I Miss My Boyfriend - Tumblr Posts
Why is it so hard to trust people. I hate being called heartless just because I can't show my real feelings.
I don't want to continue being tied to someone who doesn't love me anymore.
I wish it existed a platform to only watch girl blogger like movies, y'know? Like girl interrupted and such.
I hate starting things and never finishing it even though I really liked working on it. Why can't I just focus?
Me when I'm not pale enough:

I don't miss you. I miss the thought of what we were.
I was so attached to a specific singer until he got exposed for being abusive towards his ex girlfriend and I would feel like throwing up everytime I saw him. But now it's almost 3 am and I can't stop listening to this bitch's music because it's way too good and I identify with the lyrics a lot. I hate him so much because I'm crying in disgust but I also need comfort from the songs.
I'm extremely sensitive. Not just emotionally but physically too. If someones even tries to pinch me my skin gets red and I feel a very stinging pain. I tell that to everyone but they still try to hurt me. Why? Fucking why? It hurts and it hurts so much. I hate it. I hate them.
Why does every single time that I try to get better my family puts me down? Teasing me or saying how I'm selfish and annoying. I'm just trying to not rip my head off and cut my wrists till my blood stains the whole floor.
I think I'll get back to only caring about my looks, my weight, twitch streams and movies again. It's too hard to maintain relationships when everyone thinks you're a bitch.
I don't love you. I don't hate you. I can't feel anything about you. Why do we even talk? It's nothing like before. Maybe it's better like this? I wish all those things never happened.
Firstly, when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers!!!
thanks for the ask bbm baby ! 🐰
౨ৎ I like how eclectic I am and can listen to any genre of music
౨ৎ I like my eyes
౨ৎ I like how passionate I am when writing letters
౨ৎ I like how I always try to make people comfortable around me
౨ৎ I like how honest I am now with my feelings !
The urge to drink his blood as I sob and beg to be his doll forever.
It's insane how badly I need him and how much he needs me too.
Me after having a mental breakdown because I forgot my headphones at home:

Angel whore. That's me.
Sometimes it's just so hard to match a person's vibe when you're trying to get better and that person is constantly making depression jokes. Like I wanna match the vibes with my girlies but it's always so depressing for my mental diet!






"When I take a step back and look at your life and manners, I just find you admirable. And I can tell you're very loyal. I didn't agree to do this because J-Hope from BTS called me. To me, you're just Hoseok, the kid I met when I was young, who liked Boogaloo, who asked questions with a twinkle in his eyes. " HOPE ON THE STREET [2024]
you passed the test! your infinite cake generator is now at a 25% discount :3 now we're working with a 75% stake in your soul for the price. or some unlucky idiot's soul idk
I regret to inform everyone that my wife died.