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Am I becoming obsessed with Supernatural again because I’m sliding back into depression OR am I depressed again because I’m obsessed with Supernatural again?
Like.. my obsession with Supernatural helps me get through the day because it’s the one thing that helps keep my mind occupied enough to not feel even worse and TFW motivates me to always keep fighting.
But it also makes me so sad because those poor babies have to suffer so much and it breaks my heart when I think about Destiel and what they went through and all the trauma J*hn put the boys through and I love Dean, Cas and Sam so much that it hurts to see them hurt so much, especially every detailed analysis someone posts about their trauma & childhood.
And then again it makes me sad to think about Supernatural because even though they went through so much shit, Cas, Dean & Sam have such a strong bond and I’m sad because I don’t have anyone who knows me like they know each other. I don’t have anyone who knows me enough to see through the smile I put on every day, who knows when I’m not okay and who will call me out when I say I’m okay and don’t mean it. I just want a relationship like the one Dean and Cas have but I don’t think it’s humanly possible to know each other like that and blindly understand the other one’s most secret thoughts and feelings and it makes me sad to know it’s impossible to ever have a connection like that with anyone.
Today I was eating some of my cinnamon bread™ and the flavors were so intense that I blacked out and woke up next to this new one. What is wrong with me.
Mentally ill pagan folks:
I am having a lot of thoughts of invoking demons or low vibration creatures. I am not sure if these are intrusive thoughts or if I actually want to do it, because I feel the impulse to do it but at the same time I know I shouldn't because I know it will end up with really dangerous shit happening to me.
I am restraining myself from doing it and am having a hard time with all of that. I am scared I end up doing it in a moment of despair. I would like to know your opinion.
DOES ANYBODY HAVE THE ONE POST OF RED ANSWERING WHAT AVATARS OF WHAT FEARS FROM TMA AURORA CHARACTERS WOULD BE PLEASE IVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR IT IT IS VERY IMPORTANT
Yo who was gonna tell me that kissing is nice? Just (kinda) made out with a boy for the first time and OH MY GOD
Okay, please throw me a bone here
What the hell is Goncharov?
I’m very confused, someone pleas explain-
I get trapped in a bad videogame? I get hatemailed to death??
Reblog and put in the tags how you would die if your URL predicted your death
Schau mal Elke da ist eine Seilbahn!
Joa… Ich seh‘s…
Hast du Lust mal eine Runde Seilbahn zu fahren?
Ne.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH that are the Biele Biele Biele Guys! Hahahahahahhaa
I'll start writing in German soon
(How did I recognize this guy, help-)
James is twerking with his conscience