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some people will not see you no matter how hard you work for trying to be seen. this is when you need to let go. letting go is hard as hell, but staying is harder. it will consume you and waste your precious time. so make sure you properly grieve the loss of what you hoped for. soon you will see the situation with a different set of eyes, knowing you did the right thing. staying any longer just wouldn’t benefit you in any way. by letting go you just spared yourself of all the dwelling, hoping, searching and fighting to be seen. the hopeless fighting is over – new chapter stars here 🕊
Hello,there so 2020 has come along so I thought this would be the perfect opportunity to change some things around here.
First off as You can see I changed my persona again, hopefully this is the one that sticks.
Second, I been wanting to change my Username for a while now so from now on I’m Ouliarts
Hopefully this year I’ll have less time gaps in between each drawing. But with my final years of high school coming up that might be difficult.
Anyway, that’s all for now.
Fresh perspectives
Dyed the hair shamrock green. Is a proper fairy now.
Someone pls tell me they like the new theme...
(Close up of the new avatar too)
Someone pls tell me they like the new theme...
(Close up of the new avatar too)
2023 was full of laughs and drama
But still didn't give any less trauma
good morning darlings!!!
new week= new starts =new YOU!
how will you redefine personal growth and success this week?
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I am back . . .
I realise that I haven’t been really active or present on Tumblr in a very long time. This is due to many things going on personally with me. Back in August we lost most of our home in a 1000 year flood, and then I went through a period of losing myself emotionally, physically, and career/future goal wise. Now that I have moved back into my home and finally gotten at least some semblance of control over my life I feel confident and open enough to start sharing bits a pieces of it again.
So I can officially announce that I only have 2 more semesters to complete my associates degree and then I will be headed of to university to complete my degree in biology. Although I am still thinking about what I want to specialise in, but after speaking w/ some instructors I feel okay w/ the not knowing exactly where life is going to take me right now.
Over this summer and next year this blog will be undergoing many changes, as I grow as a person and really discover who I am. I am finally experiencing life and that is both exciting and very frightening. At the beginning of this year I made the decision to put my schooling on hold for a couple of months so that I could figure some things out and while I do have days where I completely regret this decision for the most part I am loving it. I have discovered in just the past few weeks and really days that if you are constantly focused on the future and never live in the present life can get really chaotic. So while I am focused on achieving my dreams and goals I have also found that by taking some time to live in the present even if it is just a few minutes it is easier to breathe and calms me in way that I haven’t been able to achieve since I was very little.
The person you miss seems to be a made up version in your head after all.
- 191229 / @howisitallinmyhead
Do you ever feel like burning down your whole life?
Lately I can’t imagine exisiting as myself anymore and so it’s time to reinvent myself again.
Said goodbye to my insta, privated my tik tok… it’s time to not be perceived by all these people and just exist as who I want to be.
Wish it wasn’t so lonely.
To Be Or Not To Be...Is That The Question?
To Be Or Not To Be…Is That The Question?
Ever looked at the sky and wondered what is the meaning of life? Ever saw your crush and thought the breeze was a little stronger that day? Ever wished that someone would buy you a drink when you’re at the bar? Ever wore a dupatta and hoped it would get stuck in someone’s cufflinks? Ever passed in an exam without effort and failed miserably in the one you studied tirelessly for? If you answered…
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Loving you was like going to war; I never came back the same.
Warsan Shire (via thelovejournals)
and i haven’t been.
Y’all know how the phrase goes, new year new you?
Welp the chaotic bug bit again and my intrusive defense @anobodyinabog didn’t stop me. In fact she encouraged me, sooooooo yeah.
It was nice knowing yall 🫡🫡🫡
But it’s time to get chaotic 😈