Honestly It Doesn't Even Feel Like I Wrote It - Tumblr Posts
OHHHHHHHHH MYYYYYYYYY GOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDD
Okay anyway. I just needed somewhere to rant that wasn't a someone because I didn't wanna spoil anyone or something but the thing!! Is!!! I was digging through my cabinet aka my "treasure trove"/trash dump for something else but I stumbled upon an old piece of my writing for a not-so-old story idea that I kinda ditched hiatus-ed for now on Ao3 and I remember writing this during one of my down phases (a lot of my writing/story ideas spring from trying to make myself feel better) and it's!! So!!! Good?!?! Idk this sounds like self praise but honest it's not cuz like I had no idea I wrote that?? Like okay fine I know I wrote that I remember every word but I?? Wrote??? That?!?! Okay now that I've overreacted yall probs gonna think it's mega good but it's not thaaaat good but I'm still impressed because honestly it has that feel/vibe I'm going for. I've paused that story 60% cuz life got in the way and 40% cuz I kinda lost my way with it and couldn't continue, but reading that just got me kinda wistful now. I kinda wanna go back to it now, but, ya know, life's still happening, so not so fast buuut I mean I might? The part I wrote was really kinda the climax part or maybe the start of the climb to the climax and really there's not much context, but it captures the mood quite well. At least now I kinda have a reference to work on so this is looking good, I think. Dear god, thank god for my past self for writing this. See, this is why I never throw/delete stuff I write. Oh my god. I'm gonna go type it into my com now to keep a soft copy of it. Byeeeeeee~~~~