she’s completely capable of laying out the scenarios the could potentially unfold after it and use it to her full advantage. Viviane is also fully capable of betraying and backstabbing other people if she doesn’t like what they’re doing, along with if it doesn’t suit with her needs anymore, though she does express some sort of guilt when she has to resort to this tactic but in the end reiterates that this outcome couldn’t be helped and only offers an apology. Combine all of this with her overall generally cute, nice, and seemingly helpful girl attitude and unless you have a keen eye for catching or detecting lies and aren’t easily emotionally affected(like Bel), or have known her long enough/are related to her(Leviotan), then be more cautious, for your own safety just in case.

Relationships:

[Will be edited in the future]

Trivia:

Her first name, [Viviane], is the French variation of the name “Viviana” or “Vivien”, which means “lively”. It is also apparently the name of the “Lady of the Lake” from Arthurian mythology.

Her last name, [Genov], comes from the infamous Genovese mafia— the oldest and largest of the “Five Families”, and was originally known as the “Luciano (crime family)”.

She’s actually an adopted child, and is the younger adoptive sister of Leviotan.

Her original and birth name was “Lorelei Delnater”; “Lorelei” comes from the high and steep slate rock and of a mermaid/siren in German folklore by the same name, while “Delnater” comes from word Del(phi)na(p)ter(us) in which the [beluga whale] is the only member of the genus classification.

Only her family and Lev call her “Lorey”, but she does tell other people whom she considers actual people she can trust and actual “best friends” about her original name and call her by the same nickname.

Viviane was also supposed to end up becoming the heir to the Genov family name due to their succession law of having a female lead the family. Though because of her adoptive status, and the fact that she vehemently rejected it(since it felt too “restraining” for her), Leviotan was chosen instead despite being a male. Both of them don’t really mind or care about this outcome in the slightest.

Ok, I can’t take this shit anymore. 

Why the FUCK are people complaining about NOT being able to play as an MC with a specific/set gender? 

The reason why there’s no fucking set gender and the MC is gender-neutral/ambiguous is--

BECAUSE IT’S A FUCKING SELF-INSERT YOU NITWITS!!!

M.E.A.N.I.N.G.

LITERALLY ANYONE WILL BE ABLE TO PROJECT ONTO THE MAIN CHARACTER AND SEEMINGLY EXPERIENCE THE FUCKING STORY AS IF THEY WERE THE ONES PLAYING IT!!

The game would also be able to reach a much wider audience BECAUSE the MC is gender-neutral!! Sure, a Fem!MC or even a Male!MC will still also be able to appeal to an audience, but, guess what?

THERE ARE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE ALSO COMPLAINING ABOUT NOT BEING ABLE TO GET THE REPRESENTATION THEY NEED/DESERVE!! 

Sound familiar?

BECAUSE THEY ALSO FUCKING SOUND LIKE YOU, YOU FUCKS!!!

This is a huge case of [pot calling the kettle black], honestly...

Dear obey me and twisted wonderland fandoms awww how sad theres some games that don't specifically out right cater to you unlike 99% of other otome and dating games. How sad you have to play as a gender ambiguous character instead of an out right blatant cis het female for once. Here let me play you a sad song on the worlds smallest violin. Poor babies, you have to experience what literally every single enby, trans, and gay person who like Japanese media and or these types of games in general goes through nearly every single time they play or read fics and head cannons.

Goebbels: Why did Himmler call you babygirl? Hitler: Because I'm the savior of the German nation.

One of the few asks I get, and it's like this.

this look!!!

Having Lilith harshly aspecting personal planets or Ascendant is having peoples boyfriend make it very clear to their partner that they are absolutely not at allll attracted to you. And how they would neeeverrrr sleep with you. And being extra rude to you infront of their partner to show how they are absolutely NOT❌🆘⚠️🙅🏻‍♂️ secretly attracted to you and not realizing they are just making their secret attraction more obvious by acting crazy.💀

Anthony&Kate - Kisses [11/?]

[Final Hours]

The hourglass is running out. Better hurry.

tested positive for wanting to be drowned in kisses and affection

Like scary movies?