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Just move your hand, write the way into his heart

Is it love if I take you, or is it love if I set you free?💕

I love her...shes my wife. I want her happy forever, thank you.  If you’re interested in this type of commission the info is here- they’re six doll hairs so :D

https://bluedonutillust.deviantart.com/journal/New-6-commission-type-728860658

I put all my mers together to make it easier for everyone! I really enjoyed this series :D 

Sayori | Yuri | Monika | Natsuki 

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I don’t know what I should do next? Like- if I should do another series or a short comic, send me an ask if you have any suggestions. Anyway take this Natsuki DeviantArt  -  Commissions  -  Twitter -  Ko-fi  -  Youtube 

I was trying something new for this? and I like how it turned out, and since it's what I was working on today I figured I'd post it.

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Hey, this is a trans!Natsuki friendly blog! If you roleplay, draw or have head canons with trans Natsuki you're welcome here.

Feel free to reblog if you are also Trans! Natsuki friendly. ❤

Here’s another chibi, I was pushed my the discord to post it >:V Made with my new tablet. 

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This was fun! I pretty much drew this while @just-oki-doki kept saying nice things sjdhkajhfl thank u <3. Cup mer Natsuki and MC-kun!  Better quality on my DA :/ DeviantArt  -  Commissions  -  Twitter -  Ko-fi  -  Youtube

CRINGETOBER DAY 2!!

tsudere >:[!

had ro draw my two favorite tsunderes ever

still sick as ever tho

coughs :p

prompt under cut!!

cringetober day 2: tsundere

I realized that some games/franchises like Undertale just *pops* into me from time to time instead of being something I watch/play/read everyday like Pokémon or Sonic (it also explains why you'll see these two getting edits from me way more frequently) and after the DDLC Plus! DLC it made me explore the game all again and just like my favorite interests it also made me feel inspired to do something about it. Anyway, here goes my doki wallpapers~

Also, here goes their chibi versions~

I'm still getting used with posting my artworks here, take it easy

ITS THE ANNIVERSARY OF DDLC I NEED TO DRAW SMTH FOR IT RAHHHH‼️‼️

Natsuki

Edit: finished

Ddlc girls

I know a lot of people hate/really dislike the MC in Doki Doki Literature Club (which is valid, do whatever/feel however you want about him) but I think it's fun to delve a bit deeper than "he's selfish & just wants to land a date with one of the girls"

He's not actively making decisions; he's a stand in for us, for the player. He has just as much control as Sayori, Yuri, & Natsuki, which is none at all. he doesn't choose who to talk to first or what to say, the player & the game itself push those decisions. He has to witness his best friend die over & over even if he doesn't realize it's happened before. Monika doesn't like him because he doesn't really exist.

She likes us. The player. A real person. MC is just a pawn, a distraction to keep her from getting out. He's so interesting to me because he has no actual character beyond the game's script, & it makes sense.

hey gang so melanie has been going through some kinda crazy controversy. I don't rlly know who to believe so I'm gonna stop posting mel for the time being.

Some other fandoms I'm in:

Saiki k

Madoka Magica

Doki Doki Literature Club

Needy Streamer Overload

..and some more but I'm too lazy to list!

So ye I'll probs be posting more of these ‼️

The "Amy likes spiders" poem in doki doki literature club (Natsuki's second poem) just makes me think of being closeted with internalized homophobia and I think it works really well for her

There's the poem if you haven't seen it!

(This is just me analyzing the poem and it's probably my longest post yet. I've been overanalyzing all the poems but this is the only one I've typed out atm lol)

It specifically makes me think of four things - Yuri liking different things and her disliking her for it, Natsuki being so far in the closet that she'll take any excuse to avoid the pretty girl™, Natsuki's self projection onto "Amy" and most importantly internalized homophobia, like I said earlier

It generally makes me think natsuri but I'll get to that later. So if we go from the internalized homophobia + closeted perspective (more like raised homophobic and doesn't know she's gay but ykwim), it reads as "a girl I know is a lesbian and Im meant to hate her for it. She's pretty and she makes me feel things but I can't be friends with her because she's a lesbian"

'The narrator' (Natsuki) heard a rumor that a girl, "Amy" (the lesbian), apparently likes 'spiders' (girls) and is repulsed. And that's why she isn't friends with her.

"Amy" sings the narrator's favorite love song, her voice is cute and it's making her heart pound. But she still likes 'spiders', so she can't be her friend.

She hurts her leg and "Amy" helped her get to the nurse. She tried to avoid touching her because her hands might be gross due to touching 'spiders', so she still can't be her friend.

"Amy" is very popular, but "she probably talks about spiders" (being gay). "What if her friends start to like spiders too?" (This entire verse rlly speaks for itself)

The next verse is shortest and even more repetitive than the rest of the poem (to emphasize her point) "it doesn't matter if she has other hobbies, it doesn't matter is she keeps it private, it doesn't matter if it doesn't hurt anyone" because to the narrator - she can't be "Amy's" friend, no matter how bad she wants to, because she's always going to be a 'spider lover' (lesbian) and she won't be able to ignore that.

And then the final nail to seal shut the door to the closet - "it's gross, she's gross, the world is better off without spider lovers. And I'm gonna tell everyone" because she needs everyone to know she hates 'spider lovers' to make sure no one knows she is also one. It's so gross because she was taught it was and now she can't stop thinking it's gross, no matter how nice/pretty/kind "Amy" is.

Onto the natsuri part so if you don't like that ship feel free to skip the rest of this (if you're still here lol)

Yuri and Natsuki like such different things (creepy and complex vs cute and simple) and they reach the point where they've argued so much that Natsuki doesn't want to admit she doesn't dislike Yuri. Even if she likes her poems, she'd never tell her because she feels like she can't at this point.

Natsuki couldn't see past their differences for a while, when she finally does, she's too embarrassed to apologize and too uncomfortable to befriend her without apologizing.

Nearly every verse of the poem will talk about how great the girl is. How she has a cute voice, she helped her, she has lots of friends, she makes her heart pound. But every verse she will still come back to "but she likes spiders. That's why I'm not friends with her". It feels like her gradually warming up to Yuri but still reminding herself that she can't be her friend, they're too different, Yuri likes creepy things (Yuri probably does like spiders so that's a bit more literal but it's also that spiders seem to symbolise everything she likes that Natsuki doesn't) and she couldn't be friends with someone so different.

And lastly, Natsuki's self projection (this is what the meaning is said to be in-game), meaning "Amy" is Natsuki herself. Natsuki likes manga and her friends won't believe it counts as literature. Her manga is the spider in this interpretation, she doesn't want people to judge her based on what she likes. She's had to be so defensive about what she likes, she may even judge herself for liking it at this point. She doesn't want people to judge people by their interests.

I keep seeing people say that Amy is a real person but that's one of the only interpretations that makes no sense to me. Because Natsuki may be a bit judgemental but even she wouldn't make an entire poem about disliking her classmate's love of spiders. She said herself that anyone that agrees with the narrator in the poem is a bad person. It's far more likely that "Amy" is a made up idea, she's barely even shown as a person. She's seemingly meant to be symbolic of Natsuki's flaws and insecurities, whatever you perceive those insecurities to be.

Portraying Amy as an actual person kinda cheapens the poem, at least in my opinion, because she was talking about how people should be given a chance no matter what (or who) they like and if Amy was a person it wouldn't make sense

Edit bc I only just finished that scene (I was busy this weekend) -

There's a transcript bc it's hard to read but I stuck it under the cut bc it's kinda long

This doesn't really add anything to my interpretation but it rlly reinforces it right? Closeted Natsuki is so canon to me

Transcript :

Natsuki - "Like, anyone would agree that the subject of this poem is an ignorant jerk..."

MC - "Do you know people like that?"

Natsuki - "Of course. It's about how everyone thinks my-"

Natsuki - "That doesn't matter! It can be about anything!"

Natsuki - "I wrote it to be easy to relate to..."

Natsuki - "Everyone has some kind of weird hobby, or a guilty pleasure."

Natsuki - "Something that you're afraid if people find out, they'd make fun of you or think less of you."

Natsuki - "... But that just makes people stupid!"

Natsuki - "Who cares what someone likes, as long as they're not hurting anyone, and it makes them happy?"

Natsuki - "I think people really need to learn to respect others for liking weird things..."

The "Amy likes spiders" poem in doki doki literature club (Natsuki's second poem) just makes me think of being closeted with internalized homophobia and I think it works really well for her

There's the poem if you haven't seen it!

(This is just me analyzing the poem and it's probably my longest post yet. I've been overanalyzing all the poems but this is the only one I've typed out atm lol)

It specifically makes me think of four things - Yuri liking different things and her disliking her for it, Natsuki being so far in the closet that she'll take any excuse to avoid the pretty girl™, Natsuki's self projection onto "Amy" and most importantly internalized homophobia, like I said earlier

It generally makes me think natsuri but I'll get to that later. So if we go from the internalized homophobia + closeted perspective (more like raised homophobic and doesn't know she's gay but ykwim), it reads as "a girl I know is a lesbian and Im meant to hate her for it. She's pretty and she makes me feel things but I can't be friends with her because she's a lesbian"

'The narrator' (Natsuki) heard a rumor that a girl, "Amy" (the lesbian), apparently likes 'spiders' (girls) and is repulsed. And that's why she isn't friends with her.

"Amy" sings the narrator's favorite love song, her voice is cute and it's making her heart pound. But she still likes 'spiders', so she can't be her friend.

She hurts her leg and "Amy" helped her get to the nurse. She tried to avoid touching her because her hands might be gross due to touching 'spiders', so she still can't be her friend.

"Amy" is very popular, but "she probably talks about spiders" (being gay). "What if her friends start to like spiders too?" (This entire verse rlly speaks for itself)

The next verse is shortest and even more repetitive than the rest of the poem (to emphasize her point) "it doesn't matter if she has other hobbies, it doesn't matter is she keeps it private, it doesn't matter if it doesn't hurt anyone" because to the narrator - she can't be "Amy's" friend, no matter how bad she wants to, because she's always going to be a 'spider lover' (lesbian) and she won't be able to ignore that.

And then the final nail to seal shut the door to the closet - "it's gross, she's gross, the world is better off without spider lovers. And I'm gonna tell everyone" because she needs everyone to know she hates 'spider lovers' to make sure no one knows she is also one. It's so gross because she was taught it was and now she can't stop thinking it's gross, no matter how nice/pretty/kind "Amy" is.

Onto the natsuri part so if you don't like that ship feel free to skip the rest of this (if you're still here lol)

Yuri and Natsuki like such different things (creepy and complex vs cute and simple) and they reach the point where they've argued so much that Natsuki doesn't want to admit she doesn't dislike Yuri. Even if she likes her poems, she'd never tell her because she feels like she can't at this point.

Natsuki couldn't see past their differences for a while, when she finally does, she's too embarrassed to apologize and too uncomfortable to befriend her without apologizing.

Nearly every verse of the poem will talk about how great the girl is. How she has a cute voice, she helped her, she has lots of friends, she makes her heart pound. But every verse she will still come back to "but she likes spiders. That's why I'm not friends with her". It feels like her gradually warming up to Yuri but still reminding herself that she can't be her friend, they're too different, Yuri likes creepy things (Yuri probably does like spiders so that's a bit more literal but it's also that spiders seem to symbolise everything she likes that Natsuki doesn't) and she couldn't be friends with someone so different.

And lastly, Natsuki's self projection (this is what the meaning is said to be in-game), meaning "Amy" is Natsuki herself. Natsuki likes manga and her friends won't believe it counts as literature. Her manga is the spider in this interpretation, she doesn't want people to judge her based on what she likes. She's had to be so defensive about what she likes, she may even judge herself for liking it at this point. She doesn't want people to judge people by their interests.

I keep seeing people say that Amy is a real person but that's one of the only interpretations that makes no sense to me. Because Natsuki may be a bit judgemental but even she wouldn't make an entire poem about disliking her classmate's love of spiders. She said herself that anyone that agrees with the narrator in the poem is a bad person. It's far more likely that "Amy" is a made up idea, she's barely even shown as a person. She's seemingly meant to be symbolic of Natsuki's flaws and insecurities, whatever you perceive those insecurities to be.

Portraying Amy as an actual person kinda cheapens the poem, at least in my opinion, because she was talking about how people should be given a chance no matter what (or who) they like and if Amy was a person it wouldn't make sense