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"I want to be inside of you To feel your walls closing in on me Take you up to cloud nine And taste your waterfalls Lost forever In your body A drifting spirit Looking for a home. I want to be inside of you Living in your heart God inside your temple grounds The one you love And long to feel." - Andrew

I fantasize about my own death every day.

No need for calls of holding on,

No one's arguments are as good as mine.

I ravenously set about

Trying to understand all of life.

I got my answers

And now all I have are my delusions.

I have seen beyond the face of life

And I know what's waiting there.

I've seen behind the mask of daily living

And I know what the mask is for.

To know was better than happiness.

To understand more valuable than living.

I broke through

And beyond I found

Darkness

Profound darkness.

Here the stars are already old.

The creaks and cracks of aged world bones

Resonate within me.

I have aged far faster than intended

I am a dream fading into fog.

- me

To be torn blind