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A rant about being aromantic as well as asexual while being a teen
It sucks dude. I feel behind and a part of me doesn’t care, but another part of me is going, “WHY ME?!”. And some of it, at least for me, is in part due to trauma, and also lack of attraction. Sometimes I just wish I could feel something, you know. I also don’t want to be in a qpr with anyone, but I just want friends. The problem is due to trust issues I’m scared to hug them and stuff, so that causes me to get a bit touch starved, even though I could just ask. Everything is just scary. I do love my friends in the most platonic way and that’s it. They are truly wonderful people, but I wish I could...well fit in more sometimes. I know that it’s sappy and honestly not the best outlook to want to fit in, but I just wonder what it feels like to fit in, or perhaps everyone is just faking it regardless. I’m a bit sad and scared my friends will leave me for their partner(s), though I don’t think they would, as one of them is dating some peeps and they’re really chill and equally care and I guess I’m scared that I’m just not loved by my friends. I think they do love me and I have this tendency to give to much and never relax because I’m just a people pleaser. So overall, I’m just a lil’ lonely and sad and I wanted to rant on here because people seem pretty chill.
TDDK HC TIME!!!
Kids absolutely adore Izuku, as i hc he used to babysit/play with the neighborhood children before he moved into the dorms. He’s so good at making up games (especially hero themed ones) that they’ll never get bored. He knows just the right thing to say and is a comforting figure for little children.
Meanwhile Shoto gets so awkward around children. He ends up panicking and saying the most random things. Like they could be talking about the beach and suddenly he starts dropping whale facts mid conversation. And since he was so isolated as a child, he barely knows any of the typical children games. (Izuku played them with him once he found out) but that doesn’t mean some kids don’t like him, such as the quiet ones rather than the hyper active children.