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3 years ago

Hi 👋🏻 Could you write a scenario with Olivia Hye from Loona where she has a crush on the 13th member and in the middle of a late night practice where they were the only ones there, she ends up declaring herself to the reader?

Hello ! Finally after about a week or so I managed to finish your request, I hope you’ll enjoy it, I tried to do something proper and so I hope it’s similar to what you had in mind or at least it’ll satisfy you ! Thank you once again for requesting, it’s really appreciated + this was actually pretty fun to make since the scenario is so cute <3

You can find the request on my profile, I posted it about 2mins before this (I wanted to put a link but idk how to and i’m too tired to figure it out😭)

Hoping you’re having a great day, you all better take care of yourselves lovelies <3

Cute ass smile oml

Hi Could You Write A Scenario With Olivia Hye From Loona Where She Has A Crush On The 13th Member And

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3 years ago

Great ! Could you write a short thing with heejin and hyunjin in a poly relationship with the reader fighting over them ! Thank you so much <3

Yes absolutely omfg that's such a cute request I love it !

And here I now present you :

Lovingly

Pairings : Heejin and Hyunjin x reader

Genre : Pure fluff

word count : 850 words

warnings : none :)

You felt yourself being waken up by the annoyed voices of who seemed to be your girlfriends fighting with each other, still not completely out of dreamland, you tried your best to understand what was happening around you

"Hyunjinie stop ! You know Y/n likes me more than they like you !"

"Totally false, they love me more what the hell do you mean ?!"

"You're acting so delusional jin, just face the truth, they like me better"

"Well who the hell cares ?! It's my turn to cuddle them, move or I'm kicking you out myself"

And the bickering kept going while you watched them, your eyes half opened and barely keeping up with the situation, you then realized that they were both on your bed, explaining why you felt warm so suddenly. Heejin had her arms wrapped around your waist while Hyunjin was desperately trying to cuddle your side, which resulted of Heejin moving away, you still in her embrace as if she was scared Hyunjin would steal you away from her

"Hmm, good morning to you too ?" you mumbled, looking at both of them tiredly yet smiling like an idiot, your relationship was always pretty much like that and it melted your heart every single time. Between their caring personas and their kind words as well as those "fights" over you and all the love they brought you, you felt at ease whenever they were around

"Baby ! You're finally up ! How was your sleep ?" Said Heejin excitedly while looking down at you, planting loads of kisses all over your face while her arms held you tightly, refusing to let you go

"It must've been terrible because of Heejin's complaints, I'm sorry angel, you know her, she always starts fights and yet she never won a single one of them" Hyunjin said, taking your hand in hers and kissing it gently, sharing a smile with you while your girlfriend pouted

"It was fine, it felt warm to have the both of you with me" you admitted, slightly blushing before continuing what you were about to say, looking at Heejin lovingly "and of course it didn't bother me to be waken up, it was just funny that's all, I love both of you !"

Hyunjin chose that very moment while Heejin was staring at you in adoration, lost in her thoughts and incapable of expressing how hard her heart was beating for you, to take you in her arms instead, sticking her tongue out at Heejin

"Awe no come on Hyunjinie give my baby back :((" she said, crossing her arms and faking her jealousy, she didn't want to admit it but she enjoyed seeing the both of you so close as well, the relationship as a whole made her so happy that for a second she forgot her supposed anger she was feeling, replaced by a sudden urge to peck your lips which she did, so naturally yet so beautiful, just like her, it was perfect

Hyunjin then took the chance to steal a kiss as quickly as possible when Heejin pulled a way, cupping your cheek with her hand while caressing your back, showering you in compliments and words that came from the bottom of her heart

All three of you stayed like that for a while, wanting this to last forever, the comfort they gave you was as cozy as your own home, the love you shared was so strong that nothing could tear it apart and even the little bickering here and here was something you wouldn't exchange for anything in the world, because at the end of the day, they were your reason to be, and as simple as it was, you had peace in mind when they were around, you loved them so much

And that's how your morning started, filled with laughs and love, kisses and cuddles, smiles and pouts that didn't last long, you felt like you belonged, the warmth it gave you when everything they did seemed so genuine and loving, was that it ? Unconditional love ? A point beyond the simple words describing the feelings of a crush, a heaven way higher than the clouds you saw in the sky, somewhere which made every little actions to be done lovingly

That day couldn't be more perfect

Or was it ?

"Hyunjin shut and let Y/n wear my clothes, they look cute in them"

"Jinnie you shut up and let Y/n wear my hoodie at least, they always look cute regardless"

"Y/n which clothes do you prefer huh ? Some of hers that are honestly so blant or the pretty ones I picked in my wardrobe for you"

"Actually can I just stay in pyjama..?"

"Why don't we go get matching ones angel ?"

"Hyunjin it's not fair if you get to match with them and not me :("

"Well too bad for you I guess"

And it continued and continued for a long while

But you weren’t complaining

Not at all actually

Nothing could make you more happier

The end <3


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3 years ago

Someone stole my work

Hii um more serious post than usual

Usually I would laugh it off or whatever but man I nearly spent seven hours working on this post and someone decided to steal the Haseul part and post it on wattpad without any credits (worst is that it doesn’t fit the oneshot book at all to me bc my format is different but no one would really notice I’m pretty sure)

Please go report them and message them if possible, I don’t want my work to be reposted without my permission especially if I’m not even credited for it, of course don’t harass them or send them death threats, that’s not the kind of behaviour I want to encourage but I want the chapter to be at least taken down and it’d be fun to get an apology idk☹️

Here’s the profile :

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The story :

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The part that was stolen from me :

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I’m not going to screenshot the entire chapter but you know what I mean, this is exactly what I wrote last Sunday

But like wtf man, why are you stealing random works from people that spent a lot of time on them and take all the credit, if you can’t write then just say so and ask someone for tips☹️

Apparently they stole a bunch of other works as well so please report them thank you :)

Anyways hopefully it gets taken down, please help me and thank you so much to the person that told me, you’re literally a life saver I love you <3

Besides that annoying ass situation I woke up to, I hope you’re all doing well, please take care of yourselves <3

Okay also don’t mind some of the tags, i just need this post to reach as much people as possible sorry :/


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3 years ago

Loona - Home

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Requested ? No

Genre : Angst, hurt/comfort and fluff

Pairings : Poly! Loona x reader <3

Word count : 2,7k

Warnings : Fainting, mentions of not eating, overworking, anxiety, insecurities, brief reference to death

Disclaimer :

I do not know the idols personally, this is for entertainment purposes only :D

I wrote this in the span of like, less than two hours between one and three am and I didn’t re read it much afterwards, hoping you guys will like it still !

So I convinced myself that was going to be short ?? Erm anyways, I don’t really do that style usually but I like it, I think it lets me write stuff that don’t require a lot of proof reading and the best wording hehe, I hope you’ll like it <3

So basically we have our twelve moon girls who have been especially busy lately, and a scared reader who doesn’t want to lose them but is too focused on their studies to try to forget what is making them afraid and their girlfriends find them in the middle of a breakdown before they pass out due to exhaustion, but hey don’t worry ! Lots of care is coming :))

This comes in the form of a bulleted scenario !

You had been working all day, no one really noticed what you were doing nor recognized all the efforts you were putting in your studies, you were tired of always being repeated the same thing, that you shouldn’t stress over it, you knew your own worth yet you were convinced you weren’t doing enough, as if there was always more assignments added on the pile of work you were already climbing

Living alone did have some advantages, it helped you concentrate better, you had all the time in the world for yourself and your own priorities, even if that meant reading your notes from classes a thousand time until you knew them by heart, there wasn’t anything to bother you, it was always pretty quiet, maybe a bit too much actually

Secretly, you did wish to have people around, maybe it’d actually be helpful to be reminded to eat or take a break, to be told you were doing great when you thought of yourself as the worst student possible, you seriously just wanted to feel loved and supported through this, when nights would get too quiet, the only thing we could hear were your quiet sobs from the loneliness you felt through your situation

Yes you had people you were supposed to count on, yet you felt like a burden on their shoulders, you were scared, no, terrified, terrified of losing them, terrified of making them leave, terrified to disappoint, terrified to not be as good as they thought of you, making you want to isolate yourself, in case you could get hurt by someone

Weirdly, you were in a relationship with multiple people, but you still felt somewhat alone, not that they weren't loving of course, you blamed it all on yourself, for never being able to let yourself cool down, or struggling to answer their calls, that’s if they actually talked to you

Because having twelve girlfriends was amazing yet saddening, why didn’t you feel more included ?? Well of course they had to all work together, often creating an image of you not being related to them in any way, shape or form, just like an unknown person, as if you didn’t exist

You tried your hardest to not think too hard about it, after all, they were idols and were busy, it’s understandable they couldn’t always be there, you could attempt at convincing yourself it didn’t affect you however the tear in the corner of your eye whenever seeing them all together online without you made your heart ache 

They were usually very present, sometimes knocking at random hours in the night at your apartment’s door, wanting to barge in and cuddle you to sleep, or other days bringing you breakfast, or taking you on a surprise date

and if not there, there was always loads of messages sent, if it wasn’t from the group chat with all of you, it was from some of them individually, enough to warm your heart before heading to class, these girls were the reason you could still stand to this day

Though lately, they had been pretty,, absent, so much that people wondered if you guys had fallen apart since classmates noticed you walking home by yourself instead of being taken somewhere by your lovers, wondering what could had happen to cause this

And truly, you had no idea yourself, barely any news lately, you were starting to think maybe they were purposely avoiding you, or maybe the company had chosen to cut you off, were you bothersome ? Somewhat, you felt as if your presence didn’t matter to them anymore, some would call this assuming things but you’d rather imagining the worst case scenarios than comforting yourself through lies and fake promises

So today, already feeling extra tired, even for a mere Sunday, you didn't even want to check your phone, only for your eyes to meet an empty lock screen, no new messages, just like it had happened the day before, and the day before that, and during the past week, you felt weirdly, empty ?

The strength of getting out of bed was found in the comforting thought that maybe they’d show up to your place at some point throughout the day, you didn’t really believe it would happen but it was better than crying over school like you were about to do

You got out your notes and started working, losing track of time, and your thoughts, who were flying all over the place, you weren’t even able to take a proper break, scared to check your phone to be met by loneliness again, so you chose to work harder, being harsher towards yourself

You were starting to get lost in a spiral of questions, one algebra problem and you were wondering if you were still loved by them, a biology question and you were thinking about dropping everything just then, an english text to read and the sudden urge to give up

You were terribly exhausted, but even greater than that, you could feel a terrible anxious sensation take over your body every time you weren’t focusing completely, as if that little minute of rest would affect your next grades

All of this work and studying was sickening, no one should have to suffer through that, yet you did, maybe it was to prove yourself you were worth something, maybe it was to forget about what was bothering you, maybe it was to convince others you weren’t a failure, maybe it was for someone to say they were proud of you, maybe it was for teachers to not call you stupid, maybe it was to be what you wished to be, you just wanted to be special, at least a little bit

You were scared, shaking slightly, what if you were meant to fail over this, what would you if you were to fuck this up, would anyone even comfort you, did your feelings matter ?

You missed the warmth of their arms, you missed the feeling of them hugging you tightly, you missed hearing them fighting over you as if you meant something, you missed forgetting about what was sad because you could only think of their smile when they were around, you missed them so bad

And what made you even sadder what was had happened a while ago, a few days back then, where you had been trying to get their attention and explain how stressed you felt, and yet the only few responses you had gotten back were so,, detached, so much that you hadn’t been able to open your phone since, scared that you had done something wrong, you just wanted to be understood, no, you needed to feel loved again

While your hand written notes were getting dirtied by tears rolling down your cheeks, you were confused on what was happening, losing the sense of thinking properly, as if the environment around you was starting to disappear

You tried closing your eyes to rest for a split second yet the image of them rejecting you popped in your head and your state immediately worsen, not knowing what to do with your hands, or your head

Anxiously fidgeting with your pen, you tried writing the answer on your homework sheet, scared to not pass that subject for the exam awaiting for you, you did understand everything well, yet felt as if your efforts were worthless, always needing to do more

Without even noticing, your hand started writing down your feelings, you were confused but you couldn’t go against it, you needed a break, something was restraining you though, you thought of yourself of not worthy of getting rest, you thought that working harder would make your girlfriends possibly come back, so you followed your thoughts, letting your hand write down what crossed your mind, from the anxiety you had been feeling to the tears drenching the sheet and the cold feeling of being alone in the dark while the ones you loved were out there probably having a normal day, embracing each other, and of course, without you, who didn’t deserve to be there

A sudden hand on your shoulder brought you back to reality, there stood Yerim, one of your lovely girlfriends, grinning at you before looking at you in disbelief as you watched the others do the same, concerned by the drenched look on your face

You were worried of them finding out what you had written, or that they came here to break up with you, yet you couldn’t form a single sentence even with all the words you wanted to say, when chuu took your face in her hands and asked you if you were okay, you could feel your body lose up a little

A clear sentence was what you wanted to form, but only a sigh came out of your mouth, as tears filled your eyes and suddenly, everything went blank, not a single memory of what had been happening

Time went by

Was it over ?

Was that what they called, the after life ?

Maybe it was your place to be

Still alone

In another life surely

In an all white space with nothing but emptiness was where you found yourself to be

A voice then called your name, going somewhat like this “Y/n.. please don’t leave us princess, we love you so much, stay, do it for us, do it for you, you deserve so much better, we love you”, sounding like an angel mixed with a crying soulmate who had just lost someone, you felt sorry for whoever was that, hearing how heartbroken they seemed to be, “must be talking to someone with the same time as me, even if the voice is low-key familiar”

And weirdly, the white space started to feel warmer, if it was comforting before then now it was a literal paradise, you didn’t wanna get out of it for anything in the world

You closed your eyes for a split second, not knowing why, you just did, as if that would help you remember the sensation you never wanted to forget about

Your eyes opened again but this time, it was in a foggy environment, familiar to your gaze who was trying to figure out what was going on, the warm sensation was still there, even stronger actually, as a sweet scent warmed up your poor heart

That’s when you felt a kiss on your cheek, and it hit you

You looked around and saw you were laying down Hyeju, who had her arms wrapped tightly around you and her face in your neck, a hand holding yours and a protective smile on her face when she met your eyes

You didn’t really understand what happened as she leaned in to kiss you before Jiwoo interrupted the both of you, coming up to you to cuddle your side 

“Y/n !!! baby !! You’re finally awake ! You had us so scared, are you feeling okay ???? I love you !” she then said meanwhile Yerim arrived jumping around before kissing your nose and asking you about your state as well, rubbing little circles on your hand

Hyeju pouted a little bit, not wanting the two girls to take your attention away from her, she made her grip a little stronger, not enough to make you uncomfortable but perfect for you to stay in her embrace for a while, before the others came in

Haseul made you sit up and fed you something she had been cooking with Vivi and Jinsoul just before, wanting you to take your vitamins and stay healthy

“My poor love, what got you so worked up lately ? You know you can always count on us, don’t ever let yourself so down okay ? We love you very much sweetheart, please never forget it” you could almost feel yourself crying at Haseul’s words as Vivi rubbed your back in such a comforting manner

Jungeun then walked in followed by Yves and Yeojin who nearly jumped on you before Yves stopped her, not wanting you to get too shaken up just after such a draining afternoon, and of course, she wanted your attention first

Jungeun took your hand in hers as the others were sort of bickering with each other, Haseul still feeding you, Vivi kissing your forehead from time to time and Jinsoul patting your head repeatedly

“Baby, don’t worry okay ? You’re at our dorm and you’re staying here for a while, we contacted your school and they were fine with you taking as long as you needed to rest” Jungeun said seriously, making you remember what you had been working so hard for

“B-but my exams ??! And my grades, I can’t afford failing and-”

“Baby, it’s a no, you’re resting with us now” Hyeju cut you short, before actually kissing you, making the others whine from her getting your attention more than others

Heejin, Hyunjin and Chaewon then walked in, they were now all complete, and ready to shower you with love, they admitted reading what you had written and promised you to never let you feel that way again, that if they needed to skip practice to take care of you, they 100% would, you still remained their first priority and your health was their main concern at all times

You were a bit shocked at first, wondering if it was even real, but when you saw Yeojin and Yerim fighting for who would get to steal a kiss from you first meanwhile Hyeju stuck out her tongue at them as she held you close to her, your head laying down her chest, you knew you it was true, you realized just how safe you felt around them, maybe you weren’t perfect at all times but they were the right home you needed

You went taking a bubble bath with the kind and caring Chaewon afterwards, to clean the body you hadn’t been taking care of and to get the occasion to cuddle warmly with you in the middle of bubbles, giggling from Chaewon’s lovingness 

“princess, I love you so so much, thank you for staying by our side, please don’t do that to yourself again, I’m so proud of you for who you are, I love you way too much to lose you” she had said, not even making fun of you one bit or commenting on how pathetic you thought you looked, she only wanted the best for her little love

Right after you got out, wrapped in towels, heejin and Hyunjin walked in, offering you a cute pyjama they had bought for you, wanting you to be comfortable, and of course right after changing, you hugged them as hard as you could

You were still tired but you wanted to spend time with everyone for a bit, you understood quickly that you had fainted from exhaustion, and Jinsoul proceeded to explain how they took you to the hospital in concern and that there, they told them to take care of you properly, that it could be dangerous if it were to happen often but that they couldn’t really anything except from giving you better health tips, being interrupted by Hyeju and Yeojin who thought they weren’t helpful at all

Luckily, Vivi and Yves actually had quite a lot of medical knowledge, and even Jiwoo had studied to become a nurse at some point, so they had tried making it the healthiest environment for you to wake up to

They were all around you and you could feel a smile being drawn on your face as you cheeks were heating up from the love you were getting, you finally felt at ease, you were so glad this was behind you, you slowly drifted asleep as they promised to cherish you with all they had, these girls, maybe if sometimes failing some stuff, were the best thing that had ever happened to you, you couldn’t imagine a life without them by your side, and you were glad to be by their side again at the end of the day

The love you got there, what was people called a home

Nothing in the world could separate you guys by now, your relationship stronger than ever, your insecurities and fears being known, they swore to not let you feel bad about yourself again

The end <3ďżź

Hey lovelies !! I hope you all enjoyed :)

Please take care of yourselves and never hesitate to hmu if you don’t feel well, love you all <3

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3 years ago

Our universe together

Yeojin birthday scenario <3

Requested ? No

Genre : hints to angst + fluff

Word count : 3,5k

Soulmate Au

I absolutely wanted to write for Yeojin’s birthday and I tried to do as fast as I could hehe ! For our birthday girl (slightly late but technically, her birthday wasn’t over at all when i started this so), I hope you’ll appreciate this work !

Also know that it’s my first soulmate Au soo😭

Our Universe Together

Im Yeojin, well known idol, cherished by many and recognized for her natural talent, she's a born rising star, and since her debut along with her members, it seemed as if nothing was impossible for her. Between dance practices finished late at night with barely any energy left in her body, voice recording in an angelic tone, lives where she would let herself be a little bit, and overall moments shared between the people forming the group she's apart of, as tiring as it could be, one thing never left her mind through all those moments

It was a blurry thought, sometimes she couldn't even remember it fully, yet it drover her insane how stubborn those words were to stay in her mind for such a long period of time. She couldn't recall when she had first heard them or even when she started to understand the meaning behind it, it felt as if it was just something to be known. Weirdly enough, she didn't know, she didn't grasp the concept of it, people would talk about it as a daily matter, common knowledge for one in this universe, but she was quite confused

The mere explanations went like

"The universe will send you your soulmate when they well be needed, and it will only let them reveal themselves when the time has come that the ones bound together are ready. Those very signs will manifest on both of the people on the day of their birthday, meaning that they will come across on one of the person's special day, presenting themselves as the greatest gift one could ever wish for"

Or something along those lines

"Soulmates huh ?" She often asked herself, losing her mind while looking outside, wondering where that person could be as she was thinking just now, thinking of the odds of even meeting. Yeojin wasn't a particularly patient person, she kept it to herself most of the time though, too embarrassed to even consider mentioning it to her dear friends who only wanted the best for the youngest among them

She was happy already, of course she was, surrounded by the sweetest people the world had to offer as well as mostly kindhearted fans that supported the young one through her hardships and accompanied her for her victories. Though, that alone wasn't enough to stop the growing thoughts of finding the one meant for her, it was appreciated well, she couldn't be more grateful, but the loneliness she felt when she saw everyone accomplishing their lives, all their needs fulfilled by their other half, the feeling made her heart ache, leading to countless sleepless nights, where she wished she had the comfort of one's arms to be at ease

It might be considered foolish to some people, but she had already accepted the truth of being a fool when it came to love, all over heels of a person she hadn't even met yet. Seeing her friends, already engaged or at least, not alone anymore, she felt herself lost in all of this, why couldn't she be like others ? Of course, she wasn't that old, she had plenty of time to dream about her soulmate before they would reveal themselves

However, she wanted to meet her destiny as soon as she could, a kiss what all she wanted. But here, she wasn't thinking of an ordinary kiss, she wanted something meaningful, where a thousand words were waiting to be said while nothing could be pronounced due to to the nervousness she would share with her new found soulmate the day of their meeting. This would be the fresh start of a bound meant to be broken apart by death only, between cute dates, late night talks, hand holding while looking awkwardly at each other, putting trust in one another, inoperable lovers, that's what she was desperately aiming for

Knowing she was supposed to meet fate on a certain birthday of her life, she would always wait for those with such excitement that even her members, who knew her as an energetic and bright person already, would frown, confused about that sudden rush of adrenaline she had when considering the possibility of her first kiss happening that very day. As soon as the date was around the corner, she would jump around, more than usual, getting excited every year and that feeling growing through the years, waiting for the signs to manifest themselves

Talking about those signs, it was different from a person to another, except for meant lovers, who would share the same fate together so the same marks or events were to happen to the both of them. Signs were to show when you had met your soulmate, just like love indicators sort of. In Yeojin's case, she had a heart shaped mark on her wrist. She had no idea what it really meant or where it was from, only remembering that promise she had made to herself when little, she would never give up on finding the one meant for her

The heart was actually a bit particular, it was only half shaped, as if there was a missing piece, that piece would only appear when the soulmate in question would cross the path of the other person, in any way, shape or form. Meaning Yeojin would have to be pretty aware of her surroundings the day of her birthday, not wanting to miss a single chance with her destined half

Im Yeojin had the luck to have another sign possible to announce her soulmate's presence. She had been told that if she were to lock eyes with the other person's eyes, they would both change colours, going from a lifeless grey to their natural colour, the colour that was only meant to be when your future was certain

And by now, the only thing Yeojin could do was wait, days would go by, the day she would usually celebrate with such enthusiasm coming right around the corner. Only, this year, she seemed out of it, as if the thought of that very celebration for herself was too much of a weight on her shoulders. Or maybe was it the fear of being alone forever, she wasn't sure, but the little hope she had left was slowly starting to fade away as she tried her best to keep her cheerful smile on

[...]

Today was finally her 19th birthday, the day of the year she would've woke up so cheerfully if it wasn't for the fact that she had given up already. A barely visible grin on her face, she didn't want to ruin the fun of her own celebration, so she tried her hardest to light up the atmosphere around her, even if the negative aura came from herself and not anyone else

She wasn't a typically angry person, well not like, actually feeling anger or disappointment through her body. She was human, of course it was normal to feel that kind of stuff on a daily basis, but that was nothing compared to the loneliness she was feeling, and the killing sensation of not being able to tell others about it, silenced by her own embarassment

The day went by normally, she even studied a bit, trying to keep herself busy to avoid thinking about what was bothering her most, almost like an obsession, which made her feel weirder. The celebration was meant to be later anyways, in the evening to be specific, a live would be done along with the members, she would get gifts, sweets and probably the order of making a proper wish for something she wanted to happen. And like every year, it would be the same words thought in her head, no need to repeat them, we all knew what she desired most

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It was in the afternoon, she had played along with her friends, letting them sing her happy birthday as she laughed and had good time around her loved ones before her family wished her the best for her nineteen years as well, which warmed her poor heart that only wanted the affection of the awaited one

However, now she was all alone, the eleven other girls gone to go shop, probably related to the event of tonight, which she wondered how it would feel to spend all together yet alone at the same time, at least in her head. She was bored of it already, no, sick of it, literally, when was her happy ending suppose to happen

"I really wish I could meet you love", she had thought while standing up from the chair she had been sitting on for the past thirty minutes, trying to process everything that was running through her mind, frustrating her even more than before. Grabbing a jacket and her phone, she headed outside of the dorm, wanting to get some fresh air, a sigh falling from her lips

She wasn't sad or anything, seriously, she was simply impatient, she hated the thought of being too attached to a foolish ideas probably made up by older people, but she had to face the truth, she wanted to meet love so bad. She forced herself to try to not care about it too much, only causing it to haunt her mind, following her wherever she would go, either between the walls of her dorm, or when on tour in another country

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Walking her way to the nearest park, hands in the pockets of what kept her warm, even if her heart remained tepid, not enough to keep her body under good conditions without clothes, not beating fast enough to keep her focused on something, her mind getting lost as she didn't even know where she was heading to

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And that's when she saw you, sitting down an isolated bench in the empty park, only in a hoodie, your head looking at the ground, a barely visible face as your hair covered the side of it, making it hard to observe your tender figure from where she was standing

Weirdly, she felt a rush through her heart, a shiver sent down her spine, something indescribable that the elders had tried to explain to her countless times as she couldn't stop questioning it when she was only a kid. She started to understand what they were talking about when mentioning butterflies, not talking about her dear member, Park Chaewon, represented by a beautiful butterfly, no here we were describing the sensation that kicked the poor Yeojin in the stomach, making it impossible for her to continue her walk

She wasn't sure how to approach you, maybe you were better left alone ? But then again, she didn't want to take the risk of losing what would be considered the most precious person to her eyes soon enough if she would at least attempt to communicate. Hesitating, she didn't know what to do, instinctively looking at her wrist, the sign that she once hated because of how it reminded her of her loneliness, was now glowing a bit. She saw it with her own eyes, the little mark starting to complete itself, a now full heart was freshly marking up her arm, meaning that her dear soulmate was near, and considering how little people was around, it had to be you, she wanted it to be you

So she walked, slowly, trying to process what was happening, wondering if she would even be able to pronounce any kind of words in front of an angel like you, but as nervous as she felt, her heart was beating out of excitement, she was happy, finally her hope came back, she wasn't ready to let go that occasion

...

"Hi.. um.. hey are you okay ?"

A unfamiliar voice was heard, close enough to you, you understood quickly it was addressed to you. You were wondering just who could ask such a question in the middle of a park, who was willing to worry about someone they didn't even know, so you looked up

And it hit you

A jolt through your heart, your hands trembling, the loneliness you had been feeling till now completely fading away as her eyes met yours, you could even swear her eyes changed when meeting yours, but you couldn't confirm anything because of how strange you felt at that vert moment

You invited her to sit beside you, and the conversation went by smoothly. You immediately recognized her as the idol she was, but didn't make much comments about it, the fact that she was coming to talk to you all alone, you thought she'd like it if you'd see her as her own person and not just the image she would project on stage

She was pretty sweet, distracting you from the earlier worries that were actually the fear of living alone for the rest of your dear life, a destiny you weren't ready to accept. Just like Yeojin, without even knowing, you were in a similar situation concerning your feelings, wishing to find your other half without too much trouble

And what if it was her ?

Through the words shared, you were both too shy to point out the obvious, from the marks on your wrist that completed each other, to the colour of each other's eyes, you were too busy losing yourselves in the gaze of one another

When suddenly, she caressed your cheek with her soft hand, looking at you tenderly

"You know Y/n... I know this might sound crazy but you know what, fuck it, I'm tired of waiting, so Y/n, I think we were meant to meet today, look at our arms, as well as your eyes, they've changed !" She said, completely out of the blue, shy Yeojin was gone, now replaced by a much more confident person, ready to make her other half as flushed as she could make them be

"I don't think you're wrong Yeojin, but... what do we do then ?" You asked, slightly confused, truthfully speaking, you had never thought that this situation would even happen, you had to pinch yourself to prove you were awake, but even with that, you still felt as if it wasn't convincing enough

And with no words coming from her mouth, she took both of your hands in hers, placing them around her own neck before she put her arms around your waist, pulling you closer for the very first kiss you would share

All of this had gone so fast, not far from a 20mins conversation and you were already whipped for one another, not wanting to pull away as your lips were connected together, time seemed to be frozen just like people had described it to you

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Sadly, your passionate session had to be interrupted by the arrival of our eleven other moon girls, who cheered for their youngest one, so happy that she had found herself on such a day, a day where she was considering giving up on the idea of meeting the right person

[...]

Introductions done, you headed together to Yeojin's dorm, holding hands and not pulling away, intensely looking at one another, not wanting this moment to end. You had been invited to spend the night over at their place, meaning you were also meant to participate in the live they would do, and if you were to be honest, you didn't even feel like complaining, you were happy enough like this, ready to do anything for things to stay that way

[...]

The evening had went so well, obviously, as expected, a lot of teasing from the members, but you didn't mind, seriously, you couldn't detach your attention from Yeojin anyways. She looked so beautiful when smiling and giggling like she had been doing so much during the night, sometimes due to how flustered she felt, or other times because she was having a great time. Pecks on your cheeks, on your forehead, on your hands and even on your lips, anything to make the fans react really, it was awesome if you were asked to be honest

Because yes, it had been a while people were asking about her other half, and now that she had met you, you who completed her symbol, and changed the poor colour of her past pale eyes, she wished to show you off to the entire world, so proud of having you as a significant other, the best wish she could've ever asked for

And when she ate the cake, not without making a wish of staying with you for eternity, not hesitating one bit, she insisted on feeding you some, as well as putting icing all over your face, as an excuse to kiss it clean later on. Yeojin could be a little tease but as far as you knew her, you didn't want her to change, she was perfect like that, it had only been a few hours but you felt so comfortable already, remembering what others had said about soulmates

"It's like a spell that you cannot undo, and in the circumstances, it's a spell you wouldn't want to undo, the thought of doing so probably wouldn't even cross your mind if it wasn't for the words I am saying just now, when meeting a soulmate, a minute feels like a thousand years, you understand them the second you look at each other, and it's when you realize that, no matter the length of time between that realization and the first thing you said to one another, it means you're officially meant to be together"

Words you used to find stupid yet you had fallen exactly like described

[...]

And now we were later

It was night, you were both curled up in Yeojin's bed, exhausted from the day you had gone through together but oh so glad to have found each other, refusing to pull away, you had struggled putting your pyjamas on before jumping to bed, you didn't feel like letting go of one another

Today was a great day, just as people had described it to her, Yeojin felt as if this was the best day in her entire life, nothing could beat the connection you shared by now, it hadn't been long but it felt like years together

All these birthday wishes had worked actually, those sleepless nights as well as those overwhelming thoughts were meant to be gone now too, only leaving space for love and a brighter future for the both of you

You were both normal people, you being a lonely type of person, who had always felt as something was missing, as if there was a piece of you that was completely out of reach out there. You couldn't express how happy you were feeling just now, so glad that the own wishes you had made yourself once didn't work in the past, just for you to have the best thing ever happen to you now

...

Before drifting to sleep for once, you looked at Yeojin and whispered

"Hey jin, look outside, the sky is so beautiful right ?" Pointing the window on the wall in front of you

"Nearly not as beautiful as you though" she answered

"You're way too sweet ! But woah look at all the stars !" you said excitedly

"You're seriously adorable, you're like my own star now, ready to shine through a sky we'll build together"

Yeojin wouldn't consider herself much of a flirt necessarily, usually more sarcastic and spending her time getting purposely on the nerves of her oldest friends, yet it came out naturally when it came to you, you truly were special, the brightest person out there

"Then that means you're my star too ! The prettiest one out there too hehe" it was your turn to see her cheeks turn pinkish at your compliment

Looking at her lovingly, something moving caught your attention in the window again

"Oh a shooting star !! Quick ! Make a wish jin"

"Make one too then !" she said

And without needing to say it out loud, you both knew you had wished for the same thing, for you two to build a new universe together as you were the brightest stars out there. With all the little wishes you had done in life, going from "I want to meet the one I'm meant to love" to "I want to fall in love" to "I want to kiss them" or then again to "I want to have a family with them" but also "I want my happy ending to happen one day" and of course "I never want to be apart from my soulmate", you were slowly entering your own little world, with the two of you as creators

Sure thing is that, when your eyes were closing, your head buried in her neck, it was far different from the day before, her heart was warmed up as you couldn't stop smiling, you could only look forward to what would happen next, so grateful that you had found each other, finally ready to build a relationship together

The end <3

I hope this was enjoyable !! Take care of yourselves lovelies :))

Our Universe Together

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3 years ago

Snow 

Snow

Pairing : Ha Sooyoung x reader

Requested ? Yes !

Genre : fluffy fluff <3

Word count : 2,1k

Warnings : mentions of food, exhaustion 

Disclaimer : might have some mistakes :((

Credits for the vids -> jichuutea on ytb

(Made the gifs myself)

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Hi hi hi !! I started working on requests again, this was actually based off a fic I wrote for one of my good friend’s birthday ! I’m so sorry it took me so long to answer this, but hopefully, it’s enjoyable for you :)

Who isn’t a sucker for fluffy fluff from time to time huh ?

The couch

First place you went to after arriving in your quiet apartment, not even bothering to check your phone for any new messages or your surroundings, you had one thought in mind, and that was to lay down, close your eyes and forget about this exhausting day

Inherently, it wasn’t that bad, from an outside point of view, people could call this a normal work shift, yet you felt especially drained, strangely it felt like something was off, things weren’t going the way they should be, something was missing, however, you weren’t able to put your finger right on it 

You could’ve sat there and spend time questioning yourself but the urge of falling asleep and finally get the rest you deserved since the very second you stepped into your work place, your thoughts were empty, the environment getting a bit foggy, you walked in your living room and fell right there, on the couch, no idea when you would wake up, it didn’t even bother you if you were to be honest, “later would come later” was your last thought before drifting to sleep

Sooyoung knew you were forgetful, that was what she first thought when she stepped inside your shared place and found you all curled up, not even changed nor in bed, she would’ve loved to stay there and stare at your cute little expressions in adoration yet as much as she hated to disturb your peaceful sleep, she knew she had to wake you up, something important was waiting for you

She had been anticipating this for a few weeks, Sooyoung is a caring girlfriend, always willing to do the most for her lover, even if it’s hard for her to admit it, there’s not a single thing in the world she wouldn’t do for you. She had been planning this for a long while, she just wanted to make you feel as loved as she could

She would’ve loved to spend the day in bed with you, but she knew, as soon as she woke up, that you were gone already, in a way yes she did feel sad, but on the other hand, as much as she missed the warm sensation of you in her arms, she was glad she had time to prepare everything for when you would come back

She had texted you a few cute little notes throughout the day, you hadn’t answered as you were too concerned with your boss and clients making tons of complains about your company, but she was simply happy to give you the love she thought you deserved. She cherished you so much, she was sad to see you exhausted on a day you were supposed to celebrate, however, she had thought of this before anything else, to avoid dragging out somewhere you wouldn’t like to be at on your special day

You both didn’t like going out much, she would’ve taken you out on a romantic date but seeing your state, she judged it was better to make you food for you to wake up to, and that’s what she did, as quick as she could so that you could both spend as much time as there was left together

It was a quiet evening, just the both of you, one sleeping and the other hesitating to wake her lover up for you to be met by all the presents and love she had to offer

So she chose to get you out of your sleep as softly as she could, patting your head and rubbing your back lovingly, awaiting the moment your eyes would open, which eventually happened

You sat up firstly confused, barely remembering this day, the few memories you had were you sitting in your car, drained from the efforts after work and wanting to get inside your place as soon as you could

And suddenly, you were met by her eyes, a barely noticeable sparkle in them but enough for you to feel reassured, you were glad she was there, you weren’t sure how to explain it, but you just felt like it was necessary for her to be there, and finally, she was !

“Happy birthday love” was the first thing she said to you as you stared at her in disbelief. “Birthday ??” you asked confused as she grinned at you, bringing you closer her to her, “of course ! It’s your birthday babe, don’t you remember ?” You shook your head to her words, today had been so much on your shoulders that you had forgotten about your own birthday 

“Mhh, love are you feeling okay ? Is everything alright ?” You once again shook your head and proceeded to explain to her what had got you so worked up, and apologized for not answering your messages, which she immediately answered that it was fine and that she understood how you feel

If you were feeling exhausted a while ago, now you definitely felt better, so warm just by the way she was smiling at you, it was clichĂŠ but you were so in love with her, there was nothing more that you wanted for your birthday than her being by your side

But of course, she had other stuff prepared, wanting to make sure you would spend a comfortable birthday with her. She wasn’t always the most affectionate person nor the type of people to voice her feelings much, so her thoughts were often expressed in the form of little gifts she had found just for you

“Sweetheart ? Please close your eyes, I’ll bring you something I hope will make you smile” She then said, standing up to take a present placed on the nearby table before putting it in your hands, wanting you to guess what it was, you could feel something soft and fluffy, yet you couldn’t manage to guess, which made her giggle

“Open your eyes then” and you then saw two little teddy bears, one white and the other one brown, they both held a heart with your initial and Sooyoung’s written in the middle of it, you were trying hard to not jump out of the couch out of excitation, the fact that she had thought of this just for you made you smile in a way you didn’t even know was possible, you felt at ease finally

“I thought that you know since sometimes, we can’t always be together because of work, I thought we could keep one for each other and hold it when we’re not next to each other to cuddle, what do you think ?” she asked, a bit nervous, she wasn’t used to do that kind of stuff, hell it wasn’t just nervousness, she was so shy at the thought that you would make fun of her for her sudden clinginess 

“Sooyoung.. I don’t even know what to say ! You’re just the best girlfriend ever” you said while wrapping your arms around her neck, attempting to get a hug from her, you two stayed cuddled up for a while until she remembered she had a few other gifts to offer you

By the same process, she made you guess them, overall you had gotten jewelry, chocolate and even matching bow ties, that had similar colours to your teddy bears ! You were melting on the spot, your cheeks warming up from how hard you were smiling at her who was a bit awkward, not used to deal with all this love

Time went by, you ate together while hold each other close, strangely not being able to get enough of each other’s presence. She even insisted on singing happy birthday to you, an angelic voice you’d recognize in thousands, she felt so sweet to be around, without needing to say much, she had made your whole day so much better, that work shift now way behind you

And now in the middle of the evening, you were playing video games together while the cake she had bought for you was already half eaten, laughs filled the room as she lost yet another game to you. To make it up to her and for everything she had done, you chose to go easy on her, not wanting to see her pout, as adorable as it was

You had been playing Mario kart together for a while now, but she insisted to play more, wanting to prove to you how good she was, and even if it was your birthday, you found it somewhat sweet to see her this determined to win for you, words coming from her own mouth, surprising you by her loving manners, one arm pulling you closer as she was holding the controller, desperately trying to win. Sooyoung was like that sometimes, full of surprises, who would’ve thought such an intimidating girl from when you first saw her could be so childish and excited about winning against you, and who thought she would shower you with so many gifts for your special day !

After another game lost (purposely of course) by you, you were distracted by a little sound, a small squeak, you didn’t know where it was coming from but you were sure it wasn’t just out of your pure imagination. You then looked at your girlfriend wondering what was going on, being met by a grin on her face, telling you she had been planning yet another thing

“Can you please close your eyes again love ?” you did as asked before feeling something even softer than the teddy bears in your hands, it was warm, and smelled just like Sooyoung’s perfume, making you want to find out what it was

What was your surprise when you looked only to see a kitten in your arms, and a proud Sooyoung smiling at you, all blushy from seeing you so happy as you squirmed seeing the cute little cat

You remembered mentioning the wish of having a cat once or twice, and Sooyoung had never forgotten that information, she had been looking for that little guy forever, wanting to make sure she had everything right to take care of it as well as the right amount of money to do so, and most importantly, she was a bit impatient to see your reaction, an exciting feeling she only got to feel around you

You were so happy you were at loss for words, you wanted to thank her but no words could come out of your mouth by how excited you felt, she proceeded to pat both you and its head, watching the both of you already so close to each other

“So what will you name it ?” She said, referring to the little animal all black covered except for its tummy, its paws and the tip of its nose, reminding you of the mere snow that was falling outside, remembering when you first met about a year ago, in the middle of snow, pure strangers who weren’t able to look away from each other, and since then, you never left the other’s side

With all that reflexion in mind, you sort of spaced out, well until she caught your attention by asking you the same question again, which you answered simply “How about, snowy ??” 

Sooyoung couldn’t help but grin at your answer, you seemed so proud of yourself, “it’s a cute name, I love it Y/n” she said, before pulling you both closer, the cat resting between the two of you, sitting on your lap as your girlfriend stared at the both of you in adoration, wondering how did she get so lucky

The rest of the evening went by when you both fell asleep watching a movie, her head laying down on your lap, next to snowy’s paws as little snores came out of both of their mouths. You woke up from the tv making a sound, an action scene from the movie came up and now, you surely wouldn’t be able to fall back asleep, especially seeing your girlfriend in that position on you

You thought she would feel surely uncomfortable, so you quickly brought her upstairs, wanting to prevent her from waking up in an awkward position. You placed her on your shared bed and joined in, happy to finally relax after this long day, grateful enough for everything Sooyoung had done for you, as well your snowy, your little cat now sleeping on your pillow, nothing could make you happier

Snow

The end <3

Hi againnn I hope this wasn’t so bad hehe ! Thank you so much for reading :)


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3 years ago

The murmurs of the night <3

The Murmurs Of The Night
The Murmurs Of The Night
The Murmurs Of The Night

pairing : yyxy (loona) x reader

Word count : 2,2k

Genre : hurt/comfort, fluff

Warnings : implied overthinking

Hi hi hi !! I've been so busy lately sobs </3 but here is a (short) post that I hope can make it up to you all :)) Thank you for being so patient with me ! I have bigger works that I need to finalize ehe ! I hope I can get to write more often ! But that's besides the point ! I hope you enjoy the following story :D

The ceiling above you was getting boring

You have been looking at it for a long time now. It's been, minutes ? Hours ? You don't have a single clue of even what time it is now, the only thing you can clearly understand as of right now, is that no matter how much you wish to fall asleep, you just can't seem to find the strength to close your eyes and drift away to dreamland

Ironic isn't it ? It shouldn't take much to just lay down and let yourself rest, yet, you can't bring yourself to do it, it's like there's something restraining you, and it's getting tighter by each second that passes, so much that you can feel yourself running out of breath, even if you're barely moving in your empty bed. The stress of fighting against the part of you that isn't willing to let your mind rest is tiring you, so much that you can feel a tear caressing your poor cheek

It's cold, a cold breeze that causes you to not be able to stop that shivering manner of yours, a cold breath coming from the thoughts that have been worrying you lately. Why couldn't today be a normal night ? Why did you have to cry today ? That was only draining you more, and yet again, you just couldn't fall asleep

"what to do" is what you kept asking yourself on and on, not knowing how to handle things, how to handle your poor figure sitting down, your hands covering your face from the embarrassment that someone could ever find you in that state

When it comes to scientific manners, the cold is described as in an absence of warmth, and for once, you can say you agree with the boring lessons you have to go through everyday at school. There is something missing, something that would help you get warmer, a whole bunch of blankets wouldn't be enough to compare to the comfort that something gives you, you miss a certain someone

You miss them, you miss their presence, you would do anything just to have them talk to you, you know you shouldn't feel like this, you should be grateful to even have them in your life, but you do feel lonely, you feel like you may not be as important as you've always been to them, you feel as if you're failing, you are scared

Scared of waking up and knowing they're not there anymore, scared of breathing without sharing the same air as them, scared of eating at a restaurant alone, without them to accompany you, scared of loosing yourself through their absence, scared of falling asleep alone, you just cannot do it

It's rather difficult to explain your own feelings sometimes, we're all mysteries after all, even for ourselves, even if we'd like for everything to make sense, it sometimes just doesn't, and it's something we have to learn to accept, or else, we'll always be stuck in a spiral of infernal questions, lost in a crowd of thoughts that can stab right in the heart you at any given moment with no warnings

Life isn't made to always be fair

You miss them so much, but you feel so scared to even look at your phone, and realize that they're once again not texting you, that they're once again busy together, without you, without even thinking of you, you just want them to be there

The people who you keep thinking of are your lovely girlfriends

They are awesome people, truly, though they haven't been very present lately, you are conscious of their tight schedule, yet, you are terrified they don't want to put in efforts in your relationship anymore, you would do anything for them, but would they do everything for you ?

...

Your dear girlfriends

As much as them not being here breaks your heart, thinking about them automatically makes you smile

Sooyoung is such a kind girl, she always assures you are feeling safe and the thought of being away from her is genuinely terrifying, because her being there means you being alright, she has a way to make you calm, even if she makes you incredibly nervous. She always looks out for you and defends you no matter what may happen, she loves to bicker with Hyeju about who gets to protect you the most, and you can't help but grin whenever you witness their "fights". Sooyoung feels warm, warm because you know there's always a spot available in her arms, for you to slip in and for you two to stay that way for hours

Jiwoo is your happy place, a sunshine really, she colours the days that are too bland, she brings such a bright energy around her, that just the thought of seeing her makes you smile more than anything else. She clings onto you endlessly, and you would never complain about it, since it makes you feel so loved, making you feel like you matter. When she takes your face in her soft hands and kisses you, you feel at home, you feel like nothing else matters in the world. You feel at ease with Jiwoo, at ease when she brings you close to her and swears that she will never leave your side, her words staying in your mind for days after you and her talk

Chaewon is like an angel, she doesn't need to say much for you to feel at ease, her beautiful self makes you question regularly how lucky you got to be to meet someone as amazing as her. Chaewon is such a loving girlfriend, even when her mouth stays closed for a long while, her lovely glances are comparable to thousands of love letters, she brings you peace when you need it. Life might be a mess sometimes but when Chaewon is around, it feels like paradise is being brought to you, her way of holding your hands, by gently grabbing them and rubbing her thumbs inside of your palms to remind you that she's here, or when she kisses your forehead to help you forget about what's troubling you. Chaewon is peaceful, you find an indescribable source of comfort in her, so much that if things are going wrong, your first reflex is to think of her, and suddenly, things seem to be stable again

Hyeju is not always expressive about her soft feelings, but sure thing is, she is trying to be the best for you, reminding you that she loves you whenever she thinks about it, so that you never forget just how much she cares about you. Even when you get scared to lose her, she'll kiss you on the spot to make you accept the truth that she simply cannot leave your side, she cares about you much more than you could ever imagine. Her protective gaze over you as well as her way to always have you in her arms and the few words she says to express her love for you is enough to make you feel like you matter. With Hyeju, you feel like you belong, because you do, and you will for as long as you desire, because Hyeju promised to never leave you

...

Thinking about them made you feel a bit of hope again

Suddenly the empty feeling faded a little bit, of course, not at all erased, it's still there, smudging your heart, but at least you get to feel a little better

Missing them so much, you just give up on worrying that you might bother them and you roll over the bed to text them. They obviously won't answer tonight, but at least it'll make you something to wake up to. Wearing Hyeju's hoodie and Sooyoung's sweatpants, you feel a bit warmer remembering it's theirs, giving you just the courage you need to open your phone

Opening your messages, you click on the conversation you share with the four of them, curious of what the new messages they sent are about

Jiwoo

Where's Y/n D: !!

Y/n !!!! Come onlineeee <3333

Y/nnnnn

Y/N SOBS

Chaewon

They might be sleeping woo

Jiwoo

Yes yes, but like-

I miss them :<

Sooyoung

I miss them too

Hyeju

Then let's wait for them to wake up

It's not that long

We can do it

Right ?

Chaewon

I mean, I do really miss them

Hyeju

Me too wonnie, but they're probably asleep

And that's only a tiny glimpse of everything that was being said about you

So you were worrying over nothing ?

Crazy how many things the dark of the night can make you believe

It'll start by a few shivers, becoming more and more bothering, going down to the bottom of your spine, making you feel nude, from how cold you feel, from the absence of warmth around you. You then start getting dizzy, a headache that hurts more than what it sounds like, isolating you from the rest of the world. And there it comes, the night, between the four walls of your room, the darkness becomes able to mouth words, little innocent worries that soon turn into fears you cannot forget about, forcing you to stay awake, wanting to sort things out, even when it's not possible. Facing the empty sky of your ceiling, you can only imagine what it would when it's filled with stars, them, the people who make you feel important, who complete your universe

You can strangely feel your tears coming back, but this time, out of pure enthusiasm, the euphoria to know they care, and they are there, even when you are apart, separated from having lives that are too different

You choose to answer your dear girlfriends, to notify them of your restlessness

Y/n

Hello :)

Jiwoo

Y/NNNNN !!!

Hyeju

Baby, I'm so glad to see you

But shouldn't you be asleep ?

Chaewon

Hyeju is right love

Is everything okay ?

Sooyoung

You know you can always tell us

What does it cost to be honest ?

Y/n

I just miss you all so much

...

...

You wait for an answer

But nothing

"Huh ?"

You try hard to not think harsh about it

But why did they suddenly disappear ?

Did you do something bad ?

You stare at your phone, ignoring your surroundings, feeling yourself falling back to the state you were a while ago

"No, no this can't be !"

Why do you always have to feel that way ? Why do little things hurt so much

"How am I going to even fall asleep now ?"

...

It's strange, the night seems to be taking over again

...

You feel ashamed even

...

"What made you believe you could stay happy" this thought resonates louder and louder in your aching head

...

You close your eyes

Just to forget for a second

Even if it won't do much

...

"It's so warm" you think, you can feel yourself laying down on something that seems to be the warmest thing you have possibly ever touched in your entire life

Confused, you open your eyes again, only to be met with the sun shining right in your face

that's right

your sun

Jiwoo is here :)

To your left you can see Chaewon sitting on the bed, stroking your hair gently, and to your right, you can see Hyeju admiring how beautiful you look, not wanting to interrupt your sleep

And around you

Sooyoung's arms

...

They're here, they're finally by your side !

This wasn't all a dream, they really did stop answering for a while, just because they were preparing themselves to come see you in the middle of the night

"Hey cutie ! How was your sleep ?" Sooyoung asks you softly

You answer her that it was great, and you try to get up to get a hug from everyone, though, sooyoung keeps you close to her

"nono, today you're resting baby, stay here okay ?"

And well, who are you to refuse Sooyoung after all ?

"Sooyoung is right, stay there, if you need anything you can always ask us" Hyeju smiles at you, coming closer to kiss your cheek before sitting back to the place she was at

Chaewon takes your hand in hers, kissing it, before murmuring "beautiful, how could I ever fall for some this much"

And Jiwoo, her, not even a word yet, just screams and whines from not being able to kiss you because Sooyoung is keeping you away from her

“I’m so glad to be here” Jiwoo said while climbing up on the bed, joining Sooyoung to cuddle your sides

“Me too, it’s so glad to get back to our angel” gowon agreed

You smiled at them, not even knowing what to say, them being right here, was so, magic :)

“We tried to come as fast as we could yesterday night but when we arrived, you were already asleep like a baby” Hyeju laughed

“You were so cute, I had to resist the urge to wake you up and ask to kiss you on the spot !! Sooyoung made me wait until this morning”jiwoo whined

“mhh ! but now that I’m up, why don’t I get a kiss ehe !” You replied giggling, and jiwoo obviously did what you desired, soon followed by the rest of the girls, making you feel like the most important person in the world, because, in their eyes (and in mine bc ily all), you are <3

This is only the beginning of a new day

And yet you feel so right already, you just, feel, like everything is back to normal, the loves you just cannot get enough of are back, and that dear night that loves to keep you company through the dark is finally gone, letting you enjoy some kinder words from the ones you love, murmurs that remind you of your worth, and of how perfect you are :)

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I hope this was enjoyable aha ! I wrote this in the middle of the night ! It's just a short lil fit because I thought it fit my mood well :) I will now drift to sleep myself, I wish you all to have an awesome day/night, take care of yourselves lovelies :D <3

And yes I will answer requests and inbox messages v v soon ! Thank u to everyone sending me stuff :))

The Murmurs Of The Night

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2 years ago

Warmth

with Loona’s Chuu

Warmth
Warmth
Warmth

warnings : none

wordcount : 0,7k

Surprise surprise !!

wanted to offer you guys some fluffy content now that I am back !! I have seen this fluffcember or something going on around here, so I wanted to try it :>

May you all enjoy <3

Hands intertwined with hers; you walked in your favorite restaurant, which had always held a special place in your heart, especially as a little kid. Jiwoo had been quick to notice your frowns and yawns earlier today, work had been getting to you a lot, you needed rest

Which is why she took you here, a place that had grown up with the both of you. Living in your hometown had that advantage, you could be reminded of so many memories just by going somewhere ten minutes away from your shared home. The smell, the music, the bowl of candy at the entrance, everything was exactly like you remembered it, it felt so familiar, so warm

Warm just like Jiwoo, a confident hand taking yours, leading the way while following the waitress to your assigned table. She had always been this sweet, even when you were both younger, in your very first dates

She was shyer back then, blushing at your every movement, attempts at flirting were made more often than you could even realize, she always made you feel good. Despite her many acquaintances and her tendencies to befriend any living creature, she had always made sure you know just how much you meant to her, you were the center of each other’s life, like a cozy bed when you most need a nap, you were the person each other wanted, at any given time

Jiwoo has known all along how to please you, how to make you smile, she would never fail to bring you somewhere that would leave your mouth wide open, she needed to make you the happiest, no matter the cost

So, when you came home yesterday, tiredly making your way to the couch where she was sitting, eyes barely open and whining silently, she knew she had to do something about it. Who was she to not take care of you when you were this exhausted ? Immediately carrying you to your bed, she took you in her arms until you doze off

And when you woke up this morning, Jiwoo had already called your workplace, saying that you could not make it today due to feeling ill. Proud of her half-lie, she promised to make today such a good day that you would never want anything other than that,

And god she was right !

The joyful music in the restaurant instantly put you in a cheerful mood, that and your girlfriend’s cheek kisses. Briefly after, you had already ordered your food and had Jiwoo recall many memories you two had made together when younger,

Truly a perfect night

Love was clearly in the air as you got the fuming plate of food in front of you, if you hadn’t felt hungry throughout the day, you definitely were now, and Jiwoo was more than happy about it !

Was it because the place was full of people that you felt so warm or was it because of how close Jiwoo was to you ? You weren’t really sure, and really, it didn’t quite matter as you felt her eyes admiring you, making your heart jolt even though she had always done that, and you had been together for who knows how many months

Nostalgia combined with her gentleness made you nearly tear up, tonight seemed unreal, like it was some sort of fever dream. You felt so out of this world, but for good reasons, feeling like you were floating among the stars, you hadn’t been feeling this relaxed in a long while

Walking out of the place, not without thanking the chef, Jiwoo took both of your hands in hers before leaning in to kiss you, making every minute of today worthy

She was a home like nobody else was,

She was just so warm


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2 years ago

An angel waved at me

with Loona’s gowon

wordcount : 0,7k

warnings : none !! pure fluffy content :>

surprise surprise !! Gaypeople4itzy is able to post writings two days in a row :o no way !!!! Anyways🤭 I hope you all enjoy this silly scenario <3

An Angel Waved At Me
An Angel Waved At Me
An Angel Waved At Me

A beautiful Sunday, in the middle of the afternoon, you were heading for the mall with in mind the new clothes you wanted to buy for yourself. You hadn’t had much time to shop lately, so you were more than happy to take today’s day off as a shopping one, time to spend your well-earned money on the cutest outfits you could find

Once there, you immediately turned to a shop you had always liked a lot, wanting to make sure there would be enough clothes left for you. Entering it, you went to the sweater section, it was already so cold outside, so why not wear one?

Done with that purchase, you attempted to find one of your favorite places, it had many clothing pieces you were tempted to get in the past, today was a good day, a great day even, so there was nothing stopping you from getting those desired clothes!

Another purchase done and you were now heading to another shop that held a special place in your heart. Time passed quickly as you went to check a few more brands and your arms began to feel sore since you were carrying so much ! You decided it was a good time for a little break

Heading to the dining hall, you felt someone eying you, but couldn’t tell from who it was coming from. There were so many people around you, it was nearly impossible to tell if strangers were looking at you or if you were simply paranoid

Lowering the volume of your music, you kept walking until you reached a free table, where you put the bags of clothes you had bought previously today. You sat down for a while, scrolling on social media and answering your friend’s texts. A bit of time passed until you felt like you were being observed again, leading to you looking away from your phone to try and find who seemingly couldn’t take their eyes off you

Your heartbeat increased when you found out who was staring at you, a beautiful girl stood there, blonde hair and a shy smile. A slight blush made its way to her cheeks when she realized you were looking right back at her, turning away to who seemed her friends, she disappeared in the crowd of people around you both

As if she was an angel sent to you, you thought for a second you must had dreamed, there was no way such a mesmerizing girl was (what seemed like it) flushed at the sight of you ?!

Amused and surprised at the same time, you did feel a little disappointed thinking that you would probably never see her again. Though quickly enough, your mind was no longer preoccupied by the pretty girl, as you were too hungry to think properly

Getting yourself sweets at one of the many options you had around you, you came back to your seat only to find a little paper note laying on your table. Picking it up you could read “You are so pretty, I literally cannot stop looking at you, I’m so sorry for seeming embarrassing but I hope the compliment made you smile” in such a lovely handwriting !

She was right clearly, her message had you smiling instantly as you were looking around, trying to find where she could be hiding. Quickly you caught a glimpse of her face, looking at you lovingly, waving at you when she saw you watching her again, right before disappearing through the mass of people that stood over where she was

Determined to find her, you got up once more and started to walk around the dining hall, desperately wanting to at least ask for her number. You could feel your cheeks heat up, clearly, you hadn’t felt like this before, and you didn’t know what to do !!

After long minutes of research, you had to give up, your legs tired from walking all day long. Heading to your seat defeated, your eyes lit up as you saw another paper placed near your food. On this one was written “if you didn’t understand it yet, I’m quite shy, though I would like for us to get to know each other, so here’s my phone number :)” and she signed with what you assumed was her name : “Chaewon”

Looking up to see where she might be this time, you quickly recognized her blowing you a kiss, but this time, heading towards you instead of hiding as you gave her your warmest smile

Maybe you weren’t too tired after all, at least not tired enough to head home yet


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2 years ago

Snowday

with Loona’s Choerry

Snowday
Snowday
Snowday

warnings : none !!

wordcount : 1,1k

hello my loves !! missing choerry so so much :< so i decided id write this little scenario about her <3

Enjoy !!

Admiring the snow falling down, you walked around the neighborhood as excited as a puppy. It was the first snow of the year, the official beginning of winter ! As the city was painted in white, your school had decided to close for the day, wanting to keep people from going on the road as it wasn’t very safe to do so since everywhere was covered in slippery powder

Since you had already woken up early, you had decided to go out by yourself, wanting to ease your mind and look at how pretty the world around you looked at that time of the year. You had always loved snow, you can still remember those many hours spent outside as a little kid, building snowmans and making snow angels before rushing inside and wrapping yourself in a warm blanket 

Truly a paradise that was !

And now you had been out for a while, not even recalling how long you had been out, you just felt happier here. In the middle of nature you enjoyed the calm and peace it brought you. You knew you would have to head home sooner or later, having a school project waiting for you, but at least for a few more minutes, you’d stay around

Popping your bubble, you felt your moment get interrupted by a sudden something. Cold and seemingly had hit your head, you wondered what that was about. You weren’t so surprised when seeing your dear best friend, Yerim, grinning at you as she laughed

“Of course she would do that”, you thought. There was no day that would pass without Yerim playing a trick on you, or trying to embarrass you. She had been like that since you were little kids, always insisting on staying by your side, getting a bit jealous whenever your other friends were around. She had that habit of making pranks to people, especially to people she “absolutely adore” (her words, not yours). And not only did she love tricking you, there was one thing she liked even better than that, and that was having you flustered

You had never really understood why, it was just part of your routine after all, and you had pretty much gotten used to it ! Sometimes, you’d let yourself wonder about her more than as friends, but your mind had always stopped you before you could think too far. There was nothing worst than ever loosing Yerim, especially over that kind of stuff..

Greeting her, you hugged her tightly as she had come closer to you. Strangely enough, you always felt warm near her, and the cold was starting to get to you, so why wouldn’t you want to rest in her arms ?

“My loveee !! Hi hi hi !! How are you ?? How long have you been outside alone for ? Y’know you could’ve just knocked at my door and I would’ve came straight away ! I’d never miss an occasion to play with you !!”

She always called you that, her love, it was cute you thought

“I did !! But you didn’t answer the door, your mother told me you were busy, so I went on a walk instead !”

She laughed as you said those words, beginning a story about how crazy her morning had been. As much as you were trying to listen to her, you couldn’t help but focus on her pretty lips. Catching you only after a few seconds, Yerim leaned in, kissing your cheek and giggling as you tried to deny the red look on your face

“Did you really think I wouldn’t see that my love ? You must love me so much to stare at me for that long !”

You nodded in response, unsure of what to say. You did feel nervous around her and god was she so pretty and lovely, but she was also such a great friend, and you weren’t even sure of your feelings. Plus, she was just teasing you, as usual, nothing was ever serious with Yerim

Dragging you by the hand, Yerim brought you to a spot with accumulated snow, “enough to make the prettiest snow angels !” she said with a proud smile.

What you didn’t expect was tripping on the way there, it was so icy that you could barely keep yourself steady. On the ground, you reached out for Yerim’s hand, though instead, she let herself fall on top of you

Closing your eyes in embarrassment, you felt her breath down your neck. Softly opening your eyes, you were met with a slightly different Yerim. She still had that beautiful smile and that positive energy radiating out of her, but the glimpse of mischief in her eyes was gone, replaced by a spark

Inhaling the cold air before speaking, Yerim seemed nervous, for the first time in your life you were seeing your best friend being shy… !

Looking at you in the eyes, she spoke 

“I really want to kiss you right now Y/n”

Making you freeze in place, you felt your face heat up despite how cold it was outside. Seemingly impatient, she asked “Is that wrong to think of ?” 

And maybe it was because you were too tired to think, almost frozen to death, barely breathing, nervous, sweating, scared, excited, unaware of your own feelings, maybe it wasn’t a good idea

Or maybe it was because you loved her

But you leaned in, kissing her like you would never kiss anyone, hoping it would mean something to her

And it did,

It surely did when she pulled away, catching her breath, and pulled you back in, holding you close, apparently enjoying the position she found herself in

Your homework was long forgotten by now, and you couldn’t bring yourself to care about anything other than her lips on yours

What a day !


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2 years ago

Rest bubble

with Loona’s Jinsoul

Rest Bubble
Rest Bubble
Rest Bubble

wordcount : about 0,7k

warnings : None :o pure fluffy fluff !!

Your eyes opened softly as you began recognizing where you were. Finals were coming next week and you had spent the last few days craming your brain with loads of information it struggled to remember. Absolutely stressed out, you had been barely talking to your desr girlfriend, who was growing worried of you. Being the understanding person she is, she waited for a little while before deciding you needed an official break

At your door yesterday evening, she had somehow managed to convince your parents to let you sleep over at her place, them too thought you needed to rest, at least for a night. So you left the house with barely anything, as Jinsoul happily carried your stuff she had packed previously, while you were too focused on studying to notice her roaming around the room

After walking and talking for a while, she suddenly stopped. Putting your stuff carefully on the ground, she turned to you and took you in her arms. Patting your back gently, she spoke

“I’ve been so worried about you, you know that my love ? I’ve missed you a lot”

You let out a small laugh, it was only a few days after all. You leaned in to kiss her, not before apologizing to her of course, letting her know that your mind had been wandering about her that wholeeeee time !!

Happily taking one of your hands in hers, she took your stuff with the other, and continued moving towards her apartment. Her parents had been out on vacation for about a week, so you two would have the place to yourselves that night !

Bringing you inside, she offered you dinner as you thanked her a thousand times, grateful to get to spend time off with her

It wasn’t very late when you began feeling tired, your eyes closing by themselves when you felt her reassuring arms around you. You were put to sleep in no time

Now you were laying down, the bed empty. You were wondering where Jinsoul had gone, though you felt like you needed to rest more. You barely had energy left as you had not has a proper night of sleep since the weekend

You fell asleep once more

Woken up by the smell of donuts, you were met with a platter of sweets and the beautiful face of your girlfriend, a wide smile all over her face. Still barely awake, you leaned in to kiss her, feeling at ease whenever her lips were on yours

Curious about how long you had slept, you asked her what time it was. You were a little surprise to realize it was already the afternoon, you had needed this nap more than anythingďżź

ďżźIn an attempt to get out of the bed, you shifted to your side and put your feet on the ground. Though quickly enough, you were stopped by Jinsoul, insisting on having you spend a day in bed. There was no time to work, just time to take care of yourself today. And how were you supposed to say no to such an offer ?

Jumping back in bed, you let her take you in her embrace while she peppered kisses all over you. Feeling just so warm despite the cold outside, you decided to let yourself relax for a bit. Time went by fast as she fed you the breakfast she had prepared and played games with you, letting you win just to see your pretty smile (her words). The evening came by fast and you found yourself asking Jinsoul if you could stay just one more night, to which she responded

“If it were up to me, you would never be leaving this place again.. Of course you can stay my love !”

Resting in her arms as she ordered your favourite food and put on a movie you liked, tonight sounded like much more fun than technical studies


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2 years ago

Business partner

with Loona's vivi (Kahei)

Business Partner
Business Partner
Business Partner

Wordcount : 1,5k

Warnings : kissing, slight touch (no explicit content, only fluff <3)

Another one of my favorites muhaha !!

Since you were a little kid, you had always valued the importance of family, especially when it came to spending some quality time with them. For as long as you could remember, you were always out there, bringing your parents on dates and accompanying them to different events they had for work

Which is why exactly you were here at that moment, sat down next to your father, attending an important business conference. You were used to doing that, sometimes catching yourself get interested in the boring monologue of the people that were presenting. You usually spent your time laughing with your dad’s colleagues, who knew you very well as they had been seeing you frequently for years. They were almost like a second family, and considered you like one of them, like you were too, a worker by your father’s side

Time passed by and finally, people were allowed to leave the room. “Thank god” you told yourself, it wasn’t even that uninteresting, you were just too excited for what was coming next: you and your father were invited to a dinner in a fancy restaurant, as well as a few other business partners and their respective relatives

You didn’t know exactly where you were heading as you entered the taxi that had been ordered for you and your dad, but you had heard many compliments about the place you were going to spend the evening at. It was known for its great service, as well as its space. Furthermore, you knew in advance that there was a room reserved for you and the few people that were coming, meaning that you wouldn’t be bothered by others or disturbed by loud noises

You got yourself quickly there. Thanking the driver, you walked towards the inside of the building, your dad following your steps as he had just given the man the money he owned. It was a vast place, cozy but as it was described to you, very wide in terms of space

It didn’t take long before a waiter came to you guys, asking you what could be done for you. As the reservation was being checked, you looked around you, seeing who would be eating at the same table as yours

Leading the way, the server headed upstairs, followed by a dozen of people which included you and your father

The room you had been assigned was beautiful, you didn’t even have the words to describe it. You felt extremely lucky to get to eat in such a place, forever grateful for the close relationship you shared with your family

Seating next to your dad, you watched other people taking their seats. One of the colleagues you knew best, almost like he was your father’s brother, sat in front of you as the others took place around the table. After everyone was sat down, you noticed that there were two empty seats

Of course, as curious as you had always been, you asked the people around if they knew who was going to sit there, or if it was just a mistake

“Ahh yes! It’s one of our new men, him and his child are supposed to join us later. He told me he had a deal to conclude before coming, but I think he just doesn’t want to be around us” your almost uncle winked meanwhile the others laughed

You didn’t even have the time to question it as the main door of the room opened. A tall man and a beautiful girl walked in, greeting each one of you as they sat down; the father next to one of the workers, and who seemed like the daughter, next to you

You couldn’t help but feel a little nervous as she gave you a warm smile. She was significantly pretty, and god, you were praying that this new business partner would stay along for a long while, at least, if it meant meeting his daughter more often

“I’d like for you all to welcome my daughter, Kahei, who will be joining us for today” the new man said

“She’s the only other young one with L/N” one of the colleagues replied, as you and Kahei looked at each other, grinning

“It’s an honour to meet you all” she then said, looking at the others

As the men started to talk about politics, she turned to you. You couldn’t explain why exactly, but there was something suspicious about the way she was eying you, almost like there was something forbidden going on in her mind

Leaning in towards you, she came close to your ear

“You’re quite beautiful miss L/n”

You blushed at her words, which made her smile widen a little

You thanked her as you returned the compliment, trying to keep your composure. Just why was this girl having such an effect on you? 

The waiter then came to take your orders. As you knew your dad was the one paying for you, you chose something that wasn’t too overly expensive. Although your were perfectly fine with the dish you had picked, Kahei spoke

“Add this for L/n, I’ll pay myself” she pointed at that delicious looking meal she had seen you look at earlier. It costed way more than you’d ever let someone pay for

“Oh no it’s fine! You don’t have to” you replied, but she was quick to interrupt you with a finger on your lips

“Oh it’s my pleasure darling, just let me do” she declared, and well, you weren’t going to refuse such an offer!

Time passed by as little talk was made between you and Kahei, as well as the other people present around the table. The conversation just then, was about politics and upcoming elections that were right around the corner. As you were speaking your mind, getting the men to agree with you, you felt something on your thigh 

Trying to ignore it, you finished your point, and your father began speaking, as you looked down on your legs. Kahei had her hand wander there, looking at you to get your approval. As you nodded discreetly, she let her warm hand rest there. Sometimes, she’d remove it, only to put it back later. And quite honestly, you weren’t going to complain as you felt a little more comfortable than you did earlier

Food came in no time and you were amazed with the amount of plates you had in front of you. Forever grateful to miss Kahei, you decided to thank her once more, which she responded to by that shy grin that made her so, desirable 

As the conversation changed to a topic you didn’t bother remembering, you started feeling a little bored. The plates were empty and so was your mind. Your eyes wandered around, looking at Kahei who seemed to be sharing the same feeling as you. You were quickly caught staring by her, which resulted in her looking at you back, deeply in the eyes

Maybe it was what you had drank or maybe it was because of her intoxicating perfume, but when she asked you in a low voice if you wanted to get out, you immediately accepted. Excusing yourselves saying you had to deal with a little problem, you got out of the room

You had always loved these meetings, but there was something much more exciting than sitting at a table waiting for you

Kahei lead you to a smaller room, that seemed to have much more intimacy than the previous one you guys stayed in. Your heartbeat increased as you sat down next to her, waiting for her to say something

“You’re so pretty” she suddenly said, kissing your forehead

“You’re the prettiest” you replied, kissing her hands

“You’re so adorable, makes me want to treat you so good, just to see that smile of yours” she kissed your cheeks as you grinned

“And you’re making me nervous” you admitted, kissing her cheeks back, ghosting over her lips

“And you’re making me want to kiss you” she declared, a glimpse of timidity in her voice

“I’m not going to stop you. Kiss me Kahei, please”

And like it was the most natural thing in the world, like you had been born and went through the entirety of your lives just for this moment, like the world was ending, like nothing else mattered, she grabbed your face and pressed her lips onto yours, kissing you softly. There was something sweet about her movements, gentle and clearly restraining herself, you couldn’t lie and say you disliked it, how come was she so perfect? 

In that very moment, you thanked the world for making you meet the best future “business partner” you could ever wish for ;)


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