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The me I wanted to be. pt 2
Wukong continued to stare at Macaque, confused at what the other demon was saying to him.
He felt himself falling into a deep pit wondering what he could do to stop whatever was happening from happening.
Even though he knew just what was happening.
Heart beating what felt like a thousand times a minute, a wild panic rose deep with in him.
This had happened once before.
The day he had dealt the mortal wound to the one he had once loved in both body and soul.
Back then though, Wukong allowed himself the privilege of letting the death occur out of sight, away from his mind.
Had flown off despite the desperate calls of pain and sealed the feelings deep within himself.
However the guilt remained, it festered within him and threatened to spill out on an almost daily basis.
Countless nights wondering what he would have done, if he’d stayed.
Macaques now all too quiet voice snapped him back to his dreadful reality.
“This is… the human heart” in all honestly the shadow demon had no real idea what he was saying but he knew what he wanted the other to hear, words seemed to fall out of his mouth in what could only be a desperate attempt to reach some form of coherence.
Still he tried to string the words he was rambling into something, anything as Wukong’s eyes filled with tears, he hoped what he said next was somehow understood.
“It’s a heart that’s able to feel…” he paused to think of the next best word to use “Loneliness” that was the word he needed, it fitted perfectly.
His vision began to blur and the overwhelming heaviness had spread over his entire body. “A Heart that feels, happiness and pain…”
Faint sounds of laughter and tears rang in the distance.
He took a long and deep breath “and true love” he blinked noticing his torn shadows lift into the air caught by the breeze, before the darkness began to consume him, clouding the world he saw.
It would be over soon.
His eyes slowly closed the last thing he heard, being the voice of Sun Wukong call out to him desperately “Macaque” he began to slip into the void below him “MACAQUE!” Now, he felt lighter than he ever had while alive, as he let out a last chuckle thinking to himself that this time, death had been far too fulfilling.
Pt 1 / pt3
(Notes: You ever start making something only to start to hate it… well I can’t help but still love this idea, I know Macaque is still in his own way a little ass hat that need to be taught a lesson, but the thought that the only way he could reach redemption is through death is something that lingers in my mind spoilers for season 3 … duh. He’s died once and come back what if the only way he could even make a dent on the betrayal against Wukong be to sacrifice himself… I dunno could just be me. Also I’m just a sucker for shadow peach content….. And angst. It sustains me. Part 3 will b the final part and it won’t take me long. Promise)