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i got a gym membership right... i started running on the treadmill right... TELL ME WHY THE TREDMILL HAD A SCALE!?, brotha wtffff it weighted me AS I WAS RUNNING! and i was like omg wtffffff done clocked me WHY AM I SO BIG! bro biggest fucking motivator ever i saw that and started sprinting because oh hellllllll naaaaahhhhhhhhh-

fuck i hate myself so much... gonna be skinny one day fr

I'm not proud of any of this by any means, I'm just really fat and I really want to lose weight so instead of hiding from the truth Imma just confront it head on. Right now, I weigh like 160 lbs. (I haven't weighed myself because I am so scared to see the weight on the scale... If I am being honest, I probably won't be weighing myself until the end of October, so y'all will find out then how much I weigh then I'll do like a big update on it. I told my boyfriend that I was going on a cut to try to lose like 20 lbs. I don't really count calories, I am just going to eat light foods like popcorn, protein powder, and fruits and veggies no bread and shit like that, Tryna lose weight you know not gain it all back type shit.

I know that isn't really pro anna, I am not the best anorexic, but I am just trying to lose weight and draw the least amount of attention to myself as possible yk.

My Stats/ Intro Page

Hello o(￣┰￣*)ゞ

Welcome to my page! I use this page to mainly rant about yk my failed attempts at weight loss tbh... Rn kind of in my Amberlin Era which is SOOOO EMBARASSING! I don't want to manifest that for myself, and I don't want to be this big anymore, so I am placing an intervention on this horrible binge eating disorder, and I am going to try to lose weight and feel like myself again.

Current BMI: 27.0 (im freaken obese bruh omg)

Height: 5'5 or 165.1 cm

Weight: 165 lbs or 74.8 kg or 11.8 stone

I am really embarrassed about this, I really let myself go... But I am just trying to get better, and admitting I have a problem seems like a step in the right direction.

Goal Weight: 125lbs or 61.2 kg or 9.6 stone

I will not be weighing myself; I will just only be eating when my body physically cannot function without food. I'll most def update this during Halloween of 2024, to let y'all know the progress, I highly doubt I'll notice any change, but as long as the scale goes down, I will be happy.

Thanks for reading all of that,

bye bye (〜￣▽￣)〜

first time wearing a corset guys! it was actually so helpful! I had like zero appetite the whole time I was wearing it, it was great!

I am so excited for October! I have a lot of 5ks planned out! Which means a lot of running for me to do and for me to train for! Which means!! HOPEFULLY!!! WEIGHTLOSS!! I don't know.. I excited.. I really really really hope I loose weight...

Weight loss Update!

Hey guys! I just wanted to put in a little update here on my weight loss! On September 22nd, I updated my official stats! Today, October 3rd, I weighed myself, and I am 154 lbs! I dropped 11 lbs ╰(*°▽°*)╯

That all thank you!

i hate binging so much, I tried doing omad lol, but I ended up binging on yogurt pretzels and gold fish soo that such, spent my whole day today working out trying to burn off everything I eat (I was only able to burn 533 calories), it so shitty because if I just did that workout and didn't binge I would down more weight today... welps whomp whomp.

my biggest goals for this weight loss for this month is too loose so much weight that my family is visibly so shocked with the amount of weight that I have lost! I want to gasp at how skinny I've gotten and be concerned about how I am doing... that would be pretty cool

i loooveeee running so soo sooo much, i get my steps in, i loose a ton of water weight and burn calories, it always makes me need to go use the restroom afterwards, and and AND!!! I COMPLETELY LOOSE MY APPETITE AFTERWARDS! idk hope i didn't jinx that for myself, but yes I adore running it's great I 100% recommend.

feeling food guilt is so weird, today thankful I've eaten under 1000 calories, but idk I just feel so fat and gross I feel like I don't deserve the food that is going into my body.

when is it my turn to feel pretty?

watching that Victoria Secret fashion show awakening something within me that I didn't know I had inside me.

i wanna be kate moss so badly

hate hate hate HATE! Having big boobs! They make me look so fat when I am wearing shirts... no one understands the pain.

i need an ana buddy!! please!! u have to be under 5'6, !5-!8, eastern standard time, nd a person of lgbtq!! i need a buddy to do this d!et with for halloween prep!!

Uhhhh, I hate food with my whole life. I literally want to never put food in my mouth again. Fuck the fuckin food. You're good for nothing. You only bring trouble. Stay the fuck away from me.

Current weight: 51kg ✅️

Gw1: 50kg ❌️

Gw2: 48kg ❌️

Gw3: 46.5kg ❌️

Gw4: 45kg ❌️

Ugw: 44kg ❌️

( I want to achieve it by Christmas)

I'm going to try to start something again. I've been eating too much lately. Tomorrow is Monday and I'll start my fast. I wanna fast as long as I can last. If I feel like passing out, I'll eat something that's less than 100 cals.

+ I promised myself not to BnP anymore.

Today was good. Fasted for the whole day. The only bad thing is that I drank tea with honey 😩. But I burned 237 calories, so I guess it's okay.

need help guys, i have naturally larger b0obs and since starting my wl i’ve lost like 12kg and my bra size hasn’t reduced at all. I want my tits and arms GONE. Any advice plsss??