Finding The Inner Peace - Tumblr Posts

I am back . . .

   I realise that I haven’t been really active or present on Tumblr in a very long time. This is due to many things going on personally with me. Back in August we lost most of our home in a 1000 year flood, and then I went through a period of losing myself emotionally, physically, and career/future goal wise. Now that I have moved back into my home and finally gotten at least some semblance of control over my life I feel confident and open enough to start sharing bits a pieces of it again. 

   So I can officially announce that I only have 2 more semesters to complete my associates degree and then I will be headed of to university to complete my degree in biology. Although I am still thinking about what I want to specialise in, but after speaking w/ some instructors I feel okay w/ the not knowing exactly where life is going to take me right now.

   Over this summer and next year this blog will be undergoing many changes, as I grow as a person and really discover who I am. I am finally experiencing life and that is both exciting and very frightening. At the beginning of this year I made the decision to put my schooling on hold for a couple of months so that I could figure some things out and while I do have days where I completely regret this decision for the most part I am loving it. I have discovered in just the past few weeks and really days that if you are constantly focused on the future and never live in the present life can get really chaotic. So while I am focused on achieving my dreams and goals I have also found that by taking some time to live in the present even if it is just a few minutes it is easier to breathe and calms me in way that I haven’t been able to achieve since I was very little.