I Hope He Sees This - Tumblr Posts
i want to bathe with you. there's something raw and real that spills out of my every pore when i take baths and i want to have you bare witness. here, let me wash your hair. i always feel loved when you let me play with your hair. let the foamy water submerge us. maybe this is baptismal, the way my love for everything around me swims into the water and eats us whole. i want to have a home with you where i bake foods ive never made before. and we are always happy. the bed is big enough for both of us and our parents can't try and get in. a place where we always just throw our shoes off at the door and end up losing them. a place where my yellow gloves ive started wearing when i do the dishes are hung to dry in the window. a place where there's a tub that's big enough for both of us. in that tub, i want to bathe with you.
we were like gods at the beginning of the world
everything we touched
was fresh and
filled with the gentle joy
of creation.
had you fallen as hard as i
i'm sure that the blood
leaking from your scraped knees
would be golden.
the outline of you holding me
had i been viewing as another
would've been created in constellation.
you promised me forever
and like a fool
i took your promise.
but neither of us are gods
although you may come close
and my blood is still red
and a promise of forever doesn't mean anything
when you run out of time.
"No one has painted me in over 400 years" Let's fix that...
this keeps happening to me and it’s funnier every time