Seventeen Blurb - Tumblr Posts

Hiya!! Hope you are doing well!!❤ I absolutely love your writing and I would just like to request "They don't know about us" + seokmin, thank you!!!🥰

Since We Were Seventeen

SEVENTEEN request!series

Word count: 719

a.n.// this is so sweet thank you so much, that means more to me than you know🥺💖 (this was really fun to write I hope you like it!)

"but I wanna tell 'em, I wanna tell the world that you're mine girl..."

Dating an idol wasn’t easy, you were aware of this even before you and Seokmin began dating. You didn’t care though, what you cared about was that the bright smile that crossed his face whenever the two of were together never faded. His happiness was yours. But when the two of you had been caught out late one night and the rumors began, the company began to ask questions, then you began to care a little more.

For two years you had been solid, no one having a clue (other than his members and your families) that you were a couple. People just assumed that you were close friends, maybe you even worked with the group. Seeing complete strangers assuming your boyfriend was seeing another woman made you feel sick, you wanted to be able to tell the world he was yours and you were his, but you knew that was out of the question. 

As the days passed your mood began to dwindle, the rumors had continued to grow resulting in not getting to see him as often as the company wouldn’t let him leave because of the rumors. You weren’t dependent on him of course, but being away from him for long periods of time with the added stress of the media was enough to put a damper on your normally cheerful mood. Seokmin hadn’t been able to properly talk to you since Pledis began their questioning about who he had been with that night and it took a toll on the both of you.

Today was no different as you continued your new trend of self loathing in your pajamas, watching as the media took your relationship and strung far fetched stories of who it could possibly be with him. It was an annoying, hurtful sight to see but there was nothing you could do to change it. The only difference is that a few hours into your deep dive into your feelings, there was a knock at the door, Seokmin on the other side. 

The two of you sat in a somewhat awkward silence, neither one sure where to start the conversation. 

“I told them.” Seokmin finally spoke up, causing you to turn your head towards him, shocked at the information he just delivered.

“You told your manager? Seokmin, this could ruin your career what were you think-”  

Shaking his head he turned to you, taking your hands in his, “Y/n, I told them I want to go public. I don’t care if this ruins things. If I can’t have this with you by my side, I don’t want it. I don’t want to imagine a day without you.” Seokmin could always be read by his facial expressions, you could tell he had thought about this for a while, “I’m ready to tell the world that you’re mine.”

It was silent for a moment as you tried to collect your thoughts. He was really ready to go through with this? Even knowing all of the risk that came with it? You weren’t an idol, you weren’t anywhere close to famous, so how would his fans react? 

As if reading your mind he spoke in a quiet voice, squeezing your smaller hands in reassurance, “If they’re real fans and truly love me... They’ll be happy for me and love you just the same. They don’t know how much we’ve had to fight against to be together, y/n. They can’t say anything against us because they don’t know how much we’ve gone through to be happy.”

“Are you sure about this?..” He had never heard you sound so small, but he understood. This was scary and new for the both of you. If it worked out, you could be a normal couple, not having to sneak around and be riddled with the fear of being caught. Of course it could end badly, but Seokmin didn’t care. They would know you were a couple, the rumors would stop, and he wouldn’t have to hide the person who had become his world any longer.

“Almost as sure as I am that I love you, and I’m damn sure about that... I’ve thought of every possibility, even if this doesn’t end the way we want it to I’ll have you by my side... That’s all I could ever ask for.” 

hi! i don’t know if your 1d requests are still open but ty for doing this! i’d like to request stockholm syndrome + vernon + bookstore au? tysm for this 💕💕😊 you’re a very talented writer and i love your works so much

Since We Were Seventeen

SEVENTEEN request!series

Word count: 602

a.n.// this is so sweet wait-  thank you so much !! I’m so glad you enjoy my writing, that means so much to me (also not @ how this is my favorite 1d song and I was wAITING for a request)

"used to sing about being free but now he's changed his mind..."

The tiny bookstore had always been your escape, it was cozy and calm with the added benefit that not many people frequented it. Sadly enough, the love of reading physical copies of literature is dying out, but you held the passion for it since you were young. The feeling of the pages beneath your fingers as you turned the page to the next adventure always gave you a sense of nostalgia.  

Today was like any other, seated on one of the several couches with a novel in your hand when suddenly your immersion was broken by the sound of several voices.

“You can’t seriously think that Iron Man is better than Batman. Batman’s a classic!”

“Batman is just a dude that never outgrew his emo phase, and if you think about it he causes more damage than he does good.”

“Oh my god, Jihoon, the Avengers? They caused so much damage!”

Overhearing this conversation caused you to chuckle, were they really arguing over comics? Though you were slightly annoyed at the fact these two boys interrupted your reading of 'Pride and Prejudice,' you couldn't help but be entertained. Mr. Darcy would have to wait.

Leaning over the back of the couch, you decided to try and settle the argument so you could get back to your book, "Sorry to butt in, but he's got a point. What does Batman even do? No way can that spandex suit protect him for one, and second why can't he catch the Joker? The Avengers took down fuckin' aliens, the Joker's just some psycho wearing makeup."

The smaller of the two stifled a laugh looking at his friend, "Bro you just got told off by a girl reading 'Pride and Prejudice.'"

Rolling his eyes, Vernon persisted, "I stand by what I said, Batman is a classic. He's clearly superior."

The next few days your presence was absent from the bookstore, which didn’t go unnoticed by the avid DC fan you had met completely by chance. Truth be told, after your chance encounter Vernon couldn’t get you out of his mind, something about you and the way you held yourself had him entranced. Of course this didn’t come without teasing from his friends, Vernon commonly showed little to no interest in romantic relationships, so why was he so enamored with a woman he met once? 

All of this was unknown to you as you made your way into your little sanctuary. Before you had the chance to browse the books, an employee who recognized you as a regular called for you.

“Y/n! There’s an order here for you.” this left you confused, an order? You hadn’t ordered anything, not that you could remember at least. Nevertheless, you approached the counter curious to see what it was that you had ‘ordered.’

The woman behind the counter slid over the said purchase, one look and you immediately knew you hadn’t been the one to purchase this, but you knew exactly who had. On the counter before you laid a hard cover copy of ‘Batman: The Killing Joke.’ Trying to hide the smile on your face you took the graphic novel, muttering a soft “thank you” before returning to your regular seat.

As you opened the cover, a small piece of paper fell out, grabbing it you read the printed text,

“I know you said Iron Man is better and that Batman basically sucks but... This ones my favorite. Let me know what you think, maybe I can get you on my side :D xxx-xxx-xxxx -Vernon. p.s. Mr. Darcy has nothing on me... Just thought you should know. ”

okay can you imagine flying to shenzhen with jun for the first time? he'd be so excited to show you his hometown that he wouldn't be able to sleep on the flight so he'd have his arms wrapped around you and be planting light kisses into your hair as you slept on his shoulder

i’m not gonna lie this made me cry,,he’d be literally bouncing all the way to the airport,,he’d be pulling up all the places he wanted to take you on his phone and he’d be scrolling through all the restaurants that he loved and wanted to show you,,he’d be so excited as you got on the plane,he’d be holding your bag for you as he lead you to your seats towards the back of the plane,,,you’d never seen him so excited,he’d have this permanent smile on his face as he told you about all the people he was going to introduce you too,,he’d notice you were sleepy and he’d throw his arm around you so that you could sleep on his chest,,he’d be watching you as you nuzzled into him and he’d be dipping down to press kisses to your hair,,he’d be smiling into your hair just so happy that he could take the love of his life back to his hometown,,

Enough for Me (Moon Junhui) 𓏲 ๋࣭  ࣪‧₊🪼˚‧ ✧𓍢ִִ໋˚.

Genre: Angst, Comfort

Warnings: Heavy mentions of depression and being suicidal, gaslighting (not from Jun or the reader though), a death of a loved one being mentioned, A LOT of long dialogue and cursing.

Synopsis: No one could handle you and you seemed to be the problem because everyone had always walked out on you. Not in Jun’s case though.

Note: Reworked, I apologize for how this is all loosely based on a true story (not adding too many details as to how) but I swear none of the idols mentioned as mean friends supposedly act like this in person in the story. As always, happy reading and don’t forget to support me by liking + reblogging my works! If you’re ever in a bad place, don’t be afraid to reach out.

WC: 1.5k

“Listen Y/n, I think it’s seriously immature of you to constantly delete your messages after you vent about something. Do you not think we care? You’re almost guilt-tripping us in a way, and it’s not like we constantly have time to respond to you, we have important things to take care of outside of our friendship,” Your friend, Jungkook, grits his teeth.

You stood still, shell-shocked at what had just come out of his mouth. Throughout the times you needed your friends most, they were never there for you, and now that your grandmother died they decide to drop a bomb on you? It hadn’t even been a day since she had passed.

“Jungkook, I don’t want to argue with you so as an explanation, I don’t delete my messages as a form of guilt-tripping. It just hurts my head and clogs my brain to see them in our group chat. Seeing how no replies with it just being there makes me feel even worse like I’m bringing the mood down, so I delete them because I also consider how you guys would feel,” you reply quietly, completely avoiding eye contact with everyone else as you play with your hands nervously.

“Honestly Y/n, we’re not the best at comforting but we can always listen to you. You just make it seem as though we could care less,” Nana says harshly.

Why were they doing this to you? You had a lot going through your mind and things were slowly escalating into an argument, but you were cornered, it was just you against everyone else it seemed.

“Y/n, we care about you ok? I don’t want you talking about killing yourself or that suicidal shit because I care about you. God, stop acting like a depressed piece of shit,” Jungkook continued to press on.

“I always consider how you guys would feel because I get you’re always so busy with class, but do I beg for you guys to listen? No, because I always put you all before me! Just let me be selfish for once. I do not wish for you guys to experience the pain I’m feeling,” You blew up but immediately kept yourself grounded by slouching beside Eunwoo on the couch.

“Guys, can you give Y/n a break? Fucks sake, someone in her family just DIED and there is still school to think about. Do you not realize that losing a close loved one is a lot to take in? Leave Y/n alone and let things work on their own because there can only be so much on someone’s plate,” Eunwoo sighed, clearly agitated at how your friends were acting like complete idiots by arguing with you at the worst possible moment.

“Y/n, you’ve always been the same, you wanna die right now? Fine, and you can have all the space you want, I don’t fucking care. At least come back when you’re mentally stable and respond normally will you?” You remained silent as everyone stared you down. If looks could kill, you’d be shot from every direction.

You were so close to breaking down that you simply ran out of the apartment and didn’t look back once.

You were grateful that at least Eunwoo cared but right now you needed to find solace in someone else who cared about how you felt about all this rather than how they felt. That’s when your feet led you to the apartment below yours, it was Jun’s.

You bring your hand to knock on the door, but it swings open before you can even land your knuckles on the wood to make the sound. Were you that loud?

On the other side stood a worried-looking Jun, the man immediately rushing you inside and leading you to his couch where he held you in a tight embrace.

That was the last thing you needed before you cracked, and suddenly all the tears you held in are streaming down your face.

“What happened? I heard about your grandmother and went to check on you but you were with your friends so I came back, thinking they were comforting you. Yet you’re here crying?” Jun was confused.

He heard your friends through the apartment door talking to you, deciding to come back once they were gone, but you beat him to it after he heard the pattering of feet down the hall.

You wipe your tears and smile off the intense pain you were feeling, disregarding it as nothing when you were really at your full capacity with everything going on.

You had a lot to think about, your family, how you were going to cope with everything. It was all too much, everything happening in less than a day.

“Jun, they were just agitated with me because I acted immaturely. I’ll spare you the details for now, but I deleted my vent messages in our group chat, they got mad and I gave them an explanation but then they go and gaslight me, which is all too much to handle,” You blabbered while Jun listened intently.

“Y/n, why would you let this happen? I remember you mentioning their lack of response towards you and how you never complained once, but then they go and do this. You don’t deserve any of the pain they caused,” he replies in a whisper, before bringing you into another hug that you desperately needed.

“It’s a lot, Jungkook told me to stop acting like a depressed piece of shit, immediately bringing up my past of being suicidal, then Nana acts like she did so much for me when they were never there. At least Eunwoo cared,” you muttered the last part to yourself, but Jun caught it and chuckled.

“Well, of course, he’s Eunwoo. Not a man of many words but always has the right ones when needed, I’m glad he stood up for you,” Jun then got up and handed you a blanket he found on the loveseat in his living room.

He hands you the blanket and you take it with a grateful smile. You’ve been through a lot today, and having someone finally care about you made you feel comfortable to be a bit vulnerable for even just a moment. Jun just felt like home to you.

“Y/n, they were shit friends towards you ok? They’re just mad because they’ve finally realized their mistakes and now that you’re putting yourself first, they think you’re being selfish,” he poked your cheek and you almost laughed through your tears, before Jun continued to speak.

“Listen, you are the most selfless person I know, you care so much about everyone else that you’ve reached a point where you pleased them too much, that now you can’t even do the bare minimum for yourself,” You take in his words and tears stream down your face again.

Had you been too lax? You never even thought of putting yourself first in anything, always opting to make everyone happy because you thought that it was enough for you.

“Everything I do isn’t enough, there’s always a problem with me. Everyone just leaves me Jun, I’m so tired of it all,” you huff out in frustration.

Jun’s brows knit and he pulls you even closer than you thought possible, almost flustering you, but he continues to comfort you.

His heart cracked at the sight of you, you looked so tired, exhausted, and devoid of life. It hurt Jun to see you that way when you’ve been hiding it for the longest time.

“You’ve suffered enough Y/n, let everything work by itself. To me, everything you do is enough, it’s enough for me ok? You were there for me during the times I needed someone, you kept me sane and comforted me even when you weren’t doing well by yourself. Don’t beat yourself up over something that isn’t your fault,” You nod and wipe your tears.

You knew what he meant. Jun had it just as hard as you are having it now, and you made sure he knew he was heard and had a shoulder to cry on.

It wasn’t just him either, you always made way to listen to everyone and tried your best to comfort them in any way you could.

“You know, you always make everyone feel heard, you’re just an amazing person, Y/n. Don’t ever think one bit that you aren’t enough when you would do so much more for everyone, and I’m glad you come to us because we do more than what those other friends of yours could,” Jun stared at the photo of you, along with his other friends on the wall.

Since your friends were never available, you felt happy to reach out to Jun and his other friends, Wonwoo, Soonyoung, Jihoon, and Minghao, when you needed a listening ear.

They all made you feel safe and secure during the times you had to stay strong for your grandmother, and even if they weren’t the best at comforting sometimes, they still tried, way more than anyone could bring themselves to.

“Thank you Jun, I feel much better now, even for a moment. Can we watch a movie or something with the other guys? I wanna get my mind off things for a while,” You ask softly.

Your eyes were still glassed over but your tears already dried. Jun nods at your request and immediately runs to order food and call the others.

Honestly, you couldn’t ask for anything better, because even if life is shitty, you get stronger and the pain is only temporary.

© rubyuji 2024’ -. no part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any manner without the permission from the publisher.

Didn’t Stand a Chance | blurb~ (b.sk)

Masterlist

Seungkwan smoothed down his hair for the nth time that night, his hands fiddling with the buttons on his blazer as he patiently waited for you inside the small café. The soothing music playing inside the café wasn’t helping him calm down at all, his nerves were going through the roof each passing minute.

Did he get there too early? Are you alright? Are you safe? Will you actually come?

Seungkwan muttered under his breath as he watched raindrops collect on the café window. Even the Seoul weather didn’t let up for his first date with you. Seungkwan nervously fiddled with the straw in his drink, his head shooting up whenever he heard the jingle the bells made when the door opened.

Did you get lost? Was the café further from your house than he expected? Did you have an umbrella?

The cafe door opened and Seungkwan flushed a bright red. There you stood, in light, yet comfortable clothing with small spots of rain decorating the cloth on your shoulders. When you spotted him, Seungkwan felt frazzled in your presence, your sheepish smile hitting some part of his heart that he didn’t knew existed.

As your night continued, filled with your twinkling laughter and Seungkwan’s desperate attempts to not fall deeper for you on the first date, you shyly walked to your house with swinging hands.

And when you abruptly kissed his cheek before letting him go, Seungkwan knew then that he didn’t stand a chance at all.

(A/N is posted separately!! Check it out if you have time and some behind the scenes action :3) 

Burning | blurb~ (l.jh)

“Just because I didn’t say anything doesn’t mean I don’t like you.” Jihoon looks away from you, his ears burning a bright red. You look up at him in surprise, the tears failing to stop from the frustration you had felt from him ignoring you for the past few days.  

“I just,” Jihoon started, his brows furrowing, “I didn’t understand what I was feeling. This has never happened before, and if it has, then it must’ve happened a long time ago that I can’t remember.” When he looks up his heart stutters again, the sight of you making his heart race.

“I don’t want you to cry over my stupidity… I don’t deserve your tears,” Jihoon reaches up and gently wipes away the tears staining your cheeks before carefully tucking your hair behind your ear.

“I like you so much Yn. I like you so much that I think I’m going crazy.” Jihoon’s hand hesitates for a moment before placing it on yours, bringing it up to his heart. “My heart’s going insane right now, I can barely concentrate and every song I try composing always ends up being about you, and just you being around me makes me feel so giddy that I feel like throwing up,” he brings your hand to his cheek, “and worst of all, I can never hide it because I’m always burning red around you.”

“My heart burns for you Yn. I’m sorry I didn’t say it earlier.”