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Reading is so much more peaceful for me than any medium involving sound. And I’m so much more in control- nothing happens without my input, because it’s the act of deliberately giving your attention to the book that allows the story you’re experiencing to exist. I feel like I’m just able to be with myself when I’m reading more than with any game or show. I also love getting to carry around this physical thing and give my time and energy to it, and then, when I’m done, put it on display on my shelves with a bunch of other books I’ve done the same with. I manicure and organize my bookshelf to be a representation of myself and my interests and the communities I’m in, with knickknacks and figurines and trinkets that make me happy, and the whole thing represents so much time and love over such a long stretch of my life. I love every medium of art, and all for different reasons, and I’m sad that people of the past didn’t get to experience movies and video games and everything else we have, but I’m glad that they got to have books.

I remember this day. This was a first for me. I admitted and joined ARMY just that April 2022 before the festa 🥺 Just a newbie, a certified Tae girlie. But I didn't join Twitter spaces until that fall. This was my first live experience with airport Tae, with seeing these pics hit the tl real time. His aura. His eyes. His stride. This was but a short moment captured so perfectly, and this gaze was forever imprinted upon me. You can't even see the full charm of his features. But his eyes, his eyes....

I'll always go back to this picture, and it will be a favorite of mine. I know these eyes have seen countless wonder and joy to go along with pain and struggling. And I'm grateful for every glimpse of them, both his eyes and his story, he shares with us.

i cant wait to experience loving someone like its breathing

and i cant wait for someone to love me the same

Let Me Be Sappy For A Minute

Okay so it’s very late for me and unfortunately I can’t sleep. I’ve been hoping from one ASMR video to the next and no luck. However, with a lot of those being from Karuna Satori (actual goddess of my sleep schedule) I feel like being sappy because I feel like I haven’t touched base and interacted with you guys a lot. I love all of you dearly whether we talk or not and no matter how small this blog is currently it always lifts my mood to know that in some capacity, no matter how miniscule it is, I’ve been able to help SOMEONE, or make them smile for the first time that day, or helped them solve a problem or hell, even just help with their homework! I’ve done something to make someone’s life just a bit better and that’s all thanks to you guys. I’ve moved back home and gotten in a much better mental state than I was in July. I have two jobs, one of which is my dream job that I wake up ready and excited to go to everyday and it finally feels like things are working out. Thank you guys, so so much. I truly do love and appreciate all of you. As always, be good, be safe, and have fun.