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had a dream I was a part of a vampire cult and had sex with the leader. the leader was atsushi sakurai.
I wish I could understand what the fuck is in melatonin that gives me such bonker ass dreams

If anyone needs me, I will be listening to TABOO on repeat and crying loudly under the influence of weed and copious amounts of wine.
ummm so i was listening to taiyou ni korosareta and this just happpened
also atsushi sakurai is gender

SUNSET
By Rainer Maria Rilke
***
Slowly the west reaches for clothes of new colors
which it passes to a row of ancient trees.
You look, and soon these two worlds both leave you
one part climbs toward heaven, one sinks to earth.
leaving you, not really belonging to either,
not so hopelessly dark as that house that is silent,
not so unswervingly given to the eternal as that thing
that turns to a star each night and climbs--
leaving you (it is impossible to untangle the threads)
your own life, timid and standing high and growing,
so that, sometimes blocked in, sometimes reaching out,
one moment your life is a stone in you, and the next, a star
***