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A series I would definitely recommend to read!

📍HAPPY DEATH DAY | l.felix smau (masterlist)

synopsis

-> rich yet down-to-earth. devilishly handsome yet an angelic sweetheart. before you transferred to your new university, lee "yongbok" had already established a fine reputation for himself—beloved by everyone, a personality that can bring world peace. but something seems off—because you've definitely seen him before, and he's not as sweet as he makes himself out to be.

pairing: fem!reader x slc!felix (snobby!y/n x mysterious!felix) (y/n is a bit like veronica lodge—the riverdale one, not the comics one, sorry lolz) (a bit of an OC y/n, just cause she has nicknames and identifiers and whatnot) (felix is called "leo"—from lee yongbok—just cuz that's hot) | friends to enemies to friends to lovers ig idk

genre: smau, light fluff and crack, semi-angst, mystery(?), strangers? enemies? to lovers? idk. no promises. it is what it is. (a bit of season 1 riverdale vibes)

warnings: mentions of death, illness, accidents, injuries, implications of s*lf h*rm and s**cide (but not from any idol, just background side characters). slight violence. criminals. sexual themes (just mentions, nothing too detailed, no smut). cussing. extreme language. R16??? 18+??? a tamer version of SLC nevermind that, i changed my mind, it's not as tame. high society scumminess, lots of ill gossiping and reputation destroying. think gossip girl but worse. mentions of the dark web and the black market.

notes: this is a spin-off series from one of the characters (felix) in my other smau (SWEET LIKE CANDY), but you don't need to read that series first before this one. this can be enjoyed as a standalone in itself because felix was only a side character in that fic. there will rarely be any mentions or allusions to the old fic, maybe here and there but it won't make it confusing.—the university/setting is VERYYYYY far from where SLC is set, imagine small town in the middle of nowhere type of beat where felix won't get caught.

chapters—

[red—written chapters]

teaser.

characters.

000—happy worst day.

001—i'm a birthday clown tonight.

002—though my lips are smiling.

003—i'm not getting in the mood.

004—everybody looks the same like me.

005—it's boring, boring, boring, boring.

006—in a room full of stuff.

007—at the sound of empty applause.

008—blow out the candles.

009—one, two, three (foo).

010—everybody's missing a thing.

011—celebration with no feelings.

012—even when the candles went out.

013—would they wear the same expression?

014—birthday, it's your birthday.

015—the sound of the song.

016—silenced by the fireworks.

017—worst day, it's a worst day.

018—the clown's laugh echoing softly.

019—the clown's laugh.

020—tra-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, ha-ha.

020.5—happy death day.

021—happy, happy worst day.

022—feel like.

023—tra-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, ha-ha. (2)

024—happy death day. (2)

025—happy, happy worst day. (2)

026—i'm so sick of the fakes.

[soon]

CURIOSITY KILLED THE CAT (HDD v1. basement extras)

(not a part of HDD but it's early revision before i changed stuff).

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date started: 01/10/22

date finished: —

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 2

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 3

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 4

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 5

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 7

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 8

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 10

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 12

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 13

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 14

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 15

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 16

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 17

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 18

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You looked around the venue, taking it all in. The school really outdid themselves this time, having invested in proper equipment to make the showcase of the year. You remember Felix always complained that there should be more funds put in the dance department. Your palms sweating the second your thoughts went to Felix. You don’t understand why you let Minho drag you here, but now you’ve arrived and there was no going back as you saw Chan and Jeongin waving you over. You quickly made your way through the crowd to the front row seats and sat down beside Jeongin.

“Hey, how are you holding up?” Jeongin asked, laying a hand on your shoulder.

“Well, I’m here so I guess I’m fine,” you took a deep breath to calm your beating heart, feeling the anxiety rise again.

“I’m just very anxious to see him again.”

Jeongin nodded and leaned over to give you a side hug. You felt yourself relax in his arms for a little bit – before the rest of the boys came along and soon the lights were dimmed and the performance began. You had been to a couple of these performances before, and each time you were just as mesmerized by Minho, Hyunjin and Felix. Especially Felix. Sometimes you couldn’t believe that you had such talented friends, and it hit you at full force at times like this. 

Felix’s whole class was to perform either solo, in duets or like in their case – a trio. You barely even registered the performers, until it was announced that they were next.

You sucked in a breath as they came on stage. You would never get tired of seeing Felix in his element, the focus in his sparkly eyes, his whole body oozing of confidence and dominance. And when the music started, it was all over for you. 

You were hypnotized by the way Felix moved his body to the music, which you now recognized as the song they recorded together, Taste. It was sensual and powerful, and you were hooked from the second he started dancing. Unfortunately it was over way too soon and before you could react Jeongin and Changbin were dragging you next to the stage where there was a door with the sign Performers Only. You got to stand in front of the door for approximately 10 seconds before Minho and Hyunjin stormed through the door with Felix hot on their heels. The second you locked eyes with him, it seemed like the whole world stopped.

Felix halted his steps and his eyes widened. He didn’t think you would actually come, and now that you were standing in front of him – he almost wanted to cry.

Fights weren’t usual with you two, and the fact that you haven’t spoken in what seemed like so long made him more emotional than regular. He blinked away the moisture in his eyes to get a proper look at you. You looked beautiful, as always. 

“So, we will leave you guys alone so you can talk. But you must hurry.” Said Minho and began ushering the others away so you and Felix would be left alone. 

Felix took a step towards you, unsure if you would bolt the other way if he got too close – but you took a step towards him and soon you stood no more than arm’s length from each other. He opened his mouth to speak, but before he can get a single word out, he is interrupted by someone on stage tapping on a microphone.

“Hi, I’m sorry but is this on?” The voice sounded kind of familiar, and you whipped your head to the side, only to see Jisoo standing on the stage. Your gasped, and it’s like she knew exactly where you were beforehand, for she cast a quick glance at you and smiled sweetly.

“As you can see, I’m not here for a performance exactly. I am here for some good, old revenge. I’m sure everyone here has heard about the Mixtapes account on Twitter?”

People began murmuring amongst each other, and you froze in place. Somewhere in the crowd you could almost hear Minho yell at Jisoo to get the fuck down, but everything except her voice at that moment went unnoticed by you.

“Yes, I know I lied about it, but it’s really not my problem the person behind it is a coward! In fact, the coward is here with us today!” She gestured at the crowd, and you could still not get yourself to move. Beside you, Felix was confused by the whole situation. What was Jisoo trying to do exactly?

Minho got his attention; he was trying to get Jisoo to get down from the stage before she said anything else. He was joined by Hyunjin who begged her to get down.

“Come on, Jisoo! What do you gain by doing this?!” he yelled over the whispers in the venue. 

“Sorry guys, but she had this coming for a while now. But to prove what I’m saying is true, you must hear something first.” She turned around and went over to the large speakers on stage, and plugged her phone in. Only seconds later you heard you own voice echo through the hall.

“Min, I’m serious!”

“I know! I’m just telling you what I think would be best, it’s not my fault that you’re too dumb to listen to me.”

“I swear to God, Min, I will kill you one day.”

“Shut up, you won’t. Or else you wouldn’t have told me the account was yours to begin with.”

“Ugh, I hate that you’re right.”

“So you’ll tell Felix then?”

“God, no! I already told you what is going to happen if I tell him I love him.”

“Oh no, that would be just the end of the world, right?”

“Minho…”

“And there you have it people, “ Jisoo unplugged her phone and made her way to the side of the stage exactly where you and Felix were standing. She locked eyes with you while continuing her verbal assault.

“Poor Y/n crushing so hard on her very own best friend that she has to make anonymous confessions online. I mean, I get why she’s afraid, why would someone like Lee Felix settle for her?” Luckily before Jisoo could say another word, Changbin tore through the security and jumped on stage to rip the microphone from her hands.

After that everything was a blur, Felix’s shocked face, Minho and Hyunjin yelling after you when you ran straight through the nearest exit all while you felt everyone’s stares and their judgemental looks. Now you’ve fucked up for sure, Felix would surely never forgive you for this. Neither would you, though. After all, you are the one who got yourself into this whole mess.

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 19

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 20

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THE MIXTAPES (lee felix x reader) - Chapter 21

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A/N: Omg it's over guys :( I'm kinda sad to let this fic go, but I'm also ready to work on some new stuff for u guys to enjoy, and for all of you wondering; Minho won the poll! Give me a few days so plan out my story and I will be back soon. Special thanks to @svtbabies for motivating me and being the best hype person for me <3 ILY BESTIE! Also special thanks to @firnze for always leaving the most hilarious comments and reblogs for me to read, they were always the highlight of my day! And ofc, thank you to EVERYONE who commented, reblogged, sent me asks and messages - in the end it was just what I needed to write this story as well as I could. I hope I will see you guys on my next fic <3

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𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐞 / 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐰𝐨

(lee felix x reader)

synopsis: you lost all hope in true love when your last relationship went south. since then you poured all your love and energy into the one thing you could rely on: streaming. but what happens when you meet someone that makes you want to love again?

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