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Sumn thinspo with my style đ
Say you got an ED without saying you got an ED:
Watching Barbie movies to remind myself why I need to stay â¨empty & daintyâ¨
Getting closer to my birthday which means getting closer to the first birthday party I planned and I feel so fucking ugly. Nothing looks good bc Iâm too average now. Iâm not thick n Iâm not skinny skinny Iâm just in the middle and I feel so fucking ugly. Iâm fat and skinny all at the same time and itâs fucking disgusting. I keep telling myself wait till my body is fully recovered but Jesus Christ this hurts so bad.
going to a little party tomorrow and trying to figure out what to wear. worried about how my face will look since Iâve gained weight and how my belly will look since I tend to wear tops cropped or tight clothes.
I noticed how much I worry how Iâll look weight wise when going to a party or out in general. When thatâd happen Iâd try to fast or restrict a lot heavily the day before and of and right now I canât stop thinking about fasting that day of. :(
Recovery feels great until you think of old days.
Food log: Sep. 9, 2024
Breakfast:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Rice cake (35cals)
Half tbsp, mayo (50cal)
Half tbsp, relish (10cal)
Half, can tuna (50cal)
Total: 144cals
Todays total: 144 calories
Notes:
Ate really low this day which Iâm vv happy and surprised abt it bc I almost fully gave in to a bite of my bfs taco. And almost had a break down bc I hate not being able to eat. But I did it yay. This is your sign to recover I hate not fucking eating.