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Today I was told to go through a small space and surprised myself when I fit through it and I don't know if that means I lost weight or if my body dysm0rph1@ is just worse than I thought.
back into my deficit!! i still feel so gross from binging on vacay but this week im locking in!
honestly im so mad at myself for breaking my deficit but dealing with my parents takes a LOT of energy i do not have
when i go back to my moms homeland in the winter i want to be as th1n as possible, i want my grandparents to even notice it <3
Does anyone have those calorie intake challenge things, or at least know the name of them? If so, please send! 🩷 It’s like a list of days with the amount of calories to take on each one and it’s usually character themed. 🙏🏻
✧* May 12/13th *̥˚
⚠️ TW ED CONTENT + FAKE BODY
no cw today :(
some b0die ch3x
+ a few f4st1ng l0gs!
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✧ b0die ch3x for May 12th:
✧ b0die ch3x for May 13th:
✧ f4st1ng l0gs from the last few days:
✧ notes:
didn’t have access to a scale today, which always makes me hella paranoid :((
also could’ve don’t better w f4st1ng these past few days…
BUT I gotta look on the bright side!
which is that I have a new THC-A vape AND enough nicotine to starve a small village :3
✧* May 18/19th *̥˚
⚠️ TW ED CONTENT + FAKE BODY
today’s cw
some b0die ch3x
+ last week’s f4st1ng l0g
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✧ weigh-in on May 19th:
height - 5’3 (160 cm)
cw - 102.8 lbs (? kgs)
bmi - 18.2
✧ May 18th b0die ch3x:
✧ May 19th b0die ch3x:
✧ f4st1ng l0g:
✧*My pride fit on Saturday *̥˚
Literally had so much fun dancing and being around my community!!! (♡ω♡*)
Only complaint is how much energy I expended and had to keep up…
I eventually had to eat and then lost a bit of control ughh Q_Q
Sorry for the poor pic quality!
✧*My specialty is taking the same pic in 20 slightly different angles and then only saving the ones that look identical*˚
⚠️ TW - ED CONTENT + FAKE B0DY
this morning’s bc
I’m sick + on my period pls excuse the crusty n dusty look
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✧* My most recent attempt at getting more angles * ̥˚
⚠️ TW ED CONTENT + FAKE BODY
my post-going off the rails and getting my p*riod cw (⚆ᗝ⚆)
some b0die ch3x :]
+ vvv cute bonus pics!! ;3
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✧ this morning’s weigh-in:
height - 5’3 (160 cm)
cw - 104.4 lbs (47.36 kgs)
bmi - 18.49
✧ b0die ch3x:
✧ + bonus fit/style checks:
✧* some random pics or whateva *̥˚
⚠️ TW - E/D CONTENT + FAKE BODY
a few risqué b0die ch3x I felt like sharing with my close internet friends!
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✧* weed-tobacco + vape-diet coke combo goes crazy *̥˚
⚠️ TW - E/D CONTENT + DRVG USE
mixed some Δ8 flower and rolling tobacco together :3
also got a new vape! and diet coke!!
the pics I took after hitting my bowl ♡〰♡
damn do I look stoned af?? ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
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Omg who was gonna tell me how good it feels to not order food at a resturant😭🙏
It's so much better than just not eating it, or not eating at home like AHHH 🤭
I ddi go home and eat edible cookie dough buttt that is my dinner and I did omad as long as I don't ear for the rest of today sooo like kinda a win🤭
September 25th 2024 19:00
Powering through sugar cravings when you're PMSing should be an Olympic sport.
That feeling when you put on a pair of pants you haven't worn in a couple months and they're very loose...🥰😘
My ribs and collarbones are coming through at last. 🥳
FINALLY broke through my month-long plateau and lost 3 lbs. 🎉 7 lbs to go until my gw, and 12 lbs total until my ugw. Sooooo see you in about 4 months then. 🙄😒 Better slow than never I suppose. 🐢
At this point I'm pretty sure I spend more money on sugar-free energy drinks and coffee than I do on actual food.
I love working out so much now, I don't even want to take rest days anymore. Not even when I'm sore and tired. WHO AM I??? 😂
I wish I was pretty and dainty enough to pull off the dark circles and bags under the eyes look. Instead of looking like a sickly little gothic waif, I just look old and haggard.