Demons Of Love - Tumblr Posts

Do you sometimes, when you're seeing a person you are slowly getting attached to, feel like you're falling for them ? But second later, after coming back to reality, you think "I can't. I can't fall for them because I have no chances, because I don't deserve to be loved, I CAN'T BE LOVED !"

And then you feel just anger....you are angry at yourself that, even for a second, you thought that you might love someone....that someone might love you...and this anger ? Letting all those emotions run free was a mistake and you know it will be hard to collect them again and lock them in a cage as before...

When something like that happens to me, I take a piece of paper and I just, with all my mighty and strength, make lines...as deep as possible so I can get rid of those weird feelings....then I put the paper in an envelope named "don't fall in love"....I want to see how much I can be vulnerable and stupid to think that someone might love me...