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My latest experience proved me how fine I was doing without any serious relationship, I would love to have that back at all costs, life without friends and friendships. Just me, in my lonely bubble of sadness, happiness, grief, regrets...
-me, duh
Sometimes, holding on to something/someone can hurt you more than letting go. Let go, it’s ok, you did your best and it was not enough, it never is...oh how surprising
-mee
You wouldn’t know shit about my life unless you live it, you wouldn’t understand it.
I am nice, I’m not that nice
Best liars are the best lie detectors
Regret is the silent tears on your cheeks in the toilet, the taste of dryness on your tongue, the hand on your mouth so no one can hear your sob, the cold water you splash on your face with the hope that it will clean the evidence of your tears, the alcohol you gulp down hoping it will take your mind off things, and lastly, the salty taste of your tears on your tongue. That’s regret.
My life looks like the rose from Beauty and the Beast, beautifully shaped in a glass, no one paid any mind when the first petal fell, through times the petals kept falling down one by one and still no one noticed except me who was just brought into the whole “family”, nowadays it seems like the rose is running out of petals, I have no idea when the last petal with fall, but I don’t know what I would do when it does, will it ever fall down, and will i be there to see it?
How are you supposed to live by the burden and the guilt of what you didn’t do
I keep rejecting people because I deeply believe I’m unlovable, I don’t believe one person who says “I love you” for a damn second, you can’t never love me, I will disappoint you, and you gonna end up leaving me without explanation. I don’t have it in me to get hurt like that, therefore I reject every piece of love I receive, I mean come on how is it possible for someone to find me pleasant and worthy of a real love?
At some point in your life nothing can make you feel better, nothing can distract you. It’s just pain, pain, and even more pain until one day it stops or you make it stop…
Dear dad:
I’m doomed to love you
I’m doomed to fall for men like you
I’m doomed to be you
I changed my behavior and attitude, I dyed my hair, cut my hair differently, got piercings and tattoos. I’m not the me I was when I knew him, but do I still stink of him?
I hate living with this hope knowing so damn well how false it is.
Is love your parents screaming at you for something otiose at night? Is love the guy you want ditching you? Is love your “friends” acting like they care?
Shedding sad tears over a happy event is tragic
It’s rumored Christian Horner is making his way to FIA for third driver in Redbull because he is also done with bullshit shows from McLaren
It’s also rumored Max has started boxing to throw better punches
P.s: pls I just want someone from any team to throw a shady remark because no way Dan would do such a thing and I need it to get done😂😂
Danny nations, let’s be sad together
Like I’m so SO SAD, I can cry
Here comes my Canadian Grand Prix 2022 rant:
McLaren looked decent in practice and I almost had hope.
Quali was absolutely something, one of the best qualis so far in my opinion, DANIEL MADE IT Q3 I WAS BURSTING WITH PRIDE
Race was a mess, at first it started boring then McLaren fucked up a fucking disaster with pit stop and I think calling both of them back to back for pit was a mistake. Also what was wrong with the car?? Lando was fucking stuck in P14-13 poor guy, also Daniel and brakes? COSTED HIM ONE POSITION BRUH, also that overtake on Yuki was truly good, I wanna see Vettel’s overtake. I’m really disappointed in McLaren though, they didn’t deliver for their drivers.
CHARLES DROVE FROM P19 TO P5 MY RED BABY DROVE LIKE A BEAST IM SO HAPPY FOR THIS. Carlos did a great job too I have more faith in him now
MAX NOT CRACKING UNDER THE PRESSURE FROM CARLOS LIKE???! I loved the battle and as both Max fan and Ferrari fan I’m satisfied
What was wrong with today’s pit stop? Why most of them took so long?😂
Not gonna lie, Lewis getting podium made me happy, well deserved man
Yes I was sad when Mick got DNF, poor baby:(
Hungary 2022 rant:
1. McLaren fucked Daniel bad, SO BAD, I’m just so so sad for him he deserves more
2. Ferrari of course fucked up Charles and fuck it, i hate it here
3. George almost got his first win but I’m happy he got podium, good drive
4. MAX WIN, the only good thing of this race