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We Are The Fallen - I Am Only One
We Are The Fallen is a metal band. It’s the same band as Evanescence but after they split with Amy Lee they scooped up a new lead singer and changed their name. Their album Tear The World Down is totally awesome and you should really check ‘em out.
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You wake in a dramatic place. It seems that way anyway, you think, dramatic.
The fear of waking and knowing *nothing* is a panic so deep that you shiver, exhaling a heavy racking breath. You have no name, plunging down into an empty darkness within trying to find any vestige of what you were—anything, anything, anything. But nothing comes. Just that first formative sense of illumination followed by a breath that feels like it’s been taken after far too long. It fills you entirely and for a moment, you cling to that calmness. Looking around you.
Great banners hang taut from huge, bulging structures done in crimson and azure. It’s seen better days, though, you think— craters litter dusty ground, many of the banners torn and sheered as if great claws have dragged down them. There’s a sky above you, crammed with brilliant stars swimming in languid vermillion waves. Far away stones vast as mountains silently stare back across that void. Something buzzes near you and, with preternatural awareness you did not know you had, you snatch it from the air.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to frighten you!”cries a small voice, and you snap to its source with panic and terror and a fragment of excitement. You do know when you were spoken to last (maybe you’ve never been spoken to!), but the notion of communication makes your heart sail. So, you open your fist, fixing your four eyes to them.
It’s a small thing, big enough to fit in your hand comfortably. It twirls, fidgeting with nervousness and excitement, a singular blue eye glowing brightly back at you. This— drone?— feels like it is smiling at you, even if it has no real face to speak of. A nervous smile, you think. You *laugh*. It is a deep, rumbly sound that fills this empty and dramatic place with a unique warmth. You and the drone feel it reverberate out into the silence, and then you laugh again. It feels *good*! The drone joins, it’s tinny voice almost musical.
When the laughter is gone, sailing outward to those far away starlight mountains, you turn back to your companion (yes, that feels *right*), you speak.
*What is your name?*, you ask, mouthparts clicking. Something deep down sparks inside you, something familiar. Words. Speaking. A faintest suggestion that once, words and speeches carried a weight to you, a naturalness—
“I am Clementia”, says your friend. It comes closer, just a few spans from your face. It’s brightness feels so welcoming, so familiar.
“I’m your Ghost, and you”, Clementia says twirling, “are a Guardian— my Guardian.”
When you stand from the ground of the dramatic place, turning to follow Clementias brilliance, you nearly trip over something in the dirt. It’s a great mantle, a thing of bone and metal. It was great *once*, at least, you can see that through the rust and signs of damage; one great horn scorched, the other shattered into several half-buried halves. Another flickering down deep inside you comes, hard as one of those tumbling mountains slamming into you: phantoms of burdens and designs, betrayals that stole sleep and peace from you, a final trial—
“Guardian?” Clementia hovers, pleasant as starlight.
In silence, warmed by a new purpose, you leave the place of your rebirth. Together.
So I started drawing my fall(?) during math class today. It wasn’t really detailed but I’m going over it and making it a digital piece rn.
Obviously I’m not done rn, but like this is so random. I don’t have any actual memories, but just had this urge and this is what I drew. Not sure what it means, but I’m finish it.
Holy shit I just realized why I’m so scared of heights.
I’ve had this fear since I was little. I’ve been scared of tall things for ever, and the thing was, “what if I fall off?”
What if I fall? What I I fall off and end up back down there?
Holy shit, I’m so scared of height cause I’m a fallen angel. It remind me of when I fell, even just a little.
I’m scared to experience falling again. I can’t fly, my wings are torn, and I won’t be able to save myself. I can’t save myself.
I love down there, but I don’t want to experience falling again. Even if it’s not actually sending me down there, that fear still stays with me.
Falling left so many emotions I can’t process as I don’t have the proper memories, but the fear hasn’t left. I don’t think it ever will….
Dude-
(Tw: blood and falling from heaven)
I’ve finished my beautiful drawing (the cloud looks so bad omg)
Anyways yeah. It’s done. I like the person, and I hope you do too :3
So I started drawing my fall(?) during math class today. It wasn’t really detailed but I’m going over it and making it a digital piece rn.
Obviously I’m not done rn, but like this is so random. I don’t have any actual memories, but just had this urge and this is what I drew. Not sure what it means, but I’m finish it.
Also realizing a sign from my life before discovering my alterhuman identity
I’m a fallen angel, and something I talked about a shocking amount was how much i didn’t care about getting into heaven. How much I actually wanted to go to hell. I never liked the idea of going to heaven, and I wanted to go to hell instead.
Which makes a whole lot of sense now. The reason I never liked the idea of going to heaven was cause I don’t want to go back, I don’t want to go back to the place that threw me out and ripped my wings. The reason I liked the idea of going to hell was cause I wanted to go back to the place where I was accepted and lived.
This makes so much sense holy shit
Something funny I wanna talk about is the fact that in both technically a fallen angel and a deity.
What do I mean? Well I’m a spacekin, and I view myself as a space embodied. I can change my form and look however I desire. I’ve existed as long as the universe has, and will continue to exist as long as it does. I am space, and can literally do as I please. I basically do have the powers of a god. I am similar to a deity (do not treat me like one, I’m just saying it’s similar)
But I’m also a fallen angel. One who hates my former deity/god. One who hates my heaven, and one who doesn’t much care for deities and their rules.
Two very different battles.
Well, not so much.
Cosmo is much more chaotic neutral, and definitely would not like to be worshipped. I would not like to be worshipped. I mean, yeah I am space and stuff but I’ve don’t messed up stuff in my life. Being the embodiment of space gives you a lot more freedom and flexibility to do what you want, since there isn’t really anyone to stop you. Definitely killed some planets and stars in my life.
Onyx? Fallen angel. Not a ruler follower, but does what he needs to survive. We’ve probably done less bad shit as him the as Cosmo. Like a lawful evil or lawful neutral. Chaos bringer, but it’s limited and much less powerful than what Cosmo can do.
Do we think they would get along outside of our human body? Probably not. Onyx would not like Cosmo, and the fact Cosmo would 100% rub their abilities in his face. Cosmo is sweet but also a jerk. We love them for it, but still.
So different battles, but just not in the normal sense.
Celestial bodies and fallen angels always get along in weird ways. Our Cosmo and Onyx are proof, but we deal with it :3
Hiiii,,,
I'm nervous sending this bc in rlly new to the alterhuman and otherkin communities so idk how much help I am
but I saw one of your kins was a fallen angel who had lost their wings and I might have had an idea for gear?
idk if it would even work, but
suspenders? like possibly, you could buy suspenders and cut them and glue them to the back of a shirt you have, so that way they may feel like wing scars?
I'm not sure how it would work, but it was just an idea
or maybe you could wear low cut back shirts and maybe attempt to draw wing scars on your back?
but yeah, sorry if that didn't help :')
That’s actually a really good idea!
Thank you for the suggestion!!! I’m write it down!
Never really thought about how to make my wings before, but honestly these ideas are really good! 🙏 we appreciate it!
Is it time for a Kintro?
(No real order btw)
Probably [Updated as of: ##\##\##]
Clover - The Vessel!
Any but she/her (loves neos)
Trans masc / Genderfluid
Omnisexual
Demiromantic
Polyamorous
Interests: Ninjago, Lmk, Jttw, Tmnt, Video games, Roblox, Transformers, DnD, Baking, Drawing, Writing, Undertale, OSP, Mythology, Music, Goth music and fashion, Countryhumans/Statehumans, Empires smp, Hermitcraft smp, The life series, and more (I forget)
Xiao Siye Cao
Xiǎo Sìyè Cǎo
Aka Clover
He/They/It
Trans masc
Omnisexual
Cupioromantic
Polyamorous
Interests: Messing with friends, Exploring, Swimming, Painting, Designing, Making stuff, Making clothes, Spending time with family, and The winter time
Onyx
He/They/Fallen/Dark
Male (probably)
Omnisexual
Aromantic
Interests: Gardening, Cleaning, Spending time outside, Listening to music, The gardens, meeting other fallen angels, and chilling in the gardens
Cosmo
Ally/Lolo/Apo
Nebula
Star/Starry
Orion
Comet
Space/They/Star/Planet/Void/Nebu/Solar/Orbit/He
Cosmogender
Unlabeled
Interests: Causing chaos, exploring, messing with life forms, chilling in/near black holes, chilling on/near stars, chilling on comets, destroying stuff
Sun Wukong
Sun
Wukong
Monkey King
Pilgrim
Pilgrim Sun
He/Xe/She/It
Genderfluid
AroAce
Demiromantic
Asexual
Interests: Fighting, Fashion, Hanging with friends, messing with gods, messing with mortals, causing chaos, hanging with the children (the monkeys)
[OSP]
South Carolina
SC
Palmetto State
They/Them
Nonbinary
Demiromantic
Pansexual
Interests: Pirates, The ocean, Reading, Hiking, Boating, Rafting, Outdoors, Alone time, and other things we forget
Reed
He/They/It/Siren/Deep
GenderOcean
Omnisexual
Demiromantic
Interests: Shiny objects, sea shells, swimming, the depths, messing with humans, luring humans, singing, talking with other merfolks, and nom-ing on non edible things
Ink Sans
Paint Brush
He/They/It
Demiromantic
Demisexual
Unlabeled
Interests: Painting, Drawing, Watching over the aus, Helping creators, hanging with the bad sanses, hanging with Error, messing with Error, hanging with the star sanses, and making art/stuff
Leonardo
Leo
Leon
Nardo (Donnie only)
Blue
He/They
Gay
Transgender / Trans masc
Interests: Swords, Hanging with his brothers, Sleep (insomnia is a bitch), Hanging with April, hanging with Casey jr, Medical stuff, Skateboarding, Comics, Exploring, Water activities, Swimming, and telling jokes
Enigma
He/They/It
Eldrecryptic - Gender
Interests: Playing, getting pet, getting treats, stalking humans, hanging with other cryptics, roaming houses, sleeping, getting food, finding new humans to meet, messing with humans, and playing with other cats