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I think my house is being cased
I live in pretty much in the middle of nowhere surrounded by forest and private properties. A partial underground house (pretty much we live in a basement) with limited windows. We live in a self made gated community of me, my parents and siblings, and an uncle. No one can get onto the property without a key. However, last night we saw a flashlight shining through a bedroom window. According to my sister who had been staying in my mother's room due to nightmares, she saw a light shine at our mother until she noticed. As soon as she turned, the light disappeared. as if the person moved their hand. This is concerning considering our bedroom windows are knee height and you have to look for them at either a crouch or an angle. Just a night or two before, I could've sworn to have seen a flashlight but I assumed I hallucinated it due to sleep deprivation or paranoia (which I suffer from). I have near crippling paranoia and anxiety when going out in town (which is why I rarely do so), but now I fear to even sleep on my own property. I never worried about buglers because of how out of the way our houses are (that and the fear of shotgun wielding rednecks that populate the area), but what if it is more than that? I don't know what to do. Our dogs don't react to our fears, but they can easily be befriended if you seem nice enough (I would think at least one of our dogs would do something considering we have four, but I guess not). Any suggestions on what we can do? (we live outside of range of most-if not all-emergency help like police, ambulances, etc.)
"I'm trying to give you the space you need away from me, the one you don't want but the one you need because I know you'll never say it out loud that you need it." I said as calmly as I could but she cried,
"I don't care whether I need that space. I don't need it, I don't want it. Invade all my space, it's yours. Make me angry or whatever but take it, take all that space because I want you to."
(P.s. yes I reposted)
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Hello. / / update.
Hello, mutuals. I haven't been much around because I have been busy in IRL. Please do not take it personal if I do not respond to any DMs. I can promise you, it's not intentional. I just don't always open up my tumblr. I am mainly on my RP accounts while this is just a personal blog dedicated to Kagura from InuYasha.
I'll get to DMs soon, I just haven't been in a headspace lately that has made me feel negligence.
