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5 years ago

War Lords: The Beginning

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Description: Sometimes, we all need to let a little loose on the control we have in our lives.

Genre: Smut (18+)

Word Count: 13.5k

Warnings: Dubious consent, heavy D/S themes, references to crime and murder, dark themes, masturbation, voyeurism, exhibitionism, oral sex, degrading names, breathplay, cumplay, spanking

Pairing: NamjoonxReaderxHoseok

Index: The Beginning, Conflicted, Ultimatum

A/N: I’m back, bitches. And what better way to come back than with the long-awaited arrival of the first installment of War Lords. Enjoy, my pretties. ;)

NOTE - ABSOLUTELY DO NOT REPOST THIS ANYWHERE, ESPECIALLY WATTPAD. IF YOU DO, I’LL FIND YOU AND REPORT YOUR GODDAMN THIEVING ASS. 

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5 years ago

MESSAGE DELIVERED | pt.1

→ Pairing: Jungkook x Reader / Namjoon x Reader → Genre: fluff, smut, angst, humor → Words: 2,517 → Rated: NC-17 → Warnings: alcohol, language

→ Summary: A text message sent to the wrong number turns into a long lasting affair between two people completely opposite one another. 

→ Note: This is an old thing and actually the first thing I wrote after the accident, and I decided to post it again because I kind of hold it close to my heart ? It’s not all going to be texts between the characters, but quite a lot of backstory and stuff the more we get into it. It’ll be told from both Y/N’s POV and Jungkook’s. Please enjoy! :)

Parts: 01 : interim : 02 : 03 : coming soon

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The first time you receive one it’s in the middle of the night.

At first you simply stir in your sleep, turning around as if that will somehow stop the annoying buzzing resounding from under your pillow. When it doesn’t, you grab the cursed device and flip it over in your hands, wondering whom of your stupid friends decided to be an excruciating pain in the ass this late.

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5 years ago

That’s why Namjoon kept his mouth shut -- stuck in a maddening cycle of wanting to help you, wanting to know you, just wanting you.

All of it made him feel guilty as hell.

I feel like with each and every new update this series gets better and better. The POV changes are such a nice touch to this because it adds fullness. You get to see both sides of the story even though there are layers that are still yet to be unseen.

Knowing that the reader has Jinjoo now in her life to help and add stability in her life is something that also made my heart soft. Namjoon is a jack of all trades and still yet manages to have a keen poker face while doing his deeds. It's exciting and sexy and I love that you start to see him unravel at the end (but man did it leave me winded!)

Thank you so much Ana for another amazing part. I cant wait to see how this wraps up in the next one💕💕💕

guilty | knj x reader | chapter two: incheon mall tube tops

Guilty | Knj X Reader | Chapter Two: Incheon Mall Tube Tops

summary: as the man at the top, kim namjoon has almost everything he wants. almost. could a familiar face from the past change his future?

pairing: namjoon x reader

genre: mafia AU, pining, eventual smut

rating: 18+

word count: 4.5K

notes: i really hope you guys are enjoying namjoon’s story! i think there will only be one more chapter after this.  and like a true unfocused writer i started daydreaming about a yoongi one-shot to go with it? gah, nevermind.  i really hope you guys like this and i’d love to hear how you feel one way or another.  a huge thanks to my amazing beta @hobi-gif who does a hell of a lot more than just find typos.  and all of my love has to go out to @ladyartemesia @ppersonna @taetaewonderland because all three of you are so much more than tumblr friends.

this fic is a continuation of the Guarded Series but can be read as a standalone piece.

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It didn’t matter how hard you tried to hide your sadness, Namjoon saw it.

It didn’t matter how many hushed calls you tried to sneak, or how many smiles you tried to force – Namjoon saw right through your act from the very beginning.  He’d seen enough to know that you were facing some kind of personal battle. He understood enough about you to know that you were far too private to bring it up or ask for help.

He should have asked.

The question sat heavy on the tip of his tongue for weeks.  He should have asked on the days he would spot you at your desk, fingers pressed to your temples in frustration.  Or on the days when he would catch you staring out the window, mind a million miles away.

He didn’t.

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5 years ago

Jahni!! I can't believe I missed this update, but wow was this one good.

I love the direction that this is going towards and I love how Yoongi is like a spirit guide of sorts. Giving her-pretty harsh-tough love, but I feel like it's especially needed. She's basically facing against someone who can match her energy. Push her buttons and annoy her like no one else can. I think it's pretty cool that Yoongi is there for that and I curious to see how their relationship develops along with Hoseok and Namjoon.

And awww! Poor Hoseok! I just dont want him to be brokenhearted anymore and I hope that soon she'll loosen up on him. On the other hand, I'm also waiting for Namjoon to blow up at her because I feel like Yoongi will be in the background laughing and clapping his hands the entire time.

Thank you Jahni for another wonderful part! I cant wait to see what happens in the next one!!!💕💕💕

Pairing. Ceo!reader X Personal Assistant!kim Namjoon (feat. Jung Hoseok)

pairing. ceo!reader x personal assistant!kim namjoon (feat. jung hoseok)

genre. fwb!au, ceo!au, enemies to lovers!au (?), angst, smut.

word count. 3.900 words.

Pairing. Ceo!reader X Personal Assistant!kim Namjoon (feat. Jung Hoseok)

chapter summary. after struggling to figure out what’s happening to you, you’re met with a ghost who voices his opinions a bit too much.

contains. a mean reader, brokenhearted hoseok, unhealthy relationships, light mentions of smut. 

notes. i was feeling a bit iffy on this chapter, but i’m glad with how it ended up a bit. it’s not as long as i wanted it to be, but that’s fine. i’m also in the process of making a playlist for this fic even though im a bit too late for that??? idk, lmao. mayhaps even a moodboard too???

&&. check out these aesthetics that @whaeverthe​ made for this fic !!! they’re so beautiful and im so appreciative and thankful, owo !!

credit. credit to my soulmate, my love, my baby, @masterninjacow​ for helping me out with every chapter so far. go read some of her work, yall! she’s really talented. 

Pairing. Ceo!reader X Personal Assistant!kim Namjoon (feat. Jung Hoseok)

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Pairing. Ceo!reader X Personal Assistant!kim Namjoon (feat. Jung Hoseok)

一 CHAPTER THREE / DAY THREE.

8:00 AM. The moment you enter your office, you head straight to the swivel chair to plop down on it. Nearly falling out of it, you manage to catch yourself and just take the time to breath. You’re heavily breathing and feel that with every breath you take, you’re running out of oxygen. Another day with Hoseok waking up in bed and another day or rejecting his love. Another day of the same people standing in line waiting for ages for coffee because the machine broke down. Another day of entering the office and Namjoon hasn’t arrived at work yet. Maybe he won’t show, you tell yourself. Maybe that will be different this day.

You’re trying to be hopeful, but the phone rings and when you answer it, it’s the same voice as yesterday and the day before. It’s the same girl that has been reporting you of Namjoon’s tardiness as if this was school all over again. You cut her off, hanging up the phone completely and digging your nails into your scalp that’s in a desperate need of attention. With an exasperated sigh, you feel like crying. You don’t, though. Instead, you try to pull yourself together and turn on your desktop. The same date as the last two days and the same alert for your meeting with JackFruit. Immediately, you turn it off. You don’t think you can go through another day of this.

“For such a smart and successful woman that’s paved her way to the top, you’re fucking dumb if you still haven’t realized what’s happening to you,” a voice rings out. Looking up, you see a man slouching in the chair across from you. Pale skin, cat like eyes and jet black hair, he’s staring at you with a smirk on his face. Slouching, he adorns an all black suit and if you weren’t so frightened by who this stranger is, you’d compliment him on his attire. Instead, you’re screaming from the top of your lungs and jumping out of your chair to fall to the ground.

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5 years ago

Thank you so much Sam for another amazing part. I love this series so much, and seeing the slow progression of their relationship. From the the added angst to the slow burn, all of this is really a treat. I can't wait to read what happens next!!!💕💕💕

hello from dr joon again !!! now my essays are done i jumped at the chance to visit this story again !!! i hope u enjoy this drabble, i am hoping to update this again within the next few days :) dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage au. fluff, maybe the tiniest bit of angst if u squint, plus the reader is kinda horny shirtless joon :D

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5 years ago

Ahh!! This is getting so good! I can't wait to see what happens next. Thank you so much Sam for uploading another part to this series. I love it so much 💕💕💕

helloooooo once again…dr joon is gracing us once more :) i hope ur liking this so far!! i am already at like part 7 of this, and i’m gonna be so sad when this story is over :( !!! though i don’t think that will be just yet!!! enjoy !!!! dr!joon + dr!reader, fluff…sexual tension….some sprinkles of angst :) joon’s lewk for this drabble is very much inspired by the king, grammys joon 

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5 years ago

Nonetheless, the little bubble created by your makeshift barricade brings you some security as you settle into your chosen seat gingerly, as if you would shatter to pieces if your movements were too rough. Your emotional state sure feels that way, fragile and on the brink of falling apart any time now.

Hi Debs. This is the first story I’ve read of yours, but I’m completely infatuated with the way you write. Your storytelling, your prose, the way you weave words into such beautiful paragraphs and bring out the most vulnerable emotions during this story is something to be applauded. 

I’m a bit nervous now because usually I like to pull out some of my favorite lines or sections, but with this one, I feel like this piece should be read in its entirety. It’s like a diary, and once you click the ‘keep reading’ button, it feels as if every single word written inside is personal, fragile, and something that stays with you deep within your heart. Nonetheless, I really do enjoy the fact that slowly throughout the story you see the main character learn how to power through and embrace her emotions to “take on the world and live your life like the boss woman you are.” She’s at peace with it by the end of this chapter, but I know that it probably won’t be that easy to maintain as the story continues.

Thank you Debs for writing such an amazing and breathtaking story. I can’t wait to read what happens next for both the main character and Namjoon as well.💕💕💕💕💕 

sincerely, but no longer yours | chapter 1

Sincerely, But No Longer Yours | Chapter 1

sincerely, but no longer yours | ex!kim namjoon x reader

☘  genre | angst, exes au

☘  summary | It started as a coping mechanism as getting the words out provided a form of catharsis. But now you can’t stop writing these love letters, even with the knowledge that they’ll never get sent. After all, who writes love letters to their ex?

☘  word count | 4k

☘  rating | PG-13

☘  warnings | some fairly heavy angst, breakup

☘  a/n | ok SO I’m finally working on a multi-chap for the first time in forever :o and ofc this is the first series that i’m working on in this blog! alsooo am kinda ashamed to admit that i’ve actually NEVER finished a series ever 🙈🙈 sooo this is a challenge from me @ myself 🤭 so yes come along with me for this ride hahahah and pls kick my butt if i leave this series as another one in the unfinished pile

Sincerely, But No Longer Yours | Chapter 1

You can have Manhattan, ‘cause I can’t have you – Sara Bareilles, Manhattan

Sincerely, But No Longer Yours | Chapter 1

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5 years ago

As the whirring of the blow dryer switches off, so does your unrestrained recalling come to an end. Downing the last of your coffee- now barely warm- you bring it to the kitchen to wash away the dredges the same way you wash away the thoughts of Namjoon.

I really loved this part, Debs. Including the time jump was really interesting and it was nice to know where the main character, as well as Namjoon, ended up after the first chapter. Also, I really loved how you described the anxiousness and worriedness of them meeting again after all this time. It felt real and natural, and just all-in-all, human. I’m excited and curious to see how the dinner goes, and to see if anything happens with Dong-In. 

Thank you so much Debs for another fantastic chapter! I can’t wait to see what happens in the next one.💕💕💕💕  

sincerely, but no longer yours | chapter 2

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sincerely, but no longer yours | ex!kim namjoon x reader

☘  genre | angst, exes au

☘  summary | It started as a coping mechanism as getting the words out provided a form of catharsis. But now you can’t stop writing these love letters, even with the knowledge that they’ll never get sent. After all, who writes love letters to their ex?

☘  word count | 5.6k

☘  rating | PG-13

☘  warnings | none

☘  a/n | ngl this update is coming later than i intended 🙈🙈 life has been pretty demanding on me lately butttt here we go!! chapter 2 😌 as always, thank you all you lovelies for reading, and let me know what you think 💕

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The blare of the alarm pierces straight through the pleasantry of slumber and has you fumbling blindly for your phone. It’s right there on the bedside table. You refuse to open your eyes to the morning light that streams into your apartment. Finally, your searching hand finds the coolness of the device that’s vibrating away angrily where it sits. Within a few attempts, swiping with your eyes still stubbornly closed, you get it to shut up. Rolling over, you snuggle further down under the covers, basking in the cozy warmth.

Beep. Beep.

Of course the moment of peace is not meant to last. The five-minute snooze duration on your alarm provides but a temporary respite. You groan.

But you kick the covers off, letting the cold morning air be what shocks you into alertness. Remaining in bed is really tempting, sure.

Thank god you love your job enough to overcome the daily inertia of getting up.

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5 years ago

OMG the angst! The drama! I actually almost forgot that the mc was in a past relationship, so seeing Mark come back into her life again should be interesting. Ooohh and possibly seeing Namjoon jealous in the future?? Ah, I can’t wait until the next drabble update. Thank you so much Sam for this series!💕💕💕💕  

dr!joon be back again wassup !!!!!!!!!!!!! to the anon that sent me a particular ask earlier (u will see when u read the end of this drabble) are u psychic how tf did u KNO THAT. hope u enjoy!!!!!! dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, lowkey angst……some lowkey very very lowkey pining

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5 years ago

The warmth of him was somewhat addictive, your own arms coming wind themselves around his waist, your eyes closing in pleasure, body moulded tightly against Namjoon’s. The heat of his both mixed with the scent of his cologne was too much, all of a sudden you never wanted to leave this space. 

That last sentence hit hard😖! But I really enjoyed this part and Mark’s appearance. He seems like a nice guy which makes it harder to dislike him fully. Ooh! And the forehead kiss!! My heart. I can only imagine where things will go from here now that there are four variables in this relationship and the adoption taking place. (Also, can Agnes stop being a fly on the wall PLEASE!! She’s starting to make my head hurt and she’s going to end up ruining something! I can feel it😭).

Thank you Sam for another amazing part and I can’t wait until the next one.

wooo hello again!! sorry for my tiny break last night, i needed a moment to gather my thoughts surrounding the drabble series and to post something i was working on alongside this !! hope u enjoy this drabble :) dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, fluff, platonic cuddling, platonic forehead kisses….and finally, jealous!joon

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5 years ago

My face at the end of this part:😧

Wow!!! This was so good. I feel like with every part this series keeps getting better and better. And the suspense is greater. I never thought that I would enjoy this series as much as I do right now, but I can't help but to love it. Now all I'm thinking about is dad!namjoon carrying their child on his hip and giving them small high fives and gently taking their hand to wave it for strangers to tell them hi😭😭😭. I feel like I'm going ahead of myself but this is so exciting!!! And like always, I'm always ready (but my heart isn't) for the next part💕💕💕

i’m back lol. apparently i literally cannot stay away from dr!joon, and i feel like oc can relate :D i hope u enjoy this. as always i love ur feedback and i appreciate all the amazing things u have to say abt these drabbles. nothin inspires me more than ur feedback! dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, kinda angst…heavy pining……..joon is Annoying lmfao. also jealous!joon wink wonk :) i’m srry in advance lol

note: its 4:30 am. if u see spelling errors…u don’t :)

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5 years ago

With Namjoon’s hand wrapped around your own, it was like the nerves melted from your body and were replaced with a warm glow that was hard to describe. It only intensified when you met his eyes, becoming lost in his gaze as all the pieces seemed to fall into place in your mind, heart thumping erratically against your ribs like it was trying to escape. With a shuddering sigh, you glanced down at where his thumb continued to set your skin on fire, sparking like fireworks, his voice deep and barely above a whisper when he said your name. 

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SAM!! You can just do this to me😭I thought that I was ready when I read your warning but I obviously was NOT. 

Joonie is a whole dad now and the reader is a mom and their baby is just so precious and cute🥺. And when Namjoon stopped in the store because he didn’t want to wake up their baby🥺🥺🥺🥺 I might have teared up alittle. But nothing hurt as painfully as the ending! Why can’t they just admit to their feelings?!?!?! I’m rooting for them though. And the fact that they have to share a bed now. (OMG another shirtless Joon??? Beginning on separate sides of the bed to only end up Cuddling at some point?!?!?!) The possibilities!!! 

Oh my gosh I can’t wait until the next part. I love them so so much, so thank you so much Sam for ruining me.💕💕💕💕

[!] enter at ur own risk!!! baby x namjoon content up ahead !!! very dangerous !!!! could cause serious heart issues !!!!! dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, FLUFF !!! lots of pining and longing stares !!! enjoy:)

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5 years ago

He whispered a good night, his body twisting away from you, and you panicked, reaching out to grab his wrist. When he turned back to look at you, there was an odd look in his eye. A dangerous look that you thought would be best not to dwell on.

“Why don’t you sleep in your bed?” You whispered,

Will I always scream and cheer for this couple???? Of course!!!

Mama Kim knows what she’s doing and I’m here for it!!! Now it’s just the matter of just having Namjoon and the mc come to terms with their feelings and admit them before everything falls apart. And I know that it might be angsty before that happens but a girl can wish. Also, I really loved reading more about dad!joon. He’s so precious with their child and ughhh! My heart!

Thank you so so so very much Sam and I’ll always be ready for the next part even if my heart says otherwise.💕💕💕💕

im actually out of breath after writing this. so much pining…its painful…….so MUCH pining….i hope u enjoy :) dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, fluff, sexual tension…i talk abt shirtless joon again, its becoming a problem

note: i listened to the one by kodaline on repeat whilst writing this lmao 

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5 years ago

Every time people said they were happy you had Namjoon, it just reminded you of the fact you didn’t really have him. Not in the way you wanted. 

I knew that the angst train was coming, but I didn’t think that it would hit this hard and so soon. I'm yelling at Rose through the screen of my phone because WTF?!?!?! Why!!?!?! Is she jealous of them or something??? She's not sorry because if she was, she wouldn't have told in the first place😤

Thank you again Sam for this part. I feel like each drabble keeps getting better and better!💕💕💕

i’m sorry in advance… :) dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, some fluff, more sexual tension and….angst :(

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5 years ago

“Welcome home, YN.”

Is my heart complete mush right now??? Absolutely

To be honest, I’m not sure where to begin, so I’ll start at the beginning. I remember when I first read this story, I was heartbroken and teary-eyed within the first chapter. You get introduced to this main character who has gone through so much, who has experienced more pain than anyone should ever be faced with, and I felt for her. I just wanted to jump through my computer screen and hug her and make her some hot cocoa and let her know that everything would be okay. But she had Namjoon, who is absolutely the most endearing person and has the most beautiful soul, to do that for her.

As I continued on, it didn’t feel like I had to worry for her as much because I knew that she would be safe with Namjoon. He’s so perfect to her and he treats her like the finest china. He’s everything that she needed and I’m glad that he was there for her for all of those years, even as a friend. I’m also very thankful for all of her other friends as well who have helped and guided her to become the beautiful person she is now with all of her walls down. 

There was such love in the caress and in his eyes, in the sort of soft smile he seemed to reserve strictly for you alone, that you knew the treasured way you felt in his presence would doubtlessly continue on, even when the two of you were getting along in years. The love in your heart grew even deeper if that was even possible when it already felt like a part of your very being, each breath feeling tied to cherishing the man before you more than you would’ve believed yourself capable of so many years ago when your pain had been so raw.

This part hit home for me because this is when I started to reflect back on everything, and seeing how things ended with their story is just so beautiful. 

It honestly took me a while for me to muster up the courage and read this epilogue, but I’m glad that I did today. I’m happy that they have their own happy ending. So thank you Mint for writing this story and providing such a comfort in so many ways. Your writing is healing and in-depth and thoughtful, it just deserves all of the love and praise in the entire galaxy. Thank you again for making me so so happy, and I’ll forever be thankful for you and this story💕💕💕💕

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Pairing: Namjoon/F!Reader

Summary: Failed relationships had become a very taxing sort of normal for you. After another boyfriend steps out of your life, much as all the rest before him, you considered just calling it quits where seeking love is concerned. At least until your longtime friend, Namjoon, confesses his hidden feelings and asks you to give him a chance.

The prospect of a relationship with a guy as wonderful as Joon would have had you over the moon were it not for the fear that your issues with physical intimacy would send him packing like every other guy you’ve dated prior.

But, maybe with Joon it might be different.

Chapter features/warnings: fluff, seriously so much fluff, YN loves Namjoon and her friends and they love her too, did I mention fluff? cause literally that’s what this whole epilogue is, interrupted sexy times that don’t get very far, references to sex, so much friendship, set up for Tongue-Tied/Volume.

Additional chapters: (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6) (7) (8)

A/N: Well, this is it, guys. There will be drabbles in the future, but with this Safe With Me has officially come to a close. I am both happy and sad to end this series, but so glad to have finished it. This was my first BTS fic and it will forever hold such a special place in my heart.

So many of you reached out to me to say that this story made you happy, gave you hope, comforted you, and that means everything to me. I wish you all as healthy and accepting a relationship as what I did my best to portray in this series. Thank you for your comments, your likes, your reblogs, and for helping me to push on in completing a story that has meant so much to me. 

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5 years ago

AHHH! I'm so so happy with the way things turned out, especially with the whole Rose situation. Now there is one less person to scream at 😂. And I'm so happy that they've finally admitted their feelings and said the 'L' word. Honestly the entire smut scene was so soft and loving and just true to them. You could tell how much they cared about each other then and I'm just so happy. I hope that they have a bit a peace now that they're together and that somehow things work out with Jinhae and the mc's job.

Thank you sooooo much for this Sam! This part really made my day💕💕

(m) yeah i’m not gna keep u waiting JSJGJH. dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, angst !! &….finally….smut, with sum fluff injected into there :) 

note: songs i listened to during writing this were quit - cashmere cat feat. ariana grande, and god is a woman - ariana grande [slowed + reverbed]

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5 years ago

He stares back at you, suddenly overwhelmed by how good this feels.  

By how good it feels to be needed by you.  

By how you in his shirt, in his apartment, in his life, makes total sense.  

By how it feels like you belong here.

With him.

I feel like I’ve been holding back on reading this last part for the longest. I think though that it’s because of how in love I am with the characters and I didn’t want it to end. The story you created. The emotions you drove within me. And to be honest, I’m a bit emotional and teary-eyed as I’m writing this, but I’m very thankful for you and your kindness and the fact that you share these amazing stories with us. 

This final part was amazing and I loved that Namjoon finally got it together, with the help of his sister, to go for what he wanted and stop sending mixed signals. I also really enjoyed that he wanted to “do this the right way” and that was just so precious. The smut scene as well was nice. It was soft and sexy and loving, and just something that represented them and who they are inside.

I wish I had more words to express what I’m feeling, but you seem to be better at that than I am😅. But from the bottom of my heart, I am truly and forever will be grateful for everything that you’ve written, all of the conversations we’ve had even though few, and just the fact that you’re here on a space where I can continuously send my love to you. So like always, I’m sending you my entire heart. Thank you Ana for everything. 💕💕💕💕💕

Edit: P.S.-I just finished reading the epilogue that you posted on AO3 and oh my goodness😢🥺My heart is so soft. That was SO FLUFFY OML!!!!! I’m so happy that they were able to find their happiness and start a family together. They deserve the best and so do you🥺💕

guilty | knj x reader | final chapter: is something burning?

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summary: as the man at the top, kim namjoon has almost everything he wants. almost. could a familiar face from the past change his future?

pairing: namjoon x reader

genre: mafia AU, pining, SMUT WARNINGS APPLY in this chapter sorry i’m yelling stressed!joon, sweaty!joon, sober!joon all make an appearance

rating: 18+

word count: 7.9K

notes: okay, so i stressed a bit about this chapter.  i got really in my head over it, but i hope it ends in a way that’s satisfying to all of you guys.  i’ve heard from some of the most amazing readers about this story – i appreciate you all so much and i’d love to hear from you about how you feel about the ending.

special love to the best beta hands down periodt amen @hobi-gif​​, the lady who inspired it all with her adorable brand of namjoon thirst @sahmfanficbts​​, and three people who mean the world to me point blank period @ladyartemesia​​ @ppersonna​​ @taetaewonderland​​

this fic is a continuation of the Guarded Series but can be read as a standalone piece.

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There’s this thing that happens when you’re getting over a cold.

Slowly – as your breathing returns to normal – you can taste again.  Your head clears and your senses come back to life and you savor everything you eat like it’s the best thing you’ve ever had.  Your appetite returns.  

And all at once, you are starving.

That’s what it’s like after Namjoon touches you.

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5 years ago

"...You’re my family, nothing about you can ever disappoint me,”

I honestly can’t believe that this is the end. Keeping Things Simple and the rest of this series has made me so so happy. I loved getting notifications for a new chapter update, sometimes during the middle of the night too, and staying up just to read that one part to go back asleep again with a smile. 

Seeing the end of this series is bittersweet, but more sweet than anything else. I’m so glad that Namjoon and the m.c. were able to find their happiness together and amongst one another, and with Jinhae. I’m happy that she was able to get her job back and get pregnant. I guess that Mark wasn’t the one with the ✨magic cum✨. Those two really are soulmates😂.

Anyways, thank you so so so so soooooo much Sam for always putting a smile on my face with not only this series, but other stories that you have written. I’m going to miss these characters so much, but thank you for making my heart feel at ease. I’m sending you my love!💕💕💕💕

omg i’m so sad :( time to say goodbye to dr joon :( well…not completely. obviously like with aaos, i will be only too happy to revisit this story with epilogue drabbles !!!!! but i do want to thank everyone who has followed this story and sent so so much love, i really am overwhelmed by the love this and aaos recieved, i can never ever get over it lmao !!! thank u!!! dr!joon + dr!reader, f2l, fake marriage, fluff !!! and more fluff !!! with extra fluff !!!!

note: if u see spelling errors…pretend u don’t :)

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5 years ago

“I’ve missed this,” he says softly.

You can’t, you can’t, you can’t.

"Me too,” you admit. You’re weak.

I’ve never experienced a break-up before. I’ve also never dated, but I have been in a situation that mimics this one. I am truly, truly amazed by the way you are able to so adequately capture thoughts, feelings, and emotions in such a vivid way. Like I said before, I’ve never been in a relationship or had a breakup, but every time I read a chapter of this story it feels like I have. Especially with this part:

Yes, you’ve read his books. Multiple times. Pored over every word and analyzed every character in search of snippets of yourself. Hoping to know whether he’s forgotten you and moved on from you or whether he’s still affected by the breakup in the same way you don’t dare to admit that you are.

The feeling of believing that you’re over it but you still find yourself coming back to things that remind you of them. It’s bittersweet but it’s beautiful to be emotional over this, and I find myself reaching the end of each part far faster than I would like. Especially with this cliffhanger at the end. In my eyes, there are three ways that the story could pan out and I’m not sure that my heart is ready for any of those. 

Thank you, from the bottom of my heart Debs, for this beautiful piece. I feel like this story is made out of diamonds from the way I can’t stop awing at it. I’m sending you my love!!💕💕💕💕

sincerely, but no longer yours | chapter 3

Sincerely, But No Longer Yours | Chapter 3

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sincerely, but no longer yours | ex!kim namjoon x reader

genre | angst, exes au

summary | It started as a coping mechanism as getting the words out provided a form of catharsis. But now you can’t stop writing these love letters, even with the knowledge that they’ll never get sent. After all, who writes love letters to their ex?

word count | 3.9k

rating | PG-13

warnings | none

a/n | here we gooooo!! part threeeee c: can’t believe I actually churned this out when my life has been in c h a o s also this is barely edited im so sorry

Sincerely, But No Longer Yours | Chapter 3

Percussive knocks rap crisply on your apartment door. You fling the door open and your heart leaps in your chest at the sight. There he stands.

Up and rising dance instructor. Groove personified. Ball of literal sunshine.

And in your experience, the best big brother on the planet.

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4 years ago

“Namjoon.” You shift on your feet. “Will I see you around?”

There is a twinkle in your eye, an intrigue he can’t quite place but ensnares him completely. It is then that he feels the slight shift in the air, the unexplainable pull in his gut, and he knows with a resigned awareness that this is far from the end.

“I think you will.”

Oh my goodness! I didn’t realize that there was another part to this series until I checked again and...wow. Wow wow wow wow WOW. One thing that is admirable about you Kiki is how you are able to weave and string so much into only a few words. Because for seven minutes, you made me feel like I was actually there, witnessing the first interaction between two people who would later forever be fated together. I am completely awestruck and I’m giving you the highest of praise right now because you too turned my darkened day into bright lights and I’m forever grateful Kiki. 

Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. Sincerely and truly Kiki. I’m giving you my heart. 💕

Trouvaille

Author uhgood-dooghu

Pairing Underground Fighter!Namjoon x Reader

Summary He met you with blood on his hands. You didn’t even flinch.

Genre Angst, fight club!au not the movie, the concept, part of the Dichotomy universe

Warnings Mentions of violence, mentions of blood, dark & troubled Namjoon

Word Count 1.5k

a/n This takes place about ten years before Dichotomy, and Namjoon & OC are roughly 21-22 years old.

Dichotomy . . Trouvaille . . Redemancy

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It’s at 11:38 PM on a Tuesday night that Namjoon realizes he’s fucked.

It doesn’t matter that he won The Fight. It doesn’t matter that he raked in a hundred grand off the back of a dying opponent. It doesn’t matter that every illegal fighter in a fifty mile radius now knows his name and the man who created him.

It doesn’t matter, because he asked for an out and caught a brass knuckle to the jaw. It doesn’t matter, because he nursed the bloody gash with nothing but his fingers as threats battered him into the concrete below his feet. It doesn’t matter, because for the first time, he understands what it means to feel powerless.

He’s fucked at 11:38 PM on a Tuesday night, and all he wants is a cigarette.

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