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On Writing Love Poems

I want to write love poems,

But maybe I don’t know how.

Maybe I just can’t.

Maybe I’m only capable

Of evoking the omnipresent sadness

That exists within me,

And maybe all the joys and highs

Are either going to end up

Being written as banal cliches

Or darker than I ever intended

For them to be.

—VK

// Sunday, December 30, 2018

haha dude this party RULES! so hardcore haha. we should see how far we can fit each other’s tongues down our throats

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bg3 is actually a dating sim 💘

can I just say that girls

Man at the grocery store with spiked bleach blonde with pink tips mohawk looking at hair gel I love you

Waiting for the eclipse

Sometimes I'm okay alone.

Some days pass easier than others, some nights I stayyy up, cashing in my bad luck.

Ahem.

Anyways, point aside.

Some days I'm all engines firing, revving and itching to punch the ignition.

Yeah, there is the constant search for self-improvement and focus on self and self-love; Kim Namjoon didnt tell me to love myself for nothin'. It's easily one of the few bits of advice from a man I will forever recall and cling to.

But it's those days that I'm just spent, and gods only know I have alot of those between the laundry list of ailments where I want a shoulder to lean on, I swear I'm not touch starved (I very much am, dont listen to this fool)- I just have a very short list of people who I like touching me. A blessing and a curse, really.

And don't tell me to be strong; or that I underestimate my strength.

8 billion people in the world and somewhere out there is a guy looking for me. Gods know I'm screwed with my neurodivergent and asocial/introverted ass; it'll likely hit me when I least expect it.

But I hate that.

This'll be me, logging my thoughts. Waiting for the sun and moon to align, because theres no way I won't call him sunshine.

And if he calls me moonchild or some variation of the lunar body, I will fold like a paper crane.

Waiting for the eclipse

How many more doves do I have to see before you're here in my arms?

How am I supposed to get over you if you keep sending ravens to me?

Will a star collapse before I know why you're watching me from beyond?

But all I have and can do is hope.

Is my delusion too strong or are these signs my soon reality?

I'll fight for this cosmic love I'm overdue. No matter what oceans might divide us. I'll be here.

Find me wherever you are, sunshine.

I watched Megan thee Stallion’s New Years Eve performance for the music

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