Why Does This Keep Happening - Tumblr Posts

I don't want to continue being tied to someone who doesn't love me anymore.

I'm extremely sensitive. Not just emotionally but physically too. If someones even tries to pinch me my skin gets red and I feel a very stinging pain. I tell that to everyone but they still try to hurt me. Why? Fucking why? It hurts and it hurts so much. I hate it. I hate them.

Why does every single time that I try to get better my family puts me down? Teasing me or saying how I'm selfish and annoying. I'm just trying to not rip my head off and cut my wrists till my blood stains the whole floor.

I think I'll get back to only caring about my looks, my weight, twitch streams and movies again. It's too hard to maintain relationships when everyone thinks you're a bitch.

I don't love you. I don't hate you. I can't feel anything about you. Why do we even talk? It's nothing like before. Maybe it's better like this? I wish all those things never happened.

Sometimes it's just so hard to match a person's vibe when you're trying to get better and that person is constantly making depression jokes. Like I wanna match the vibes with my girlies but it's always so depressing for my mental diet!

I keep seeing this happening to people. Tough love and then bright side.

Look, no one owes you anything about a FREE. Stop hurling vitriol at content creators. Sure, you’re sad that your favorite fic or WIP was archived/deleted/never updated again. That’s okay. Feelings are valid, but the thing is that they are not necessarily true. Don’t make other people (especially people who are gifting you their talent, their time, and their craft) responsible for your emotions. Because you are not entitled to their art or labor. They have gifted you with that, and if you don’t like those terms, then maybe consuming fanfic isn’t for you, or stick to only finished fics (which are both valid strategies). Fic authors are not responsible for your emotions, let alone how you act on them. You are.

Besides, that makes it kind of magical still, because you now have the power to have YOUR head canon about a FREE fic that someone was NICE enough to post on the internet. For instance, I have a favorite fic in a mostly dead fandom. The author stopped updating (as was their right!). I’m pretty certain they stopped writing entirely, probably because of entitled behavior such as this. But guess what? Now I have SO many headcanons for that world, and I can change the ending in my brain however I want. Be grateful for the gift of content you were given rather than insulting people. Above all, be kind.

Ooof okay.

I didn't realize AO3 was gonna out me like it did. I'm REALLY sorry for everyone who got an email and even more sorry if it was your favorite fic on that list that's archived.

This is my hobby and I think I'm allowed to set boundaries around what I want consumed or if I want something out when I know I'm not going to finish it. I appreciate everyone's kind words so much AND I just don't want to write those fics anymore, for a variety of reasons. I shouldn't have to. No one pays me to write them, it's not my job.

I understand if people are upset. There are other writers. As some of you have said in the past, better writers, even. You don't have to read anything I write. I still have 70 works up on AO3.

There is a goddamn leakage from the apartment above mine. They most likely left a faucet open so now my ceiling and wall are ruined.

Damn ya so smart

Tho ig it wasn't that hard to figure out- lol

Good job, ye, it's these 2

At first I just wanted to make this based off of the Mrs_Shadow's song cuz... Nexus.

But then the other one just came to my mind and I thought it worked really well cuz I am not normal about vocaloid.

Art lore here 4 u lol <3

`i N S a N i T Y`

finally got this one done it was in the making for like a week, i'm just procrastinating for no reason lol

i also used only the thumbnails as ref cuz if i'd have to stare at his ugly mug for so many hours i would either explode or start to like it and neither is a good option.

anyway alts under cut, don't go insane <3

glitchless, no txt, alt

Stranger: Hey, you have really nice skin.

Me: Umm, thanks I guess.

Stranger: (Brandishing a knife) I REALLY like your skin.

~In laymans terms, I'm madly in love with you.~

-a poem of a new kind

Someone tell me why my shitposts get so much more attention than my in depth posts?? 😭😭🙏🏽🙏🏽

I’m just so genuinely confused bro 😭

Me watching the undertale community build something awesome only for it to fall apart and crumble like fucking humpty dumpty, so now all of the king’s horses and men have to put it back together again

Another one for @gaypiratehell 's zosan denpals au on twt (link in comments) sorry no rendered drawings bc I'm busy crying

*procrastinates doing things I love for an unknown reason*

; for fuck's sake not again !! :/

Why is this heat so hot 😩

it's so crazy to think that you've known worlds (people) and now you're completely exiled from them

okay. got into jazzpunk.... is this fandom still alive

If I had a nickel for every time I’ve googled if a character dies only for that character to die when I look back up, I’d have at least TWO nickels. Which isn’t a lot but it’s weird that it’s happened twice

"Somebody hand me my nails. I'm about to give a church a visit."