Im On The Verge Of Tears - Tumblr Posts

Wow! never have I felt so relatable from a post.

there’s absolutely nothing better than reading a 100k word fanfic, that is until you remember you have a body that is starving, thirsty and incredibly sleep deprived and hasn’t used the bathroom since the sun set 8 hours ago

bug fables/hollwo knight crossover where holly leaves to bugaria to become a food cart owner.

they have an absurdly high-tech hotdog roller that is powered by old-hallownest technology unknown to bugaria. they dont keep it there because it actually works well, they keep it there because they are autism and like to watch it spin while they cook. in a sidequest team snakemouth has to borrow it's fascinating hallownestian engine and the entire time it's gone holly just makes a long stop at whatever town theyre at to mourn and just cry until they get their hotdog engine back.

they are very tall and travel from town to town with their giant food cart. autism be blessed my vessel can work a grill. they never speak out loud when interacted with but through an inexplicable collection of looks kabbu can somehow decipher what they intend to say. they are besties.

holly is essentially the bugaria equivalent of the turkish doner kebab steam engine guy. highly impractical but futuristic technology used for very mundane reasons

Wilbur Soot: A Late Night Character Study

My thoughts are in no way organized, it’s 4 in the morning where I live but I have some thoughts I’d like to share. I’ve been watching the most recent streams and the amazing animatics the people in the community have made. I was watching tamato jam’s video in particular and it made me realize something.

Wilbur Soot as a character is a tragedy from start to finish.

He’s a man who has strived to be the leader, father, and brother, everyone wanted him to be. But in his attempts to be the man others wanted he pushed others away, unknowningly hurting them.

In the SMP Sleepy Bois Inc backstory we’ve been given, it’s heavily implied that Wilbur is the oldest of Philza’s kids. He’s held to much higher standards then his siblings, he’s gotta be the responsible adult, he’s gotta take care of his siblings, he’s had to grow up much faster than he should have.

Post-L’Manberg Revolutionary War, Wilbur feels like every is looking to him to fix L’Manberg, he feels like they are looking to restore L’Manberg to how it was before, but that’s impossible. But it reality they just want to rebuild L’Manberg and try again.

During the Manberg/Schlatt Arc, it gets worse, more betrayals. To Wilbur, everyone is building upon the corrupted foundation that Wilbur’s tried so hard to fix, to him no-one but Tommy was trustworthy. But Tommy is steadily chased away by Wilbur’s downward spiral.

Wilbur was completely blindsided by the betrayals of the people he loved and would’ve done anything to protect. His friend, the man he fought to the bitter end along side, betraying him for empty promises. The son he loved, the son he would have given the world to, betraying him for empty promises. His family betrayed him.

Wilbur now fully believes that L’Manberg as an ideal is gone, all that’s left is its broken remains. What do you do with a foundation that can’t be saved? You destroy it. At the end of it all he truly believes blowing up L’Manberg will bring him peace but because he left his story unfinished he’s stuck as a ghost. He’s terrified of who he was before, he’s remembering and it hurts.

Also can we address the fact that Ghostbur/Wilbur says he only remembers happy things but then he immediately says he remembers Philza, HIS DAD, killing him.

In conclusion Wilbur was a man with the weight of the world on his shoulders and he eventually shattered like a glass thrown at the wall. As a ghost he tries to be happy but the past is never going to let him go till he faces it.

Wilbur Soot as an actor and writer is phenomenal and it’s absolutely gut-wrenching.

Ok it’s been like. An hour I’m gonna shower to see if that helps and then eat WHITE BREEAD 💪💥 and drink some woder 😎

God, please, I'm not your strongest warrior.