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personal arfid avoidant restrictive food intake disorder i have found the ''you live in a world in which all food is literal shit and ppl keep tryin to convince you its actually really good and acting like youre the unreasonable one for hating it'' metaphor to be quite effective in explaining how my life feels to other ppl its so annoying when ppl act like im stupid for not jumping at the bit to torture myself for some vague dream of recovery or whatever i have ways to cope! i have foods i can eat and other things i can do to keep myself alive!! there is no point torturing myself trying to be more 'normal' 😒 idc how much u condescendingly tell me how a balanced diet is good for me i dont want to eat the horse diarrhea. i dont care what vitamins it will give me. i am surviving without it i do not see any benefit to torturing myself for years just to gain slight resistance to it let me beeee